love

Great Thanksgiving weekend and holiday! Celebrated mamochka's birthday and much more.

Last night, being at Judy with Mike, Sam, and others were amazing. We worshipped and worshipped, prayed and staff like that. The Lord revealed to me that HE IS LOVE. He acts and responds in love. He is the most loving person.!

On elijahlist today there was an article about love. Here is the link:
http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word/9364
Love you

why?

Good morning! Readers, today I spent over an hour looking over the blog in search for any reason why I feel pain and frustration with my relationship with mom. I could not find anything particular, but the issue is still there.

I feel so disconnected from her. She is great! She does so much for the wellbeing of my life. But I just act in so strange manners...
Holy Spirit, I know that forgiveness is the way, but help me to be sincere in that.

What's going on?
Can You help us?

Digging wells!!!!
We have been thinking about thsi phenomenn of digging the wells of salvation here in Anderson. Today in Herald's Bulletin (Nov. 15), there was a front artickle abut East Side Church of God collecting pennies for digging of the wells in third world countries.

Awesome!

Sam mentioned about the dream that it is ancient battle. It is an ancient way to cut off the enemy's head.
I was reminded of David and Goliath.

This weekend Sam and I spent such a great time! He performed in the opera "Die Fledermaus" at IU Jacob School of Music. Lots of great activites and experiences we had!

We returned to Anderson on Sunday evening. I had a dream.

Out of the window I see Nick. He was calling me from New York (but I could see and hear him very near). In the room where I was there were children. Somebody ( like Lytha) did disciplining and correcting them. Then I was outside, sitting . He commented on the wedding ring he got. it was made of gold with green stones. He wanted me to look at it (but I knew in teh spirit of the power of touch) so I refused to take it into my hands. Then I decided to walk away from him and then run into the bus till the next stop. (I had twenty rubles, they gave me 5 and coins back). From there I rode a bike around the neighborhood. I went into the kindergarten and military camp. AS soon as I got out safely out of the military place. I was in the open area in the city, seeing two guy friends. So I was just about to tell them about N. and here appears. Then I told my friends that they will be my witnesses. He was drunk and holding the wine bottle drinking from it. I made a sign of throwing up in disgust. He became angry and chased after me but I cried out to protect me and two guy friends stepped into the scence. They were pushed back at first. THEN in a very slow motion picture (like in the movies) I see my friend gettin gup from the ground, hitting the glass, taking a peace and completely cutting N.'s head off. I woke up.

For the last few days, my mom spent in America. We have talked a lot, went shopping and thing like that. I feel pain and frustration lots of times... It feels like the battle is against me this season. On the other hand, I feel an immense breakthrough toward a new authority in Christ for the lost and for the endurance.
I am sorry if I am itchy or impolite to you this season,
Forgive my shortcomings but help me to go through this door into God's destiny.

Blessings all over you and Sammy!!!

Katya

P.S. Today, at church lady prayed for me to have soul-burden for the lost every day, even in the middle of the night. God has permission to do what He wills.

Jesus, help me to not loose heart and not to give up.

Your, Katya

Yesterday during worship on Wednesday Unified, I was prayed for endurance by JT and Claire. Even in my reading, McPherson wrote: "I will not quit, becuase He did not quit." I spoke this words overy myself.

This is a battle for endurance and not to give up.

Lord Jesus, I thank You that You listened to the prayer of your people. I need to endure and not to give up, therefore the spiritual battle or contention is going on right now. I praise You for that! Teach me by Your Divine Holy Spirit.

Love, Katya

prophetic word on November 2

Matt Sorger:
Overcoming Your Goliath: Contending For the Next Level of Breakthrough and Authority

God is about to promote people to their next level of authority, influence and power. There is going to be a great need in the days ahead for godly leadership to lead the Body of Christ. God wants us to know and understand not only how to break through to the next level but also how to sustain the increase He gives. It's one thing to get a breakthrough. It's another thing to keep your breakthrough.

Passing Through the Place of Contention

God is bringing people into a higher realm of authority, but one thing we must be aware of is that this is not coming without a fight. of authority, he haBefore David could receive his royal crown d to first face Goliath. He had already been anointed king, but before he could step into his destiny and into the next level of authority, he had to face Goliath. The increase and promotion was not going to come without a fight.
1 Samuel 17:23-26 Philistine ranks and spoke the same words as before, and David heard him. And all the men of Israel, when they saw the man As they talked, behold, Goliath, the champion, the Philistine of Gath, came forth from the , fled from him, terrified. And the Israelites said, "Have you seen this man who has come out? Surely he has come out to defy Israel; and the man who kills him the king will enrich with great riches, and will give him his daughter and make his father's house free (from taxes and service) in Israel." And David said to the men standing by him, "What shall be done for the man who kills this Philistine and takes away the reproach from Israel? For who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?"
Before you step into the next level God has for you, you will have to face your Goliath head on and take it down. Your next level will not come without a fight. Understand this about your giant: It will speak to you. It will try to intimidate, limit and constrain you from possessing what is yours in God. It will speak to you with words like, "Who do you think you are? You think God has a destiny for you? You think God will ever use you?" The words you hear will be in relation to the area of battle you are facing. "You think you will be free? You think things will change? Things are never going to change. You are going to keep going around this mountain. You are nothing. Just give up and quit!"

A Sustainable Anointing and Breakthrough

Those that will move to a higher realm of authority need to understand that a sustainable anointing and mantle is not possible without testing and trial. Anointing without testing is not sustainable. God doesn't want to just give us a temporary anointing or a momentary breakthrough. He wants us to be able to sustain it. The sustainability factor is crucial in this hour. We must contend for increase and sustain it.
Before promotion, you must walk through a place of contention. You must contend with your giant and gain victory over it before the anointing is released to manifest in a greater measure of authority. God anointed what was tested in David's life.
1 Samuel 17:36-39 "Your servant killed both the lion and the bear; and this uncircumcised Philistine shall be like one of them, for he has defied the armies of the living God!" David said, "The Lord Who delivered me out of the paw of the lion and out of the paw of the bear, He will deliver me out of the hand of this Philistine." And Saul said to David, "Go, and the Lord be with you!" Then Saul clothed David with his armor; he put a bronze helmet on his head and clothed him with a coat of mail. And David girded his sword over his armor. Then he tried to go, but could not, for he was not used to it. And David said to Saul, "I cannot go with these, for I am not used to them." And David took them off.

God anoints what's been tested in your life. God anointed David's sling shot, not Saul's armor. David couldn't win the battle in Saul's armor. It hadn't been tested in his life. David wrestled the lion and the bear. He had used his sling and stone out in the wilderness. God anointed what had been tested.
Promotion will come out of your testings and battles. Smaller battles will make you skillful in winning larger battles. Get happy! Because the areas of your greatest testings are about to become the areas of your greatest anointing! The very assignments the adversary had against your life are about to be turned around against him. God is going to release the deepest anointing and glory where you have had the deepest level of warfare and contending.
As Isaac was entering into his land of inheritance in Genesis 26, we see that his land started in a place of barrenness. As he planted and sowed seed in that land, he became very prosperous and fruitful. God accelerated his harvest and in the same year reaped one hundred fold. But God still had more increase for him.
The Philistines envied him and began to bury the wells of Abraham. In order for Isaac to break through to a higher level of fruitfulness in his inheritance, he had to contend with the Philistines. As he dug wells, the first one was called Esek, meaning contention. The next well was called Sitnah meaning enmity. The third well was called Rehoboth meaning room. As Isaac persevered and endured, God made room for him to be fruitful in the land.
The key for Isaac's breakthrough was endurance. As we endure through a place of contention, God will make room for us and will cause us to be fruitful in our land of inheritance. Increase and promotion are coming, but not without a fight. In order to win this battle we must endure to the end.

We are in a time where many are facing their Goliaths. They are in a time of spiritual pressure and resistance. Depending on what they do in this battle will determine their next season. Either they will sustain what God has given them and experience an increase or they could lose what has been entrusted to them.
Usually the greatest fight is right before the greatest breakthrough. This is usually when people give up. They are right on the edge of moving to the next level when they get weary and tired. As long as you refuse to give up, God will make sure you excel to your next level of inheritance. So get happy when you see spiritual contention in your life! It means you are on the verge of breakthrough and promotion. But we have to make the right choices and pray through to victory.

Prayer
Wait on the Lord and allow Him to break you through every area of battle in your life. Pray the Word. Spend time in worship. Make godly choices and purge all sin and compromise out of your life. Pray this prayer with me.
Lord, I submit and surrender every area of my life to You. I make the choice to live in a way that pleases You. Forgive me of all my sin and transgression. Show me any areas of my life that have grieved You. Release a godly sorrow and brokenness in my heart. May I care most about what You feel. Give me the strength to endure and the godly brokenness I need to sustain Your increase in my life. Lord, may the adversary have nothing in me. In Jesus' name, I take authority over every Goliath in my life that is trying to intimidate me and hold me back. I command it to come down now in Jesus' name. Amen.
Matt Sorger

dream

Prophetic word for Anderson: dig the wells of salvation and revival.
(2 thousand souls saved)

Strange dream tonight:

It started out in my room (here in Anderson, America). A teenage boy standing by the window said, "I do not want the spirit of salvation here." Because he said that in my room, I spoke, "Jesus Christ died on the cross and rose again on the third day." (I was intentionally telling the Gospel). Then he was sitting in front of me and I saw a vision (in the spirit) of a white hand reaching toward me. I interpreted in the dream as this person is open for the Gospel, so I prayed with him.

Second part of the dream took place in my stepfather's house, in the living room. There was a guy (who looked attractive and reminded me of Nick). He was very affectionate toward me. Then I told him, "I am engaged and I love him." The boy showed signs of regret to hear that and he laid on the couch thinking how to win me. Then my mother and my sister came to the room. He openly stated of his attention to marry me (my sister was in favor of that). We were sitting (me and him on my left, Iana in the opposite) and my mom took the anointing oil and put it upon our hands and feet. We were barefoot, but he had nice black shoes that he did not want to take off. I provided three kinds of soft shoes.

Third part of the dream took place in his house. It was a little bit dim and reminded a foreing cave. He was standing by the stove, trying to fix rice. But the stove would be getting on fire. SO I came closer and with my help we were able to put down the fire and then I ordered to bring water and pan, the rice was cooking normally. Then we were in his living room, he was standing with his back toward me and being very busy with something. He mentioned that he has good job from his father an dhas good money. (I thought it was good). He turned and spoke about our engagement. He said that he wants to take me to Africa to do BIble study there in their language. I was totally happy and excited to hear that. My thoughts run at that moment: Sam does the opera but this guy wants to do Bible studies in Africa. Then he said, "Talk to Chester and aks him how to say "Hi. How are you in Italian." Chester is Sam's younger brother who is Italian. That guy also mentioned about the border between Stockholm and another place with a strange language. Then, I saw huge denosaurs outside the house. I said, "I am afraid." I was running to another room , but the unseen monsters were grabbing me. I heard the boy's voice, "Try to be calm. Don't move." I obeyed and they stilled their motions except one. I felt and unpleasant lick by monster. As I was laying there feeling this awful touch, I believed that the boy will resque me and he did. I woke up!


Dear Lord, Shelly thought it was a warning dream. Holy SPirit guide me not only in interpretation but also in prevention of the enemy strategy against me or Sam.
Blessings,

word from the Lord

Katya, I have put so much into you, it needs perfection and maturity on your part. My seeds have been choked by worry and leisure time. Take up the time to study My Law, My Grace, My Obedience. I will make your shoes walk in total freedom of My Spirit. I may close the well for a season, but do not get weary, there is a true well of life. His name is Jesus, drink from Him and you will not be thirsty.
Bless you, My child.

Scriptures:Galatians5:3-4, Romans 6:14, 5:20-21, Deuteronomy 27:10, 1 Samuel 15:22, 1 Peter 1:14, Romans 6:15-17

wedding preparations are moving forward

The Lord blessed us with preparations for the wedding!

Sam made SAVE THE DATES and printed 20 of them, less than $20.00

We have a friend George who agreed to be DJ at our wedding for $25.00.

Cindy Crume will be responsible for getting flowers for the tables. I need to give her details and money of course (plan to spend $50.00).

MEET THE NEED

Praise God for the wonderful weekend! Yesterday I mostly stayed home, did some cleaning, cooking and spending time with Patience.

Today, I feel energy to prepare for the time with Samuel! It is my joy to plan activities and ideas so that Samushka will feel totally loved!



Here is the thought that is on my heart: IS THERE A NEED?

WHAT CAN I/WE DO TO MEET THAT NEED!

Isaiah 58: 10-11 says,

...Spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry and satisfy the needs of the oppresses...

then... the Lord will satisfy your needs...

PHILLIPIANS 4:16,19

You sent me aid again and again when I was in need.

....And my God will meet all your needs according to His glorious riches in Christ Jesus.

My mom had a vision of me this morning: I lifted my hands, joined them like holding a candle and then started spinning in a dance. She thought that it almost lifted me up.

Great time of ministry!

Warfare, spiritual battle

Joy and praise

Desire to study

Praise for the paper analysis (50/50)

my momchka will be coming soon in November 4th!

ask, seek and knock

Yesterday, after Dove Harbor, we had a life group meeting at Judy's house. Joel led the worship and the presence of GOD just entered in so strong, that I hardly kept mysel ffrom going on my knees. Tears, adoration, and whispers of prayers were flowing. It was wonderful! The Lord even provided some food afterwords and gave me an opportunity to be a blessing to Sally.

I had a great rest last night even though it was only 6 hours. The Lord was able to give me rest fully! There was a sweet and engaging dream today, but I do not recall it now.

THE Scripture, heavenly breathed is from Matthew 7:7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."

Spirit gives life

Hello dear readers! I am astonished and amazed at God's work!!!!! This morning He is revealing much more about pleasing the Holy Spirit rather than our sinful nature. He showed through His word that Spirit gives life (John 6:63 and 2 Corinthians 3:6).

Live to please God in the Spirit : read Romans 8:6-8 and Galatians 6:7-8.

God is doing a teaching unto my inner man!!!! How awesome!!!

Park Place

This morning Sam travelled back to Bloomington; I continued to sleep until 9:30 am. The service at Park Place Church starts at 10:30. On my way to church, I found myself pondering: who am I going to church for? Am I going there because of the people or because I want to seek God? It is a hard and honest question. Most likely people played a major role, but I really desired for God to be the reason to go to Park Place Church of God.

This question: Am I a people pleaser or God pleaser? is on my mind for several days. The search for that dilemma is in the present moment.

The service at Park Place was really wonderful, blessed and great! Several times I lifted my hands in worship to Jesus. The song "Sweet, sweet Spirit" reminded of my mother and connected in worship to God. The sermon by David Markle was amazing! He preached from 2 Corinthians 5 about the fact that in Christ God creates new! I felt and heard Jesus Christ being exalted in this morning worship service. I usuallly watch for any indiciation to our Lord Jesus Christ! After the service, for some good reason, I greeted and was welcomed by many people. One person told me thanks for leading worship on Tuesday chapel, another asks about singing at church, and with others we chatted on other great subjects. The people in the congregation did not look strange or distant to me, but rather as a unite of humanity.

When I came home, through listenning to the sermong about whether we walk before God or people, I was in deep reflection about that. Lord, open my heart and ears to hear what Your Spirit is saying to me individually and corporately. Help me to choose to please and walk before You! I repent for any reasons other than to come to worship You in the house of the church.
Blessings to You, Father in heaven and glory!

reserve sanctuary

We need to reserve sanctuary for our wedding on May 28th, 2011. In order to do that, we need to go to Parl Place, fill out some papers and put a downpayment.

this week in Anderson

I am back in Anderson and the Lord restored the joy in my heart! Praise the LORD! With the help of God and four good firned, I led the worship service on Tuesday morning during chappel. We sang, 'Agnes Dei", "Oh Praise Him", "Be Unto Your Name", and Alleluia.

I thank dear JESUS for also meeting pastor from South Africa, his name is Solomon. It was an amazing powerful evening at Jo and Dee's house! We had a great time talking too with Karen, Hellen and Moreblessing. God bless them all!

Last night, Sam and I chatted on the phone, it was great. THank You Lord! He is planning to come for this weekend. Judy Doty and Tim Johnson are going on a trip to Kansas City. Judy wanted me to go with them so much, but I could not :(

Glad and happy in Jesus!

I am in Bloomington with Sam. It was a challenge to be here, honestly. First of all, I did not knwo the rules and hospitality etiquete to engage with the family. But, they were so great, serving with the gift they have, such as cooking. I am thankful for that.

Sammy and I have an awkward silence, maybe due to tiredness.

So, here is my cry heart. Lord, clothe us with Your Son Jesus, with compassion, humility, strength, joy and like that.

We need you!

P.S. I had a dream last night after 4am. In it, I was going through a deliverance with a man from the spirit of abandonment. We have to forgive every family member, and to tell them we love them in our minds. Even thouh it was a man, like foreigner, I feel like it has to do with me feeling weird.

So, if the spirit is attacking me, may Jesus be victorious today and forever.

Katya

save the date

I was blessed today by creating this card. I hope you like it!

A friend of mine, Caroline, said that she would liek to help with the wedding. I need to think what things she could do for us. :) Thank you dear Lord for friends and families who want to be involved in our wedding. Cindy (our international director) said that she would like to help in whatever ways.