prayer to Jesus

Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

It has been a wonderful day!!!! Even though I have been wrong with certain things in relationship with Elisa: made her uncomfortable wiht my mom being there and Sam staying overnight few times. You made something painful and beautiful this night!!!! I could not describe, I only see the LIGHT of YOUR LOVE FOR US ALL.

Make this day be a testimony to us all that You are good and loving.

Please, remove any scars from our hearts and fill them with supernatural love of God.

I bless you, my sister friend.
May nothing makes you stumble.
Be an overcomer through it all.

In Jesus Sweet and Holy Name.

I forgive all who heard and participated in my relationship with Elisa. May You give us all peace and reconciliation.

It has been such a difficult week, but TODAY You made something glorious. Blessed be Your name.

I received a hundred dollars today.

Forgive me again Lord Jesus. Cover with Your pure and divine Blood, that overcomes an enemy.
THANK YOU!
I rest in Your love for me.

Katya

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you so much for speaking and teaching me throughout a long time. I wish we were able to keep Your words in our hearts, to remember Yur testimonies and to live in accordance with Your word.

Papa, I have to do a major paper for Biblical Foundation for Mission. There are two themes that are so connected, that I would like to write about: God's Faithfulness and His promises. I ask You to give me words and knowledge to write. May it be for Your glory!!!!

Daddy,
LOVE YOU and THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE!!!

thank you for Sam and Olga

I love the Lord Jesus Christ, such a LOVE, ASSURANCE AND FAITH in Him.
He is all that everybody needs. WIthout Him, life is meaningless and empty. He fills the life with true love and knowledge. I love Him dearly.

Thank you Father in heaven, for Samuel L. Green. It is him that You desired to unite and make us friends and lovers in truth. Thank you that yesterday, when the enemy tried to hinder my trust toward Sam, Samuel was so loving and supporting. I thank you for the love that is in his heart. Love you Sammy!!!!

Thank you dear Jesus, for my mom- Olga. There is no better mom like mine. She has been support and love to me and others. Today, I sat on her laps like a baby quietly. She spoke kindly and reassuring to me as well, because the enemy tried to hinder me by accusing of false things. I love you Lord, that You show Your love faithfully through others. May You bless her today in Jesus Name.

Thank you

MY ROOMMATE TALKED TO ME THIS MORNING THAT SHE WILL BE MOVING OUT TO A SINGLE ROOM APARTMENT. SECONDLY, I TALKED TO A FRIEND OF MINE WHO IS INTERESTED IN THE BOOKS ABOUT MISSION, SO I AM GOING TO GIVE THEM AWAY TO HER. I AM JUST GOING TO BE OBEDIENT IN GIVING THINGS AWAY SO THAT I COULD BE READY TO MOVE WHENEVER THE LORD WANTS.

Better...

Better to be a nobody and yet have a servant than pretend to be somebody and have no food. (Proverbs 12:9)

Better a little with the fear of the Lord than great wealth with turmoil. (Proverbs 15:16)

Better a meal of vegetables where there is love than a fattened calf with hatred. (Proverbs 15:17)

Better a little with righteousness than much gain with injustice. (Proverbs 16:8)

Better to be lowly in spirit and among the oppressed than to share plunder with the proud. (Proverbs 16:19)

Better a patient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city. (Proverbs 16:32)

Better a dry crust with peace and quiet than a house full of feasting with strife. (Proverbs 17:1)

Better to meet a bear robber of her cubs than a fool in his folly. (Proverbs 17:12)

Better a poor man whose walk is blameless than a fool whose lips are perverse. (Proverbs 19:1)

Better to live on a croner of the roof than share a house with a quarrelsome wife. (Proverbs 21:9)

Better to live in a desert than with a quarrelsome and ill-tempered wife. (Proverbs 21:19)

Better to live on a corner of the roof than share a house with a quarrelsome wife. 9Proverbs 25:24)

Better is open rebuke than hidden love. (Proverbs 27:5)

Better a poor man whose walk is blameless than a rich man whose ways are perverse. (Proverbs 28:6)

Сегодня Мне, Отцу, хочется говорить с тобой. Я созвал совет праведников и мы решили, что тебе нужно двигаться не широким путем, а узким. Часто мнохие думают, что они могут достичь людей ин огромных масштабах, забывая, всё, что они могут делать это делиться Евангелием, а остальная работа принадлежит Духу, Который всему советник.
Итак, ме решили, что тебя надо отградить от лишнего, чтобы твоя жизнь была посвящена узкой дороге к Господу. Люди будут следовать за тобой, но не так, как за известным лидером, а как за странником с доброй вестью. Там будут люди, которые уже познали узкий путь. Они будут с тобой!
Канал для родов узкий.Река течет узкой из глубины и широты водных озер.Слово, скаанное в двух словах намного драгоценнее, чем сто слов.
Научись жить жизнью в рамках узкой дороги! Тебе не нужны две кровати, три сумки и т.д. Чем меньше ты имеешь, тем лучше для души, иначе душа начинает чувствовать удовольство и позволяет себе все роскошество и избыток.
Ограничивай себя во сне, потому что лучше отдать свой сон ГОсподу, чем пронежиться в постели без бодрствования Духа.
Мне хочестя, чтобы Мой сосуд был совершенен, ко всякому доброму делу приготовлен. Когда люди посмотрют как ты живешь в маленьком избытке, они удивяться той радостью и верой, которые ты будешь преобладать, что многие последуют за тобой, отвергнув избытокй и довольство изобилия.
Я призвал тебя отдавать нуждающему, поэтому ты столько видела подарков в своей жизни. Не останавливайся в даяние! Мне даже не надо говорить что кому отдать, пусть твое сердве всегда будет готово отдать, лишая саму себя.
Если бы Мои люди жили таким образом, то они были более дружными, радостными и довольными друг другом.Не скудись ни в чем, касаемое даяния. Бог усмотрит твои нужды, тебе не надо волноваться и нести эти нужды. Доверь их первоначально Господу!

forest and flowers

Yesterday the Lord was amazing!!!!

The beginning of the story can go two days ago: I wished that someone would bring me flowers. That evening the Lord Jesus spoke to me saying that He wants to take me to the forest.

Well, yesterday my mom brought lots of flowers!!!! So many that I had an opportunity to leave two flowers in the library, give one to Elisa and still have a great bouequet. Great is our God!!!

Secondly, Samushka called last night sharing the dreams that he had. We were in the forest. There were lightenings of thunder, so he took me to a big tree, then to the house with metal doors. Inside the house, it was very couzy and warm. We laughed and enjoed our time. He made me a bed, Xen was with us lughing and sitting on the couch. But when we were still in the forest Sam cried out to God: "Send your angels! Send Your angels!!!" The lightening struck just 2 feet away from me but I jumped.

Today is a new day: His mercies are new every morning. My mom and I held a fast since last evening. Lord, You are the ruler!!! I worship You! May Your spirit and presence of love indwell the hearts of your people. Father, I pray that TODAY You will show us where my mom will live and we will move her there successfully. Father, may You spend Great time with Your son Sam, teach him Your precious word, may he be an encouragement to others and protect him from evil. love YOU

Praise the LORD! Praise and Honor to His Holy Name!

I rejoice today, because His joy gave me strength! I am no longer overwhelmed with the load of work and responsibilities; I laught at them!!!! God is able and He is my help.


Tomorrow, I need to go on a fast.
The enemy hates the fast, becuase the Christians receive a spiritual wepaon as they do against the devil's work. Two students approached me about fasting together. Until they decide on the day, Lord help me to fast.

Love you Lord!!

I want to spend more time with You and tell you about the love!!!!
It is so awesome to seek You and spend time in Your presence.

Help us to draw nearer to You and seek You with all our hearts and strength!!!!

Indwell us with Your presence.
Thank you so much.
I love you, Lord!!!!

Creative studying and homework. How to do it?

Hello and good afternoon!!!

I really like when the studying of material stimulates the creative work. It is a joy to read an article "Popular Notions of the Missionary Task in a Post-Missionary Era" by Matthew Price, who tries to find an aswer to the question whether missionaries destory or preserve culture. In order to do so, Price looked at three well-known novels of the twentieth century. As I am reading this material, I am fascinating with the sense of discovery, larning something new, and drive for creativity. Praise the Lord.
I wish that all my teaching and learning experiences were like that: filled with information that enhances creativity.

How can a teacher or a professor make his or her class more creative? It is not what book to read, but about connecting the information with an act of creativity. For example, find a song of a specific time period or genre that would depict this theme more clearly... How are theologians portrayed in the movies, books, etc? Find a bibliography of a person (history) that you find similar experience in your life. What an event is it?

We watched the movie "Luther" for Church history and are obligated to write a paper about 95 Thesis. Everyone really enjoyed the movie. But how are we going to write the assignment that will convey the sense of appreaciation, discoveries and interest in what Luther had accmplished by the 95 Thesis? I ask the Holy Spirit to give us, students, a new fresh insight and understaninding, filled with the creative work and patience to bring this paper into a more art work that just an academic paper. (Maybe we could concentrate on the usage of words: intentioanlly, to bring about the certain words and expressions...or maybe we could ask ourselves who else in the history wrote something public that tranformed the culture and the society of that period?)

The discoveries were usually made when a person tried to look on a problem from so many directions and connect the pieces were otherwise seemed unconnectable. So, get excited and prepared to create something really great

May God be with you. May the Lord Jesus Christ give you grace and favor for your tasks.

Time has come?

I had an interesting dream. In it, I received a phone call from Sam. He said that time has come (meaning for an engagement). He said it two times. I felt very happy and thought of it in the morning hour. When will it happen? The Lord knows and He will guide Sam in the time that is best. I am just going to dream and wait, trusting the Lord.

LISTEN

James 1:19

My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry.

This is what I wrote during the class: "I just appreciating listenning to people- they are searching hearts, reflective thinkers, relational beings."

reading a lot

Praise the LORD!!!

I believe that Samushka will receive mercy and help in times of need, concerning his academic achievements.

For the last two weeks I have been studying a lot. It is rewarding after some time. Beside the reading of school material, I read Leo Tolstoy' s Confession. It was really awesome to read his journey to faith. Lord, may You use all things for Your glory, including the time spend in reading and studying. Be glorified, Jesus Christ.
There is none like You.

thank you Father

I want to write a letter/ prayer to the Father, the maker of heaven and earth.

Father,
you have been so good to me through all these years. My appreciation and gratitude fall in the areas of multiple lessons and revelations You graciously gave to me. I am thankful for Your love through Jesus Christ. It is through His name I receieved help from the enemy. He rescued me from destruction, fears, accusations and things like that. Father, You also gave me the best boyfriend I could ever have. Thank You so much! Thank you for the love that Jesus put in my heart and a desire to live for the gospel. I have been ignorant for a long time, yet Jesus came to me and started taching His words and Your ways. I love you so much. Thank You that You have been so patient with me. How many times I went astray and turned to a wrong direction, followin gmy ways and desires. But Father, You by Your love and grace, called me back. And now, I want to be more committed to You than ever before. I cvhoose to live for You and Your kingdom. Thank you also for the fact that You are using me as an instrument to touch other people and bring them to You. I love the joy and peace of the Holy spirit in my life. Thank You for bringing me to America because of Your calling in my life. THank you for all those people who prayed, minsitered and loved me.
SO THANK YOU!
To You, Father all the glory and domion today and forevermore.

Blessings to Your name and to Your people.

morning thoughts and deeds

1. I am having a good day: early in the morning Ali brought a book for me. Throught that day I am reading it and making notes.
2. On the sides, during the breaks, I watched Billie Brim about the value of speech over the whole body. (Proverbs 16:24)
3. The Holy Spirit showed me that people will be lovers of themselves. (2 Timothy 3:1-5).

Praise be to God Almighty, who Was and Is and Is to come. Glory to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords! Blessings to those who follow the Lord Jesus with whole heart and have not loved their lives. We are to seek God's kingdom and love people.

Love you

dance and fast

Few days back, i prayed to the Father about the dance on November 1. I asked Him to release visions to the church members as soon as we start dancing. I put my faith into the awesome glorious things happening to the church because of the dance. I heard the Holy Spirit say I need to fast for those mighty things to come (and keep it secret).

The reason I am writing about it, because to remember and to expect His glory upon the Park Place Church of God.

lesson

Let me share with you a great experientual lesson:

I am working in the library today. Around 10 am, a male student comes and pickes up a cart to bring the new newspapers and magazines. I ususally do not talk to him or smile, etc. Today, the Holy Spirit said that I need to greet him. Surprisingly, he also asked me how was my break. I asked him too, and so, we had a small conversation.

Around 11 am, I received a text message from a student/ co-worker. She asked if there is anyone who wants to work for her from 12 to 1 pm. Inside of me was no desire to work for her, because many times I substituted for her and she never could do that for me when I needed. But I prayed, telling Jesus abou that. Then the Holy Spirit asked me, "Are you gonna do good only to those who love you?" Immediately, I texted her and told, " I will work for you."

Listen and read this important scripture from Matthew 5:46-48

If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the
tax colletors doing that? And if you greet only your brothers, what are you
doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as
your heavenly Father is perfect.

Saturday

Today is Saturday October 17, 2009

I have joy and anticipation for what the Lord is about to do today and tommorow! Do you know that the more God is about to do, the greater of increase of the enemy attacks?

This week I have endured some sickness. (Stand on the faith in complete healing).
Starting last night till today, I encountered some seducing thoughts, that I had to rebuke in the name of Jesus. Brothers and sisters, we are not to give in to the lies of the enemy, hold onto the WORD OF GOD and speak the name of Jesus when they enemy crawls around like a lion.
Sometimes, enemy hides himself as nothing really big and serious, a small lie or deceit. However, do not trust the work of devil, rather expose it!

Arm yourself with prayers, fasting and perseverance.

Enemy will have to flee as we all gather together and support each other with heavenly armor.

I love you all, my dear borhters and sisters in Christ. What a joy that we are called according to God's grace and can spread the ligth of Christ in the darkness of this age.

This night is going to be a night prayer with Judy at the cabins. We held the night prayer a week ago. The Lord put upon my heart two scriptures:
Ephesians 6:18 and Luke 6:12.

God bless you all.
Keep praying for me:)

Wednesday

I found an interesting fact that on Wednesdays I feel spiritual struggle, as if Thursday is the day of God's mighty acts. I could be wrong in my observations, but it is better anyhow to TRUST GOD AND IN THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST.

I LOVE YOU LOVE, MY FAITHFUL GOD.
I PRAY THAT YOUR SUPERNATURAL HAND OF PROTECTION MAY REST UPON ME.
PRAISE AND HONOR TO YOUR HOLY NAME, FATHER.

p.s. Reveal to me concerning Wednesdays. Are my observations correct? What shall I do in order to be prepared and stand in the evil day? Love you, Lord. You are aweseome and above all else.

fight with the evil one

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ,

I greet you with love of God and in the Holy Spirit.

Let me share with you on experience I had in a dream. It was Wednesday night. I laid down to sleep. I was praying and felt fire upon my feet. Then I heard a word, "This is the Gospel of peace." The Holy Spirit instructed me to walk around campus and pray for every person I see or encounter. Then I fell asleep and in my dream an enemy came. It felt like my body was paralyzed, the light in the apartment could not be turned. In the dream, in the next room, there was Tara with Phil. She was talking on the phone and edified with words, "Faith. Believe. Believe." Since the enemy silenced my mouth to speak the name of Jesus outloud, I was proclaiming Jesus name inside. Then I woke up. Fear still was there, so I opened the Word (praise the Lord) and the peace, joy came over. There came a feeling of Victory! I called Sam and we talked on the phone for two hours. The very next day, I went around campus first singing, then praying for people inwardly applying the Blood of Jesus and the blessings on their lives. That day I shared a Gospel with one student and he prayed to accept Jesus in his heart. WIth another student, intercessor, prayer warrior, we had an assignment to witness the Lord Jesus to two young male students. Praise the Lord.

In the book "Heaven is empty, Hell is full" by Asfaw D. Berhane, I found the similar story:

The next fight with Satan was the longest fight I have ever had with him in my ministry. It happened while I was taking a little nap on my couch. I felt a hand grab my neck and a heaviness come over my body. I tried to get up, but I was pressed harder into the couch. The weight was heavy to the point that I could not breathe. Finally, I managed to raise my arm and push him off of me. It felt as if I was pushing a resistant force of wind. I could see his dark body. At first it see,ed he was winning the fight. I tried to call upon the name of Jesus, but my tongue would not move, like it was frozen. I felt helpless. THen I heard the still small voice saying, "Why don't you call My name in your heart?" When i said "Jesus" in my heart I saw the devil vanish. Throught that faight the Lord taught me that heart-to-heart communication is more effective than verbal.
(p. 79).

Understanding

Today, praise the Lord God Almighty, I am studying and learning!

God is my source of help with that.

He also started to point the importance of undertanding!!!

Paul Anderson-Walsh said, "It is not the text, it is the commentary that counts. Not simply knowing what the Bible says, but understanding what it means."

David prayed for understanding (Read Psalm 119). He meditated on the things the Lord revealed, said or explained to him.

If you are to ask me today what is better memory or understanding, I would reply: understanding!!!!! The Bible does not say, "Get memory, Memorize everything!!!" But it does teaches us to "get wisdom, get understanding." (Read Proverbs, esp. chapters 3 and 4).

Matthew 13:19 and 23

When anyone hears the message about the kingdom and does not understand it,

the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in his heart.

But the one who received the seed that fell on good soil is the man who

hears the word and understands it. He produces the crop, yielding

a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown.