Long Hair

I had a dream that after I woke up my hair were long! t was so wonderufl feeling! MY hair were dark, staright, smooth and most important long!!!!

"If a woman has long hair, it is a glory to her" 1 Cor. 11:15

Interesting enough, that two days I am studying and reading about glory of God. he promised me to glorify me with His glory. So, I thank Jesus for the wonderful dream and Hid glory.

Reject all discouragement that is attempting to rob you of your momentum! This past week while we were worshipping, it was as if the Lord gave me supernatural vision and I saw our emotions. I could see that the enemy had made ploys against God's saints to block feelings in us, to stop us from gaining new zeal in the Lord. I saw satan and his forces had erected hidden snares and were creating offenses to wound our wellbeing and capture our soul expressions, causing us to stumble and lose momentum.
Our longing comes from the power of our desire, locked in our emotions. While the Spirit of God is creating a desire for the NEW, the enemy is attempting to ensnare us with old patterns, remove our creative unction, and bring many distractions into our lives. We must rise up now and say, "I've got to have You to help me press through into this new place. Reorder my focus so I can pinpoint the enemy's movement around me!"

Indeed, i had experienced an atack from the enemy for my emotions. Nikolai spoke again his nice words to capture me into the old pattern. Honestly, because of this enemy attack, I could not concentrate on school work. It was a battle over my emotional well being.
I refuse to come back to an old pattern through Nikolai. Lord, rise up in me like a lion that Your roar will scar the enemy.
Lord, jesus, I repent for allowing myself to got caught in the enemy illusion. Thank you so much for revealing me again the danger related to Nikolai' situation. Blessed be your name.

In Jesus Christ, Katya

Galatians 2:20

I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.

But many who are first will be last, and the last first. Matthew 19:30


Therefore what God has joined together, let no man separete. Matthew 19:6

Hello my friends,
Today is Saturday. Yesterday Danielle, Tori, Kevin and me went to the Italian restaurant "Bravo", We all were dressed up as for the formal. It was a good time and good food. Then I came home and immediately the phone call from Nikolai. Because I was in a way emotionally thirsty for affection and affirmation, I let our conversation continue. We talked hours and hours. He brought up questions, I brought up questions, We laughed, discussed our disagreement, etc. it became clear that he is not giving up on me. It was weird because I enjoyed our conversation but I also told him that "no" there is not going to be anything more.

Then I had a dream which is not very important but just because it happened after our conversation I thought it impotant to write it down.
We were in the classroom with Dr. Mbito. The group asked me to be thier leader for the project. There were a lot of assignments and I knew that I am not a leader but I would like to take a position. So we agreed. Then I see myself waling with another girl to a building but nobody from our class is there. So I wondered how am I a leader if I don't know where we are supposed to be. So we turned back from there and on our way back the people were coming toward that place two by two holding hands. I wonered but we just were there. Then it appeared "the last will be frist and the first will be last". Then somewhere in the middle I joined the group of people and we went to the police office. there were stairs. So I am walking up and see a lady sitting with closed eyes worshipping God by singing about the kingdom of God.I knew I had to show her my document to pass. When I passed her there was a music on TV : "Where you go I 'll go". I immediately started to dance and sing. Everybody was surprised including my sister but it was because of that song.

When I woke up I wondered about leadership....
But on one hand, Nikolai talked about the leadership that he received on his new job. We also talked about me being last instead of first on his list.


So I pray that God's wisdom will be with me in the name of Jesus.

Lord, You are a help to all who trust and call upon You. Please, listen to their cries and prayers. I know that You are good and abundant in mercy. Just as David said: "For You, Lord, are good, and ready to forgive, and abundant in mercy to all those who call upon You" (Ps. 86:5). So, Father, I pray, that You will be merciful and forgiving through Your Beloved Son.

Jesus, I thank You for the Cross and Your Blood shed on it. Who could ever deliver us form our sins and iniquities? We were like sheep withouht shepherd. But You became a lving sacrifice and You are a true shepherd.

I love to say this to You: "Who is like You, glorious in holiness, fearful in praises, doing wonders?" (Exodus 15:11) Jesus, You are the One who sets people free. Jesus, come to their rescue even today. Please, draw them near to Your Cross! Make them alive in You!

And let all the praise and glory be Yours!

Faithfulness and mercy

Dear Lord, I love You and Praise You for the love for us.
Blessed be Your Name!
I read in Your word: "My faithfulness and My mercy shall be with him" (Psalm 89:24). This verse most likely speaks of our Lord Jesus; but I also pray this scripture personally.

Jesus, may Your faithfulness and mercy shall be with me.

Jesus, may Your Faithfulness and Mercy shall be with

Iana and Michael!!!!

Today, Sarah and I met and had a great time. We prayed, read the scriptures and at the end worshipped in songs. The Lord anwered to one of the prayer even today. I had difficulties with my roommate. We prayed over that situation and talked about it. When I came home, she appologized. It was such a relief and thankfullness. Great is our God!

But there is another thing that caputred my attention. The situation with Nikolai is a battle over my trust. Whould I trust the voice of the Lord that clearly made known His will to me that Nikolai is no the right person for me, or whould I waver and trust the persistence and the words of Nikolai. My goal is to trust Jesus Christ even without understanding everything. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own undersanding" (Pr.3:5).

"The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; the God of my strength, in whom I will trust" 2 Samuel 22:2-3

"Trust in the Lord... feed on His faithfulness. Commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He shall bring forth your righteousness as the light, and your justice as the noonday" Psalm 37: 3,5


This dream happened in the beginning of the February month. The circumstances for the dream were folowing: On Saturday 2, I was supposed to meet Nikolai to give him his staff and the gift. However, by the deliverance of God, the meeting did not happen. But this was the dream prior to Saturday.
Here was the dream:

I was sleeping on my bed in the dorm. In the hallway there was loud voices, the door was slightly opened. My roommate was Jenny but she was with her guy friends, so she was not in the room. Then I hear some guys came into the room. The next thing happened is that I felt a fat face kissing me. I could not open my eyes but with all my strength I pushed him away. Those guys were leaving the room with laughing, mocking... I was still in my bed thinking about what had happened. THen I arose and went outside to the hallway.There were two groups on each side, so I asked them: "What's going on?" People were loud and the environment was wicked. Then I was in a kitchen, then one red hair guy came in and tells me:"I love you". I realized that it was the same guy who kissed, so I argued with him that he does not love me. He started to seduce me and on the floor we were wrestling. Then I saw standing and I touched his shoulder and said: "I do not trust a guy but my trust is in the Rock, Jesus Christ." Immediately, the guy became weak, powerless, afraid and left the kitchen. I called the police.

This dream means that God warns me not to trust Nikolai by any means. My only trust is in Christ Jesus. The kiss meant a betrayal like Judah toward Jesus. The funny thing is that when Nikolai called a day later he said: "I love you". It was a confirmation to the dream the Lord gave.

Then Jesus went into the temple of God and drve out all those who boght and sold in the temple, and overturned the tables of the money changers and the seats of those who sold doves. And He said to them, "It is written, 'My house shall be called a house of prayer,' but you have made it a 'den of thieves'.

Matthew 21:12-13

Trust me

I had a dream.

I was newly married. My husband and me were living in a simple house. That young men spoke the words: "Trust me. I will not forsake you, nor leave you." I had a feeling of distrust to him to be fully His in body, spirit and soul. Then I was by myself in a room. Outside was summer, people old and young were enjoying the water, splashing andplaying games, then I closed the curtains and came to the mirror comletely naked and started to dance. Then I hear the voice of a husband. He noticed that the black cat came into the ouse and spoke with a different voice. So we both realized it was a demon. Together we fought against it. The cat was trying to jump on me but then he, my husband, took the cat, I opened the door, he threw it away and I quickly shut it. There was heard unpleasant scream. My husband made sure that the door was looked.
Then we both came to the kitchen holding hands and kneeled down by the window. I started to thank Jesus in prayer. While still I was praying I woke up.

You know in a dream it was not clear that he was Jesus, but because of what He said and done to me, He proved to be Jesus who is with me.
Then I repented over the mirror and letting coming the evil.
And then I thought about word "trust" which is similar to "faith". When Jesus said "have faith in Me", He means "Trust me".

Thank You Jesus.

Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant seeking beautiful pearls, who, when he had found one pearl of great price, went, and sold all that he had and bought it

Matthew 13:45-46

Greatest riches!!!!

I want to have the greatest richness that is in Christ Jesus.
Dear Jesus, the world may look for the diamonds and expensive restaurants to eat, but my soul longs for You alone. You are the richest Gift! You are the Savior of my dark soul; You have lifted me up from the darkness and doom. Jesus, who is there like you? What riches will ever compare with You? You are worthy!

Thank You, Jesus, for becoming my friend!

Dear Jesus, My only Savior!
To You I pray and give my expectations.
You said to come to you and trust.
Jesus, in Your name I ask victory over impurity in my life. Let these seven days be in my life the days of purification. Jesus, create a work in my life that will glorify Your name!

Thank you for the great book "Pioneer Experiences" that shares the testimonies of people who discovered holiness through Jesus Christ. I am reading it and thinking of a work that you could do in me.

To You be the glory and honor.

Save and restore,
Lead to the Way Everlasting.
Promises and vows
Now find new ground...
Jesus , Jesus,
Jesus, Jesus
Meek and Holy,
Touch unholy
And make it holy.

water...

SPIRIT SONG OVER THE WATERS.

(1789 by Goethe).

THE soul of man

Resembleth water:

From heaven it cometh,

To heaven it soareth.

And then again

To earth descendeth,

Changing ever.

living worthy

I had an interesting day. Today I have learned things about Vgotsky (Russion psychologist) and about Paul's letter to Phillipians. Here is the scripture that I want to elaborate more:
"Living worthy of the gospel". What could this mean to me?

It is obvious to me that I believe in God but how obvoius and how worthy of the gospel it to others?
What I am trying to say is that there are different things in my life that are not worthy of the gospel. For example, skipping the class because I am lazy or sleeppy. Not doing my homework with excellence and consistency. And there are many other areas.

What shall I do?

The class has really challenged me today to live a life worthy of the gospel.
It will include sufferings for the good, making sacrifcies, rejoicing and being thankful, enduring and truthful before God, yourself and others.

Lord, help me to live a life worthy of You and Your Gospel. Let every day I will be reminded that to live is Christ. Lord, let all my life has a visible reflecting of the Invisible God.

With love and thankfulness,
Katya

Shadow of death

This is a new season in my life. It is called "the valley of the shadow of death".
But despite the difficulties, loneliness, other issues the word says: "I will fear no evil for You are with me."

Lord, I pray that You will help me to move on. Establish my path in Your righteousness and truth. Thank You so much!

FOR THUS SAYS THE HIGH AND LOFTY ONE WHO INHABITS ETERNITY, WHOSE NAME IS HOLY: "I DWELL IN THE HIGH AND HOLY PLACE, WITH HIM WHO HAS A CONTRITE AND HUMBLE SPIRIT, TO REVIVE THE SPIRIT OF THE HUMBLE, AND TO REVIVE THE SPIRIT OF THE HUMBLE, AND TO REVIVE THE HEART OF THE CONTRITE ONES

ISAIAH 57:15

THEREFORE HUMBLE YOURSELVES UNDER THE MIGHTY HAND OF GOD, HTAT HE MAY EXALT YOU IN DUE TIME, CASTING ALL YOUR CARE UPON HIM FOR HE CARES FOR YOU. BE SOBER (SELF-CONTROLLED), BE VIGILANT (WATCHFUL); BECAUSE YOUR ADVERSARY THE DEVIL WALKS ABOUT LIKE A ROARING LION, SEEKING WHOM HE MAY DEVOUR. RESIST HIM, STEADFAST IN THE FAITH, KNOWING THAT THE SAME SUFFERINGS ARE EXPERIENCED BY YOUR BROTHERHOOD IN THE WORLD.

1 PETER 5:6-9

"GOD RESIST THE PROUD, BUT GIVES GRACE TO THE HUMBLE."
THEREFORE SUBMIT TO GOD. RESIST THE DEVIL AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU. DRAW NEAR TO GOD AND HE WILL DRAW NEAR TO YOU. CLEANSE YOUR HANDS, YOU SINNERS; AND PURIFY YOUR HEARTS, YOU DOUBLE-MINDED. LAMENT AND MOURN AND WEEP! lET YOUR LAUGHTER BE TURNED TO MOURNING AND YOUR JOY TO GLOOM. HUMBLE YOURSELVES IN THE SIGHT OF THE lORD, AND HE WILL LIFT YOU UP.

JAMES 4:6-10

NOW SALVATION, AND STRENGTH, AND THE KINGDOM OF OUR GOD, AND THE POWER OF HIS CHRIST HAVE COME, FOR THE ACCUSER OF OUR BRETHREN, WHO ACCUSED THEM BEFORE OUR GOD DAY AND NIGHT, HAS BEEN CAST DOWN. AND THEY OVERCAME HIM BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB AND BY THE WORD OF THEIR TESTIMONY, AND THEY DID NOT LOVE THEIR LIVES TO THE DEATH.

REVELATION 12:10-11

Joseph flees from Potiphar

Finally, you and I can meet here again adn enjoy new postings.

Today I want to mention the dream and its connection to the BIble scripture.

In a dream, I was in a very rich family. We were sitting at the table. TIme after time their son was flirting with me. by tryinhg to touch me. Well, most of the time I just ignored. On the back of my mind I thought about nikolai. I knew he is there somewhere. Then I saw him sitting in the next room on a couch. He looked so sad and closed up. I sat near to him, hugged and kissed. Then comes that rich boy who says to the whole family that we have done something wrong. Then I talked to his sister... Well, even though it was a bivid dream, I could not understand the meaning of it.

Well, as Nikolai and i were reaeding a book on a phone, there was a chapter about Joseph and Potiphar. Potiphar was a wife of pharaoh (rich family). Joseph fleed from her... THis story is told in Gegnesis 39.

In a dream it was a sense that I thought about Nikolai, and hwen I sat next to him, we were both together and not belonging among them.

Lord, I pray that our heart be devoted to you, the LOVER of our souls. That we may not be entitled by the riches, or pleasures of this world. Let we run from those things in to Your arms of love. "It is better to have a sald where love is, then a calf where there is hatress".

Thank You Lord. We bless you adn praise You

Joy

Hello my dear friends,

I am very happy that there is a word to share with you. Today I will speak about the joy that comes through faith.

Several days ago (during the THanksgiving Break) I had a dream. The boy was so depressed, almost seek. I wondered in my dream what happened, why he was so sad. I remember coming to the hospital to cisit him. There were no emotions on his face but still sadness.

On Sunday School we talked about being CONTENT.

Content in who you are, what you have and who you are with. (Phil. 4:8, Hebr. 13:5, Ps. 62:10).

However, in order to be content you need to be restored first. (That's why I came to the hospital). Restored physically, emotionally and spiritually. But restoration comes from LOVE.

2. Fill yourself with the Word of God. Romans 10:17 "Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God". When you are in faith, the joy will be your outcome. Nehemiah 8:10 "THe joy of the Lord is your strength". Psalm 40:16 "Let all those who seek You rejoice and be glad in You" "Rejoice always" 1 Thessalonians 5:16.

3. Today Keeth Moore spoke on "joy of faith". Romans 15:13 "Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing". He said that joy is gage to your faith. If you are in faith, you have joy.

So, I hope that you and I will respond in faith to God and fill our heart with joy.