I am amazed at the work of the Holy Spirit! To my great amazement is to see the wisdom and care that just is flowing from Samuel. Praise the LORD!
He has been a great encouragement to me and to another student. I love to be ministered by my fiance. Thank you Father for granting him wisdom through your SPirit.

Isaiah 49

His comfort and reassurance!
Thank you Father!
You are near!

I want to be open with you reader, whoever you are. Many times I feel lonely and without close people, although the Lord has blessed amazingly with Samuel, who is my fiance and Judy's circle of friends (Who is my family) and Tara with Phil and few friends like Xen, Sarah, Jenny, Tim, Jinny and others. But for the most part, my heart is torn within me as I think of separation between my family and the feeling of lost with people.

Another thing that maybe is going on with me is a turture of the enemy and depression. The enemy likes to keep us like that- sad, depressed, lonely and so forth.

Also, as I moved to this new apartment, I found it so hard to pray and to seek God's face there. I cannot read the Bible too much, neither dance. My relationship with roommate is so-so (maybe due to my fault). I wish things will start changing and they will: my mom is arriving on April 7 and soon there will be the end of the semester. I am tired of studying. I want to belong an dbe nurtured by those around me again like a little child.

Jesus, I know You are faithful . Forgive me that I am mournind here, let me see the joy of Your salvation and rejoice. Truly in Your presence there is fulness of joy. Release me from oppression and depression, my dear Savior. I hold unto Your strong hands. Speak to me, love me strong.
Teach and restore.

Thank you!

Oh, I remember how Mike (the prophet) told me to go lower, so that Christ might increase. Lord, if I am going through this process, glory to You. But right now it seems very dark and strange, I want more of Your light and joy. You know my heart is to serve the gospel and to sing praises to You. I am yearning for heaven, because there will be fullness of joy.

SPASIBA ZA TVOU LUBOV KO MNE. I- TVOYA

Good afternoon friends, your Katya is feeling good and happy, energized and productive! Praise the Lord!

Last night I had a sort of nightmare. It almost like the devil showed up in the dream. But in the morning, Sam supported me and said that in his dream I was afraid of two mouses.

If the enemy is roaring, I know that God gave an awesome evening last night at Judy. There was so much joy!!!!! Joy and joy and joy! There was a gold dust on our hands and I even fell back during Jamy's prayer.

We watched IHOP and I returned home close to midnight.

Sam is singing today with a choir in Columbus, Indiana. Lord bless his travels and his voice. May the Blood of Jesus be his shield. He shared with me how in the car yesterday, they were listening to one song that brought the thoughts of sensuality. Sam realized those thoughts and prayed against them. Well, in the car was a homosexul with that spirit. The good thing is that Samusl is learning the discernment and prayed that hour. Good job!!!

Praise to Jesus! I want to know more of HIm and His word. Come Lord Jesus!

Dreams and submission

Sam and I had a great evening and an amazing morning! Last night we spent 40 minutes praying and reading the Bible. It was so encouraging to our spirits. In the morning we agreed to call too. In our early conversation, we shared the dreams that we had. His dream involved a lake area in the mountains; bridge; owl and photos with a tree and people on it. My dream involved hearing Tara Harrington, "He took the rebelious spirit and gave you a submissive." In my dream, Sam slept on a separate bed and I was happy that he was peaceful. :)

Praise the Lord!
P.S. Sam was so happy and encouraged after the fact that I supported him in professional singing and career. He confessed that it is very important for a man to have that support. I love you, Sam

Glory to God!!!
Today Sam and I both feel somewhat strange and challenge. However, it is because we are on the right track!!! We are pursuing holiness and purity in our relationship. Father, please, remove from us the stain of any impurity. Let Your glory shine ever more!!!

Daddy, would you strengthen us to study today and be active? May our bodes be Your temple!

Prepare ye the Way!

Thank you for my mom and her phone call.
Blessing and honor to your name!

Living It Today

We made a trip to New Castle. It was so wonderful and fun. Everybody enjoyed each other.


My thoughts:::

Dear Lord,
I found myself living for the future events rather than living in the present moment. It's like "don't enjoy this moment" becauce so and so in front and you need to get there.
The Word of God says that we should not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. (Matthew 6:34)

I noticed that the level of joy diminishes with those thoughts of future (even thought they might be good), rather than living in the present!!!
Father, in the name of Jesus, free me from worries about the future and even about tommorow. Help me to live every day in the power of the Holy Spirit. Every day is a new day with Christ!!! I shall overcome and use every day to glorify the King of Kings. Love you, dear Lord.

Thank you for Sam and giving him an opprotunity today to extract the tooth. We are happy about that!

Chicago

We are in Chicago. Last night we arrived at the hotep and went straight to the pool. It was fun!!!! When the time came to rest, Sam experienced a powerful dream from the Lord.
The Lord was calling him, then Sam started crawling toward Him. In that, he heard "It takes faith to get to the destination." Sam finally reached his destination and then suddenly a vine of pure water erupted within him. He screamed out because of the intense flow.

Father, I pray that today You will guide us. That all of us, in humility and love enjoy each other. Please, cover us in the blood of the Lamb and watch over.
WE love you.

P.S. Yesterday I experienced a severe emotional turmoil. But in the name of Jesus, we have the victory.

diet for the eyes

I am very serious in getting my perfect eyes sight back.The enemy has stolen it a while back, but my Lord Jesus Christ is a Redeemer and a Healer. I believe that every day, through prayer, reading of the word, speaking the right confession and proper diet for they eyes, the LORD SPEAD UP MY EYE HEALING. I believe that my eye sight is connected to the brain operation as well, so not only the healing to the eyes but to the brain as well. God will open up new creativity, wisdom to His child for the glory of Christ.

my God heals all my diseases. He loves to heal. I am going to receive my healing!!!! Amen.

Today, the Lord revealed to me what I need to eat. I am going to follow His guidance in that. Thanks and praise by to God, my Almighty Lord.

LOVE YOU, Jesus.

My healing of eyes

Luke 4:40 When the sun was setting, the people brought to Jesus all who had various kinds of sickness, and laying His hands on each one, He healed them.

Our God is definitely good and amazing!!!! I have so many praise reports to give Him glory back for what He has done. I shared with you lately about the financial provision, car and a wedding cake. But today happened something unusual and awesome. I was home and used time in prayer early evening. I cried and asked Father for several things and thanked Him a lot. But then I meditated on the word "favoriticism" and confessed that God is no respecter of persons and that all His promises are available to all who believe. So I confessed in faith and asked healing for my eyes. I waited for healing and believed!!!! Then after an hour or more my mom had called and after sharing testimonies with one another I urgently asked her to pray on the phone. I shared the prayer requests. I remember her prayer and when she started to pray in tongues I discerned the words "Rhema to Katya" and after that she prayed about healing. WOW!!!! She asked me to place one arm on eyes, the other on hand. And we prayed and prayed and prayed. I experienced some movements in my hands on the eyes and after on the head. Praise God! Then my mom shared few visions that she had. Around my eyes and head there was a wire that looked like Nazi war type wire. It was around my head and eyes. Then either the Holy Spirit or the Angels were untying those things and removing it. Then, there was some sort of tight clothing on my body that the Holy Spirit or the Angels were putting off from me. My mom wanted it to be taken faster, but she knew they were doing the work. After that, there was a shower from the Lord all over my body.

my mom also told me to have a right confession. It will help!!!

So I rejoice in healing of my eyes and urgently wait in expectation for the manifestation.
I determined to believe and confess the healing, because God is no respecter of persons. He loves to heal. Jesus died on the cross and by His stripes we are healed. Amen. Hallelujah.
P.S. Oh, I remember, she said that the angels were cleansing the house all around looking for the objects in the dark by the fire. So I already cleaned and threw away unnecessary things, giving away books and so forth. Praise God!!!!!

Dear Creator, of heaven and earth, sun and moon, flowers and trees, melodies and dances. I love You very much!!!!


Thank you so much for the school homework and Your hand upon our studies. Thank you for those who pray for us. Bless them!!!

Father, this week, would You help me to draw near to You and establish relationship that is deeper than before. I want MORE of You, of Your Son Jesus Christ adn the work of the Holy Spirit.

Dear, Jesus.
I devote my studies to You. May You be blessed through them and receive glory. I need Your help too, Holy Spirit.

LOVE YOU SO MUCH>>>>>>

Marvelous Weekend

THANK YOU LORD!!!

Father provided a car for Sam, a free wedding cake, and lots of money ($340) for the service of worship.

God is so good!!!!

Prayer Requests:

Jackie to sell the house and buy a new one close to campus.

Buy the house for Sam and Katya

Rent situation for summer and following year for Sam and Katya

Fix the house in Colorado, and smooth transition to that place Victoria and her family.

bloomington

I am in Bloomington right now. Sam has a rehearsal, and I am sitting at the music library. We spent some times together yesterday and today. If the Lord wills, we are travelling back to Anderson tonight and be there until Sunday or Monday.

We watched a movie "Swing vote;" it was really interesting.

I wonder what the Lord has for us this weekend. Father, may You guide us.

weary and discouraged???

God has done great things lately, but the discouragment and weariness has fallen upon me. I rebuke it in the in name of Jesus. Sometimes, we need to know what caused it and have a clear answer, but even if I do not know the answer to why I feel the way I do, may the name of Jesus, strong tower, be lifted up and exulted over every feeling.

Father, forgive me over my conversation with mommy. I tried to clarfiy the dates about April and her coming, but it turned out into discouragemnt as well. Lord, come and bless her coming to the U.S. Please, remove from my heart and thoughts that are contradictory to Your will. But if it the Holy Spirit that corrects the time of her coming, may it will be blessed. Either one, we trust You and know that You will work things out for the good of those who love You.

Jesus, thank you for the midterm, writing 2 Corinthians 4. THank you for the chapel and other things.

Love you.