Father,
I want to cry... because of the tragic reality of marriages and families in the world.
Yes, Lord, I know that Your desire is Unity! You are for families and marriages, but satan is agianst!
We need Your direction and restoration!





















Please, Holy Father,
Start a global revival of marriages.








I cry because of my friends' families: many divorced.
Jesus, I no longer view divorce as normal reality, it is awful!

Father, I am deeply concerned with the marriage of my family. I have questions to why mama does not live with papa Oleg in Chelyabinsk. Is St. Petersburg, apartement or even church more importnat that the love and commitment to her husband? Why does she travel abroad on vocations, while papa Oleg is alone working out finances and other issues? I do not see justice.

But Beloved Father, forgive me Your daughter for such a contempt. I do not want to regret Your heart with my hardness. I just ask Your grace on marriages and families.

Especially, the topic is dear to my heart becaue of my sister's marriage. Did she receive any help from church? Or rather did the church bring condmenation and abandonment? Forgive, Father, I pray for whatever went wrong. We have sinned agianst Your laws and desires of love one another.

Holy Spirit, come and comfort my weary soul.

Amen

Hebrews 13:4 "Marriage should be honored by all..."

Restoration of marriages

This is an encouraging word from the Lord that not only brings to light the issue of many marriages under attack, but it also motivates to BELIEVE for full restoration of marriages!

I have been praying for Misha and Iaha, my dear friends! They had been under a very demonic assalut in their marriage. They suffered, cried, mourned, regret and many other emotions filled their hearts, but now is the TIME FOR BREAKTHROUGH- FOR FULL RESTORATION! AMEN.

Patricia King:
"MARRIAGES UNDER ATTACK!


They were deeply threatened by the potential of such unity – if one can put a thousand to flight, two can put ten thousand to flight.

Last summer, the Lord revealed that a demonic floodgate had been opened and many marriages would be assaulted and destroyed if we did not rise and fight. He said that many would easily give up on relationships. I was made aware by the Lord that the bar had now been lowered on covenant relationships, specifically marriage relationships.
We are in a massive battle for marriage and family, and we must win.

Large battles bring large victories when finally won, and we CAN win if we persist in love and faith.

They were committed to their marriage vows: for better or worse; for richer or poorer; in sickness and in health.

Breakthrough is on its way! All things are possible to those who believe. Let us believe for miracles of restoration!

This is your time to sow love, and you WILL reap...beyond your wildest dreams. This is your personal opportunity to go deep into understanding "love" as Jesus loved.
During this season, you will be perfected in love and in faith. Do not allow love or faith to weaken, but strengthen that which remains. Love perfectly now. Sow love bountifully now and you will reap bountifully, and you will be loved perfectly by MANY, not just a few, in the days to come.

A Locked Garden? Why?

Last night, I had an interesting visual imagination with interpretation...

I saw a gate of a garden, it was locked in the dark hour of early morning.

I knew if I open the locker and sneak into the garden, it would be considered as stealing.

Then, I had an understanding that the gate to the garden will be opened on the day of my marriage.

Another understanding came: It is not simply stealing privately in the dark hour of the morning, it also serves as a magnet or a trigger for Samual to join me in stealing.

Therefore, the Lord put on my heart and in my mind an understainding of waiting, for the sake of us both!!!

Why I feel the way I do and what about the dream?

Today I feel very drowsy...But it's all right, my God is my Lord and He is my strength!

I woke up from a very disturbing dream. On one hand, I want to totally ignore it, on the other hand, I want to knwo why I dreamed about it.

There was a lady that was tortured by denomic forces. She shared that she had visions (which were not heavenly visions). Then the peope were interested and dollowed her. As I went to see her, she ran away from me. I would pursue her with songs in Hebrew language. Then the last thing in the dream was I was singing in Hebrew language and dancing. Other adult women were in teh circle learning frome me. I remember my concious thoughts: how shall I dance to mae it more easier and understandable for them, as well as keep up with the battle!"

As I woke up, I could not identify who that lady was. She had long dark hair and that is about it.

I also think that there might be a connection to how I feel in the natural to what has been in the dream- the battle and soem evil/ demonic presence that does not stand near of worship and dance, our Hebrew inheritance.

Iana and Michael

This is a very personal letter to my sister. The reason I post it here, becuase I see significance in what it happening right now. The Lord is going to bring revival to Iana's family.

Дорогая Яночка, славная и любимая,приветствую тебя во Христе и передаю приветы от Джени, которая тебя очень крепко любит. Вчера я молилась за тебя и испытала сильную. жгучую боль, так что я даже позвонила Сэму, чтобы успокоиться. Я подумала о том, что каково же твоя боль (длительная), в сравнении с моим минутным испытанием. Сегодня, Господь подарил встречу с Джени. Через ее уста в любви и кротости, Бог дал надежду и веру о тебе и Мише.
Во-первых, она думает, что это из-за страха (когда у человека нет ничего, то ему особенно хочется найти статус и уважение другим путем). Оне его не обвиняла, но поняла.
Во-вторых, она подбадривает тебя дарить ему добрые слова восхиещния, даже если они не соответствуют реалности. А все по вере!!!! Она также показала важность того, что тебе нужно попытаться быть чуть более открытой- делиться прямолинейно! (Не высказывать обиды, но просто делиться чем- нибудь).
И В-третьих, Джени сказала, что мне нужно верить и молиться!!! Верить!!!!!!!! Главное верить!!!!
А сейчас я вспомнила о том откровении, которому меня научили во время летней практики с детьми бедными или не успешными. Главное- строить свое предлочение не в отрицательной форме, а в позитивной. Нас учили, что такие дети столко много раз слушали негативного, что самый лучший подход к ним это через воодушевление. Например, вместо того, чтобы сказать: "Нет, ты не правильно делаешь, можно сказать, "А ты пробовал делать это по-другому?" В каком то смысле слова, мы все дети- нуждаемся в постоянной ласке и в словаз ободрения, утешения и принятия.
Люби Мишу сильно, как Христос возлюбил тебя. Люби его еше сильнее, чем ты когда либо его любила!Да пребудет с товой мудрусть Божия!Люблю, Катя.
П.С. яночка, а еше одно предложение на твое усмотрение: ты всегда говорила со мной и обо мне с великим восхищением, побробуй сделать тоже самое для Майкла. Говори о нем, как если бы ты говорила обо мне. Однажды Дух Святой научил меня этому, кода мне было трудно принять одну женшину, а нам предстояла длительная поездка вместе. Дух Святой зказал: "люби ее так, как ты любишь свое маму." Меня это освободило; я подошкла к ней и сказала: "Ты- моя мама, Я тебя люблю. Она до сих пор есть моя Мама Та."Яна, ты все сможешь с Иисусом. Он даст тебе нужную силу и благодать. Победа в твоей семье обязательно грядет!!!Аминь.

My Day Continues...

As I continued in this wonderful day of rest, the Lord allowed me to see the programm on TV about TBN and "Smile of the Child" by Russian representatives in America. It was wonderufl! I tried to call TBN several times with a decision to thank and donate, but nobody picked up the phone. However, there is one thing that I truly noticed through that programm: the need for the interpreters!!!! As I listened to the Russian man translating from English to Russian and the other way around, I saw how miscommunicated things were! It was sad! But I also saw my limitations in that area, even though I was asked to translated for a Russian lady during this coming summer. So, Lord Jesus, I raise to You this concern that You will send and maek Your people able to translate each other words correctly from one language to another. I believe in Your power to display that grace upon the ministry.

Secondly, as I met with Jenny, Sam saw us on a way. It was very great to see him. We talked briefly about many things. Thank you, Lord for that.

Jenny, treated me with medicine for my face because it was severely dry. Then we talked about papa Oleg and she felt such love and appreciation for him. So we decided to write and send a package fro my family on Wednesday. She alse gavea beautiful blue dress for my sister.

I just left her place and came to study more on the book. So, Lord Jesus send Your blessings on Your people. Display Your salvation and grace upon Alison. Recieve all the praise!

Today it is a fast day. God has enabled me and Shawn for this activity by His grace. We both have been led to it because of either a bondage in some areas or limited power to overcome it.

Praise be to God!

By faith I decree that through this graceful fast, the Lord would create an atmosphere of self-control and respect between Samuel and myself.

Father, I bring to you our lives and bodies and ask You to make them a living sacrifice for You.

Secondly, I believe for the freedom and deliverance in Shawn's life today. I pray Lord Jesus that You show Yourself powerful by setting her free from addictions, illness or any other destructive ways. Recieve all the glory for it.

I am thankful for seeing my sister Iana through the internet website.

It's wonderufl to be able to contact with her.

Today also, I need to work on reading the book "Cry of the ubrban poor" and then write a book review about it.

Glory be to God!

February 9

Hello dear beloved readers and friends,

God is good all the time. Our Lord Jesus Christ is forever!!!

"How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God!" 1 John 3: 1

I am thankful for today is February 9, 2009. It is a Samuel's birthday. This day I gave the present to Sam, studied "intro to the Bible" with Jenny, received a graded paper back (95% of 100%)-Glory to God! and talked to different wonderufl people: from India, America, Singapour.

How great is our God. Thanks be for His mercy and great love. For the wisdom and the presence of the Holy Spirit.

My prayer, Lord, for the welbeing of my family. Please, por out your blessings upon them (I feel like I need to sow a financial seed for them). Encourage them in the walk of love in Christ Jesus. Strengthened their hearts and make them strong. In Jesus Name.

Let Your love heal their wounds and trials. May You pour out Your goodness and mercy.
Please with papa Oleg as he travels to St. Petersburg. Give him the time for good fellowship and refreshment.

I love you, Lord.

In Christ name I prayed.

P.S. Oh, one of the important news- Zen and Sarah are in the relationship. We are all happy for them. Praise to the Lord Almighty who led them this way. Halleluja.