hunger and thirst

...Lord I, hungry for You,


God, my soul is thirsty about You.


Push me aside


to be filled upside done,


Make me see of things not seen


Help me learn to live with Thee.


Chase me stronger,


bring me closer,


fill me deeper,


touch me longer.




lovely, dearly, You're to ME


hungry, needy, I'm to THEE

"Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled"Matthew 5:6

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Two days on a row I have have been seeing the same three stars on the sky. I asked my roommate what were theey, we figured it out that they were the stars of Orion (the belt part). However, my point is here is more serious than just the notice of the stars but that the Lord has spoken to me through that. How and what did He say?

Look Amos 5: 4,6,7,8,14,15,and 24!

" For thus says the Lord ubto the house of Israel, Seek ye Me, and ye shall leave."

"Seek the Lord, and ye shall live; lest He break out like fire in the house of Joseph, and devour it, and there be none to quenh it in Bethel."

"Ye who turn judgment to wormwood, and leave off righteousness in the earth, seek Him that maketh the seven stars and Orion... The Lord is His name."

"Seek good, and not evil, that ye may live: and so the Lord, the God of hosts, shall be with you, as ye have spoken. Hate the evil, and love the good, and establish judgment in the gate: it may be that the Lord God of hosts will be gracious unto the remnant of Joseph."

"But let judgment run down as waters, and righteousness as a mighty stream."

Let's say of what I hope for in future

From smallest ideas to the greatest!

• write for the magazine about the revealations and inspiration for the Christian women.
• one day being able to publish a book
• being moved by the Lord to preach for women in the conferences
• develop talents in writing, dancing, sewing and music.
• live a holy life in the Holy Spirit and God's Word
• have a great faithful and righteous friends around the world.
• have a husband who will be anointed in God and handsome as the Holy Spirit, smile
• being a beautiful and confident woman.
• raise children and have some ministry with children
• teaching the langauge and the Word of God
• being creative in everything moved by the Holy Spirit
• encourage people around me
• have a godly marriage and offer the support for the families
• build a great knowledge of the Word and have faith n God
• Travel abroad and within the US.

Thank You, dear and precious Lord, Jesus Christ. InYour Word You says, that if we abide in You and You abide in us we will bear much fruit. So, I believe and hope for the great fruits for Your name's sake to make Your name known and glorify You. Father, bless me with a great husband, I pray who will be faithful to You and wonderful. Guide my steps in Your righteousness, for I hungry and thirst for it (Matthew 5:6). Thank You very Much, Father, for being greater than anything or anybody else.

I give thanks and apreciation to th Holy Spirit who is in me- a teacher, comforter, fire and the presence of God.

Draw me close to You, never let me go...

Draw me near to Yourself and let me eat of Your words, and observethe beauty of You.

Show me Your glory.

With sincere love, Katya

the Holy Spirit says...

The dream that I had on January 20th:

It was a class setting. The teacher was trying to give a lesson but there was a student who bothered him very much. That student (she) had an evil spirit. She blasphemed the name of the Lord and also was very loud. For a while, I tried to escape her. Many people made an attempt to stop her behavior and make her calm, but nobody could not. At one moment, I remembered of having the Bible in my bag. I took it out and showed it to her. It was written on the cover: "Holy Bible!" She stood up silently and started to back up. I told the evil spirit: "Go away from this here and don't come back. Leave this place." And I told the student that her books the friend will pick up. She left the class and in that room the presence of God just filled that place with awe and reverence to Him. I commanded everybody to bow their knees and pray to God. Everybody in the class bowed down while few people standing outside the class remained standing but wiling to pray anyway. I knew I need to pray and say the prayer but I would rather remain silent before Hin in adoration, however, I started the prayer: "Heavenly Father, thank You very much..." And I woke up, it was about 6 am and since that time I did not continue to sleep but took my Bible and studied the Word. At that moment I searched for the meaningful words such as: Word, authority,and evil spirits. That day in Luke 4:32 "They were amazed at His teaching, because His message had authority." And other scriptures. But interesting enough that today (January 23)I closed my eyes and prayed to the Holy Spirit saying: Please show me the scripture that I need to read and that it will increase my faith. He moved me to look up
1 Timothy.
Here is what I found that related to the dream I had several days ago.
1 Timothy 4:1-5
The Spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits and things taught by demons. Such teachings come through hypocritical liars, whose consciences have been seared as with a hot iron. They forbid people to marry and order them to abstain from certain foods, which God created to be received with thanksgiving by those who believe and know the truth. For everything God created is good, and nothing it to be rejected if it is consecrated by the word of God and prayer.

RIghteousness by faith

Today I would like to share with you about the righteousness that comes from God!
I just want to speak to you what I have been going through with the words of encxouragement.

It has been a long day for you and you tried to deal with your mood. It seemed to you that your inner most knew before time that you will fall down and commit a sin. We all have been in those shoes! jUST RECENTLY, I KNEW THAT WHAT I STRUGGLED WITH HAS APPEARED BEFORE ME AGAIN. IT WAS A SURPRISE AND I WISHED TO ESCAPE IT BUT I DID NOT AND AFTER THE FEELING OF GUILT AND THE KNOWLEDGE OF SINFULNESS CAME ON MY MIND.
THE GOOD THING IS THAT MY HEART KNEW THAT I NEED TO RUN TO GOD, AND I DID WITH ALL MY HEART REPENTING AND CRYING TO JESUS FOR MERCY. IT CAME CLEAR TO ME THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT GUIDED ME TO THE SCRIPTURES ABOUT FORGIVING OF MY SINS AND EVEN FORGETTING ABOUT THEM. OHH, WHAT WAS A JOY TO HEAR THAT BUT THE FEELING OF GUILT ONCE AGAIN HAS PUSHED MY MIND. I WENT TO SLEEP AND NEXT DAY GOD STARTED TO SPEAK TO ME THROUGH THE TYPE RECORDS OF THE RUSSIAN TEACHER OLEG ELDAROV ABOUT RIGHTEOUSNESS FROM GOD BY FAITH. THE HOLY SPIRIT TURNED MY ATTENTION TO ROMANS AND I STUDIED IT A LITTLE.

THIS IS WHAT YOU AND I NEED TO KNOW WHEN YOU ARE ATTAKED BY THE SINFULNESS AND THE SENSE OF GUILT.
THE WORD OF GOD SAYS:
Romans 1:17 "For in the gospel a righteousness from God i srevealed, a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written: "The righteous will live by faith."

Romans 3:21-26
"But now a righteousness from God, apart from law, has been made known, to which the Law and the Prophets testify.
This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and a re justified freely by His grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.
God presented Him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in His blood. He did this to demonstrate His justice, becuase in His beforehead He had left the sins committed beforehead unpunished- He did it to demonstrate His justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus."

My favorite verse today from Romans 4:7-8 "Blessed are they whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord will never count against him."

So blessed be our God who freely forgive us throught Jesus Christ. The only thing that matters is our faith in God, Fahter, Son and the Holy Spirit and the rest is after God.
For me GOD is the one who takes the right to heal me, cleanse me, purify and save me. I cannot do a bit apart form Him ,Jesus Christ.
I proclaim myself righteous in the eyes of God through the name of Jesus!
Stand behind, satan, the accuser. If you want to remind me about my past mistakes and sin, you'd better know that God does not remember them so do I. Go away from me and I proclaim that I am free from any sin in the name of Jesus.
By faith in the name of my Lord Jesus Christ I am righteous, holy and honored before God.

I seek the Lord and I long for Him. He is the sourse of my joy and He is my provider. Amen.

I love you all, who had a chance to read this and know the Lord personally. Blessings to each one of you. To God be all the glory!

Russia- America

I was in Russia during my winter holliday. It was an experience to learn of the importance to know God personally. The fire that the Lord has told me passed through very near. There were many trials through which we learned to trust in God. I had a dream where I saw that fire caught up the environment around, we started to run away and when I looked back I saw my sister. Suddenly the fire from above fell on her right hand first and burned and then disapeared leaving some marks on her hand. The same thing happened with the left hand. So, God has been teaching me step by step about the fire. My friend gave me a candle and the lightener that I would remeber that God puts us in the fire of trials to make us pure, holy and the way He wanted us to be. Praise the LORD.
The second thing God has captured my attention was hearing! Hearing His voice! Look Revelation especially! That day I tried not to say a word but just listen. Ohh! My mood went down and I saw the many things in me that I wish would not be there.
And when I came back to America which is also very interesting brought me a new topic to learn about- faith.

My continuous presence in Russia made me think of stying there and not coming back to America, at least on a half a year. My stepfather did not approve this idea, but the thought did not leave me a while. One day walking to the church, I prayed to God and told him that the pastor( teacher) has a prophetic gift. I was longing that God would say the wrd to me. So, what happened was that during that lecture, God spoke to me a word: "Go! I has called you! I will prune you as a stone!" After this word, I realized that GOd wants me to come back to America. Very soon, I received my renewed visa and was on my way to America.

Now, I enjoy being here very much. There are still many things to do and the only thing I need to do daily is seek the Lord, walk in His Spirit, pray and abide in the Word.
I have many ideas about the future relating to job and profession and it seemes to me that it is the time to be equiped and not being afraid of the goals and tasks the Lord has called me to do.
I enjoy being here again and praise the Lord who has a plan and a purpose for my life.