resigning from the job

  Praise God!!!!
Chains off!!!!
New road!!!!


"And Jesus stood before the governor. And the governor asked Him, saying, "Are You the King of the Jews?" And Jesus said to  him, "It is as you say." And while He was being accused by the chief priests and elders, He answered nothing. Then Pilate said to Him, "Do You not hear how many things they testify against You?" And He answered him no one word, so that the governor marveled greatly."  Matthew 27:11-14

Lazarus

 This week, I am planning to make my first prenatal appointment. Also, I started filing ents for Medicaid program. Honestly, today it has been so emotional for me. Every time I am thinking about insurance and pregnancy related stuff, it is like anxiety and not knowing how to operate in this world.

Today, the scripture was from John 11, it is about the death of Lazarus. I think Jesus is speaking to me about how late it seemed to do anything about Lazarus, just like for me, it is already a second trimester, and I have not had a doctor's appointment. I believe, there is hope in these scriptures for me. 


" On his arrival, Jesus found that Lazarus had already been in the tomb for four days. Now Bethany was less than two miles from Jerusalem, and many Jews had come to Martha and Mary to comfort them in the loss of their brother. When Martha heard that Jesus was coming, she went out to meet him, but Mary stayed at home. "Lord," Martha said to Jesus, "if you had been here, my brother would not have died. But I know that even now God will give you whatver you ask." Jesus said to her, "Your brother will rise again." Martha answered, "I know he will rise again in the resurecction at the last day." Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. The one who believes in me will live, even though they die; and whoever lives by believing in me will never die. Do you believe this?" "Yes, Lord," she replied, "I believe that you are the Messiah, the Son of God, who is to come into the world."  John 11:17-27

Stay her, child. I will speak and direct you at times of unknownness and instability. My name is greater than any problem or solution. I am the resurrection and the life, take these words to your pregnancy. My child, I love you and forgive your grumbling. Father loves you adn cares for your needs. You will not be left on the waste side, I will pick you up in My arms and carry you through adversities and any storm.

Promises

  1 Peter 4:11 "If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ"

Jeremiah 33:6 "I will bring health andhealing to it; I will heal My people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security"

Deuteronomy 30:9 " Then the Lord your God will make you most prosperous in all the work of your hands and in the fruit of your womb, the young of your livestock and the crops of your land. The Lord will again delight in you and make you prosperous, just as He delighted in your father"


We are going through training for our new job! Praise the Lord!
Today, the Lord let me stay home all day and talk to mamochka and Yanochka for the longest time.

confirmation of a pregnancy

  We traveled last Sunday to Anderson. We visited Judy and her our friends. Then we stopped by Tara and Phil, and I got my confirmation on the pregnancy.

Tara said that the Lord already revealed to her that a girl is going to be born. She realized it was me and she started buying gifts. WOW. What a woman of faith!!!!
Big Phil prayed and it was revealed to him that it will be a girl. How exciting!!!!

Even though, we set aside the name for the child already. Prophetically, I hear and sense Isaac and Genesis chapter 26.

P.S. Today, Sam bought a baby cradle bed for $30. Hallelujah!

day of praise

  Praise be to God!
Samuel received a new job! Thank you Lord!

I am on the 5th week of pregnancy. Thank you Lord!

Traveling to Ohio for the weekends, to celebrate three birthdays. Praise the Lord!

Had a dream, in which I saw angels ministering to my aunt Faya.

dream

  I had a dream where I found a bear, a waolf and bunny.
Bear represented God.
Wolf represented a brokenness, that could be healed by care and love of a female.
Bunny- "don't wake up the bunny"

fire and glory

Zechariah 2:5 "And I Myself will be a wall of fire around it, declares the Lord, and I will be its glory within."

 

 

 

I found this prophetic word from http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=8518 

 

Chuck Pierce:

A New Fire and Glory Realm is Falling. Burn the Fat!:

We are entering a new glory realm. This is such a key time and the Lord is calling us forth to "see His glory." We are developing a new identity in this new season. We wear the glory.
Ask the Lord for a new prophetic release and a new level of supply. Wealth and glory go together. This past week the Lord has shown me some patterns to help us move forward. We must discern our present place and go beyond.

As we gathered this past week, the Lord spoke: "You will go beyond where you have been in the past. You had fire in one season, but now you will go beyond and BE fire for the next season. You will draw back the bow and shoot beyond where you have gone in the past. You will ford and eddy and you will go into that water, and yet you will not back up when the water deepens around you. You will go beyond!"

I see a picture. It's almost like you were lost in a snow storm and you've been pressing to find your way out. You are almost through the forest, but you feel like you need to lie down and sleep—that it is too hard to press on through. I hear the Lord say, "The fire is coming in you and melting away what is trying to cause you to slumber in this season. You have lost your 'soul press.' I am rekindling your soul, for there is an identity in you that is going to be fiery and will burn your way through this season. Momentum is coming through the fire gate. Catch the moment and you will create the event you've been watching for. You have said, 'The event is escaping me.' Catch the moment when I blow up through your soul and awaken the past deposits of My glory that have fallen asleep.

"Your soul has been dry and your soul has cried, but today there is a sound of rushing waters in your soul that is causing your soul not only to be healed, but to see. By seeing deep into your soul, your identity will be displayed. Allow the rivers flowing from My throne to flow in your soul so that your soul comes alive in Me with new energy to press forward. Your soul will now see! You have not seen your identity reflect the desires deep within you. I am causing a river to cause a reflection to come through you that you have not seen.

 

"The identities of My people in the earth are now changing and they will have a different identity as they cross into their future. Remove that which is not reflecting Me. Words have been spoken that stopped you from digesting My word in the past and stopped you with fear from branching out into places that I am calling you to branch out into. Those words are now being pushed out by the River and the Fire in you so that you will have a boldness to say, 'This is who I am in this season.'

 

"There is a smell of sacrifice that I am calling to arise from My people, because the fire that was once burning has been rekindled. You have smelled the burning from the past but have not seen the fire. Smell the burning and watch, for the fire will come alive. I am blowing on the fire. The smell of burning is on you, but now the fire will blaze in you. There must be a release of new fire through My people. Ask Me to open that fire gate and cause the smell of burning that has been purifying you in the last several months to turn to a new, blazing fire.

 

"The fat is going in the fire! You have been trying to lose weight on your own, in the flesh. You have been trying to get rid of weight—not just physically, but spiritual weights—and the fat is going in the fire. The fire gate of Heaven is opening and the fat is in the fire! You will move toward the river and go beyond the river and the depth you have been in in the past season."

26 cents

Yesterday and today I found beside me a quarter and a cent, which makes 26 cents.

it puzzles me:) Lord is speaking to me through this, I need to hear His wisdom.

I already prepared $26 dollars to give to the Lord this Sunday, out of hte obedience to His guidance. What else is here?

Yesterday, I read in Genesis 26, a story about Isaac who planted seeds during the famine and the same year reaped a hundredfold because the LORD blessed him.

sow our seeds

It is such a blessing to listen to the Spirit-filled people, who teach and admonish in all truth and wisdom. Thank You God that You fill Your people with Your knowledge and truth. I Praise You!

As I was listenning to Billey Brim again, I heard the voice of the Spirit through her lips concerning our situation. We had a dept of $2000 to the university and we need to pay it before the end of this semester, so that Sam can register for his spring semester. Well, as I said, the Spirit made evident that  we need to sow our seed along with tithes. I just really believe that is the answer and God will supply all that we need.

In Genesis 26:1, 12 we read about a famine in the land. However, the Lord speaks to Isaac and tells him to live in Gerar, which is a desert. There, Isaac sows, plants the crops and the same year he reaps a hundredfold, because the Lord blessed him. Hallelujah for the faithfulness of God!

Today, even though I had a struggle in the morning and afternoon, the grace of God came!!!! He gave us the direction of His will, that is to pray and to sow financial seeds!







May the name of the Lord Jesus Christ be praised today and forevermore!
Blessings and honor belong to the Lord!

supply the fuel

  The Holy Spirit gently let me to listen to Billye Brim. And this is what I received from the Lord:

IF THERE IS NO FUEL, THERE IS NOTHING TO IGNITE. NO FUEL- NOTHING FOR THE SPIRIT TO FIRE. FUEL IS PRAYER. SUPPLY THE FUEL-PRAYER THAT HE CAN IGNITE THE FIRE. HOLY GHOST IS THE FIRE! THEY WERE IN THE ROOM PRAYING.

Isaiah 35

  Praise be to God who is LIVING and HOLY. One and only, our JESUS!!!!!

Today, I testify that God revealed to me Isaiah 35. First, it was through http://video.melbond.tv/page/1 An Ancient Prophecy Now Being Fulfilled (Oct 16, 2012). Then, through http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=11553
Mike Bachelder:A Mandate for Joy.

In the month of October, especially sometimes after October 12th, I conceived.
 The name we already thought for a girl baby would be

 ANNA JOY.

That is all for right now.
WOW

"The desert and the parched land will be GLAD; the willderness will REJOICE and blossom. Like the crocus, it will burst into bloom; it will REJOICE greatly and shout for JOY."

 Isaiah 35:1-2

the way of holiness... "They will enter Zion with  singing; everlasting JOY will crown their heads. GLADNESS and JOY will overtake them, and sorrow and sighing will flee away."

Isaiah 35:10

eyes

  I give thanks and glory to Jesus and God the Father for Their wonderful presence adn anointing. It has been very difficult for me over a week or two. But two days ago Sam prayed for me and Jesus was with us. He brought peace, removed my burdens and healed my soul. I feel joy! I feel light!

Praise God.

Another thing is that the Holy Spirit is placing hunger for the Word of God to live it out, to eat it! The Holy Spirit points to me about the eyes.

Thanks be to my JESUS, who is always with me!!!!

Thank you, Lord

Humility

  I was reminded again about the importance of humility. Bob Jones mentioned that God annoints only humble. God honors humility.

Isaiah 66:2 "This is the one I esteem:  he who is humble and contrite in spirit, and trembles at My word."
 

Proverbs 16:19 "Better to be lowly in spirit and among the oppressed, than to share the plunder with the proud."

 

 

• "The Lord detests all the proud of heart. Be sure of this: They will not go unpunished." - Proverbs 16:5

• "Humility comes before honor" - Proverbs 15:33

• "Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall"- Proverbs 16:18

• "Who is wise and understanding among you? Let him show it by his good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom." James 3:13

baptism of Fire

October 30th 2012
Today I shared the testimony of receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit. But the Lord reveals to me now that He desires to baptize me with FIRE.
I am reading the book called "The Blazing Holy Fire"

:)

Love Jesus

stepping out of the leadership

Last Sunday, during the worship, I heard the voice of the Lord and He said, "Look to the right". I decided to keep my eyes closed, so that I could see into the spiritual instead of physical. And sure enough, I saw an angle flew to me. Even though I did not know why.

That evening, the Lord put upon our hearts to resign from leadership at BSF. It came along with a new job with babysitting. But most of all, it was for the sake of prayer. The Lord Jesus wants me and Him alone.

I am free:) in Christ.

issue of vikings

the Spirit of the Lord has been showing me the issue of vikings. We have discrovered that we need to repent and intercede against the water spirits, trolls, and the spirit of viking in our lands, in the people around us.
Particularly, Sam's coworker.

Thank You God,


P.S. Praying is crucial and in the name of Jesus and forgiveness through His blood.

Repentance for Russian banyas, becuase the Lord does not allow us to see each other nakedness, that is why I find correlation with water spirits.

May the Lord be blessed through His holy children.

The service went well, I reflected on being HOLY before the Lord.


With love

baby sitting and planning :)

  I am so thankful to God for babysitting children. Jesus makes it so rewarding and interesting!

Tomorrow is October 12th and Samuel and I are planning something special. May the Lord bless it, according to His great riches in glory, for His ultimate purpose. May we be the vessels!!!

Thank you Jesus!!!!

at the restaraunt

Praise be to our God and the Lord Jesus Christ!!!!

 It is exciting to know Jesus and grow in the Word of God.

Today, I want to share a recent experience. Sam and I went to the restaraunt, which I don't usually like because of the smell and things like this. But, I did not want to complain and to be obedient to my husband's desire. So, here we were in that restaraunt. So, we sit down and prayed. I took the AUTHORITY to pray in that place with all seriousness and intention, no matter what. We prayed to God to change the atmosphere, to make it a great experience. We pleaded the blood of Jesus and quoted the scripture verse from 1 Corinthians 15:57 "THanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ!"
       Right next to our table were two people- a father and a son. They looked "non-Christian" :) but you know what, I felt in my spirit that we need to invite them to church. It was a strong desire, so I yielded to the Holy Spirit's guidance and He made it happen through our obedience. They were so happy to receive an invitation and said that they would come.
     Hallelujah!!! Great are the works of our God. Studied, sought our and accessible to all who want, desire and take delight in them!!! (paraphraze of Psalm 111:2)

Rock and hard work

  There has been a lot of great things!!!! Rosh Hashanah on September 17th, that night the Lord asked me to be awake and watch till 3 am.

Last Sunday the pastor spoke about hard work, so I applied for two jobs and possibly soon another. The Lord is great. He is the number ONE for whom I work. He is my pay and joy. I am colaboring with Christ!!!!

The Lord has blessed financially us recently and Sam's name was commented on Opera News magazine. How exciting!!!!!

Jesus is our ROCK who gives us water

Rushing mighty wind

An interesting dream the Lord gave me last night. It was like the Song of Solomon story, I was searching for my beloved Sam. In my journey, I was encountering situations, rooms, but in them I could not find my delight, with God's help He brought me to my husband. Sam coutnenance was in the glory of God and the place he was in, was totally holy and peaceful. Hallelujah.
In the dream, the rushing mighty wind came and not only delivered, it engulfed me from the surrounding adn brought to another place. God is so good!!!

Today, I had lunch with Amy.
The Lord Jesus opened an opportunity to talk to Iana, my sister about praying with Jesus.

May the Lord be glorified. He is so good!!!
I love you Lord!!!!