God knows the heart

the issue of heart is very significant! The Lord looks first and foremost on the heart. I found the story of Solomon in 1 Kings, whose heart turned away from the Lord and in 2 Kings the story about king Josiah, whose heart turned to the Lord. WOW

dreams of Saturday

For the last two Saturdays, just before the church service the Lord would give me dreams. One was about shaking of a building, but I an dso children went out ok. the next one was about the old days of Solomon and how his painting of life at the end of days was black with a defield woman. Well, the Lord confirmed two those dreams.

imagery

My husband prayed for me today. He saw Jesus lifted off the veil from my face, then a ball of fire twice my size came upon me, while I had my right hand up. As soon as it hardened all around me, the Lord sent rain and it melted everything like dirt.

Praise be to My Savior, Jesus. My Redeemer and Great Shepherd.
I worship You Father.
Thank You for Your grace, touch and deliverance.

Trust in the Lord

Today is Victoria with us. We picked her up last night from Indianapolis. Everybody rested very well, and in teh morning Sam cooked yammy food and we had worship with devotional on the topic of TRUSTING God.
Psalm 37:3 "Trust in the Lord"

Love You Jesus.

Last night, Jesus was explaining the image of His pierced/wounded hands and how He touched my face.

No condemnation in Christ Jesus

  Romans 8:1 There is now therefore no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus"

and John 8:11 "Neither do I condemn you: go and sin no more"
(When the scribes and pharisees brought an adulterous woman to Jesus and tempted Him tos tone her according to the law of Moses. Jesus repliyed to them: Those of you without sin, stone her first. And everybody fromt eh oldest to the youngest left the woman and Jesus. Jesus asked the woman: Where are your accusers, did nobody condmen you? She said, no. And that is where Jesus replies, "Neither do I condemn you." While all of us are sinners, Christ is sinless, yet, even though being without sin, Jesus did not condemn her.)

The lesson is who do I condemn? Do not condemn people. There is no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus.

P.S. As a test, I was challenged with the article that my husband wrote for the class. We did not have enough time to edit and I believe it was submitted not prepared properly. It angered me and I felt condmenation. There is nothing beautiful or right in being condmening someone. If Jesus did not condemn me for my sins and imperfections, so should I extend mercy and grace to others.

Prayer: Dear Jesus and Almighty God,
I come before You in repentance for the feelings of condmenation and anger. Please, remove it from my soul and grant my heart to love and be gracious, like You are, Lord. I love You. May even that paper will serve as a reminded that there is no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus. Amen

Love one another

  After listenning to a panel about global health,

the Lord has placed upon my heart this scripture: "Let Us Love One Another, for Love is of God" (1 John 4:7). I pray that this scripture will reach the hearts of homeless in Bloomington and they learn to love one another and thus to experience the love of God that He lavishes on them in Christ and through the belivers.

Meeting with a poor

 Hello dear readers!

Today I shared 4 slices of pizza with two homeless women and one man. The man was a believer. We talked about our faith and encouraged one another in that. God bless them!!!!!!!

My heart's desire for every poor man in the community to receive a warm knitted sweater or a jacket. 

May the God of our Lord Jesus Christ meet all your needs according to His riches in glory and mercy.

Encouraging the faith

  Today, I had a dream in which few men prophecied over Samuel, that he is going to be well-known. As I was on my knees weeping, the man prophecied something to me, but I do not recall. Then in the bus, I have an encouter with a young girl. I tell her how all of my like I was crying out to God, "Use me. Use me." Today He confirmed that; the girl understood. We both spoke the scripture, Love the Lord your God will all your heart, soul, and mind. In the dream, the girl's mother was a Buddist, so I encouraged little girl to keep her faith.

Then, the morning was very challening. Sam and I reviewed our documents and what other things we need to do for the green card. It totally discouraged my soul and I was fainting. Then, I shared with Sam times of the past, when the situations were difficult for me and I was fainting, yet God helped. Mother was always there to encourage my faith. And as soon as I said about my mother, she called from Russia. And the first things she told us was for Sam to keep going toward His destiny in singing. She encouraged his gift. And to me, she encouraged to recall God's faithfulness and have faith.
God is faithful and He is not a man that He should lie.

Praise be to God, for His strength and help.

Scriptures to look up: Ps 28:7, Is 40:29 and Is 43:2

silver war by Bob Jones

I love listening to Bob Jones. He is the prophet!

I even saw him once in my dream last week. He was in my room.

We bless him in the name of the Lord. May God's goodness and mercy follow him all the days of his life even to eternity. May my love will reach out to him and his wife.


He was speaking on youtube about the silver war. That is happening right now in us, between the gray (mind) and the blue (the spirit/ the consience). Samuel and I have already found that true in our lives. Many times, by listening to the Spirit we were taken to the amazing journeys with fulfillment, and when we did not obey the voice of the Spirit we saw the need that was not fulfilled.
Praying in tounges is a blessing right now, because the Lord reveals the truth deep within us.

We got the Bible for me yesterday in a new store in Bloomington, Family Christian Store. I have been reading Psalms last night and today. Praise be to God for His eternal Word!!!!!

I hope each one of you are growing in the grace of Christ Jesus and His hope. The Lord is our sure rock, refuge and guide.

Lord light my lamp

For the last few days, I have been meditating about the lamp and the light. You see, the scriptures point that in our spirit, we have a lamp. In order of that lamp to shine with light, we need God. The Lord Jesus is the light!!!!

May you be blessed with these scriptures:

Psalm 27:1

The Lord is my light

Psalm 18:28

For You will light my lamp; the Lord my God will enlighten my darkness.

Proverbs 20:27

The spirit of a man is the lamp of the Lord

Proverbs 24:20

The lamp of the wicked will be put out

Revelations 22:5

For the Lord God gives them light

1 John 1:5

God is light and in Him is no darkness at all

John 8:12

Then Jesus spoke to them again, saying, "I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life."

Matthew 4:16 (Isaiah 9:1,2)

The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light, and upon those who sat in the region and shadow of death light has dawned.

Psalm 16:2

O my soul, you have said to the Lord, You are my Lord, my goodness is
nothing apart from you. Psalm 16:2

Bought with a price

Jesus bought us with a price. The price He paid for us was His life. The blood that Jesus shed on the cross purchased us from sin into the kingdom of God.





I heard Jesus speaks this phrase to me- "I have purchased you with the price." For the last few days, I felt drawn back from the true fellowship with the Lord. It was partially due to the movie we watched, it hindered my walk with the Lord because there was a scene of sexual immorality in it. Our spirit is renewed by Christ and we need to allow all of us, heart, soul, mind and body to be truly His. Anything of the world pollutes the holiness of God.



Today, as we were walking, I meditated on the fact that Jesus is a good shepherd. I am like a lost sheep wandered into the side walk, but Jesus' love searched me out and reminded me that I am loved in His sight. HE BROUGHT ME WITH A PRICE.






Prayer:

I honor You, Jesus, the BELOVED. Thank you that You truly died and rose again. You thought it fitting to lay down your very life for me. May my body, mind and spirit be unto Your holy service. May the Holy Spirit continue to do mighty works through Christ Jesus. To the glory of God the Father.


Amen

Part II

1 Peter 1:18-19

For you know that it was not with perishable things such as silver or gold that you were redeemed from the empty way of life handed down to you from your forefathers, but with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb without blemish or defect.

Another Dream- a signet ring

I had a dream few days ago. I was at the store at the jewlery department and wanted to buy a golden ring. The ring was expensive and in my dream I had 320 dollars and it was still not enough. The lady told me she would do a discount, and so I bought the ring, the earrings and perfume. By spending all the money, i did not have one dollar for the bus ride. I prayed to God to send someone to help me. Immediately I see my mother. I appologized to her for purchasing those things, but she blessed me and sent on a way. I decided to open the boxes of purchased items and found that earrings broke off. So, I returned to the store and decided to return everything except the perfume. The lady told I should keep the ring. When I looked at the ring it was exactly as my wedding ring, only it had the green stone right in the center. So i thought that wearing this new golden ring on my right hand. After all, the lady gives me two silver rings in exchange of earrings.

I also see in my room the elderly man with a prophet like Bob Jones/ or an angel. The elderly man is so happy, and the prophet was standing still and there was an awe about him. They talked about something like preparing for the passing into the Kingdom of heaven. After the elderly man left, I came to the prophet and appologetically showed to him my rings.

I would not probably pay attention to this dream, but when Sam returned from his class in the morning, he said of the reading from Haggai. He read that morning "The silver is Mine, and the gold is Mine" (Haggai 2:8) and "I will take you adn will make you like a signet ring, for I have chosen you" (Haggai 2:23).

Dream

Last night I had a dream, it was in a series of events.

First, sam went to work for several hours and I decided to ride a bus in the city, then walked. I see my greandfather (who now is in heaven with the Lord). He says that he can lay hands on me. When he did that, he spoke "light." Then he said Isaiah 31, and said a poetic sentence about coming to the Lord by the blood and leavnign His presence by the Blood.

Then the scence is in teh big hall of a university ( sort of like Indiana University). There, Samual and I are the wedding couple. I could not see my face, but my dress was absolutely gorgeous. Actually, people who were gathered there were sort of rich and everything served and decorated was expensive. At the same time, I did not feel any sense of proud, ont the other hand, I was meak in the dream. The last thing of the night was the wedding dance of a groom and a bride. Samuel was leading the dance and I was folloing him barefoot. It was cute and wonderful. The dance was done in a small, tiny room.

Then to the big hall arrive a group of "workers" who say that everybody must leave the place. I perceive that they are not good and they plan some kind of evil. So, I speak out and say, "We need to tight them." The leader immediately pull out a gun. They wanted money from everybody. The first person they turned to was me. But I told them honestly that I did nto brign any money or purse with me, this is all I have (pointing to this dress). They left me alone. Then the leader choses the president of the university as "sacrifice". The leader speaks in poetic some form mentiong air. Then she (the leader) asks if he would promise to give his all possessions (52 thousand dollars or millions) and everybody will be free to go. The president of that university promises the leader. Now, I see when the leader was moving, the president became hesitant, seeing the gun laying on the table near him. The witnesses observe his hesitancy and I say to him :" Do not take the gun, you promised. And plus, it is better to keep your life."So,t eh president leaves without a gun. And now everybody is leaving the place. At that time the big dog started sniffing me and I was covered with a winter coat. I take off the fury coat and came to one the leaders and hug the lady. The dog could not trace the smell on me. The lady felt my love toward her, but then she saw a wedding ring on my left hand. There stood a test for her, whether she let go of her chase for wealth and choose love. But the lady choose the golden ring. I let go of it, saying that it came from my mother. And thinking about it is ok, because of the kingdom of heaven.

The next part of the dream is a devout rightous man becomes tempted by a woman. I don't know whether it was the president, most likely not, somebody else.



P.S. As a reflection to this dream, I think of the long-time ago dream and the scripture from Proverbs, "It is better to be among the oppressed than to share the plunder with a proud." Continue to think about poverty, famine in the United States.

Prophetic Circle

In the group of prophets, Samuel and I heard the following prophecies:

Prayer over me by a lady from Germany: "peace, freedom... Intimacy with the Lord. Increase of the anointing."
Prayer over Sam by German lady: "Angelic activity in and through . There anre angels, Lord. Send them, Lord."

Prayer over Sam by Danni (a guy with a hand on fire spiritually): " I see you in the full armor of God. White tunic and sandals of gold. Fighting spiritual warfare, take sword against evil. Wow. I did not see that before. Raging, with every stike- lightening. Standing in the ranks of angels right now."

Pop-corn prophecy over Sam:
Big play toy, innocencem child like, gift of joyfullness. Time has no space. Physical we are in a different realm. You live in the heavenly realm more than the earthyl realm.

Spirituality is very deep, you know who you are. So firm about it, no one could sway you. Spirit flow- go deep. Swift and strong like a flood. River of life, flow out on people like a tsunami. Tsunami- life, consumed with life.

So obedient, run and do it right now. He loves that about you, so passionate, so giving. There are times He wants you to wait. He is teaching you. Pause and listen - to display.

Wait- keep looking

Beacon standin gon a mountain side. Let's go to see that glorious light. People will be drawn to you.

Gazing upon this mad- reflection. It's My glory. You were not meant to be on earth- unique. By accident. Stands in teh ranks with the angels.

Zeal of the Lord consumed you. You want to break the religious mindset. Jesus overturned tables. You hate religion that holds people back.

You will bring innocence back to the ones who have lost theirs. People will get untwist from culture/ sex paralises. His presence on you will be doing that.

You are a kindred sprit, with you fellow brothers and stister feel thay've known you forever.

Pure innocence and faith. Analytical part hinders. Innocence, trust, faith.

Pop-corn prophecy over us:

Look where they sit- behind the American flag.
Sending you to the nations. Freedom. You will go with God's Spirit to bring true glory and true honor.You will take His Kingdom of heaven. Holy ambassadors. Extravagant things you'll do. Be prepare for the nations. It will come quickly.

Combat gear- armor, combat boots. You're in chqarge. Standing with authority. standing in dirt all around. Ready for combat. I take this ground, it belongs to God. Reclaim the ground. Feet burning with fire. That is love and passion of the Lord and power. Bodies illuminated with light- salvation, deliverance. Flood of water. Life- washing over dry land. Pool of water, fire and light. Standing on foreign soil. Do you write music? new type of music, new songs - heavenly music. Music- angel. Capture truth in song.

Standing and praying for each other, intensifying, praying in tongues, almost in singing. Covering for each other. You will go out. You are a covering for each other, woven together by the angels, they wre huge. Light fabric, covering you. It doesn't leave. Intertwined, woven by angels- protection, ministry.

Prophecy to Katya:
You are His little girl. (in response to loneliness): pulling on His lap and loving you.
Proverbs 31: 10 and on.
Is it not slow.
Mother of nations.
magnet- people are drawn to you
(Music is important, continue in that, it is a language).

Prophecy to us continuing:

marriage is gonna last forever. You will be talked about for generations. Wedding ordained by God.
Live a long age. Going to the nations.

Sam's metaphors

Today, we received a phone call from Sam's best friend. His friend decided to file papers for divorce. It was really difficutt on Sam throughout the day. But I tried to be there for Sam.

We talked about relationships and Samuel found two great metaphors or examples.

1) People know what cheeseburger is like. Well, what if one is a chiken burger but another person wants that person to be a cheeseburger, in relationship to mothers and daughters, expectations of people. Cheeseburger is an expecation, but a chicken burger is who you are.
2) Every person is an oven. We have control to set the temperature. We can either be cold to others, or warm and allow God to put douch in us to cook and then a sweet aroma of bread comes to others.

Be still

For the last few days, starting Sunday, I felt that this is what I need to come to -BE STILL

Even last night, Samuel read a scripture from Psalms about being still.

Update about the poor:

We delivered some goodwill clothes to my friend today. She was glad to receive it. I need to continue to sow the seeds into the lives of homeless and poor in our community. may the Lord belss them as they try to embrace the coming cold and find their true treasures in heaven as do do I.

Ps. 82:3-4 Defend the poor and fatherless; do justice to the afflicted and needy. Deliver the poor and needy; free them from the hand of the wicked.

Ps. 34:6 The poor man cried out, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out all his troubles.

prayer for Bloomington, IN

Dear Father,

I come to Your throne, Holy One. You are so good to Your people, blessing and extending grace on every good work done in Christ.

May I pray for the city of Bloomington? Holy Spirit, please, utter the words that would touch Your heart, Lord and make a difference in our community here.

Lord, I plead before You the Blood of Jesus upon this city. The rapmant spread of violence, and other wickedness is always before You. Father, please, help the city to arise from the mud and look up to You, the Giver of Life. May Your prophets arise in the city and speak on Your behalf. But also, Daddy, how can You want us to help the poor? Please, enamble us by giving a willing heart to donate and give to the poor, especially knowing that cold days arrived already.

Dear Jesus, You are my Love. I love You so much and cannot live without You. You give life to all. Please, help us to find friends among the poor and be the light to each other through You. I pray for the transformation of our city, Bloomington. Right now it is the number one poorest city in America. Please, Father, help us to change that with Your power and assistance.

We bless the name of the Lord in the city. We pray for justice done in the Indiana University and through the leaders.

In Jesus Name,

Amen

poverty in Bloomington

According to October 2, 2011 census figures show:

• Bloomington is one of the poorest cities in America. (For the second time in four years). Nearly 40 % of Bloomington residents are living in poverty, according to the U.S. Census Bureau, which includes Indiana University students in its Bloomington figures.

• Bloomington is the nation's third poorest city with a population of 65,000 or more. (Only Reading , Pa, with a 41.3 % poverty rate and Flint, Mich, with a rate of 41.2 %). The percentage of Bloomington households that were in poverty in 2010 was 39.9%.

The Lord has been speaking to me about poor. He wants to help the poor through the believers, by generous giving.

"Now you have greater understanding to the degree of willingness i am calling My people in response to poverty. My heart yearns and cries for you and others embrace the willing heart to sow this season to the poor. As you faithfully do this out of obedience to My will, I will do greater things in teh community. Little sown- little effect, but generous gifts will be rewarded especially. I am keeping a record of your giving. you can do it in secret, but remember poor are My possession and I will watch over them and bless those who bless them abundantly. Refuse to stop the giving flow. Think of the sower. Time to sow new seeds for the harvest. Many will come to experience transformation through generous giving. Amen." (October 17, 2011)

Dream

On Saturday, I had a dream of sun being darkened, the fulfillment of prophecy, then church service with youth being active and thirdly the sheep came to me.

On Thursday, teh Day after the feast of Sukkot began, Sam received the gift of speaking in toungues.

Lots of amazing stuff :)