Thanks be to God!

I am happy to pronounce that the Lord is good. He did great works by His mercy and love.
I shared with you here about my misconduct and the prayer to trust God in the matter of work.

The Lord arranged things the most wornderful way! Linda smiled to me today, touched me and everything was fine!

Only the Lord could something like that. I give Him praise.


My prayer, Lord, help me to continue with the fast. Help me not to give up to pursue You this seven days. Put Your Holy Spirit's will and guidance in all that I do.
Let everything be done in the name of Jesus.

Thank you for Judy and the way we talked today. Thank you for Lisa Pay who invited me for lunch and fellowship in May or June.

Thank You, Father, for Sam. Please, nurture him and guide him by Your Spirit. Teach him through Your word and use him for Your purposes.

Thank You, Lord, for friendship with Hellen. For the spritual discernment that you gave her and the discipline that she lives in.

Thank You for Shawn and the rewards You are going to bless her with, because she belives in You and seeks You earnestly.

Thank You for the ability to memorize scriptures. Let it always serve for good purposes. Use us for Your Kingdom, dear Father.


With love

Titus 2:11-12

Thanks be to God for His Word that brings to light my issues and sins. I rather choose to be corrected by the Lord than to dwell in the land of wickedness. Right now, I have not been successful in saying "no" to ungodliness and especially worldly lusts. Sam and I have been engaged in improper conduct. It is worldly lusts that try to entangle us.

Today, I have been late to work for the whole 15 minutes. The problem is that I have failed a lot of times before and Linda was upset with me. So, I do not know what is going to happen with my work, but I will continue to trust and learn through all trials.

Father, in the name of Jesus, Your Beloved Son,
help me to renounce and deny to wordly lusts.
Teach me to say 'no" and help to get victory by Your grace.

Use this day to make me clean and set apart.

Thank You so much.

"For the grace of God- His unmerited favor and blessing-has come forward (appeared_ for the deliverance from sin and the eternal salvation for all mankind. It has trained us to reject and renounce all ungodliness (irreligion) and wordly (passionate) desires, to live discreet (temperate, self-controlled), upright, devout (spiritually0whole) lives in this present world..."

I am writing this because I desire to see a change and greater works of the Holy Spirit in personal life and the lives of those around.

Father, in the Name of Jesus, your Holy Son, I come to You to seek guidance and favor in time of need. Father, Daddy, I want to repent in my heart before Your thorne for the stealing. Stealing is much more than just taking an object that belongs to another, it may involve taking away somthing that belongs to other such as sexual privacy. Father, I repent before you for the committed act between myself and Sam. I repent on my part fro the stealing of th eprecious heritage that you had placed inside of him. Father, I ask you to remove the stealing effect from his life, but rather bless him in Your ways. Forgive me my sins, in Jesus name.

Lord, I glorify Your name for the work You are doing in Shawn's life. Father, I want to ask You to pour inside of me Your authority to "destroy the work of the devil". I pray that You will give compassion adn Your power to cast it out and cleanse Shawn from inside out. Daddy, I put my trust that the work that You started in her, You will bring in completion through the victory in Christ. I praise the Holy Spirit fro an amazing effect of purging us from any devil schemes.

Lord, I pray that You will set me free from any slumbering and seducing spirits. I command my spirit to follow the lead of the Holy Spirit. I belong to Christ and "this is how I know that He (Jesus) lives in us. We know it by the Spirit He gave us." (1 John 4:24). Thank You for doing these marvelous acts of mercy and love.

cite the scripture

It has been an interesting day.

When I woke up, I was so disinetersted in doing things. The atmosphere was so sleepy and drowsy. After taking shower, things started happening.

Even in my thoughts, there were two ideas: I wish Shawn and I would go for a walk; and that Shawn would take a shower to be awaken and refreshed. Well, those two things Shawn fulfilled even without me asking. It might seems insignificant, but I found great joy to walk with Shawn, get some coffee at Mocha and knowing that she woudl go to pray at Park Place.

Another siginifcant piece of the early morning and afternoon: in my converstaion with mom, I felt so drowsy and sleepy, but I decided to cite a scripture to her by memory. She said to me that as soon as I spoke the scripture my emotions changed and the voice became happier and lighter. Praise the Lord!!!

My mom and Hellen both encouraged in the Lord.

I shall continue to be in the Word and cite it with my mouth.

be ready with Word

1). Yesterday I had an intense attack from the enemy. The evil one had planned a day before to make a scheme for its evil trap. The reason for an attack is obvious. First of all, on Sunday *Easter* at Judy's house we held the Bible study "Facing Your Giants", after which Shawn voiced her concern that the demons are bothering her with my presence in the apartment. So we had a prayer and that evening at the house, we both prayed over the apartment with Anointin goil, the blood of Jesus and the Lord's Prayer in our lips, and with the Word Bible. Shawn got rid off some ocultic jewelry that she had from a Muslim man. That night she said that demons wanted to do something bad to me the next day. I did not take it seriously because I believe in teh victory of the Lord!!!! However, the enemy attacked Sam's car that was broken several tiems throughout the day. In addition, because of the car situation and some other reasons, we stayed together at Shawn's place. We were given to the intimacy that lasted five hours. It is not appropriate for our friendship and relationship, yet we were given to the temptation and desires of our flesh. I do not condemn neither myself nor Samuel, because I know the root fo problem behind it. But as a result, the Lord put on my heart a word of encourgament: that I need to speak His Word!!!!

2) Chuck Pierce's prophetic word is on "Be Ready!" It speaks about the strategy we need in this season when deliverance is coming.

• Know and rehearse my Word
• Move in the dark structure around you with My Word
• Be ready with my Word
• Sanctify yourself
• My Word is very near to your mouth
• My Word is coming alive again
• I sent My Word and healed them
• My Word is very near to you
• Your deliverance is near
• The next 5 months will be intense! Ready yourself with the Word at all times.

These are the few scriptures I started to meditate on...

1 John 2:14 "You are strong, and the word of God lives in you, and you have overcome the evil one."

Ephesians 6:17 "Take... the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God."

Ephesians 5:25-27 "Christ loved the church adn gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless."

Abraham into a new place

Genesis 12:1-3

12:1 Now the Lord said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father's house to the land that I will show you. 2 And I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing. 3 I will bless those who bless you, and him who dishonors you I will curse, and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.”

My dear Holy Spirit guided me to live with Shawn for the rest of the month April. I see it as a very significant event. I wish I moved in today, but Sam will take me tomorrow.

Father, I agree with Your word concerning Your desire for me (like Abraham) to move to a new place. I pray that Your provision and blessing will spread around many people. Bless others through me, I pray... Let Your communication adn Your presence be strong with us there.

In addition to that, let us see what the prophetic word says in Elijahlist.

"Living in the Blessing Zone! We are Called to Live in the Fullness of Covenant Blessings"

In the beginning, God created man in His own image and likeness, and He blessed them (see Genesis 1:26–29). We were created for blessing and, as a result, we have expectation for it. Through Christ's finished work on the Cross, the effects of sin have been removed so that we can once again live in the fullness of all the blessings of God. We, like Abraham, are called to be blessed and to be a blessing.

We have been blessed "with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ" (Ephesians 1:3). We are called to live in the blessings of God's exceeding great and precious promises.

We do not live by mammon! Believers in Christ do not live by mammon (or money). We live by blessings. We live in our inheritance. We were never called to live by mammon but by every word (promise) that proceeds from the mouth of God. When we posture ourselves to live by every promise, then money will follow us. "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you" (Matthew 6:33).

We are called to live in the blessing zone! While in prayer a number of years ago, the Lord showed me that we, His children, have been called to live in a blessing zone – an environment of blessings. He instructed me to only receive blessings. If a circumstance came into my life that didn't appear to be a blessing, I was to command it to turn into a blessing. Even the worst of circumstances were eventually to be turned into that which would bless me.

When Job was assaulted with adverse circumstances, he kept his focus on God and did not turn from Him. He kept the faith. As a result, when the trial was over, Job was more blessed than ever before.
This is how we are to live in these days. Lock in to the promises of God by faith, and do not waver. Trust the Lord in these times, no matter what your circumstances look like. Choose to live in the blessing zone!

A Prophetic Word of Encouragement for You - Live in the Blessing Zone
"Child, do not fear! You are called to live in the inheritance that I have prepared for you in My Son. You are called to live in the blessings of your inheritance now, for you have truly been blessed with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ. I have freely given you all things. I have chosen gladly to give you the Kingdom. Live in the reality of My Kingdom.
"Know that you are blessed. Blessings shall come upon you and overtake you. Blessings will look for you and find you if you only believe. Do not fear the shakings in the world around you for, though you live in the world, you are not of the world. You belong to My heavenly Kingdom and you live under My rule and by My economy!
"Expect blessings each and every day and you will attract blessings. Call forth My blessings and they will come to you. My goodness and mercy shall follow you all the days of your life as you trust in Me. Do not look to the right or to the left. Live in the blessing of My faithful promises, for I have withheld nothing from you.
"You are blessed when you come in and you are blessed when you go out. You are blessed in your home and blessed in your workplace. You are blessed when you shop and you are blessed in every place you go. You are blessed when you pay your bills and when you make bank deposits.
"You are blessed in relationships and you are blessed in health and strength. You are blessed with wisdom, insight, and knowledge of witty inventions. You are blessed in all that you put your hands to do. Everything pertaining to your life is blessed.
"When you see circumstances that do not look like a blessing, command them to turn into a blessing. Do not lose sight of this. Endure in the truth and even what looks like devastation to you will turn into a testimony of blessing.
"I am good. You are created to know My goodness. Explore My goodness. I have called you to be extremely blessed. I have called you to be an extreme blessing in these extreme times. Live in the blessing zone!"
Patricia King

set me in a large place

Last night I stayed awake and read the book "Rees Howells Intercessor" by Norman Grubb. The Lord taught me through it and the Holy Spirit gave also directions to what I need to do.

Right now I would like to come back to the dream and the Bible verse from Psalm 118.
In that dream, after intercession, we were taken into a different city (larger) and also were inside of a secure large house.
The prophet Sandie Freed from the Elijahlist, speaks about it.

"Pressing Through! Do Not Allow Your Vision or Hope to be Stuck in the Narrow Place"

The Narrow Place
"Out of my distress I called upon the Lord; the Lord answered me and set me free and in a large place."-Psalm 118:5

The word distress comes from a Hebrew word, metsar and means "something tight (narrow), trouble, pain and strait (like a narrow place)" (Strong's #4712). In the narrow place, David experienced pain and bondage, just as many of us do—therefore we cry out to God for deliverance.

I use the narrow place as a point of reference when I refer to the birth canal. When a baby is birthed, it passes through a very narrow place before it is birthed into enlargement. It is the same spiritually when we are pregnant with purpose, potential and vision—all of it has to first pass through the narrow place.

The word narrow in this passage is similar to the Old Testament usage. It is the Greek word thlibo, which also means narrow, trouble and affliction of some type. Used as an adjective, Jesus used this word to describe the entrance or gateway to eternal life. He described it as a way to receive life. However, when thlibo is used as a verb, it means to press. This is referring to one having to press into the narrow place so that one may pass through the constricted place.

When studying the meaning of the narrow place, we also realize that it represents a place of trauma (Strong's #2346, 5147).

The narrow place is:
• A place of distress

• A place of stress

• A place to press and endure pressure

• A place of trauma

And if we cry out to God, He promises to:
• Deliver us from trauma, distress and affliction

• Set us free

• Place us in an enlarged place of freedom and increase!

Therefore any new revelation God speaks needs to be received by our hearts.
As we seek His Kingdom revelation, we must press into it! Luke 16:16 says this: "The law and the prophets were until John. Since that time the Kingdom of God has been preached, and everyone is pressing into it." Therefore we realize that the revelation that John had concerning the Good News and his fresh revelation of the Kingdom must all be "pressed into." We cannot receive present truth revelation without enduring the press.

I know I'm pounding this in a bit, but I need for you to understand that the lying, seductive snake sits at the threshold of your breakthrough. Its plan is to apply so much pressure that you are pressed, stressed, depressed and at the point of giving up.

Samson was pressed by his wife for seven days until he finally told her the riddle concerning the lion and honey. His wife used her seductive words to pry out Samson's secrets. Delilah did the same. Scripture says that Delilah "pressed him daily" for his secret. Samson gave in to the wiles of the enemy.

At your threshold, apply the Blood of Jesus and break forth into enlargement. Remember your covenant promises, and go through the gate of increase!

Prophetic Word and Prayer
I hear the Lord say to you that, "This is your month to receive great faith. Do not focus on the darkness about you, nor on the narrow place. I am revealing mysteries in this hour. These mysteries and revelations will challenge your mindsets and your thinking processes. Your heart will be challenged during this season. Do not allow your hearts to become hardened. Do not be confused and question My desires. I will empower you to keep pressing for victory and for your future. I am your Redeemer and I desire to redeem you from your past. Do not allow your vision or hope to be stuck in the narrow place. Press through and you will find yourself in a place of enlargement and great fulfillment."
Allow me to pray for you: Father, I pray for each reader today. I know that it is Your will to bring Heaven to Earth. As Heaven gets closer and miracles become more tangible, the devil gets angrier. I bind the seductive plans of the enemy from every reader. I take authority over his evil words and plans. I bind distress, stress, trauma and pressure which would attempt to hold His children captive. I come into agreement with every Believer and agree that Jezebel, Athaliah and Delilah will not be able to press them out of their destiny. I loose each person into joy and enlargement. In the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.
Sandie Freed

satan is defeated by the name of the Lord and our prayers.

The Lord is Good! Blessed be the Name of the Lord!!! He is the Lord above all! His name is examleted over every name. Jesus Christ- the Living Word!!!!

I exalt His name today for He is worthy!!!

Praise be to His Name. Let every house say, "Blessed be the Name of the Lord."

Psalm 118:

I will look in triumph on my enemies.

They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them off.

They swarmed around me like bees, but they died out as quickly as burning thorns;

in the name of the Lord I cut them off.

Shouts of joy and victory resound in teh tents of the righteous.

Today I had a dream.

I was with a young boy, we were riding bycicle. However, something happened that we bothered satan. So he decided to attend us in a coming time- Easter. There was like an assigned paper of sending satan troops against us (particularly that boy).

In our camp (the house) I talked to Mary Lou and said about the plan of satan to attend us. Becuase that city was a place where satan lived, I asked Mary Lou to talk to the boy (intercede) and encourage him to go to another city for refuge. So we went.

Being inside a house in another city... It was a big house. There were big windows that were secure. I started to close the blinds so the enemy would not know about us. The people that were with us were planning to leave. I prayed that God would protect us and that the enemy not even come close to this place. I pondered about whether the enemy will plan to come or they will be left ignorant where we went.

As I woke up, I shared that dream with my mom. Then we read Psalm 118. This morning I was emotionally down and unpleasant. But praise be to God, I Believe In His victory.

In Elijah list, I found a prophetic word about "Future Battle- Victory Belongs to the Lord!". I have been encouraged.

Gina Shaner wrote a letter that alsoe encouraged me. At this time prior to satanic invasion, we need to shield ourselves with prayers and intercession.

Blessed be the Name of the Lord,

Blessed is He for the Victory!

to Sam

I just want to express my thoughts and write something to Sam. What my thoughts are, so am I... What are my thoughts about Sam? How do I think about our relationship? Where would I like to be and what ways should I think?

Samuel L. Green is a person who likes to work hard and wholehearted. He puts his whole concentration on the subject and especially in the area of his interest.

He appreciates cursiosity that has always been with him. He likes to learn new things and seeks something to learn daily.
His grandpa and grandma were people who left an amazing impact on him. His grandpa Lewis was an achiever with excellent grades. His grandma put a passion in him to love music. It was her that thaught Sam "Holy Night" in black keys when he was a child.
His mother is another person of great influence in his life. He remembers countless times of her teaching and instruction in the ways of the Lord. She would make sure that her children follow the Lord. SHe would have Bible studies, prayers daily.

Sam loves people and likes to be around them. In his childhood and growing years, he was the quiet boy. He spent times playing with his borthers and sisters.
He has a best friend Nathan.
He loves his cousin Cherekey.

He loves food: to eat and to cook.

He remembers very well his teachers and friends.

He has an excellent memory of the events from the past.

His style of playing the piano is very melodic and reflective.

He worshippes the Lord through guitar and songs.

He lets people to be his friends easily.

He treats people with repsect.

He is really funny.

I just love to observe him and listen when he speaks from his heart.
I love to see how handsome he is. I love to look at his eyes and his face, his shoulders, his arms, his hair.

I appreaciate that he gave me gifts and tok me places.

I appreaciate that he calls and writes messages.

I appreciate that he trusts the Lord and prays at all times.

I am thankful that he does not speak negative to me or other people, his speach is seasoned with salt and grace.

I love that he has creativity.

He is a planner!!!! But he accepts spontaneuty with dignity.

He walks and meditates.

He notices the nature around and glorifies God for its beauty.

One of my favorite memories with him:

Dancing... During the summer of 2008, we danced on the street just across our house on west 6th. We danced and expected Rhyse to come with her parents. My mom took some picture. We both look so elegant and happy.

We also danced in his room and at Nate's house.

I love to sit on the couch and have conversations with him.

Beside his ability to share the stories, his posture is so calm and inviting for converstaion.

I love to the very end the way he holds or plays with my hands.

He is a fan of hands. He likes to draw hands and look at them.

I love to see other people who were deply touched by Sam.

You cannot notice what a positive impact he has on other people.

I thank the Lord for that.

I love to be the one who can hold him and just be near.

Coming back to my description of him:

He is mature. I mean his image and the way he speaks.

He is a child. You should see how innocent and beautiful his smile becomes when he laughs and enjoys the moment.

He is romantic. Music, the stars, letters, prayers, walks, etc ...

He is responsible. Responsible in how he spends money, in his attendance of classes and work. Responsible to the commitments with people.

He can be honest with his thoughts and feelings if you provide an environment, otherwise his thoughts (though an honest or any other) maybe laid deep inside of him.

P.S. Today is a significant day for him. He receives an honor from the Music AWard in excellent achievement in voice performance. My mom is present at Park Place and she would see that. I, on the other hand, is working in the library, but my heart has been rejoicing for him during several days. Blessings to the man after God's heart.

In Jesus

So was it just a discipline from the Lord?

I woke up to day and my first thought was "You need to eat well today." How strange! But actually, the Lord knows better what our bodies need.

Sam was sick this morning and did not go to work. After his extra hours of sleping he felt better. We are hoping to get together today to watch a movie.

I spent some time with Hellen today and learned about her perspective on relationships. She is a great friend, and I am happy to be her friend rafiki.

Then I went to the Wellness center and run 3 circles. It was good!!! ( not to be so spiritual or supersticious, but I walked the circles with Sam and read abut Joshua marchining around the city of Jericho. Anyway)

It has been good to read some newspaper about alcohol and smoking issues in Anderson, In.

Now, let me write this scripture:

"Endure hardship as discipline.
No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful.
Later on, however, it produces a harvest
of righteousness and peace
for those who have been trained by it."

Hebrews 12: 7, 11

The Lord disciplines those He loves. (It could be a great topic for yound adults at Judy's).

Tommorow

Tomorrow, on March 25, I decree a fast. May the Lord help me to persever and be filled with His power. I ned His help so much in many areas and this is one of the crucial weapons that we fight against the enemy- fasting.

The enemy is raging like a lion against me, but I will not give up in the name of Jesus.

Fast for:
1) not complain or argue when timess are difficult. Philippians 2:14-15 "Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure"
2)change of a degree to Master of Divinity
3)friendship with Sam
4) do not give up relationship with Samuel
5) pray for Bruce (Larisa's husband). He needs salvation and transformation of his heart.


Praise the Lord!

Father, I thank You that since th ebeginning of times, You knew about this moment. You redeemed a lot of hard things in my life and thank You for the best that You prepared for me. I praise You for all that You have done, especially the seen changes this new year. You, however, have been always at work even when I was unaware. Forgive me for going my ways, instead of listening to the voice of the Holy Spirit. Thank You for lovin gme just as You loved Jesus, Your Son. I anticipate Your work in greater degree. May Your enemies flee and be scattered, may we win this battle together.
I love You,
in You I put my trust.

Amen.

Part II

Then I had a conversation with Sam. We talked about friendship. It was painful to admit that his friends were closer to him than I am. We talked about the boundaries for our relationship.

Jael has helped me with a dance giving her best ideas about the plan and praying over me.

I talked to my family. My mom is planning to come to U.S. in April and she encouraged me int eh Lord. She urged me to call grandma. I bought a phone card to Russia.

During the work, a friend of mine returned a DVD called "The Rape of Europe". So I asked him: "Is it about Hitler?" He said, "Yes." I told him about my dream, he was surprized.

I am planning to change my degree from Intercultural Service to Master of Divinity.

Part I

Deuteronomy 20:1-4
When you go to war against your enemies and see horses and chariots and an army greater than yours, do not be afraid of them, because the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt, will be with you. When you are about to go into battle, the priest shall come forward and address the army. He shall say: "Hear, Israel: Today you are going into battle against your enemies. Do not be frightened or afraid; do not be terrified or give way to panic before them. For the Lord your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory.

On March 12, 2009, I heard the Holy Spirit say: "Now, get ready for another intake of adversity." (Adversity means distress, a narrow place)It did not mean anything to me. I had no clue or understanding of what it could mean. But slowly the Lord revealed that the Spring Break will be my time in Gilgal (Read Joshua 5 adn 6). I knew that during that weak, th enemy will not attack me because "their hearts melted in fear and they no longer had the courage to face the Israelites." (5:1) It says that "Now the gates of Jericho were securely barred because of the Israelites. No one went out and no one came in." (6:1).
So during the Break I was in Florida (camping trip) and Michigan (worship service). In between of those trips I encouted a battle with flesh, where the flush took over. But after I cam home from Michigan, the adversity took place.

My dream:
Masses of people were running away from the troops of a political army or just an enemy with weapons. I remember that at one point everyone was supposed to run to the right, but I saw my sister with another girl running straight. So I decided to run along with my sister. But there was a young fellow who not only pursued us, but who also shouted: "Weapons on them!" So we kept running and behind us were many armed troops. They had nacist hats and long weapons. When we saw ahead that there were innocent people standing in line and some of the armed troop was already there, we realized that we need to submit and stay in line too. At first we grouped together, clinging closer to each other: four, then two people in line. Then we all in one line, some people behind us. I saw three main figures in front of me. Starting on the left: an influencial woman, a priest, and Hitler.
After that woman spoke, now was the priest's turn to pray. He prayed a good prayer. Then he sarted reading the Bible and with words: "Hitler... oh it's not good", he stopped. Hitler became immediately furious and ordered to kill him. In seconds, the priest was put on ear phones and was killed.
People stood in line with heads down because of fear and sorrow. Hitler said, "Lift your faces." I turned my face up to heaven with closed eyes. I had peace over and inside of me. He stopped at my and said that I would go. I came forward, they put earphones on me and I WOKE UP.

Then the scripture came to my mind from Isaiah 53:7 "He was led like a lamb to the slaughter..."


This is part I to the story about Adversity.

random facts

Last night we came back from the camping trip. On the way back, my mom called and the presence of the Lord filled me. But then the rest of the trip I just thought about pleasures and embraces with Sam. (Seducing spirit in time of distress)It led me to totally refocus my eye from Jesus to sin. So I repent and desire to fix my thought and eyes on Jesus again.

It is a contunious walk with Christ, it is not one time event. It is daily perseverance until we reach the end of the race.

Anyway, Sam called and he shared his experiences with a Choral. I got to share some of mine expriences on the trip.

And today in the evening we have a rehearsal with Zen and Armando.


Lord, Jesus, Perfector of our fatith,

lead me in a way of everlasting, passing by the traps of evil and leaping forward to your destiny.

Bless those who mourn and hunger for You.
Send us peace.

Psalm 18

Psalm 18

• He shot His arrows and scattered the enemy, with great olts of lightening He routed them. The valleys of the sea were exposed and the foundations of the earth laid bare at your rebuke, Lord, at the last of breath from Your nostrils. (14-15).
• With Your help I can advance against a troop (or can run through a barricade); with my God I can scale a wall. (29)
• It is God who arms me with strength and keeps my way secure. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; He causes me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. (32-34)
• I pursued my enemies and overtook them; I did not turn back till they were destroyed. I crushed them so that they could not rise; they fell beneath my feet. You armed me with strength for attle; you humbled my adversaries before me. You made my enemies tuen their backs in flight, and I destroyed my foes. (37-40)
• I beat them as fine as windblown dust; I trampled them like mud in the streets. You have delivered me from the attacks of people; You have made me the head of nations. (42-43)

An Enemy is Exposed!

Flee satan, you are exposed, your hidden schemes are seen by the Spirit of God.

My face today received a terrible sickness. It has been before once. That time I felt that something was wrong with the cream... Today Hellen told me that the cream is wrong. So I checked the product. The website is www.straightfromtheroot.com , their main webpage says:

"Pamper: treat (someone) with great indulgence...spoil." Then it gives 10 main products, five of those have the title: "plant magic".

Now, you can see the readers, that the root of the product is satan. He was hidding himself under the innocent title "straightfromtheroot". It is a product from England. Lord, I pray that you will expose the demonic activity that has a stronghold in the Great Britan. What is it and how can we pray against it?

The Holy Spirit told me to call Hellen and she will let me know what to do. I called her and she prayed long, casting out the demonic activity into the fire of hell. Praise God! I cried and prayed in tongues druing the prayer.

Glory be to God!


The second event of the day: was a letter from Yrij Kim. He is among the friends on www.vkontakte.ru . He wrote a message saying, "Hi Ekaterina! Visit the site gcoa.ru It was during the break and again I was with Hellen. Just as the website was downloading, I saw the word "porno". Immediately, I closed the site and was shocked!!! He has all these Christian things on the main page. So, I wrote him back by the advice of Hellen.

"Yrij. You need to repent for the website you sent me. I so not condemn you, may the Loving Lord bless you. And do not write to me anymore." As I was sitting and writing this, the thought came to me, 'maybe somebody took an access underhis name and wrote it." So, I investigated his website on www.vkontakte.ru . It appeared that he had a link toward another site, when I opened that, it was the same evil site "porno", under the different title.

Lord, I pray that You do justly with that man. I hope that he will repent but i he is not willing to repent, I ask You, Father, to stop him from doing this evil. Hellen said that he is a wolf in a sheep clothe. Amen.

Today was the day of battle. Praise the Lord! Halleluja!!!
Thank you Lord for my friend Hellen and a partner in Your name, Jesus.

Do you wanna be used by God?

1) To be used by God, we need to be clean vessels.

• In the tabernacle, all the items were clean, holy and devoted for the Lord.
• Holiness comes from the Lord. "I will make him/ her holy" (Lev. 21:8)
• "Therefore, since we have these promises, dear friends, let us purify ourselves from everything that contaminates body and spirit, perfecting holiness out of revernace for God." 2 Corinthians 7:1)

2) To be used by God is to experience resistance from authority.

• Do you wanna be used by God or have authority and honor from men?
• Jesus submitted to the will of God. Authorities did not accept him. Did He do the will of God? Yes. "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. ... he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will." (Matthew 26:38, 39)
• It will brings tears; you would feel abandoned from the help of men

Meeting at the Paramaunt Theater.

The Lord provided money to go in. It costed $25, I had only 13, so Tara took 10 dollars and payed for the ticket. By the end of the meeting, Judy came to me and said, "Can I pay for your ticket?" I told her that Tara paid for part of my ticket. So she gave $10. I believe this is an abundance coming from the throne of the Father to my willingness to give money from cheking account. So, Lord, I pray and invite the work of the Holy Spirit to do things that are beautiful and pleasing before You.

Thank You, Father, (I acknowledge Your presence) for the way You had this meeting. Thank you for the dry and difficult period I've been for several days. To know that You are protecting me with Your embrace! Your are my shield against any deception or seducing spirits. In You I put my wholy life in trust.

Father, I ask You to speak to me concerning the past. Please teach me why things happen and the results of it... Please, bring Your heavenly wholeness to my being that You created.

i love you fanatically. you are my all!

Thank You, Sweet Holy Spirit for teaching about love increasing. I repent even now for the grieving Your presence in my life by anger, bitterness, offenses, etc. Now, I invite You Gentle holy Spirit and create that love circle flow into the full measure of the fullness of God (Ephesians 3).


The person spoke that You put your fingers on my heart concerning the Cross. A revelation about the Cross! Then, You gave the word through that person about discipleship heart to heart. Thank You, Father, for abilities to remember. I ask You in the name of Jesus to remember the things You have done, Your presence, Your word, all about You, I want to remember!!!!!!

Thank you for Tara, mama.
Thank You, bless her so much. Thank you for great things flowing and Your love for her is astonishingly great.

I think there is a significance to what has happened and the fact that we move one hour ahead on our watch. We are advanving in our knowledge of the Lord and His desire for relationship.

Thank you for Lisa, praying over Iana and Michael. Thank You, Father for the miracle of deliverance.

Sweet Holy Spirit stay with me from now on. Reveal and teach the Word of God and everything You have to teach me. I am Yours an donly Your eternally. I ask Your wisdom in how I spend the realtionship with people. Take away the fear, but also give me a discerning heart to know that which is pleasing before You. I break any soul ties in Jesus name. Father, I do not want to act in my ignorance or own understanding, I ask You to pour out Your presence and understanding what You want me to do about it. Remember, I am Your forever. You are my Father for ever and ever. Amen!

I love You Jesus.

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prayer

This is a day for prayer!!!!

Fill us with the Holy Spirit!!!!!

strange dreams

Hello dear readers and praise be to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Thanks be to Him fro His grace and unfailing love.

I would like to share the dream that I had last night. It is a long and dynamic dream with a good ending.

First of all, I was travelling to the church and inside I was having lunch with my girld friends. I just talked on the phone with Sam and was upset that he forgot my birthday. He said that he is going to a party or a meeting that he planned. I was sad because I though he forgot my birthday. But he said over th ephone that he sent me mails and his love. As I continued to eat my lkunch, I noticed on my left infront a table, where Sam was eating his lunch. He finished and I went downstairs with him.

Then I see us swimming in the pool. There were three of us. We had talked and swimmed harmoniousliy in the water.

Then, my favorite part, was his phone call. He waked me up and said: "Oh, when you lay down the phone I want you to pray. Jesus said, "A new commandment I give to you that you love one another." Then I woke up.

Then I went to slepp again and my dream was not very good. There were some dangerous fighting with guns. One of the person took a bullet and was about to shoot me, but I asked not to. So he agreed and shoot into the glass. I covered myself with a paper against the broken pieces of glass. Then, we went inside of that small room. People started cleaning... Sam and I stood outside hugging each other for a short brief moment.

I also saw my father Albert, when Sam and I stopped by the house. he was a little bit drunk, so I had to tell that we were just for a moment ( I needed to change or take something with me)... I saw the blood in the house.

Well, this were my dreams...

I am thankful that my laptop is working. Last night I wished to listen to some sermons that are MP3. The only way I could do that was through computer. I tried and it worked, praise the Lord. Thus, I started listening to S. Shidlovskiy right away.