Dear Lord, Most High!
Let me exalt Your Holy Name and Worship You! Thank You so mcuh that You rebuked and discipline Sam and me. We have sinned against You , O Lord, with the evil seed of sexual immorality. Now, I repent and search for the Fear of the Lord. You Alone were able to impart the truth and the fear of the Lor din our hearts. Let me give You thanks for that! Your discipline always brings joy and holiness afterwards, even though we mourn and grieve in the process.

Father, have mercy to us and help us to accomplish Your purposes, in Jesus Name.
Father, rebuke the poverty mentality and shortcomings in our lives, help us to live in You and with You totally in faith and trust, love and surrender.

I pray blessings on Your people. May they share Your holiness and glory as they live each new day. Father, gather us together as Your Bride. Be glorified.

Arrange this afternoon and evening so that my heart will draw near to You and You come near to me. I pray this in Your name,

Amen.

Hello Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,

I greet you with the Joyful and Mighty name of Jesus!

Yesterday, Sam and I cleaned the apartment and in the evening invited Xen to pray. The Lord spoke to Sam that the living room was meant for God's purposes and not his. Therefore, that living room was for the prayer and the fellowship with Christians.

We read 2 Chronicles 6 and 7.

Today, in the morning, we invited Xen again for the breakfast. After that, both of us took and hour nap. Sam had a dream within a dream. Two boys: singing and fishing/stones. Sam came to that and asked, "What are you doing?" they replied, "having fun." Then Sam asked for the piece and paper to write the word. Then he woke up in the dream and shared the word with friends around the table. He held the book with his things in there. The words were: "About creations, fields, clay... I will make you a disciple of many nations. I will take you to the f.... land (an adjective that portrays poverty and hunger). " It was awesome. Then Sam returned to his dream and saw those two boys. They told him that they remembered him. Then Sam sand a tune to the African- American boy, and that fellow replied, "Wow. You can sing! And I see RED in you." Sam knew exactly what "red" meant: Jesus' sacrifice.

For me personally,

I am studying and meditating about sacrifice and love. God has been so powerful and mighty before my very eyes. His presence is very strong. For example, we were going to the Pay Less yesterday (July 29, 2009). sam put a worship CD, and I prayed inside. I felt that Jesus was in me and looking to the streets. The scripture, "It is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me." galatians 2:20. The Lord's presence filled the car, that Sam was shaking and shouting, I was in tears. Then, I felt a gentle thought: that Jesus desires to bring His presence to all nations. I knew that moment that as we go in the store, Jesus will walk among us and do His miracles.

I told Sam that he needs to take care of food and I will walk and pray. Mostly, my prayers were in tongues. I also helped Sam to choose the products. And standing in the line, Sam asked me to return the cart. I told him, "I will meet you on the other side. We will meet on the other side. Then I spoke louder: Jesus and disciples." The person standing behind us was surprised. Then coming to the pay area on the other side, Sam and I became very silly like children. The lady said, "You are having too much fun." Well, I told her, "You can join." She smiled and joined the game of throwing the ball. people were gathered at that place and everybody was smiling and rejoycing. The Lord has done great things.

Praise His holy name.

Пост

Hello dear borthers and sisters,

Yesterday I was rebuked by th eman of God right from the stage. THe voice of the Lord spoke, "I know that there is a person who sang, worshipped, danced, even shed tears. But after today, they will go and be intimate with somebodyt they are not married." I knew it was me! Of course, I need to chagng it, so I declared the fast.

The next day, there was an afternoon time when I had a craving for sexual intimacy. It was difficult.

But I continued to fast because I know that fasting reveals what is hidded sin inside of us.
Praise God for this supernatural grace of fasting and His power of the Spirit.

• Secondly, in my study on the fasting, I prayed to God, "Lord, I always used only one item when fasted according to Isaiah 58, but Lord I pray that all the items will be fullfilled through this fast. In faith, He responded to me through Mike Bickle who said, that "WE ourselves actually determine some of the measure of spiritual blessing He will give us, as well as some of the measure of our greatness in the age to come. Believing for too small a measure will lead to just that.
  What will we claim as our inheritance? Mark 4:24 Consider carefully what you hear. With the measure you use, it will be measured to you- and even more. WHoever has will be given more; whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him."

Now I stand on this promise that every item from Isaiah 58, will be fullfileed through this fast.

1)to loosen the bonds of wickedness

2) undo heavy burdens in the lives of others

3) set oppressed free as we minister by the anointing of the Spirit

4) break every yoke of the religious spirit

5) give bread to the hungry and provide the poor with housing

6)revelation of God's word

7) emotional and physical health to speedily spring forth

8) righteousness breaks forth in the places we struggle

9) cause the glory and power of the Lord to operate in our ministries.

elderly in China

China:

I just read an article " Gone, And Forgotten" about an elederly woman who died in her apartment and was found later by a plummer. It made me to think that caring for the elderly is crucial. If I were to be in China, we need to help the elderly generation there, makin gsure they are cared, recognized, supported and not lonely.

Turn of events for the future

Praise the Lord,

My body feels week and exhausted, yet I do not loose hope knwoing that God is good and faithful. We will seek the Lord and He will be near us comforting His divine presence. For the last several days there have been grandiouse changes and movement. There is a feelign that the Lord opened a way to the future.

Sam had two dreams yesterday. The first one was at the dirty dusty subway of a big city. There were four levels and Sam could see lots of drug addicts, homeless and so forth. He told them, "You cannot stay here any more. I bought this place! But if you wait one month, you can come back and it will be fixed and you will live with me.

The second dream was surrounded by five demons. They were shouting angry words and looked awful. Sam battled them. One of them stubbed Sam on a back, the tool stuck in the back. But Sam continued to fight. THey asked him, "Who Are You?" Sudenly, Sam spurred the word like a roar of lion. It was angelical name, "Melchizedek." They told him, "You are not a human, you are a spirit." Sam woke rejuvenied.


Papa Phil had a dream about Sam too. He saw Sam blue and then Micke Bickle was dead. Tara explained it like this: Until you die to your flesh, then you will be able to have Davidic call and ministry. The very day they told us that, we drove around in the car worshipping and rejoicing in God. Sam and I stayed late looking at the stars an dafter which he had those two dreams.

Lord, as about me and us... Help us to know You Jesus and in Your name do what you want us to do.

На ристалище бегут все

Доброе утро товарищи и друзья,

Господь дал классный сон.

Группа людей находились на поле и старались поставить контейнеры с водой на землю. Часто из-за горок в земле нам приходилась искать более устойчивое основание. Затем мы все отправились куда-то. Мой мальчик (boyfriend) быстро побежал вперед и уже шел вме те с тетенькой. Оказалось, что все шли впереди меня. И вот я решила бежать. Моя обувь была большого размера и я не пробежала впереди их, они меня заметили и вдруг одна обувь слетела. Я увидела, что люди не ждут, они продолжают идти и некому поднять моя обувь. Итак мне приходится быть позади всех и подобрать обувь. Когда я была в конце, то я обратила внимание, что две подружки свернули с той дорогт, по который мы все шли . Они бежали со своей собакой. Мне было больно, что люди, та толпа людей не ждали и их. Итак я пщдщбрала свою светло -белую и желтоватую обувь, как вдруг увиделя знакомую девочку. Она мне сказала, что Бог ей откыл о том, что она будет проповедывать. Мы порадавались и я начала снова бежать. Так как обувь все еше была большого размера, я рештила их снять и бежать в носках, потому что надо было бежать и бежала я вперед.

СИЕ ЖЕ ДЕЛАЮ ДЛЯ ЕВАНГЕЛИЯ, ЧТОБЫ БЫТЬ СОУЧАСТНИКОМ ЕГО.
НЕ ЗНАЕТЕ ЛИ, ЧТО БЕГУШИЕ НА РИСТАЛИЩЕ БЕГУТ ВСЕ, НО ОДИН ПОЛУЧАЕТ НАГРАДУ? ТАК БЕГИТЕ, ЧТОБЫ ПОЛУЧИТЬ.
ВСЕ ПОДВИЖНИКИ ВОЗДЕРЖИВАЮТСЯ ОТ ВСЕГО: ТЕ ДЛЯ ПОЛУЧЕНИЯ ВЕНЦА ТЛЕННОГО, А МЫ- НЕТЛЕННОГО.
И ПОТОМУ Я БЕГУ НЕ ТАК, КАК НА НЕВЕРНОЕ, БЬЮСЬ НЕ ТАК, ЧТОБЫ ТОЛЬКО БИТЬ ВОЗДУХ, НО УСМИРЯЮ И ПОРАБОЩАЮ ТЕЛО МОЕ, ДАБЫ, ПРОПОВЕДУЯ ДРУГИМ, САМОМУ НЕ ОСТАТЬСЯ НЕДОСТОЙНЫМ.

1 КОРИНФЯНАМ 9:23-27


И ОБУВ НОГИ В ГОТОВНОСТЬ БЛАГОВЕСТВОВАТЬ МИР. ЕФЕСЯНАМ 6:15

Amazing Day

Amazing Day it was!!!! Now, let me tell you that both my mom, my dad Oleg and myself had the most difficult day in a long time. Everything went either wrong or gave us a lot of discouragement. Then you wonder, why did I call this day AMAZING!

In the evening when I came to Judy, the prayer was already at all its might and came to the end. Then Judy asked if I need a prayer just as everybody got th eprayer ( except KAren). I said "Yes." I told them it was a difficult day and Gina gave a hug and I remained siting with her. Then the conversation was moving from one direction to another, so I was vulnerable if they will ever pray for me. The lady was faithful and persistent, She was the one who prayed.


Now, I told you all about the day and people, now is the amaZING PART- His Voice.
He assured and encouraged me that I love Him. He wants me to send to all nations to share the Gospel. Blessed are the feet who bring goood news." It is all that I already knew and received from Him, that is why I cried adn listen to His voice.

How exciting to know that Jesus and I and others will be travelling in other nations and share teh Gospel. God knows how I do not like missionaries, but He is making me one. How funny!
But it is all about love and faith in Jesus.

Please, keep me in Your dear prayers, that everymoring God will give me passion and enthusiasm to declare and share teh Gospel. AMen

Notes about Korea and Balance

I dreamed of Jenny and John ( my Korean friends). Even though the dream did not look significant neither do I remember it all, but what surprized me was Elijahlist posted a prophecy today about Korea. It says that North and South will join and become united.

Lord, I know that this was the prayer of another Korean friend of mine for many years. I pray that in Your timing and in Your will two countries become one. May Communism fall and Christianity come to the surface.

Another interesting moment. I was reading Ecclesiastes and there was one verse translated in NIV as "The man who fears God will avoid all extremes." (7:18). It seems like the author speaks of balance. In addition, the prophecy on Elijahlist encourages that "in everything there must be balance." It is true that in Christianity we think of total surrender, total abandonment, total love, etc. We hardly hear about balance. What does it mean for a bleiver to be in balance. The artice talked about the balance between Heaven and Earth touching each other. Balance!!!

at the church

1. Yesterday Judy invited to the Allethia church to hear a speaker.

He prayed and spoke this phrase to me:

You will get what you want. You will get what you want. Do you want evil or God? God? Then you will get.

This word still surprises me and I hold unto this word and meditate.

Hate what is evil and cling to what is good- Romans 12:9

1. Also, there was a wonderful worship at the church. Diane has blessed me so much through her singing and praising God. We prayed together!

During the worship I looked at Rhonda in front of me, she was worshipping God with all her strength and might. Then I heard this words: Didn't I heal the handicapped and they worshiped Me? I found in the scriptures that after the healing that Jesus perfomed, people praised outload. They praised and worshiped God!!!! That is a good lesson- to praise and give thanks for what He does in our lives.

Believe

This is something for my memo:
As I was feeling anxious because of not hearing from Sam. I prayed to God and also texted to Sam. Then, I felt the Holy Spirit poured or downloaded this phrase into me- believe beyond the natural. So, with joy I put a picture of us on my cellphone and he texted me back. Our conversation brought peace, love and assurance to both parties. It was totally amazing.

I was reminded in that moment of Abraham who believed God and did not waver at the promise. Read Romans 4.

So, God I praise You today for Your help and assurance. Thank You for the Spirit that is with us teaching and guiding. May Your truth be our shield and protection.

Love

The Lord has blessed me this evening tremendous way!!!! I was on my way to type something about faith, when I met a person!!! She called me "you after my heart". We met on a pedestrian bridge...I was trying to take a picture of a sunset and she approached me. In a minute she shared her pictures of sky. Then we carried on the conversation about trees, stones of hearts, funny moments etc. We exchanged emails and good words to each other. It was like an angelic visitation; love, joy, peace. How great!!!!!!!!!!

I Love prayers

father has been so good to me.

Even when I woke up, there was grace to pray and seek His face. The time at work were so happy and energized, praised the Lord.

Father, thank you so much! But remember I still need our team efforts to keep praying and seeking your face.

LOVE YOU.

Transform my prayer life

Father, You Heard my cry to transform the prayer life. I already see that You started the actions. Now I am coming to You for the grace to see it through faithfully. My goal is to pray by the pattern We created for the two weaks. Then after achieving that, I pray that you will increase it and strengthen it so that I could do it for two years. Lord, there is nothing impossible to you. It will be great that after doing that in the secret that You would bring others along to do it together inorder to be more effective.

Blessings,

yours Katya

In the Tent

Last night we have experienced something amazing. Well, let me tell you that both of us fell into passion which afterwards led ut to an honest conversation. I listened to his story of life growth. Then I prayed and the presence of God was so near and strong. My right arm was shaking and tears rolling from our eyes.

He also prayed for me too that fear will no longer have place. It used to grasp my mouth to speak the words of God. Thanks to the power of God and His greatness.

Now, we are in the library in Dover, Ohio. He is doing crosswords and I read Sergey Shidlovskiy.

Lord, I pray that Your Holy Spirit guide us today. Help us to be alive in You and be creative in the spirit. Help us to crucify and nulify the desires of flesh, so that we could live freely in Your presence.

Blessings to Your Holy Name.

AT Ohio

It has been two weeks at Ohio with Sam. We have travelled to his father's house and to his mother LaJoya. I am amazed at the talents and the memories these people share. They welcomed me with love, accepatance, hospitality.

We visited mane places of historical value. We have learned a lot of great facts about their lives.

Iam happy for the trip.

Today, I found myself longing to be loived by my own family. So, I wait till we talk on the phone.

One of the greatest experiences were to meet two ladies; Jane and Nancy. And Alsi a family at the camp. I just loved to hear their testimonies about God.


Lord, I pray that You will open my heart and fill me with your word.

Renew and create an atmopstphere of worship and adoration for you.

Thank you for love and what you haev done on our behalf.

Blessings.

Nations

Let me briefly write down that the Lord is concern for all the nations!!!!!

He sees that soem Christian leaders emphasize certain countries but reject the others (it could be only one). As He was putting in my heart the call to "love your enemies", He encouraged to love all the nations!

I tried to justify why some leaders do not love certain countries. I said, "maybe because they do bad." But He said, "Didn't I say 'love your enemies'?.

Then He reminded me a dream that I had long time ago, the Earth that I saw meant that He will take around the world to the nations. And He wants me to love them all, to pray for their good.


He made me think. If we would love our neighbors, other nations..., we would act differently when we would hear their bad news. We would be compelled to act on their behalf.

So, it is still a smal fresh revelation that I am going to wait upon.


by the way, before this revelation came, I just spent time worshipping the Lord. I knew something big was going to happen, but I continued to worship. And He spoek in a still voice, that tears or repetance and plead were in my eyes. Since that evening He wakes me up early in the morning, like 3 something am.

Father, let me hear what You want to say and let me not judge ahead of time. Let Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Let Your love fills us all!!!!

dreams

I had a dream today that even while I was sleeping, I tried to tell it somebody else...

It was my father's parents house. A girl adn I went into a kitchen (place of fellowship) but young people sitting at the table ignored and looked down on the girl with me. She stepped outside the kitchen crying and I folloowed her to comfort. I said, "I am sorry." Then we went into a living room (main room) and I offered a prayer. At first I prayed in tounges probably, but then I said: "In the name of Jesus come out, leave!" Suddenly, the quit cat became vicious and ran wild around the room. I kept praying in the name of Jesus, knwoing that I am dealing with demonic. The girl sat next to me, all the attention was on the cat and finally it ran outside the room. Cat can represent unclean spirit, danger lying in wait, crafty, witchcraft) I tend to think that it was unclean spirit of witchcraft connected to the emotional rejection.

The problem with that girl was not accepting her into the fellowship.


Context: Yesterday I met Samuel's father. We spent some time together in fellowship, but still I was so cautios and unaccepting him totally. Father, forgive me. Maybe I was sensing some demonic activities that affecting me and him. The thing that got my attention was in his car there was a thing hanging from the mirror. It was exactly what we threw away from Shawn's apartment; it is an occulting thing (something with dream catcher). He said that he is spiritual but does not go to church. He gre up in the church and sang in a group at the churches. Lord, please, remove the sting of whatever pain connected to his experience with the church. Release forgiveness and fellowhsip. Bless him abundantly! Shower him with deliverance and Your presence. As a fact, there were certain small activites that would be hinder our activites: CD not recording that was made aspecially for Sam's dad; my lamp light broke when they visited the room; I spilled the food on the floor; etc. I bind the hindering spirits, and I plead the blood of Jesus and His pretection over us. Please, be merciful to us and cover us with Your wings, so we could be in Your shelter.


The continuation of the dream. I was in the bus (large group ministry) and Judy was there (prayer warrior who ministers to people) and a lot of "marginalized people." Well, I usually love them unconditionally but in that dream, I prayed for one guy and understood the problem was pornography, so I said: "In the name of Jesus, I command you to leave." He stood up in obedience, and I surprized that he obeyed instantly said, "Yes, I command you to leave!" Then he and all the rest just went outside the bus. The only problem was I saw Shawn among them and I did not want her to leave. She looked at me the last.

Lord, whatever I am dealing with, please be with me and guide in Your Spirit. Protect from demonic influences and set them free as well.

An Art Evening

I spent few hours with a friend Danny. She is such an optimistic and energetic person!!!! We sold some of our clothes at Plaza. I asked her a lot of questions, since she is getting married this summer. After the visit, I was inspired to draw (By the way, an art evening was during my work time :))

Daniel F. Gerhartz has been my inspiration today. His drawings are so feminine and genlte; He reflects the Lord's beauty and glory.

Here are some of his wonderful works:

Memorize God's word

On May 1, 2009 the Spirit of the Lord spoke to me...

For every memorized scripture,

I will give extra blessing.

For every written word

that you put in your heart,

I will give abundance.

Every word that will come into your heart

will bring harvest- abundance and blessing.

Child, the planted word produces crop, harvest.

Thank you for the summer job

Father in Heaven, thank you so much for the favor with work. This morning Hellen asked me in the library: "Have you found a job?" I told her my concerns and difficulty in finding a job. But as soon as I returned to the computer lab, I saw an email from Jackie. She asked me if I am interested to work for her during the summer. The funny thing I told Hellen was that I am going to miss working in the library. So, it is indeed a great blessing that jackie asked to work for her. She said that for the month of May I can work 40 hours, but fro the months of June to August 20 hours a week.


Thank You Heavenly Father for Your divine favor.

I bless Your name.

Pour out Your blessings on Samushka and grant Him Your favor today.

Blessings upon Hellen for her concern and care about me. May this summer will be a rich blessing.

You are great! Great are Your testimonies!!!!!!