Friday, July 31, 2009

Dear Lord, Most High!
Let me exalt Your Holy Name and Worship You! Thank You so mcuh that You rebuked and discipline Sam and me. We have sinned against You , O Lord, with the evil seed of sexual immorality. Now, I repent and search for the Fear of the Lord. You Alone were able to impart the truth and the fear of the Lor din our hearts. Let me give You thanks for that! Your discipline always brings joy and holiness afterwards, even though we mourn and grieve in the process.

Father, have mercy to us and help us to accomplish Your purposes, in Jesus Name.
Father, rebuke the poverty mentality and shortcomings in our lives, help us to live in You and with You totally in faith and trust, love and surrender.

I pray blessings on Your people. May they share Your holiness and glory as they live each new day. Father, gather us together as Your Bride. Be glorified.

Arrange this afternoon and evening so that my heart will draw near to You and You come near to me. I pray this in Your name,

Amen.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Hello Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
I greet you with the Joyful and Mighty name of Jesus!
Yesterday, Sam and I cleaned the apartment and in the evening invited Xen to pray. The Lord spoke to Sam that the living room was meant for God's purposes and not his. Therefore, that living room was for the prayer and the fellowship with Christians.
We read 2 Chronicles 6 and 7.
Today, in the morning, we invited Xen again for the breakfast. After that, both of us took and hour nap. Sam had a dream within a dream. Two boys: singing and fishing/stones. Sam came to that and asked, "What are you doing?" they replied, "having fun." Then Sam asked for the piece and paper to write the word. Then he woke up in the dream and shared the word with friends around the table. He held the book with his things in there. The words were: "About creations, fields, clay... I will make you a disciple of many nations. I will take you to the f.... land (an adjective that portrays poverty and hunger). " It was awesome. Then Sam returned to his dream and saw those two boys. They told him that they remembered him. Then Sam sand a tune to the African- American boy, and that fellow replied, "Wow. You can sing! And I see RED in you." Sam knew exactly what "red" meant: Jesus' sacrifice.
For me personally,
I am studying and meditating about sacrifice and love. God has been so powerful and mighty before my very eyes. His presence is very strong. For example, we were going to the Pay Less yesterday (July 29, 2009). sam put a worship CD, and I prayed inside. I felt that Jesus was in me and looking to the streets. The scripture, "It is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me." galatians 2:20. The Lord's presence filled the car, that Sam was shaking and shouting, I was in tears. Then, I felt a gentle thought: that Jesus desires to bring His presence to all nations. I knew that moment that as we go in the store, Jesus will walk among us and do His miracles.
I told Sam that he needs to take care of food and I will walk and pray. Mostly, my prayers were in tongues. I also helped Sam to choose the products. And standing in the line, Sam asked me to return the cart. I told him, "I will meet you on the other side. We will meet on the other side. Then I spoke louder: Jesus and disciples." The person standing behind us was surprised. Then coming to the pay area on the other side, Sam and I became very silly like children. The lady said, "You are having too much fun." Well, I told her, "You can join." She smiled and joined the game of throwing the ball. people were gathered at that place and everybody was smiling and rejoycing. The Lord has done great things.
Praise His holy name.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

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Hello dear borthers and sisters,

Yesterday I was rebuked by th eman of God right from the stage. THe voice of the Lord spoke, "I know that there is a person who sang, worshipped, danced, even shed tears. But after today, they will go and be intimate with somebodyt they are not married." I knew it was me! Of course, I need to chagng it, so I declared the fast.

The next day, there was an afternoon time when I had a craving for sexual intimacy. It was difficult.

But I continued to fast because I know that fasting reveals what is hidded sin inside of us.
Praise God for this supernatural grace of fasting and His power of the Spirit.

  • Secondly, in my study on the fasting, I prayed to God, "Lord, I always used only one item when fasted according to Isaiah 58, but Lord I pray that all the items will be fullfilled through this fast. In faith, He responded to me through Mike Bickle who said, that "WE ourselves actually determine some of the measure of spiritual blessing He will give us, as well as some of the measure of our greatness in the age to come. Believing for too small a measure will lead to just that.
    What will we claim as our inheritance? Mark 4:24 Consider carefully what you hear. With the measure you use, it will be measured to you- and even more. WHoever has will be given more; whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him."

Now I stand on this promise that every item from Isaiah 58, will be fullfileed through this fast.

1)to loosen the bonds of wickedness

2) undo heavy burdens in the lives of others

3) set oppressed free as we minister by the anointing of the Spirit

4) break every yoke of the religious spirit

5) give bread to the hungry and provide the poor with housing

6)revelation of God's word

7) emotional and physical health to speedily spring forth

8) righteousness breaks forth in the places we struggle

9) cause the glory and power of the Lord to operate in our ministries.

elderly in China

China:

I just read an article " Gone, And Forgotten" about an elederly woman who died in her apartment and was found later by a plummer. It made me to think that caring for the elderly is crucial. If I were to be in China, we need to help the elderly generation there, makin gsure they are cared, recognized, supported and not lonely.