Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Dream































Last night I had a dream, it was in a series of events.

First, sam went to work for several hours and I decided to ride a bus in the city, then walked. I see my greandfather (who now is in heaven with the Lord). He says that he can lay hands on me. When he did that, he spoke "light." Then he said Isaiah 31, and said a poetic sentence about coming to the Lord by the blood and leavnign His presence by the Blood.

Then the scence is in teh big hall of a university ( sort of like Indiana University). There, Samual and I are the wedding couple. I could not see my face, but my dress was absolutely gorgeous. Actually, people who were gathered there were sort of rich and everything served and decorated was expensive. At the same time, I did not feel any sense of proud, ont the other hand, I was meak in the dream. The last thing of the night was the wedding dance of a groom and a bride. Samuel was leading the dance and I was folloing him barefoot. It was cute and wonderful. The dance was done in a small, tiny room.

Then to the big hall arrive a group of "workers" who say that everybody must leave the place. I perceive that they are not good and they plan some kind of evil. So, I speak out and say, "We need to tight them." The leader immediately pull out a gun. They wanted money from everybody. The first person they turned to was me. But I told them honestly that I did nto brign any money or purse with me, this is all I have (pointing to this dress). They left me alone. Then the leader choses the president of the university as "sacrifice". The leader speaks in poetic some form mentiong air. Then she (the leader) asks if he would promise to give his all possessions (52 thousand dollars or millions) and everybody will be free to go. The president of that university promises the leader. Now, I see when the leader was moving, the president became hesitant, seeing the gun laying on the table near him. The witnesses observe his hesitancy and I say to him :" Do not take the gun, you promised. And plus, it is better to keep your life."So,t eh president leaves without a gun. And now everybody is leaving the place. At that time the big dog started sniffing me and I was covered with a winter coat. I take off the fury coat and came to one the leaders and hug the lady. The dog could not trace the smell on me. The lady felt my love toward her, but then she saw a wedding ring on my left hand. There stood a test for her, whether she let go of her chase for wealth and choose love. But the lady choose the golden ring. I let go of it, saying that it came from my mother. And thinking about it is ok, because of the kingdom of heaven.

The next part of the dream is a devout rightous man becomes tempted by a woman. I don't know whether it was the president, most likely not, somebody else.



P.S. As a reflection to this dream, I think of the long-time ago dream and the scripture from Proverbs, "It is better to be among the oppressed than to share the plunder with a proud." Continue to think about poverty, famine in the United States.

Prophetic Circle

In the group of prophets, Samuel and I heard the following prophecies:

Prayer over me by a lady from Germany: "peace, freedom... Intimacy with the Lord. Increase of the anointing."
Prayer over Sam by German lady: "Angelic activity in and through . There anre angels, Lord. Send them, Lord."

Prayer over Sam by Danni (a guy with a hand on fire spiritually): " I see you in the full armor of God. White tunic and sandals of gold. Fighting spiritual warfare, take sword against evil. Wow. I did not see that before. Raging, with every stike- lightening. Standing in the ranks of angels right now."

Pop-corn prophecy over Sam:
Big play toy, innocencem child like, gift of joyfullness. Time has no space. Physical we are in a different realm. You live in the heavenly realm more than the earthyl realm.

Spirituality is very deep, you know who you are. So firm about it, no one could sway you. Spirit flow- go deep. Swift and strong like a flood. River of life, flow out on people like a tsunami. Tsunami- life, consumed with life.

So obedient, run and do it right now. He loves that about you, so passionate, so giving. There are times He wants you to wait. He is teaching you. Pause and listen - to display.

Wait- keep looking

Beacon standin gon a mountain side. Let's go to see that glorious light. People will be drawn to you.

Gazing upon this mad- reflection. It's My glory. You were not meant to be on earth- unique. By accident. Stands in teh ranks with the angels.

Zeal of the Lord consumed you. You want to break the religious mindset. Jesus overturned tables. You hate religion that holds people back.

You will bring innocence back to the ones who have lost theirs. People will get untwist from culture/ sex paralises. His presence on you will be doing that.

You are a kindred sprit, with you fellow brothers and stister feel thay've known you forever.

Pure innocence and faith. Analytical part hinders. Innocence, trust, faith.

Pop-corn prophecy over us:

Look where they sit- behind the American flag.
Sending you to the nations. Freedom. You will go with God's Spirit to bring true glory and true honor.You will take His Kingdom of heaven. Holy ambassadors. Extravagant things you'll do. Be prepare for the nations. It will come quickly.

Combat gear- armor, combat boots. You're in chqarge. Standing with authority. standing in dirt all around. Ready for combat. I take this ground, it belongs to God. Reclaim the ground. Feet burning with fire. That is love and passion of the Lord and power. Bodies illuminated with light- salvation, deliverance. Flood of water. Life- washing over dry land. Pool of water, fire and light. Standing on foreign soil. Do you write music? new type of music, new songs - heavenly music. Music- angel. Capture truth in song.

Standing and praying for each other, intensifying, praying in tongues, almost in singing. Covering for each other. You will go out. You are a covering for each other, woven together by the angels, they wre huge. Light fabric, covering you. It doesn't leave. Intertwined, woven by angels- protection, ministry.

Prophecy to Katya:
You are His little girl. (in response to loneliness): pulling on His lap and loving you.
Proverbs 31: 10 and on.
Is it not slow.
Mother of nations.
magnet- people are drawn to you
(Music is important, continue in that, it is a language).

Prophecy to us continuing:

marriage is gonna last forever. You will be talked about for generations. Wedding ordained by God.
Live a long age. Going to the nations.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Sam's metaphors

Today, we received a phone call from Sam's best friend. His friend decided to file papers for divorce. It was really difficutt on Sam throughout the day. But I tried to be there for Sam.

We talked about relationships and Samuel found two great metaphors or examples.

1) People know what cheeseburger is like. Well, what if one is a chiken burger but another person wants that person to be a cheeseburger, in relationship to mothers and daughters, expectations of people. Cheeseburger is an expecation, but a chicken burger is who you are.
2) Every person is an oven. We have control to set the temperature. We can either be cold to others, or warm and allow God to put douch in us to cook and then a sweet aroma of bread comes to others.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Be still





For the last few days, starting Sunday, I felt that this is what I need to come to -BE STILL



Even last night, Samuel read a scripture from Psalms about being still.


Update about the poor:



We delivered some goodwill clothes to my friend today. She was glad to receive it. I need to continue to sow the seeds into the lives of homeless and poor in our community. may the Lord belss them as they try to embrace the coming cold and find their true treasures in heaven as do do I.



Ps. 82:3-4 Defend the poor and fatherless; do justice to the afflicted and needy. Deliver the poor and needy; free them from the hand of the wicked.


Ps. 34:6 The poor man cried out, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out all his troubles.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

prayer for Bloomington, IN




Dear Father,




I come to Your throne, Holy One. You are so good to Your people, blessing and extending grace on every good work done in Christ.




May I pray for the city of Bloomington? Holy Spirit, please, utter the words that would touch Your heart, Lord and make a difference in our community here.




Lord, I plead before You the Blood of Jesus upon this city. The rapmant spread of violence, and other wickedness is always before You. Father, please, help the city to arise from the mud and look up to You, the Giver of Life. May Your prophets arise in the city and speak on Your behalf. But also, Daddy, how can You want us to help the poor? Please, enamble us by giving a willing heart to donate and give to the poor, especially knowing that cold days arrived already.




Dear Jesus, You are my Love. I love You so much and cannot live without You. You give life to all. Please, help us to find friends among the poor and be the light to each other through You. I pray for the transformation of our city, Bloomington. Right now it is the number one poorest city in America. Please, Father, help us to change that with Your power and assistance.



We bless the name of the Lord in the city. We pray for justice done in the Indiana University and through the leaders.




In Jesus Name,



Amen

poverty in Bloomington

According to October 2, 2011 census figures show:


  • Bloomington is one of the poorest cities in America. (For the second time in four years). Nearly 40 % of Bloomington residents are living in poverty, according to the U.S. Census Bureau, which includes Indiana University students in its Bloomington figures.



  • Bloomington is the nation's third poorest city with a population of 65,000 or more. (Only Reading , Pa, with a 41.3 % poverty rate and Flint, Mich, with a rate of 41.2 %). The percentage of Bloomington households that were in poverty in 2010 was 39.9%.

The Lord has been speaking to me about poor. He wants to help the poor through the believers, by generous giving.

"Now you have greater understanding to the degree of willingness i am calling My people in response to poverty. My heart yearns and cries for you and others embrace the willing heart to sow this season to the poor. As you faithfully do this out of obedience to My will, I will do greater things in teh community. Little sown- little effect, but generous gifts will be rewarded especially. I am keeping a record of your giving. you can do it in secret, but remember poor are My possession and I will watch over them and bless those who bless them abundantly. Refuse to stop the giving flow. Think of the sower. Time to sow new seeds for the harvest. Many will come to experience transformation through generous giving. Amen." (October 17, 2011)

Dream

On Saturday, I had a dream of sun being darkened, the fulfillment of prophecy, then church service with youth being active and thirdly the sheep came to me.

On Thursday, teh Day after the feast of Sukkot began, Sam received the gift of speaking in toungues.

Lots of amazing stuff :)

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Psalm 88

Dear friends,

Today has been the most difficult day in a long while. I might say that it started out yesterday, but today it had its full course.
You see, Sam left for choir rehearsal from 10 to 1pm, after which he went to the grocery store. Then , he has job from 6 pm to 1 am. That morning and afternoon, I became so fragile emotionally and physically.

We have a neighbor, whom I talked briefly today. She was bored in her room, so she spent hours sitting in the same place. Even when Sam came I felt like a bird, caged in the room, with no where to go and no one to spend time with. It was awfull. I cried on the shoulder of my friend, but I realized that she has been in this condition for years, maybe all her life, that now she needs nobody, only friends occasionally which are hard to find.

She could not help me, not even touch me when I was on her shoulder weeping. Sam then took me to Nashville and we had an adventure in the nature, climbing a hill and getting a sandwich at Mcdonallds. When time reached for Sam to go back to work, I felt the same wave of despair. We even prepared a place for me in a car to sleep, cause he will work till 1 am if not later.

This Psalm 88 is what the Holy Spirit showed, while Sam was changing clothes for work. "You have put away my acquaintances far from me; You have made me an abomination to them; I am shut up, and I cannot get out." (88:8)
"Loved one and friend You have pput far from me, and my acquiantances into darkness." (88:18) That is exactly where I am!

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

God rejoices doing good

Dear readers,

Here is the list of events that happened to us. Instead of utility bill that came on my name, it actually happened to be the bill check in the ammount of 11 ish dollars. We cound not check the cash anywhere and stopped by Sam's bank and there, the Lord mulitiplied in many ways, returned Sammy 6 dollars from previous charge and provided 5 dollars with direct deposit. It was amazing!!

Here is the scripture that the Lord gave us this evening:

jeremiah 32:37-44.
I will bring them back to this place and let them live in safety. They will be My people, and I will be their God. I will give them singleness of heart and action, so that they will always fear Me for their own good and the good of their children after them. I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will never stop doing good to them, and I will inspire them to fear Me, so that they will never turn away from Me. I will rejoice in doing them good and will assurdly plant them in this land with all my heart and soul.
This is what the Lord says: As I have brought all this great calamity on this people, so I will give them all the prosperity I have promised them. Once more fields will be brought in this lland of which you say, 'It is a desolate waste, without men or animals, for it has been handed over to the Babylonians.' Fields will be brought for silver, and deeds will be signed, sealed and witnessed in the territory..... The next chapter of Jeremiah is amazing too!

Monday, August 8, 2011

Bloomington welcome you!

HI my friends,

It is I, Katya writing from Bloomington Monroe County. God has blessed us with a enw place to live. We love it!!!!! John adn Lytha helped us to move in.

There is huner for God that we both feel and God opened an opportunity to go to the library and find the book "Give Me 40 Days" by Freeda Bowers. We are so excited to do that devotionally.

Love you GOD,



Your daughter

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Amazing holy night at 711

samuel and I were awake the whole night in the glory presence of God on 711 High St. The presence of God was so awesome! before it all started we cleaned the kitchen with bleach. Then the Lord led us to Dutch Sheets... Well, from praying to the Lord, the gold and other color sparkles were on the floor and carpet. How awesome! We prayed both priestly and kingly. Just before it was 7 am, we went outside and there on Executive Drive we decreed the revival (according to the dream given on july 13th, 2007).
We love you, Lord Jesus.

Amen

P.S. Prayed for the countries of: Korea (scripture about a crippled at the pool), take us thy mat and walk. Then we prayed for America and the Lord put me on floor as a symbol of humility. we repented for the sins of pride, jealosy and covetness. After that, suddenly we prayed for England. She became like a mother who abandoned her child, (scripture in Isaiah, Can a mother forget her child? yet, I will not forget you and so forth). We prayed for the council, because it seemed that her sin was greater that of America and we could not see what to do. There was a dark cloud over that land because of that sin. However, England has a motherly annointing, Funny, but think about the queens Elizabeth, Dianne and such. Our last one was for China. They were shown like the ones who are dressed and ready for war, yet it was not the time for war. So they looked futile in their attire. The Lord delights to see them like an ordinary workers (sort of ants), but that is not degrading it is their annointing.

P.S. 2 Sam worshipped and in the music realm, he sang a son about the Dwelling of God with men (Revelation). Also, he heard some songs singing "worthy" and other praises to God.

So, As you can see it was the most amazing night. We felt like taking on a roller coaster. WOW


July 12, 2011

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

New place

Praise to the Almighty God and the Lord Jesus Christ!

Last night (May 2, 2011) I stayed at a new place. it was wonderful!


Thank you God!

Friday, April 29, 2011

Romans 12:10 Devotion to Sam

Memory of the sweetness


I woke up this morning with a scripture from Romans 12:10


Be devoted to one another in brotherly love.

Honor one another above yourselves.


I am reminded of the summer time in Russia, when the Lord gave this scripture to strengthen my love for Sam. At that time I became cool in emotion and passion for him due to the lack of dream and unknown future.

Right now, I need that same encouragment because I became cold in my love and passion for Sam. It was because the emotional stress, depression and other factors that contributed to that.

I feel that the Lord wants to ignite the flame of love toward Sam in my heart.


I was reading the material on the Song of Solomon today and this phrase stood out:




Her awakened love places her priority upon Solomon rather than upon herself


Thank you!

Thursday, April 28, 2011

transformation

We are in the midst of TRANSFORMATION.


There were strorms/ tornadoes around, esp. in Alabama.

Luke 9 Transfiguration of Jesus

Sam wrote a letter to Tara, Shelly and Aunt Lisa.


Finishing up the school requirements


Heard the Lord say "trust" and "you will take the Gospel around the world"

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

hmm

Today, it has been an emotional day. I crired, but Sam tried to comfort the best way he knew how. Also, today was the chapel, the Lord provided a graduation robe and everything with it.

Lord, what shall I do?

Jesus, please, forgive me all my sins, for they are many, so many that there are many people who are concerned.
I need Your help.

If I failed you, Jesus, I know that by Your grace, You are able to restore.
By faith.

In love

In forgiveness

In mercy

In joy

In You alone

Monday, April 25, 2011

need for transformation

Dear Lord,

You have given a truly great day! I woke up in Your joy and purpose. Thanks to all who prayed for me. Received a letter from Ta, that was concerned about our intimacy with Sam before marriage. Indeed, it is not easy.

So, I want and need to go on a fast, maybe even until the end of this month. During this fast, I need to draw to the Word, prayer, and to listen to God's voice. It is so crucial!!!! During this week, I have lots of assignment to turn in. May the Lord help me with that.

Daddy,

it is so good to trust You. Your Son, Jesus Christ, is truly the most loving and comapssioante!!!! Everytime You come in our times of need. THank you for grace, encourament and hope.

I present to you my weak self. May Your mighty spirit take me on a journey of transformation from reproach into vicotry and glory. Things that need to be dealt in the prayer closet, may you reveal and help to get rid of. Things that need to be healed and bind, may your spirit do that. Please, come to my aid. Revive us again: Sam and I unto Yourself.
Amen

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Light

Jesus,
I humbly come before You. You are Truth, Light and Love!!!!! Your ways are so awesome. Thank you!!!! Dear Jesus, I love when I happen to read elijahlist and find a confirmation to what You have already been speaking into our hearts. That probably brings you delight too, to know that Your children hear Your lovely voice and want to lsiten to it and understand.

Thank you for the prophetic ears and eyes that You graciously gave Samuel and me. Samueal took me on the journey of John chapters 3 and 1. Then by Your opportunity we led worship at the Prayer Room on campus, where the overall theme of worship was Light. THANK YOU< SWEET SPirit.

I worship You right now. The peace, provision, and Your life coming out upon us. Let Your light shine and draw us nearer to You. We hungry for You. May Your Spirit draw us nearer to Your source of love and wisdom.

Daddy, I love being in Bloomington with Sam. It was so ncie even at the house with Trisha. We were blessed this morning. Thank you for the grace. I am looking forward to talk to Sam and read to him elijahlist.

Knowing time!!!!!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

John 3

Sam came last night. We read John chapters 3 and 1.
I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again.

I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

baby dream

It was two days ago (just before my bridal shower) the firs tpart of a dream was taken palce at grandma's house. There were many young girls, indluing my sister. But each of them had to leave. For example, Iana traveled to another country and somebody else too. I really wanted to go with them, but they left without me. So, mamochka was there and I cried really hard. It was very painful feeling. Then, the dream still is at grandma's house. Now we are in the living room and I am holding a baby (I think it was mama's boy). He was so small (a book size). I hold him and he grew attached to me. He felt really good in my arms. He even smiled and when I found out he pooped, my mother and I cleaned him in the bathroom. I gave him to my mother. Lord Jesus, I pray for spiritual ears to be opened in order to clearly hear Your words. What are you trying to communicate about a boy/ baby and what is the connection with my mom and me? daddy, I want to thank You for Your constant loving grace. Your love is so strong adn it keeps me steady even when I am weak. Thank you for Your faithfulness. Today at Wellspring Church, during the communion, I stood on the promises of Your word. In Hosea 2, it says that You betroth me forever in righteousness, justice, compassion and so forth. And in John 10, it says that nothing will take me out from teh Father's hand. I saw this correlation that I am bethrothed to Jesus, and God has a ring on his hand that signifies that commitment. How awesome!!!!! I love you, Lord. Be blessed through my lips and in this life You gave. Honor and praise to You. help me to be annointed fro tomorrow's worship. I want to be led by Your Spirit and use that time to draw us closer to Jesus. Amen

Friday, April 15, 2011

way of the cross and dream of course

Hello dear readers, even it is not only me and Samuel. God, I give You praise in the middle of the night for You. thank you. You asked me what will I choose between all beauty of the world and the cross, which way ? Jesus, Son of God, the most radiant of all, chose the cross which was not beatiful. But the glory of God is revealed through that way. Fast: to give up all the beauty of the world for the CROSS Two weeks before Easter. Had a dream at Elisa: Evangelism class (with Dr. Sebastian) at the mall, public place. Then I see my father wandering around the mall; so I tell people, that is my father. Jael recommends me to go to him, so I did. He was with his wife. I join their companies. We talk about something, it leads to talking to some young Russian high school students about what we learn in America (like English and family Science). After that, I walk outside, father is walking with a girl (age 12), she loves him and looks up to him. We get to his car and there I see a small toy in a shape of a car and it moves and flashes like it controlled; there is an immediate danger of a bomb. Father, instantely sends out his big car to drive away the small one. Then his big car was driven into the parking lot, evening, I perceive a very suspicious man, like a maniac. He is awfully dress up, winter time. He was getting ready to his car, with gloves on and winter coat. But then he was behind my fahter and trying to slay him on the back, but my father had a gun and there was a battle. Several shots were given into an awful man. Finally, father won the battle in the middle over a street, intersection. Oh, I remember that when he was just about to drive his car into the parking lot, I started praying to Jesus and saying outloud too that Jesus is the author of life. Father during that time prayed to allah or a prophet muhamed.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Invitations Now being sent

Thanks to our dear friend Becky N. Now, the invitations have been sent to people.
Part of my SOT assignment is to write a WEDDING CEREMONY paper :)





Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Birth certificate

Birth Certificate Praise the Lord for HIS unfailing goodness. Today the Lord helped to find my birth certificate. It is a necessary document for filing documents after marriage. At first, mamochka and Olegenka looked both in St. Pet and Chel, but nothing there. Then, mama prayed and Iana's encouragement pointing to the St.Pet. The Holy Spirit led her to the drawers. She looked at fist, nothing, but mama trusted the Holy Spirit guidance and then she found it. Praise the LORD Now, our goal is to translate it to English and certified it.

keys

The beginning of the 2011 year, GOD has shown to us KEYS. Literally, Sam and I would see keys everywhere. On elihalist there were so many postings about the keys. Most current is by Theresa Phillips http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=9775 Let me look, maybe I will download other links about Keys. Gary Oates : http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=9547 John Belt: http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=9631

updates and a dream

Thanks be to God!!! Lord has done some miraculous events recently. First of all, an apartment near campus for $285, while all the other places were up to $500. So, I praise God for that. Today we will meet with a landloyer. Secondly, I met a nice girl who has so much in common with me but 10 times better, it seems. I praise God for her. She is a freshman at AU, while I am graduating. It feels like God has led me to see the fruit of my stay at college these years. Thirdly, Olegenka has sold the apartment which is a good thing, now they will be interested in buying 1 bedroom aprt in St.Pet. Fourthly, Samushka has been on a reformation journey. After last week voice lesson, he has changed his style of studying, devoting so much more time to singing. Today is his voice lesson, we are looking forward to hearing from him about that class. Fifth: The Lord opened some friendships with people: Elisa, Christiana. It is so nice to be able to contact and fellowship with them. Sixth: Started searching info about what we need to do after get married. Seventh: Today I had a dream. I saw field surrounded by the fense. I heard the voice of the Lord saying, that in this field one must work perfect. God expects perfect because the ground has been set aside for His purposes; it felt like heaven on earth. In it, I was walking and heard the voice of the Lord again: Before you do any work, stay in My presence." Then I grabbed Bible (brown leather). At work, there was a Bible (brown and leather just like in a dream).

Friday, April 8, 2011

closed heart


At the prayer gathering on Thursday, the Lord spoke to me:

"Katya, you closed your heart from Me."

I asked, "Why did I do that?" He replied, " Because you think I will punish you. But I am Love. I love you."


1 JOHN was read to us that meeting :)



##### God cares about the disengaged hearts ######

Yesterday Mike prophesied over me: Among the greatest intercessors, Change the course of a nation Russia

plans for apartment


God's direction in finding a place to stay for summer in Anderson, IN. Mamochka is plannng to arrive on May 11 till May 31. Sam and I will finish our school by May 7th. So, together we can stay in a two bed room apartment.

Therefore, I can move out with all my stuff in May from the current apartment with Patience N.




Dear God, I thank You for Your ultimate direction and surprises. You know the best for all of us. Thank You for helping us to find the right place and affordable for all of us. :)



I am so at peace about that. Sam found a place for August in Bloomington for $390 (for both of us). That is a good price, considering two people for that amount. Sam paid $400 just for himself.

Lord, if that is the place for us, we calim it in Jesus Name. But if you have a different place in mind, You gladly present our requests before YOU trusting completely for Your direction.

Amen.





Thursday, March 31, 2011


Glory be to God in the name of Jesus. Yesterday the enemy tried to put me down again (exactly a week) and made me feel lonely. However, the Holy Spirit whispered in my heart to write "I LOVE YOU." I am on a journey of healing from rejection. Not only the prayers have been lifted about it, but I became more open and do research on it.


Yesterday, we had a great meeting at Wellspring and after Judy and I went to Wendy. Holy Spirit just put upon my heart to go Wendy. There, we met a group of young girls to whom I ministered and she was relieved from a rejected situation. To God be the glory. It was amazing to help someone in the area I experienced.


The encouraging thoughts are God has a future for Sam and I. He has great plans for us, way beyond what we can dream or imagine, that's how much better it will be. Right now, as the process of healing from the rejection, I need to trust Jesus and let the Holy Spirit take charge, believing God's grace and love.


It has been a good journey of recovery so far, I want more freedom in order to be who God wants me to be and prepare for ministry with people.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

This morning I thought when is my periods coming and imagine what if I am pregnant. It was funny that mamochka told me of her dream. That I was pregnant, theh mama held a baby and fed it from the bottle. Then it grew up quickly to the age of 4. What does that mean? Over the weekends, the Lord gave joy and strength. The prophet Lori Becker prayed for me. It it so awesome.

Therefore, laying aside all malice, all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and all evil speaking, as newborn babes, desire the pure milk of the word, that you may grow thereby; if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is gracious. 1 Peter 2:1-3


And I , brethren, could not speak to you as to spiritual people but as to carnal, as to babes in Christ. I fed you with milk and not with solid food; for until now you were not able to receive it, and even now you are still not able; for you are still carnal. For where there are envy, strife, and divisions among you, are you not carnal and behaving like mere men? 1 Corinthians 3:1-3

For though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you again the first principles of the oracles of God; and you have come to need milk and not solid food. For everyone who partakes only of milk is unskilled in the word of righteousness, for he is a babe. But solid food belongs to those who are of full age, that is, those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil. Hebrews 5:12-14.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Yesterday, esp. last night, an enemy attacked me really bad through temptation. Sam had a dream in which he battled evil spirits from hell. A church sent out bombs, missels to shot the target, cities, etc.

God the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit,
Shielf us from all powers of evil. Let the Blood of the Lamb be upon us and let Your light shine all around us and in us. Amen.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Persecution in Ethiopia

Today, to my greatest amazement, I found out that the Muslim extremests burned down 59 churches, killed few and injured Christians, around10,000 fled for refuge. Ethiopia, may God come to you for refuge and help in time of need.

You are in my heart.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Ethiopia

What a surprizing turn the converswation with Alyssa on facebook turned.
Ethiopia is located on eastern part of Africa.
So, tomorrow we will do some research about it. She strongly recommended me to go there. She believed that I will go to Africa one day. (So do I)

How amazing that is!!!!
Thank you Lord

Dream about Muslims?

Travelling with a group of ladies and Dr.Hawkins to Eastern Africa. There we see the public place with lots of young Muslim boys. Then, on the bus, I see my cousin who passed away. He was Muslim too :)

We need to reach hose who are outside with Jesus

Friday, March 11, 2011

few visions in the circle of prayer

Last evening, during our Unifeid gathering, the Lord showed to me when we were in a circle, holding hands. First, behind me and Claire I somewhat felt or seen an angel, and then the Holy Spirit filled my mouth with words to pray for campus. After that, I saw a vision, of a person walking with the torch of light. after a while, I saw another person with an open extended hand with a living bread. Light and Bread

Last evening was my second night of partaking communion at home. With that comes more freedom, healing and joy. How wonderful the Lord's blood and body!!!! What grace and price!

With love to my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ

Am I a virgin?

Last night and today, the Lord opened an opportunity to talk to Lytha about that. By her example, she strengthed my heart to wait until marriage, no matter how tempting and difficult it may be.
Elissa asked me today a private question, "Are you a virgin?" Her only desire was to give me a warning that it might hurt on my wedding day; but as a matter of fact, God is communicating to me.

Open door to my life,
no more secrets or private life.
God is my witness,
I want peace.
His mighty presence
Filling all my days.
To those who wished me bad
God turned things right for me
Outpouring blessings
Reassuring greatness,
I am in Him who is light,
in me there is no darkness any more.
By light I walk and love all.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

I thank God for this new day. Last night I took a communion, today the Lord extended His blessings through the finances that my parents sent and also a lunch with Hellen. She has been undergoing similar things that I do.
But right now, I want to bring to your attention what I 've noticed God is showing and speaking to us. He is our Healer. He also is the one who knows what we are feeling. The pain we feel is not strange to Jesus, He shared in our humanity and He knows how to pray and help us.

Two close people in my life are having a very painful emotional time. The pain of suffering is bitter, but deliverance of healing is already in our midst. Tommy Tenney came to the Faith Assembly in Anderson, and this man of God preached to us about the feelings and the pain we are going through and about Jesus, the High Priest who know what we feel.
This is a season we're in. I think that God is going to change things: what seemed really big, he is going to heal that pain and we will move closer to GOd.

There is nothing truly most important than our relationship with God. It is a difficult at times becuase the enemy wants us to be distracted, deceived, etc. May Jesus shine brightly in our hearts and May His word reign in our midst.

Needy of Christ!!!!

COLOSSIANS 3:12-14
THEREFORE, AS GOD'S CHOSEN PEOPLE, HOLY AND DEARLY LOVED, CLOTHE YOURSELVES WITH COMPASSION, KINDNESS, HUMILITY, GENTELENESS AND PATIENCE. BEAR WITH EACH OTHER AND FORGIVE WHATEVER GRIEVENCES YOU MAY HAVE AGAINST ONE ANOTHER. FORGIVE AS THE LORD FORGAVE YOU. AND OVER ALL THESE VIRTUES PUT ON LOVE, WHICH BINDS THEM ALL TOGETHER IN PERFECT UNITY.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

my reflections

This blogger helps me to review the history and what God has been doing. I am currently in America, came here by the obedience of the Lord, through His choice. Four years of underground and my last third year in seminary, grad school. Throughout my adult life I was surrounded by prophetic words into my life. On the other hand, I feel the most weak, ordinary, strange and the least among the society. There are times when God fuzes my life with His presence so much, teaching His word and let me hear his voice, but in the society that I live I have been struggling to live. It is almost like it is one or the other. SOmetimes I thought why can't I like other girls combine typical social things with God things. I live when I live in God and do His activities. But because of that, I appear akward before people. It is hard because the experience at seminary left me very wounded, but God is truly healing those wounds. Right now I am discovering that God is a healer, Jesus was wounded and by His wound we are healed.

Jesus, no matter what people see in me, help me to be with You. Father, one day, there will be an assignment (a dance) which will be fulfilled through the Holy Spirit.
God, I am longing!
No one is around at the community of SOT. Thank you for the faithful family and Sam, Judy and her community, Vika, Jenny and some others.

It is interesting that one day, God, You will take us to other countries for Your purposes. Jesus, let Your hands touch my heart. Can You rlove fill my weary soul. Jesus, I love you, You have done so much for me and all the people. Thank you for sacrificing Your life. You are great! Jesus, am I wrong or what I do is in Your will? Please, Jesus, stay with me throughout life. I pray.
Amen


ISAIAH 55: 1-3
Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost. Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good, and your soul will delight in the richest of fare. Give ear and come to Me; hear Me, that your soul may live.

I came with a bottle of water, specifically without money but only water.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Native Americans

Hello my dear readers. I great you in the name of Jesus, our Sweet and Faithful Lord.

Yesterday during our Unified meeting at Park Place, the Lord spoke the words to me, since I was really down, sleepy, non functional at all. The men gahtered around me , prayed and prophesied. Mike, for example, isntructed me that the enemy led me into out of allignment. So , we praed for the allighnemnt and balance.
Phil, prophesied to me and mamochka that God will give us homemeal and heal our wounds. AS a matter of fact, we all went to Judy, she made cheese qusadias and we enjoyed fellowship.


That day, in the afternoon, Sam and I shared lunch at Perkins. It is our date place. He looked at my face and adored its features for awhile. Then, he said that God made me in a unique ways, that different nations are represented in my face. He espeacially pointed Native Americans in me. I was so sure that not that, cause they are native to America. However, in the antique store, I bought a tile with an artistic image of a Native woman at the waterfall. And finally in our meeting at Judy's upper room, the Lord instructed to pray forgiveness of sins for both Indians and Americans and bless both too. WOW! WOW! WOW!!!!!!!


Looking forward for a greater understanding and knowledge in this area.
Blessed be the name of the LORD, who is worthy to be praised.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I talked to mamochka and Olegenka on skype. Wonderful!
In mama's dream she talked to Bill Gaither in English.

Jenny emailed me sharing that he likes Ryan.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Here is a new month dawned upon us- March.

I want to express a deep thanksgiving for the previous month -February. It was a small revival in my life during that particular month. Right now, there is a wave of increased responsibilities that want to rob my intimate time with the Lord in prayer.

Last night, I rearranged the room in a more feminine way. The rest was good but the dream was not. Sam arrived in the library during my work hours. He stayed 30 min and went to the church where he is going to have a concert. I am concerned about the pride, btu believe that God will be with Sam during that concert, enabling him to do it very well. Sam has done a lot of prep work and diligently worked on his assignments. Sam will be travelling back to Bloomington, leaving here at 4pm and then on Wednesday evening he will be back until Thursday to rehearse with Dianne, his accompanist.

Another struggle of this world was my worship class. It truly shaked me a little and I continue to trust God to pull me through this class. This Sunday we need to travel to different churches, but also that evening is Sam's concert that starts at 7 till 8 pm. Only the Lord can make it happen, but I cannot miss neither one.

I think Father knows my circumstances an dstill desires me to press in through prayers. Please, dear Holy Spirit help me to do just that- to desire and to know my Lord Jesus and the Father.
I thank you Daddy for the answer with my roommate. Lately, we felt peace and comfort to talk to each other and had several opportunities to bless one another. Rejoice!!!!

This Friday, Tommy Tenney will be speaking at Faith Church. Oh, how I long to attend that meeiting and to be encouraged in the relationship with God. May I learn something new and reminded of something crucial and important.

I bless Your Holy Name, Lord.
Please, forgive my worries, griefs, cares of the world. May there will be peace and the river of joy in my heart. In Jesus Name

Friday, February 25, 2011

prophetic news




Yesterday was such a wonderful prayer meeting ("Night and Day"). Once again, there was a powerful presence of the Lord among us and we all were ministered to and edified. For me, I was reassured about the FATHER. Mike said that I head the Father' s heart and take it very seriously what he says. He mentioned an annointing and blessings. Phil prphesied that God wants to bless me so much, but he knows that it may overwhelm me. God is gentle and will not push me into anything, but there is freedom to go as deep as I would like. He also said a reminder/warning not to gave in to cares of this world (money). That the Lord will bless financially from different sources. The annointing and blessings were repeated. POPCORN, Phil said that those people who will be near me with harden heart will pop like popocorn, whose hearts will become softer.

Judy received a word from the Lord: "I love you and am pleased with you. Do not drive ahead but be led. Symbolism of a dance. God is the best dance partner."

P.S. My roommate received a blessing last night. Praise the Lord.


TODAY, after some hard and unease conversation with my mom, the Lord opened a door to truly connect. She has a deep concern/wound of being used without appreaciated and known for who she is. Somehow, the Holy Spirit called her to attend to the American church in st.pet that I went once. May the Lord give her courage to go and receive healing. Father, may Your love washes all the sorrow and deep wounds from her tender heart. Bless her, Almighty God.


Dear Father, thank you for proving hours to work in the library. I thank you for Your grace and presence. You are ever near and I love you. Thank you for loving us so much. Thank you for Sam. May You guide him in all truth and by Your Holy Spirit. Fill us more with You .


*** A season of pleasure in sin is finished, now is the season of righteousness****


((((( A symbol of a new green sprout.))))))

Thursday, February 24, 2011

ethics exam

I had an exam today for ETHICS class. My feelings told me that I was not prepared, but my faith spoke "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Surprisignly, the exam was great. Praise God through Christ who gave me strength.

Our lecture was partly about temptations. It was amazing. We need to pray to die to our own evil desires and to live a new life in Christ Jesus. Temptations reveal what's in us, it is an opportunity to lay them down to the altar.
Thank you Lord Jesus!!!!

P.S. Talked to Vika a little bit.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

faith






We traveled to Ohio: Sam's grandma Lois Green passed away and now is with the Lord in heaven. It was such a wonderful time with the family. We talked with many people and shared good time together. Praise the Lord for the answer to our prayers








Reflection on James




testing of your faith produces perseverance




those that are poor in the eyes of the world are rich in faith




no good to claim to have faith without deeds




faith by itself without deeds is dead




show you my faith by what I do




faith without deeds is useless




Abrahams' faith and deeds worked together




faith made complete by deeds




person justified by what he does and not by faith alone




faith wihtout deeds is dead




prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Where are we now?

For the last week, there has been so much happening that it is amazing!

The trip to Bloomington on Firday till Saturday, where Xen and Sarah joined us. It was a very stressful and painful event for both Sam and I. WE had to struggle with its resolutions for few days. In a mean time, we draw nearer to God through prayer, becuase He calls us in. I have seen the faithful hand of GOD pursuing his people here on campus. LAst night, Judy and I joined a prayer group at the Prayer room with two Claires. After that, we rejoined a nother group 10:07 for worship. From that evening starting at 11 pm the students agreed to offer 24 hours prayer and intercession. The Lord put into my heart the same purpose, love and goal, so I joined their prayer vigil at 6:45 am to 7:29am, from there I went to work.

The scriptures God gave were Philippians 2 and Malachi 2.

We love You dear LORD, our Father in heaven. Purge us from inner sins of our hearts and lead us in Your path surrounded by Your light.

I pray for peace and instruction to be present in our hearts, so that we may walk faithfully with you and people. I love You, Lord.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

waiting


The Holy Spirit is guiding to WAIT on the LORD.

Waiting on Jesus produces an everlasting fruit, perseverance and thus HE prepares us for His service.

What can be so good about waiting, esp. in the culture that we live?
David called himself and his audience to wait upon the Lord, so did Isaiah.
Amazing!!!!





Lamentations 3:24-26


I say to myself, "The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for Him." The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.




Isaiah 30:18 - Blessed are all who wait for Him!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

two dreams, prayer

Two dreams: yesterday and today.

Dream 1:
Tara prophesied, "God wants you to have intimate relationship with Him." In the dream this phrase repeated over and over again.


Dream 2:
On the back stage, a person came to Sam and kissed my forehead. Then the person declared, "The Lord said- Kiss her for she is my handywork (or a tool) for the future." On which I replied, 'I am in preparation." Then my time came to do a performance and I dance in the freedom ( almost in the air). it was so freeing and I loved it.

PRAYER!!!!!


Dear Holy Spirit,
I know that You are near. The Holy Scripture declares,
"The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything,
but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with
thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And
the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,
will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
So, may my heart will become a place of worship and
prayer to the Most Holy God through Jesus and
by Your help, Holy Spirit. May the words I offer in prayers
will be in union with Thy Word. May there will be unity
even between me and Sam, as both of us, continue to seek
Your face, Lord. Draw us nearer and nearer to You.
In Christ' name.
Amen.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Eagle and Big Bird

Hello readers,

Few updates: Since Monday, we had an ice storm event. Sam came to visit me on Sunday and is still here due to the weather challenges to travel to Bloomington. It is Friday. I had a dream last night. Before I share about the dream, let me say that yesterday in my mind I was struglling to come to terms with Patience. I worried whether she is upset with me; why she does not talk to me and things like that. I tried not to think negatively toward her, but it was hard. Even int eh evening, I found a Candle holder put in my room from the living room, since Patience did not like it there. I don't mind so much that, but that's just waht it is. It is probably the same thing: Sam is staying with me since Sunday (she arrived on Monday), and she does not know how long will he stay here. Knowing that it is the Lord who blessed Sam's coming, I believe He will help to figure it out. What concerns me is that she does not talk to Sam or me, but just hi. I might be wrong about all of that. Let me share the dream



Sam and I stood outside of my grandma's apartment in Kopeysk. She is looking down on us, we run to the neighbor's apratment from her. She is after us, we are up the stairs, opened the door (looked like my blue and white plate). In it, there were two girls, (like 9 or 10 years old). I was reminded of myself playign with my girlfriend. They did not mind us being there. We go outside, there is their father (nice person). Soon, Patience comes in. Now, she is after me and I am running from her. The place was surrouned by fence, so I could not get out but, the white dog was chasing me. It jumped behind the fense, while I remained inside. In returning to the house, I greeted Patience and and we all went inside. Patience came with her girlfriends, I sat by Patience and she shared her opinion about Jesus' coming soon. I understood her, whereas others did not.

Extra part in the dream:
Sam and I were walking and saw a huge bird flying with her big wings. There were three birds. They landed 1 feet from us on a bush. We went walking and the two birds were up in the air. The big bird was motionlessly stll, while Eagle was sitting on the big bird's tail and flying forward.

Deuteronomy 28:13 The Lord will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attentin to the commands of the Lord your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom.

Friday, January 28, 2011

First gathering at Park Place and the movie


I watched a very interesting movie, called Children on Their Birthdays.
It teaches about respect, friendship, romance, compassion, feminine role, Christian love and much more. I would like to see it again, or read a book.
Last night was a first prayer/worship meeting this year. We gathered at Park Place Church of God. Three women and four men. God has been with us in Glory! We were encouraged to be COURAGEOUS, not timid.
Jesus reminded me that He laid down his life for us, so are we to lay down our lives for others. It means to be the sacrifice.
Bless the Lord, oh my soul.
Phil prayed over us as well, intercedeing for peace, healing, mantle of authority, and others.
THANK YOU!







Monday, January 24, 2011

great weekend at Bloomington, freedom from hurt

What a great weekend Sam and I celebrated in Bloomington and in Anderson. We both felt encouraged, uplifted, nourished in our soul and spirit. The Lord worked in mighty ways. Walk around the IU campus on Saturday morning, when stillness and sun created a wonderful experience; stopping by the Cafe that was Christian. We felt greatly blessed by being there that Saturday morning; visiting an Art store and chatting with workers, who were so helpful in finding ways to let Sam to have an ART show.

On Sunday morning, I experienced a very negative, dramatic feeling in relation to being at church. What seemed to be an issue of all inclusiveness, tolerance to the point of excaping the name of God, after an honest conversation with Sam at the food place, I was able to look into the situation with more imput. Sam shared how he views people from the Temple point of view. Jewish understanding of the Temple descibed in the Holy Scriptures as having three parts: the Court, the Holy and the Holy of Holies. People are on the different stages in their lives, and Sam allows to interact with them accordingly, whereas I preferred to connect only on the Holy and Holy of Holies level (meaning let's just focus on the glory of God, who awesoem our Jesus is). In the court, there are issues that may or may not be related to God necessarily (earthly things, so to say).
But God worked even deeper into my soul and understanding concerning that situation. He helped me to see the HURT within my temle, an area where I have been wounded so bad by a certain Christian community, that left a bitter root of betrayal, distrust to a Christian community. And there are many people who are in that place still. However, in teh bathroom of the Theater, I approached the Cross where Jesus Died in my prayer and laid that hurt and asked Jesus to wash it off, so that I could love and forgive. Immediately I saw a huge difference to people around me and that particular community of faith. People do say, "We hurt others, when we are hurt."

So, glory to God for the liberting power of the Cross.

In my dream tonight, I verbally spoke the words to somebody, "You (we all) have our own will. But Jesus prayed, not my will be done, but Yours." Sam lifted a prayer on my behalf using the same words, "Let Your will be done."
In the worship class, we looked into the Temple and Jesus. Oh, it was so engaging. Jesus is the Temple!!!!

Friday, January 21, 2011

strange dream

First, there was drowning, and an empty building where people were hiding from the danger and war. Then, we came down from the bus and met the main guy. The very first thing that he said, was "since you lost the war, all of you must die." I was an intercessor, pleading with the main guy that he would change the verdict. He was reluctant to change anything. A group of youth ran away while hte main guy talked to a girl, when he came back there were flowers planted by the cafeteria, he wondered why they did that. I said, it is in memory of htem. What if you were killed and there was your flower there. He rebuked me. then I said, I do not understand; he replied, You are cute. I'll make sure you'll get the flower.

Then some parents wanted to die with their children. So I saw a line of women (lined in front of Market Place valley). They took a gun and shot. A first lady fell down and most of them fell. But then nobody died, but were only injured. They could even walk. So They all lined up and headed toward Reardon. I walked beside a young girl, extending my hand, so she could lean on it. Sh asked me, where are we going? I told her, probably to the dorms. (I thought that since they did not die, the turture had finished). We turned from them and started to walk away, but the girl insisted to follow. So we walked. Came to a shakkel house. There we met a multitude of people dressed in shining white. The group of women (esp. young) that came, were taking off from themselves jelwery and other things. I was inside looking and supervising a little what to put away from their stuff. Then I decided to speak. I had a sense of joy, hope and faith. I told them about the Father who loves them and Jesus who is crazy about them. I told them how sometimes I think about heaven. (I have not seen how they were killed, but kind of new that they were hanged).
The guard had a gun and a huge dog. The dog was the meanest creature, with sharp teeth and super big anger. So I stayed inside, protected from that dog.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

new haircut














Hello my dear friends!!!!!!
I am happy to announce that since yesterday I have a new hairstyle. It took me some research to do before I decided on shpe and form. Apparently, I have diamond-trangle face (with wider cheakbones), therefore, the bang created a nice oval face and made it look really pretty.
My roommate like it (since she was the first one), the next day three people complimented me on a hairstyle (Ethleen-housekeeper, JAckie-my boss, and Becky- librarian).
Thank you dear Lord,
for allowing your daughter to be beautiful and feel happy about it.
Sincerely,
Katya

Monday, January 10, 2011

KNOW your BIBLE


A clear warning and appeal to read the BIBLE. Dennis Cramer wrote an article on ELIJAHLIST.com that I found so true. He spoke about the Church that is biblically ignorant; our Biblies are dust-covered and unused.

This morning, the Holy Spirit guided me to take the Bible to work and there he spore, "You study My Word and I will bless you."

We need Bible classes and seminars, where we read the Bible and not the books about the Bible with different theologies and interpretation in it. The danger of deception!

Thank you Lord.!

Now, we are to put it into practice by reading the Word!

Friday, January 7, 2011

2011
















KEYS










SABBATH, DAY OF REST


But the Lord answered, "To say you are too busy to rest on the Sabbath is like saying you are too poot to tithe. It means you have not learned My ability to provide. If I tell you to rest, you CAN rest."
Wayne Muller described Sabbath activity as "Time consecrated to enjoy and celebrate what it beautiful and good- time to light candles, sing songs, worship, tell stories, bless our children and loved ones, give thanks, share meals, nap, walk, and even make love. It is a time to be nourished and refreshed as we let our work, our chors and our important projects lie fallow, trusting that there are larger forces at work taking care of the world when we are at rest."

You wisper a prayer in the child's ear while gently holding his head.

May the Lord make you like Sarah, Rebecca, Rachel, and Lean; like Ephraim and Menasseh.
May the Lord bless you and watch over you.
May the Lord cause the Divine face to shine upon you and be gracious to you.
May the Lord lift up the Divine face toward you and bring you peace. Amen.