Prodigal son returning to the father

I truly praise the Almighty God, His Holy Spirit for showing me the answer . In the middle of the night I asked God what should I do? I really wanted to get out of the cycle. It was empty in my relationship with aGod. Today I listened to Tommy Almonte, who spoke about relation with God and his journey . Wow! What stood out were I need to find a consistent place and time to meet with God. That reminded me of Sergei Shidlovskij. I came to meet with God this morning in time of prayer, it was so encouraging!
I praise God! May His grace keep and may the Love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit come to the spring , to the front page!
Hallelujah

Today is a day when Sam is off work. Anya at home and Simon at kindergarten. Last night I had wonderful dreams. First one was with my dad , I knew that casting out demons was t a thing to do, but I saw the Bible , began to dance and sing. The light was shining out of the window. Then we began to read the gospel of John. Second dream was me surrounded by Iana and mommy , the voice spoke ‘ its not about building religious institutions but relationship. Spirit of wind and love.
These two dreams were encouraging.
I am learning to come in prayer to God as I am ( not perfect, with issues). Yesterday the Holy Spirit encouraged to make вареники. I am also reading Genesis , it’s wonderful!


Praise be to God everlasting!!!!

Shepherd

I am in a new stage in the relationship with Jesus. He is the shepherd and I ama sheep.
It is going to be time to learn His voice and discern the voice of a stranger. Jesus gives me milk to drink

No to Halloween

God is doing a wonderful thing! He preserved us from all evil (psalm 131) and helped us to stand against Halloween practices in the church.
Grateful!!!
Please listen to John Ramirez testimony !!!!

Caroline Leaf answers

Praise the Lord☺️!
I was listening this afternoon Dr.Caroline Leaf on why we forget things and as she discussed things, I came to a realization to why I had dreams of going backwards and experience stress and a lack of control. In my dreams the setting was school and I felt not prepared for exam in history. I ran into challenges and so forth. It’s true that growing up , I did not understand history and actually a lot of school learning was just skimming to get a grade and I did not internilize the material into meaning and that’s is why I lacked the memory from learning.
But today, praise God I have aquired some tools to help me to begin healthy memory.

1) to become organized, systematic, successive , so that there are not disconnected information which causes forgetfulness.
2) I need to develop deep thinking upon what I am hearing, by engaging myself into Ask, Answe and Discuss, which will help me to find meaning versus only gathering data .
3. I need to choose to pay attention . And if the material is not what I am naturally interested, I need to reconvert my attitude by seeing something valuable in the information.
4. When I began to pay attention, I need to stay away from multitasking, or dividing my attention to others things. I need to finish the task.

5. Be aware that toxic emotions hinder healthy memory.

Well, I am very thankful to learn this information with Caroline Leaf.
Simultaneously, I am engaged with the Holy Spirit in memorizing scriptures. Praise be to God for answering g to me in regards to the two dreams. I love ahoy, Lord

Going backwards

Yesterday and today I had strange dreams and the element that repeated in two dreams was me going backwards in a car and experiencing danger. In the first dream I saw a big sheep or ram( with no horns) charging at me, to the point that it could intentionally break my glass. The second dream I was driving to school and found myself driving backwards and the vehicle would not stop and because of it, the situation was difficult and stressful .
I have prayed to God and am in need of understanding what that all means.

Welcome Aramaic

We are discovering today an amazing renewal. The Lord, Holy Spirit led me to read an Aramaic version of the Gospel of Mark and when I shared with Sam, something clicked for us. You see, on November 2013, we have pondered about Sam writing about godly opera using Greek and Aramaic . Well, the Lord is setting us on the course! Praise God!

Welcome to Ohio

  Dear readers,
It has been a very long time since I wrote here. God has truly blessed our family! We moved to Ohio! Sam's mother leaves 15 minutes from our house. Today Simon (6 years old) went to Kindergarten. He was super excited. We have enjoyed the visit from my mother. Tomorrow she is living back home to Russia. Oh, God, how wonderful are Your ways!

Thanks to God for everything!

We attend Liberty Church!

All is well.
Much love in Christ Jesus!

2018 is my joy

Congratulations on the New Year 2018!

This year is the year of JOY in my life. We will moving from Anderson to Muncie. This is the Lord's plan that He revealed to us. So much prayer has been lifted up for the church we attend and much is to come.

We are experiencing a renewed fellowship with the Holy Spirit!
So grateful to Jesus for His grace and love.

P.S. Bethany, here we come, to pour out alabaster oil on Jesus!

"Then took Mary a pound of ointment of spikenard, very costly, and anointed the feet of Jesus, and wiped His feet with her hair: and the house was filled with the odour of the ointment." John12:2

My face will shine!

11:22 am December 5, 2017

Promise/prayer about my face. I want the skin on my face to be renewed, to be clear, to shine with His face.

Numbers 6:25 "Yahweh make Your face shine on me."
Exodus 34:29 "the skin of his face shone as a result of my speaking with the Lord."
Exodus 34:30 "the skin of his face shone!"
Psalm 80:3,7 "cause Your face to shine upon us."

Endurance

Message from Erica,

Erica spoke God's word, that endurance does not mean to ride out the storm. But to endure is to have courage!
Samuel sensed the Spirit of the Lord to shout on the inside, "wake up!" "Wake up"
See Jonah was sleeping during the storm.

it is dance

Dancing in the glory is the gift that the Holy Spirit deposited in me and that I was able to activate at home while listening to Kimberly Rivera online. Praise the Lord!
I need to be FAITHFUL!

looking forward to another gift of the Holy Spirit

I started today a fruit diet until Sunday. The Holy Spirit informed me that it will be hard for my flesh, but if I persevere, the Lord will give me another gift as a deposit, that I would need to activate in His glory.
Very exciting! What gift is it?

The one that the Holy Spirit already using through me is the gift of knowledge. Glory to God!

1 Corinthians 12:31"But eagerly desire the greater gifts"

1 Corinthians 14:1 "Follow the way of love and eagerly desire spiritual gifts"

The renewal

Praise be to our God Almighty, the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit!

Will I fin words to describe all that transpired in two years since my last comment in this blog?
We have a new baby! She is a princess and I love her gentle spirit and loving eyes and smile! Thanks to God!

Simon found friends in the church that he loves and often prays for them!

As for me and Sam, we found a total renewal in our lives. The Lord brought us back to the cabin, and gave a more clear vision of our destiny and calling. We feel happy, invigorated and thankful to be where we are in the Lord.

So, let us continue to grow in the Lord, to seek His face, to follow His Spirit and love each other more and more.

God teaches us humility

 Last night, clearly, I heard this phrase: "God taught Moses humility"
Today, in our school of ministry we were talking about teaching and learning. But also, I ran into some challenges due to the pride of my heart.

Phil. 2:1-8
Main points:
Jesus, being in the nature God, did not sought that equality to be recognized. Instead, he humbled himself to the status of a servant all the days of his life.

WOW
Pray for God to change our attitudes to become servants and not seek equality with others.

"YOUR ATTITUDE SHOULD BE THE SAME AS THAT OF CHRIST JESUS: WHO, BEING IN VERY NATURE GOD, DID NOT CONSIDER EQUALITY WITH GOD SOMETHING TO BE GRASPED, BUT MADE HIMSELF NOTHING, TAKING THE VERY NATURE OF A SERVANT, BEING MADE IN HUMAN LIKENESS. AND BEING FOUND IN APPEARANCE AS A MAN, HE HUMBELED HIMSELF AND BECAME OBEDIENT TO DEATH- EVEN DEATH ON A CROSS!"- Philippians 2:5-8

I believe that God desires to teach me to become humble. It is not an accident that certain situations caused me pain and desire to be recognized. However, I now know that God will do His part in teaching, but I will make a choice to humble myself and put on the attitude of Christ.

Thank You, dear Holy Spirit. Thanks to my husband too, for his merciful and loving heart.

love covers sins

Proverbs 10:12 "Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers over all wrongs."

1 Peter 4:8 "Love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins"

James 5:19-20 " My brothers, if one of you should wander from the truth and someone should bring him back ,remember this: Whoever turns a sinner from the error of his way will save him from death and cover over a multitude of sins."

I thank my heavenly Father and the Lord Jesus Christ for the redemption! My mom and I reconciled our past wrongs! It is so wonderful!!!!
YAY!

March 3 a begining of a new things indeed

  Hello dear brothers and sisters!
It is vulnerable to know that some of our history that is still written here on earth may show and reveal or sinfulness and brokenness; but in heaven, for the believers, God removes those past failures by the blood of the Lord!

We are at NLCH, lots of great things happened. The whole month of February we were diligently involved in the church: music, mission conference, Kayros cours etc.

On March 1, Mike came and brought pizza. He anointed us and prayed over, shared lots of great things. In the prayer, under the covering, I saw an angel who spoke "SAINT" to me. It really blessed me. We wept too.

Lots of wonderful things. Well, last night, we prayed a lot and interceded for different people and situations. The Lord gave me a dream about reminding the mission conference "Come Forth
" and then the doors that were closed but about to be open, we were to enter in. So I spoke to Julie about the joy being our spiritual weapon and that tomorrow we need to increase the level of our joy. secondly about the peace and standing in it, for the battle is the Lord's, (Neh 8: 10 and 2 Chron. 20)

Today during the class we asked ourselves "What does your heart look like?" and it is awesome study. Praise God!!!!

becoming missionaries

 Recent dream about the lamb walking the street of Anderson. (Conversation with Sam about worship)

The end of this month moving to Anderson and starting a ministry underneath the pastor. It will involve worship, intercession, etc. 24/7

The Lord is smoothly helping us to transition to a new place. Praise be to Jesus.

Revival of seeking God

  Last week, Samuel had a high temperature and fever. So he rested in bed most of Saturday and Sunday. He did not go to work on Monday. During those highly difficult physically days, the Lord blessed it spiritually. He revived us!!!! We received teaching from Benny Hinn on how to seek the Lord. AWW, since that we had a long wonderful week with the Lord. I even took pictures of our family on each, there was a huge light presence above us. Cool! Also, my son sleeps so sound during the night like he had never had!!!!! It is amazing!!!!

What is it about seeking the Lord!!!!
Not only it is a must priority of every Christian, it is also a day to day journey fueled by the Spirit of God and His Word.

The Lord is taking me to learn His name.
That is just a beginning.

Since, Christmas is upon us and then a New Year, I have found this statement: It can be your best year if on the knees.

Praise the Lord for Who He is and His marvelous Name that He will reveal to those who diligently seek Him about all else in life.

Thanksgiving unto God the Father

  Dear readers,
Greetings!!!

We traveled to Anderson and received so much love from people.
When we returned home,  we prayed to God. Father spoke to me "I chose the smallest in amount people unto myself". Deuteronomy 7. Also, He gave the word for my friend "Listen to me daughter: pharaoh closed the deliverance of My Jews but did it stop Me from moving forward?"
Then the Holy Spirit gave me a pondering about helping Sam with his opera... We got so excited to think about creating a godly opera (giving like 10 years). Sam's desire to use Greek and Aramaic for it. So, I do have to learn to speak Aramaic to help him :)

Here we go.
Exciting