Returning

 Going back to the secret place with the Father

Isaiah 30 

Work hard

 Bless the Lord! What a wonderful Father we have! He continues to change us from glory to glory by His Spirit! I love You Lord

On Wednesday our pastor Zach shared a message on pillars of prosperity. He was only able to cover 3 out of 6, but I was convicted on the part WORKING . I felt like demons were leaving me too. Well today I began to implement what has been taught yesterday. The Lord blessed it! 

Tomorrow I am stepping into this new phase in my character development to work hard and plus being rewarded with pay for it :) 

Praise the Lord! 

Looking forward to work hard, earn and give unto the Lord and see increase in my life too! 

Thank You Jesus already! 

P. S. 8 years ago around the same time, I heard the pastor preach on work hard yet I did not listen well to obey and be changed. May God help me this time to be changed by His Word to His glory. Amen 

New wine

 Pastor Zach by the Holy Spirit spoke to Samuel “fire” “new wine” and some other words. At home, Samuel pulled out guitar and began to worship and make melody but then he began to sing JESHUA in Hebrew and something happened. I saw the cork being opened by a hand from Sam and it started not to stop ever. 

Hallelujah 

We give God praise for tonight 

Forgiveness is powerful

 Father is love! Jesus brought Forgiveness 

We are to walk in love as our Father is and forgive as Christ did! 

Repented for the offenses and unforgivenesses , casted put a spirit of offense and the sickness he brought with it. 

Hallelujah! 

Blessing and honor to God Almighty forever!!!!!!

Passion

 Samuel got up at 6 am praying to God about singing . In the afternoon before lunch, in the embrace he came to the Father and Father gave him the passion in the place of his heart where there was empty. 

Unique dream

 At the table , Sam got up , warmed up singing and went from person to person singing classically. As he began to sing, I noticed internally a struggle in myself to the point that I did not want to look at him singing. However, around the middle of the table he added his role motions of touching a lady on her face while singing, at this point I decided to look at him as everybody else. However, internally I spoke , “ if he sings to me too ( singing like he did to others) tHan yes, if he does not than not. 

I stopped watching and Gina lady came to me and openly , for all to hear, said “ her face is my face” . I felt her love, though it was strange. Then Sam came around and went under the table and the chair I was and just prostrated himself with hands up and face to the floor. I felt his love and devotion. 

Then Sam stood next to me with an album in his hands, there were written personal notes of love and thank you. I noticed that it was addressed to both of us . Occasionally I found my name added . 

After that we were walking together, I noticed my mother sharing a testimony about us to somebody in a cafe. We walked to the other room, set apart from view and Sam said for me to take Leo and travel home with my mom, while he will go to rehearse. 

On September 4, 4 hours of prayer

 4 hours of prayer prompted today. 

Committing to pray from 3 pm to 7 pm

Finish with fasting 7-8 pm 

Katya , when she prays in tongues, goes into her bedroom, she shuts the door, and prays to the Father

Who is in the SECRET PLACE, and her Father sees her praying in tongues in secret and will reward her openly. 

Matthew 6:6 

“If I pray in a tongue, my spirit prays” 1 Corinthians 14:14

P.S.

Hebrew meaning of the number four is DOOR. 

Not too long ago, in prayer with the Father in the secret place, I saw twice how the door got shut. I did not understand what that meant until now. 

Children

 Hosea 11:1

When Israel was a child, I loved him, and out of Egypt I called My son.

That is why I have entrusted to you children

Feel the love of God

 Father God is allowing me to feel His love . I felt it like the most peaceful, silent, gentle, calm presence. 

Healthy

 Father God impressed upon our hearts to commit to a healthy lifestyle and not to sugar diet. 

Be in health - 3 John verse 2

Psalm 141:3-4

1 Corinthians 9:13

Anointing

 1 John 2:27

But the anointing which you have received from Him abides in you, and you do not need that anyone teach you; but as the same anointing teaches you concerning all things, and is true, and it is not a lie

The Holy Spirit poured oil on Samuel

“Just as I am” Billy Graham 

Amazing night on the field of dreams, 

I received a heart from God! 

Thank You Jesus and Father for the Holy Spirit that You poured out ! We love You Holy Spirit! 

Spirit of unity

Spirit of truth 

10 day fast

 Last night, the Spirit of the Lord was interceding for our children against the dead works of religious spirit. Also Jesus pointed out to the books as an access to the bookworm spirit. That spirit was thicker than my hand could grasp and he was fat because of the books. Jesus showed me through the magnifying glass the source, the house of a person loaded with books. Jesus pointed that with force I need to keep my hand because this one is persistent one. I believe one of the reasons my husband and I are led to go on a fast is because of this. But not only that, we are joining with the Spirit of the Lord and the believers for God’s will to be done on earth as it is in heaven. 

Jesus is healer

 Yesterday I reflected on TRUST! Peter has trust in Jesus that is why he said tell me to come to you on water. 

Today I heard a message how God revealed to someone that just as a person put faith in Jesus saving the sins so one should put faith in Jesus as healer. Jesus already accomplished on the cross!!!!! 

I began to confess in prayer in tongues before Jesus and the Father my trust in Jesus as being HEALER 

Precious Holy Spirit

One service, during worship, I saw a pool of water. I thought to jump and begin to swim. However I saw myself floating on my back where water covered the earth and I was looking in heaven, the vast ness. Another vision , shortly after I saw Jesus in heaven, I approached Him and with my whole heart saying that I would like to do much for Him. Jesus told me that He already accomplished all. 

What I am experiencing now is drawing near to the Holy Spirit 

The question was about DESTINY.
Sam and I spent the evening speaking from our hearts! That’s when we discovered that TRUTH is so important to Sam, that is to guide people to what is unshakable , TRUTH. For me, loving Jesus above all else is my why for. Then how to accomplish my why is

For me to carry the Bible and with it destroy the works of the devil. Meanwhile receiving support spiritually from my husband and even others .
Sam’s mission to reach the people with TRUTH implies looking not to the people but toward God .



Today I even went to the bathroom and dedicated myself to that - to Jesus and to how.

Freedom from Jezebel ( spirit of control)

The Lord is fighting and equipping is to resist that spirit! One of the things, is for me to not battle it alone, but have spiritual support ( their prayers) .

1 John 4:17
As He is, so are we In the world

We are undergoing much under the presence and fire of the Holy Spirit! Children are preaching, initiated communion yesterday , cleaned one room from school room to holy room

Business

Zachary from River church spoke prophetic word “ business”. I stayed all bight brainstorming ideas, by 6 am we began cooking. Later the day Simon speaks to me how LEGO came to be. We watched the video and idea of a portable music studio came. Mamochka spoke of a music studio.

River church

Today we attended the River Church!


I wept through most of the worship and preaching!
The Lord was reminding of Shepherd.

The children and we all enjoyed being there.

С момента встречи со святыми, у меня прозвучали такие слова из сердца: «there is more to me than depleted “. Меня Боб попросил спеть , в начале я растерялась, словно не знаю как это делать . Потом я нашла свои песни и стала петь одну за другой ( три подряд), Сэм так и хотел играть за меня , а я ему нет. Потом Эдна попросила помолиться и я стала молиться с дерзновением, на языках, в Духе Святом.

Когда они ушли я плакала