In the Tent

Last night we have experienced something amazing. Well, let me tell you that both of us fell into passion which afterwards led ut to an honest conversation. I listened to his story of life growth. Then I prayed and the presence of God was so near and strong. My right arm was shaking and tears rolling from our eyes.

He also prayed for me too that fear will no longer have place. It used to grasp my mouth to speak the words of God. Thanks to the power of God and His greatness.

Now, we are in the library in Dover, Ohio. He is doing crosswords and I read Sergey Shidlovskiy.

Lord, I pray that Your Holy Spirit guide us today. Help us to be alive in You and be creative in the spirit. Help us to crucify and nulify the desires of flesh, so that we could live freely in Your presence.

Blessings to Your Holy Name.

AT Ohio

It has been two weeks at Ohio with Sam. We have travelled to his father's house and to his mother LaJoya. I am amazed at the talents and the memories these people share. They welcomed me with love, accepatance, hospitality.

We visited mane places of historical value. We have learned a lot of great facts about their lives.

Iam happy for the trip.

Today, I found myself longing to be loived by my own family. So, I wait till we talk on the phone.

One of the greatest experiences were to meet two ladies; Jane and Nancy. And Alsi a family at the camp. I just loved to hear their testimonies about God.


Lord, I pray that You will open my heart and fill me with your word.

Renew and create an atmopstphere of worship and adoration for you.

Thank you for love and what you haev done on our behalf.

Blessings.

Nations

Let me briefly write down that the Lord is concern for all the nations!!!!!

He sees that soem Christian leaders emphasize certain countries but reject the others (it could be only one). As He was putting in my heart the call to "love your enemies", He encouraged to love all the nations!

I tried to justify why some leaders do not love certain countries. I said, "maybe because they do bad." But He said, "Didn't I say 'love your enemies'?.

Then He reminded me a dream that I had long time ago, the Earth that I saw meant that He will take around the world to the nations. And He wants me to love them all, to pray for their good.


He made me think. If we would love our neighbors, other nations..., we would act differently when we would hear their bad news. We would be compelled to act on their behalf.

So, it is still a smal fresh revelation that I am going to wait upon.


by the way, before this revelation came, I just spent time worshipping the Lord. I knew something big was going to happen, but I continued to worship. And He spoek in a still voice, that tears or repetance and plead were in my eyes. Since that evening He wakes me up early in the morning, like 3 something am.

Father, let me hear what You want to say and let me not judge ahead of time. Let Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Let Your love fills us all!!!!

dreams

I had a dream today that even while I was sleeping, I tried to tell it somebody else...

It was my father's parents house. A girl adn I went into a kitchen (place of fellowship) but young people sitting at the table ignored and looked down on the girl with me. She stepped outside the kitchen crying and I folloowed her to comfort. I said, "I am sorry." Then we went into a living room (main room) and I offered a prayer. At first I prayed in tounges probably, but then I said: "In the name of Jesus come out, leave!" Suddenly, the quit cat became vicious and ran wild around the room. I kept praying in the name of Jesus, knwoing that I am dealing with demonic. The girl sat next to me, all the attention was on the cat and finally it ran outside the room. Cat can represent unclean spirit, danger lying in wait, crafty, witchcraft) I tend to think that it was unclean spirit of witchcraft connected to the emotional rejection.

The problem with that girl was not accepting her into the fellowship.


Context: Yesterday I met Samuel's father. We spent some time together in fellowship, but still I was so cautios and unaccepting him totally. Father, forgive me. Maybe I was sensing some demonic activities that affecting me and him. The thing that got my attention was in his car there was a thing hanging from the mirror. It was exactly what we threw away from Shawn's apartment; it is an occulting thing (something with dream catcher). He said that he is spiritual but does not go to church. He gre up in the church and sang in a group at the churches. Lord, please, remove the sting of whatever pain connected to his experience with the church. Release forgiveness and fellowhsip. Bless him abundantly! Shower him with deliverance and Your presence. As a fact, there were certain small activites that would be hinder our activites: CD not recording that was made aspecially for Sam's dad; my lamp light broke when they visited the room; I spilled the food on the floor; etc. I bind the hindering spirits, and I plead the blood of Jesus and His pretection over us. Please, be merciful to us and cover us with Your wings, so we could be in Your shelter.


The continuation of the dream. I was in the bus (large group ministry) and Judy was there (prayer warrior who ministers to people) and a lot of "marginalized people." Well, I usually love them unconditionally but in that dream, I prayed for one guy and understood the problem was pornography, so I said: "In the name of Jesus, I command you to leave." He stood up in obedience, and I surprized that he obeyed instantly said, "Yes, I command you to leave!" Then he and all the rest just went outside the bus. The only problem was I saw Shawn among them and I did not want her to leave. She looked at me the last.

Lord, whatever I am dealing with, please be with me and guide in Your Spirit. Protect from demonic influences and set them free as well.

An Art Evening

I spent few hours with a friend Danny. She is such an optimistic and energetic person!!!! We sold some of our clothes at Plaza. I asked her a lot of questions, since she is getting married this summer. After the visit, I was inspired to draw (By the way, an art evening was during my work time :))

Daniel F. Gerhartz has been my inspiration today. His drawings are so feminine and genlte; He reflects the Lord's beauty and glory.

Here are some of his wonderful works:

Memorize God's word

On May 1, 2009 the Spirit of the Lord spoke to me...

For every memorized scripture,

I will give extra blessing.

For every written word

that you put in your heart,

I will give abundance.

Every word that will come into your heart

will bring harvest- abundance and blessing.

Child, the planted word produces crop, harvest.

Thank you for the summer job

Father in Heaven, thank you so much for the favor with work. This morning Hellen asked me in the library: "Have you found a job?" I told her my concerns and difficulty in finding a job. But as soon as I returned to the computer lab, I saw an email from Jackie. She asked me if I am interested to work for her during the summer. The funny thing I told Hellen was that I am going to miss working in the library. So, it is indeed a great blessing that jackie asked to work for her. She said that for the month of May I can work 40 hours, but fro the months of June to August 20 hours a week.


Thank You Heavenly Father for Your divine favor.

I bless Your name.

Pour out Your blessings on Samushka and grant Him Your favor today.

Blessings upon Hellen for her concern and care about me. May this summer will be a rich blessing.

You are great! Great are Your testimonies!!!!!!

Daddy

Praise the Lord and thanks for all His benefits and blessings.

I am thankful that the Lord is on the Throne and that He has the power to deliver His people from the enemy and the effect of sin.

Father, glorious and mighty, pour Your creative power in Jenny. Restore to her the intimate fellowship with You. Please, help her to submit to Your will and give all her desires on the Cross to be cruicified.

Father, I ask you to find a place for John to stay. Send your wind of favor and blessings.

Daddy, please be kind and merciful to Samushka. Help him to lay down his worries and concern about the car. Father, let Your goodness follow Sam all the day long. Please, provide a safe travel to his relatives and give them a wonderful time together. Father, find a way for us to travel to Ohio. Prepare the way in Jesus Name.

Lord, i bind myself to Your will and thank you for the life in the Holy Spirit.

I love you Daddy,

help me to be an encourager, a teacher and anything you want to live in love and in Your word.

Give me ears to hear Your voice and please let Your sweet presence come to me tonight. I long for Your word and Your wisdom. Dwell in me through faith in Christ Jesus.

Song of Song

My lover spoke and said to me,

"Arise, my darling,

my beautiful one, and come with me.

See! The winter is past;

the rains are over and gone.

Flowers appear on the earth;

the season of singing has come,

the cooing of doves

is heard in our land.

The fig tree forms its early fruit;

the blossoming vines spread their

fragrance.

Arise, come, my darling;

my beautiful one, come with me."

Song of Songs 2:10-13

May- belongs to Sam and his family

This month May I am dedicating to celebrate our relationship with Samuel L.Green and to develop great love for his whole family.

Father, in the name of JESUS, I ask Your grace and anointing to meet this need. May this season bring You greater glory than I ever thought. May You pour out Your capacity to love into our lives, because You said, "By this they will know that you are My disciples if you love one another."

Father, thank You for the family that raised Samushka. I am so thankful to know him and live in love and friendship. It has been truly Your best gift to me.

I LOVE YOU,

Katerinka

Great news:

Samushka gave me a gift: plant of pink roses.

He said yesterday: "Do you know that you are missing in your apartment?" I said: "My roommate?" Then he pulls to the store SVC and points to the flowers outside. He let me choose the one I liked. I adored those flowers for a long time and still do, because that day I dreamed of Sam giving me a rose and sharing his plans... (which by the way he mentioned).

I love his family as my own

Lord, give me love toward every member of Samuel's family. This month I will meet them and spend time together. Father, create in me a heart of love, compassion that no barriors will be left but only bridges of love and support. You are the one who sets the lonely and fatherless in the families, that is why I know that You, Lord, value family relationships. I pray that Your will be done and that I will love each of them as much (or even more) as my own family. I want that Sam would know that his family matters to me.

It may be a good idea to ask questions to seek positive answers from Sam related to his family. For example, what do you most love about your dad? etc.

I am thankful for Samushka. He is so gentle, caring, patient and so much more.

Lord, will You cover him with Your feathers and protect him in all the ways. May Your will be done in his life that will glorify Your name.

Father, as I was reading a book for my exam, this thought came to my mind. There are many movies today, but it will be great if I learn to choose to watch those that promote family values, sexual purity, sacrifice and other good qualities. Help me to stay away from those movies that portray affairs, sexual immorality, lies, violence, etc.

Every activity brings a result.

Father, Thank You So much for blessings in Christ, for time spent helping others and doing the things we are suppossed to do. Thank You for Your perfect time.

Glory and honor to the One who sits on the Throne, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.

FLOWERS

This is my second dream about flowers. The first one was a bouquet of yellow flowers, today in my dream Sam gave me one red rose. He spoke of a wedding plan that he made.

I am trying to hear what the Lord is communicating to me about the flowers.

Flowers are reproductive organs of a plant. Flower plants excel at being fruitful and multiplying. According to Perry Stone, dreams about flowers represent new beginning. But I also think it speaks of harvest, crops.

Last night I had an amazing time in the Lord's presence. He spoke about the great outcomes whenever I put His written word in my heart. He encouraged me in the process of memorization of His scriptures. Secondly, He started out to point about revival through forgiveness. He desires for us, people, to forgive one another as the Lord forgave us (Colossians 3:13, Psalm 130:4).