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My Prayer

My Papa, I exolt Your Name today. You know it has been asweome to learn to depend on You everyday. You have placed me into a position of learning to pray... Thank You very much.
Father, I pray that Your presence become known to me and many more people here on campus. You said in Your word that You are Emmanuel, God is with us. Do we live according to this revelation? Father, thank you for your promise to be with us.
My heart is ready to grow closer to You. Thank you that my sister called me today and also I received a letter from Kati Herr.
Father, what do you think about Easter holiday? Where shall I go? Where shall I stand? What about summer? I need Your guidance and wisdom.

My prayer request that my relationship with my roommate become more enjoyable. I know we are different, but Father, help me to love her unconditioanlly, not to judge and so on.
Bless my friends with Your love and care.

Father, do you remeber when one day YOu gave me a dream. It was in Michigan... I saw myself cleansing a room somewhere on the basement. It is then I found a precious jewell... Now, I recall this dream with a notion that You are my jewell. Thank You for showing that You are the most important and only one to be sought!

Father, I also ask You to help me to become more diligent in praying to You everyday. I desire that my room with that table become a secret room where You will meet me. Let's enjoy our everyday fellowship. At this point, it is easy for me to come to You by night and late evenings, but if You will help to establish an early morning routine, I will be thankful.

Father, once again, strengthen my prayer life by providing people who will help to hold "my arms toward heaven" as to Moses. I need it cause my flesh is weak and lazy.

Father, what is in You r mind right now? what does concern Your heart: any world problem, a person's issue? What could I do for YOU?

I thank you that You are my God will never leave me nor forsake. Great is Your faithfulness. Your mercies endure forever. Your love reaches to the sky. To Your name to be the glory and honor.

From Your daughter KAtya

The Name of Jesus!

On Friday, I went to the prayer meeting. My friend Jeremy spoke a word from the Bible that capture all my attention: "Make His Name known." Then also Jemmy cried out "Jesus is coming: on a way to the prayer cabinets. Also somebody read: "The remembrance of His Name for generations to come." All these words motivated me to study the Name of my God in the Bible and secondary sources.

• Genesis 1:1 Elohim which means "to worship". He is the Worshiped One.
• Genesis 12:7-8 El or ELI. Abraham built an altar and called the place "Beth-El", which means "the house of God." This is the word Jesus spoke, "Eli, Eli, lama sa-bach-tha-na?"- "My God, my God, why have You forsaken Me?" (Mattew 27:46). The name "Eli" means "strong or mighty God".
• Genesis 14:18-22 Eliom means the most high God. Christ himself is called "the Son of the Highest" (Luke 1:32).
• Genesis 15:2 Adonai means "the cause, support"
• Genesis 17:1 Shaddai- "God all sufficient".
• Exodus 3:13-14 Ejeh which means "I Am that I Am".
• 1 Samuel 1:9-11 The Lord of Sabaoth- the Lord of hosts.

Besides the meanings of the Hebrew names for God in the Old Testament, we can just go to some scriptures that will tell us about the Name that is ablove all names.

"I will exalt You, my God the King; I will praise Your name for ever and ever. Every day I will praise You and extol Your name for ever and ever."

Psalm 145:1-2

"Jacob said, "Please tell me Your name." But He replied, "Why do you ask My name?"

Genesis 32:29

"Do not worship any other god, for the Lord whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God."

Exodus 34:14

"O Lord, our Lord, how majjestic is Your name in all the earth!"

Psalm 8:1

"Those who know Your name will trust in You, for You, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek You."

Psalm 9:10

"Glorify the Lord with me; let us exalt His name together."

Psalm 34:3

"I am the Lord; that is My Name! I will not give My glory to another or My praise to idols."

Isaiah 42:8

"Your name and renown are the desires of our hearts."

Isaiah 26:8

"And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved."

Joel 2:32

May God of a great name bless you all.

Prayer

God has put on my heart and in my ears the word- pray and fast. He made me interested in revival here n campus and the city Anderson.

Please, pray for me...

I love you very much whoever you are. May God will be glorified in you and your life.

Spring- Maintain a pure heart

I had a trip to Colorado for the Spring Break. IT was a great experience to learn to build the bridges to the people instead of walls. God had agiven me and others a chance to share the talens and most of all to worship Him. Jenny and I sang two songs in Russian, others did in Korean and English, etc. It was amazing to be able to share my testimony.
wHEN i CAME BACK ON cAMPUS, THE lORD STARTED TO TEACH ME to remain holy and purify myself. Now, there should be no compromiss with the world and sin. Stand in awe of God, have a godly fear, be filled with the Holy Ghost. Amen

When hard time comes, God teaches

Here, there is a father and a son went fishing. Father does not catch fish and just give it to his son. Rather, he teaches the son how to catch the fish. The point is that our Father in Heaven teaches us during the hard time!!!

LEt's look at Hebrews 12:6-11 " My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord discilines those He loves, and He punishes everyone He accepts as a son." Endure hardship as disciline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father? If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons. Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits and live! Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplined us for our good, that we may share in His holiness. No discipline seems pleasent at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it." This is how my friend advised: "When hard time comes, we need to say: "God, what do You want to teach me?" And then wait.Praise God.

No to Passivity, Yes- to Passion.

Praise the Lord, God Almighty!
My God is a merciful, loving, forgiving Father who also teaches me to become like Him in His image. I am amazed how He worked today through so many ways in order to give me an understanding that I need to get out of passivity.
In the morning I read from Joshua; 'Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go. Do not let this Book of LAw depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperious and successful. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:6-9.
Later the day, I met Jeremy who spoke about two main issues: passivity and gossip. These were exact words I needed to hear to be able to see myself and move me to the change. Praise to Jesus!
lord, I want to be victorius and courageous, steadfast in faith and strong. Please, give me the spirit of love and a sound mind. I want ot serve You with all my heart.
After my class, I listened to Joyse Meyer on the topic: Be a conquerer. Wel, this also have beedn the exact words God planned for me to listen and obey. Halleluja!
Lord, I just want to say thank you , for You revive my soul from the distress to the joy, frm passiity to the full victoirus life, from oppressed to freedom. Glory to You.
Thank you for giving the joy to love others and desire to buid the relationships with them based on love, encouragement and truth.
1 corinthians 15:57-58 "But thanks be to God! HE gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothings move you. Always give yourself fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain."
1 Corinthians 16:13 "be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong. Do everything in love."

Prayer Meeting at New Life Church

In a car, I heard a lady (Rhonda) saying "unconditional love". This wod has captured all my attention and I started to pray to Jesus to fill my that love in order to love others. Then we came to church, Jeremy had an awesome prayer intongues (sound as Arabic or Midle East). We did not receive an intepretation but everybody started to meditate on the Love of God that is coming to be poured down abundantly.
Love of God from us to others...
Yield to love...
we had several words from the Lord. "Come with your minds concentrated on me. Turn your affection on Me. And I will bless you for putting your mind on Me. I am the God who shall supply."

We discovered that Isaiah 40 is for prayer about Israel. "And the glory of the Lord will be revealed and all mankind together will see it."

There have been a lot about fire of God (not for destruction but for cleasing). Jeremy said at the end, "Olympic torcher... fire going out at different places. Hold a fire torch. Set a flame, new fire."
Jemmy brought up the scripture from Hebrew 10:35-37 "So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will recieve what He has promised. For in just a very little while, "He who is coming will come and will not delay..."
Blessed by the name of Jesus. Blessed be the Lord of our lives for revealing His desires to us, His people.

Relationship

Lord, I am sorry that I have not written here for such a long time, although You have been speaking to me. Just summarize the words You taught me: humble, Kingdom of God, Second Coming of Jesus, Joy, Distress and others.
The last night when I prayed and read Your Word, I've got an impression that You said to me: Replace covenant for the word Relationship with Me. I prayed to You that You would say: "You are mine". You did say it in Your Word.
Teach me more, Jesus...
Then in that hour of meditation, it appeared to me the idea : "Be to Me what you want Me be unto you". It surprised me very much, becuase I always implied that scripture to the relationship with people not with God. Now it reminds me the other scripture saying that with a merciful, You show Yourself merciful, etc.
Lord, I ask You to teach me the relationship with You and with people.

Blessed be Your name, Father Abba.

my ministry

It is my joy today to know that the Scripture and my words have blessed a person to come near to God, maybe even run to the Lord with all heart. I thank You, Jesus, that you work through me by Your Holy Spirit and the mighty Word of God.

2 Timothy 3:16-17 "All scripture is GOD-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thotoughly equipped for every good work."

2 Timothy 4:2 "Preach the Word, be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage-with great patience and careful instructions."

Thank You JESUS!!!
Equip me with Your word more an dmore, that Your word may abide in me in order to bless others and live a life in You.

Respectfully yours,
Katya

Being humble and lowly before God

Have you gone through the time when everything seemed to be lifeless and meaningless until you find God? I define this period as both desert and fire. Desert humbles you and fire tests what is in your heart.

You do not need to seek humility to become humble and lowly in spirit. The easier way is to start seeking and desiring God.

Why is God so strange? When we want to know Him more in all His glory, He becomes invisible but reflects Himself visible in people’s lives. I thought that panting for God is revealing truth about Him, but why is He revealing truth about me? Why is He showing me that I am nothing without Him and everything I do is meaningless? Please, somebody give me an answer!

I sought to be loved by a person and found, You reprimanded me by saying: "You have forsaken your first love." God, I do not want to be angry with You but I do want to be faithful.

Father, I will remember all the good things and miracles You have done in my life and that You are God. You deserve all the praises and glory. Let there be peace and comfort for those who hunger and thirst for You, in Jesus’ name.

...Lord, I hunger for You,

God, my soul is thirsty for You.

Make me see of things not seen,

Help me learn to live with Thee.

Chase me quicker,

Bring me closer,

Fill me deeper,

Touch me longer.

Lovely, dearly, You are to me.

Hungry, needy, I am to Thee.

humble

Hello everybody,
today I woke up with a fresh memory of my dream. I have seen many Christian preachers who were very famous and well known. However, when I was in the dorm with girls, we found out that one of them was there and he was also known as the robber. So we prepared that he would come in our room any time; ahd he came with a humongeous dog. I gave him my jewelery and God spared my money in the bag by His mercy because that were money to pay for tuition. Anyway, the dream seemed to be very strange but significant.

During my time of work in IMC, I studied Bible and read the scripture in Proverbs 16:19: "Better to be lowely in spirit anmd among the oppressed than to share plunder with the proud". I asked my friend the meaning of the plunder, and here was the answer: to rob the goods by force. Then I looked the scripture in the Russian Bible on line: "Лучше смиряться духом с кроткими, нежели разделять добычу с гордыми. "
Thank You , Lord, that You truly teach me to take a portion of humble and lowly in spirit than to desire to become a famous preacher in the world. It is the best treasure You could ever give me- to be Your servant humble and low in spirit.
Amen.

Today is Sunday, the Lord's day. It was so special to go to a big new church to me and I was anxious to present there along with the body of believers. However, two servises I set holding my tears and cry inside myself. Why? You see, I desired to see Jesus and meet Him in the church. But as one minister said, "There are many distractions..." I prayed and hoped that something will happen that we all turn our eyes unto Jesus and worship Him . Oh, how desperate it was to seat alone and hear the great sound of orchestra and a choir but little of the Holy Spirit with His whisper and peace.
I thought that maybe if I seat in a different row something will change, but the flow of despair and longing to be with Jesus overwhelemed even more. At the moments when the congregation changed first service to the next, I rushed to my Bible searchning Him... Then I came back to my room and I had to learn to humble again and do the best for the interests of my roommate; I left the room. On my way to somewhere I stopped by my rooster- Jenny. How funny but she just woke up. The first thing she said, "I saw you in my dream right now". Well, I set down near and was eager to listen carefully what she was about to say. Trying hard to keep her eyes open, she began her dream.
We were on the ship when suddenly everybody realized that ahead of us the river was getting to the waterfall which meant that everybody will fall down and probably die. The people's faces became fearful and some lives had already perished. My friend Jenny had rescued a rich couple form the death by reaching out her hand to them. Then she came to me noticing that I did not look frightened as others but remained cheerful. Jeeny said, "Katya, we are going to fall. Are you afraid?" I answered: "No. Do you believe Jesus?" She nogged: "yes, I believe in Jesus." Then we hugged each other tight and prepared to dive down. The amazing thing happended: we slowly and gradually were headin lower as a bird's feather on a wind. Jenny was enormously thankful and at the same time astonished by the power of God to save us. When we safely arrived to the ground of the river there was a rainbow...

Both of us had a chance to think about it and interpret it. We both struggle living in this environment: evil, corrupt, hateful, no body is hungry for Jesus, dry and weary land where there is no water. God called us righteous because our faith in Him and therefore, He saved us from the destruction. Halleluja! My heart rejoices in the Lord for He has comforted His children with the words of love and care in the destructive and hard time. Halleluja to the King and our Lord Jesus Christ.

Today my mom called me with the words of encouragement and love. How did she know that I struggled this morning and the fresh brease of Christ was exactly what I needed? The Holy Sprit moved my mom to call and she did.




This is what she told me: The last time we talked to each other on the phone, both of us were very happy; ans so she started worshiping Jesus and at that moment she saw a vision.



There were Jesus and me at the age of 5 or 6 years old. Jesus opened His arms and I run to Him. He lifted me up and then threw me up into the air. I was so joyous and happy. He caught me and with His tender Hand He embraced me.





My mom burst into the tears and the emotions of appreciation.




Thank You , Jesus, for loving Your children, You are the best Teacher and Lover in the whole world. You are my God and I love you deeply.



Continuing my story... Binita has visited me and her appearance has given me joy and strength. We both prayed together in the library and realized how Jesus protects us in evryday life. God saved Bnita from any injuries because of the moving the furniture in her room prior the shelf falled down with many heavy books. Through her, Jesus let me hear the words of love again. What a merciful God He Is. He knows that it was difficult to me today but He reminded me about His mercy, love that never fails. Thank You JESUS!

Father, in Your name I pray that You will keep us safe and secure in Your arms from the storms of the life and form evil. Let us know the greatness of You; show to us Your Beauty even in the midst of the night.
I am Yours and You are mine.

hunger and thirst

...Lord I, hungry for You,


God, my soul is thirsty about You.


Push me aside


to be filled upside done,


Make me see of things not seen


Help me learn to live with Thee.


Chase me stronger,


bring me closer,


fill me deeper,


touch me longer.




lovely, dearly, You're to ME


hungry, needy, I'm to THEE

"Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled"Matthew 5:6

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Two days on a row I have have been seeing the same three stars on the sky. I asked my roommate what were theey, we figured it out that they were the stars of Orion (the belt part). However, my point is here is more serious than just the notice of the stars but that the Lord has spoken to me through that. How and what did He say?

Look Amos 5: 4,6,7,8,14,15,and 24!

" For thus says the Lord ubto the house of Israel, Seek ye Me, and ye shall leave."

"Seek the Lord, and ye shall live; lest He break out like fire in the house of Joseph, and devour it, and there be none to quenh it in Bethel."

"Ye who turn judgment to wormwood, and leave off righteousness in the earth, seek Him that maketh the seven stars and Orion... The Lord is His name."

"Seek good, and not evil, that ye may live: and so the Lord, the God of hosts, shall be with you, as ye have spoken. Hate the evil, and love the good, and establish judgment in the gate: it may be that the Lord God of hosts will be gracious unto the remnant of Joseph."

"But let judgment run down as waters, and righteousness as a mighty stream."

Let's say of what I hope for in future

From smallest ideas to the greatest!

• write for the magazine about the revealations and inspiration for the Christian women.
• one day being able to publish a book
• being moved by the Lord to preach for women in the conferences
• develop talents in writing, dancing, sewing and music.
• live a holy life in the Holy Spirit and God's Word
• have a great faithful and righteous friends around the world.
• have a husband who will be anointed in God and handsome as the Holy Spirit, smile
• being a beautiful and confident woman.
• raise children and have some ministry with children
• teaching the langauge and the Word of God
• being creative in everything moved by the Holy Spirit
• encourage people around me
• have a godly marriage and offer the support for the families
• build a great knowledge of the Word and have faith n God
• Travel abroad and within the US.

Thank You, dear and precious Lord, Jesus Christ. InYour Word You says, that if we abide in You and You abide in us we will bear much fruit. So, I believe and hope for the great fruits for Your name's sake to make Your name known and glorify You. Father, bless me with a great husband, I pray who will be faithful to You and wonderful. Guide my steps in Your righteousness, for I hungry and thirst for it (Matthew 5:6). Thank You very Much, Father, for being greater than anything or anybody else.

I give thanks and apreciation to th Holy Spirit who is in me- a teacher, comforter, fire and the presence of God.

Draw me close to You, never let me go...

Draw me near to Yourself and let me eat of Your words, and observethe beauty of You.

Show me Your glory.

With sincere love, Katya

the Holy Spirit says...

The dream that I had on January 20th:

It was a class setting. The teacher was trying to give a lesson but there was a student who bothered him very much. That student (she) had an evil spirit. She blasphemed the name of the Lord and also was very loud. For a while, I tried to escape her. Many people made an attempt to stop her behavior and make her calm, but nobody could not. At one moment, I remembered of having the Bible in my bag. I took it out and showed it to her. It was written on the cover: "Holy Bible!" She stood up silently and started to back up. I told the evil spirit: "Go away from this here and don't come back. Leave this place." And I told the student that her books the friend will pick up. She left the class and in that room the presence of God just filled that place with awe and reverence to Him. I commanded everybody to bow their knees and pray to God. Everybody in the class bowed down while few people standing outside the class remained standing but wiling to pray anyway. I knew I need to pray and say the prayer but I would rather remain silent before Hin in adoration, however, I started the prayer: "Heavenly Father, thank You very much..." And I woke up, it was about 6 am and since that time I did not continue to sleep but took my Bible and studied the Word. At that moment I searched for the meaningful words such as: Word, authority,and evil spirits. That day in Luke 4:32 "They were amazed at His teaching, because His message had authority." And other scriptures. But interesting enough that today (January 23)I closed my eyes and prayed to the Holy Spirit saying: Please show me the scripture that I need to read and that it will increase my faith. He moved me to look up
1 Timothy.
Here is what I found that related to the dream I had several days ago.
1 Timothy 4:1-5
The Spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits and things taught by demons. Such teachings come through hypocritical liars, whose consciences have been seared as with a hot iron. They forbid people to marry and order them to abstain from certain foods, which God created to be received with thanksgiving by those who believe and know the truth. For everything God created is good, and nothing it to be rejected if it is consecrated by the word of God and prayer.

RIghteousness by faith

Today I would like to share with you about the righteousness that comes from God!
I just want to speak to you what I have been going through with the words of encxouragement.

It has been a long day for you and you tried to deal with your mood. It seemed to you that your inner most knew before time that you will fall down and commit a sin. We all have been in those shoes! jUST RECENTLY, I KNEW THAT WHAT I STRUGGLED WITH HAS APPEARED BEFORE ME AGAIN. IT WAS A SURPRISE AND I WISHED TO ESCAPE IT BUT I DID NOT AND AFTER THE FEELING OF GUILT AND THE KNOWLEDGE OF SINFULNESS CAME ON MY MIND.
THE GOOD THING IS THAT MY HEART KNEW THAT I NEED TO RUN TO GOD, AND I DID WITH ALL MY HEART REPENTING AND CRYING TO JESUS FOR MERCY. IT CAME CLEAR TO ME THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT GUIDED ME TO THE SCRIPTURES ABOUT FORGIVING OF MY SINS AND EVEN FORGETTING ABOUT THEM. OHH, WHAT WAS A JOY TO HEAR THAT BUT THE FEELING OF GUILT ONCE AGAIN HAS PUSHED MY MIND. I WENT TO SLEEP AND NEXT DAY GOD STARTED TO SPEAK TO ME THROUGH THE TYPE RECORDS OF THE RUSSIAN TEACHER OLEG ELDAROV ABOUT RIGHTEOUSNESS FROM GOD BY FAITH. THE HOLY SPIRIT TURNED MY ATTENTION TO ROMANS AND I STUDIED IT A LITTLE.

THIS IS WHAT YOU AND I NEED TO KNOW WHEN YOU ARE ATTAKED BY THE SINFULNESS AND THE SENSE OF GUILT.
THE WORD OF GOD SAYS:
Romans 1:17 "For in the gospel a righteousness from God i srevealed, a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written: "The righteous will live by faith."

Romans 3:21-26
"But now a righteousness from God, apart from law, has been made known, to which the Law and the Prophets testify.
This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and a re justified freely by His grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.
God presented Him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in His blood. He did this to demonstrate His justice, becuase in His beforehead He had left the sins committed beforehead unpunished- He did it to demonstrate His justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus."

My favorite verse today from Romans 4:7-8 "Blessed are they whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord will never count against him."

So blessed be our God who freely forgive us throught Jesus Christ. The only thing that matters is our faith in God, Fahter, Son and the Holy Spirit and the rest is after God.
For me GOD is the one who takes the right to heal me, cleanse me, purify and save me. I cannot do a bit apart form Him ,Jesus Christ.
I proclaim myself righteous in the eyes of God through the name of Jesus!
Stand behind, satan, the accuser. If you want to remind me about my past mistakes and sin, you'd better know that God does not remember them so do I. Go away from me and I proclaim that I am free from any sin in the name of Jesus.
By faith in the name of my Lord Jesus Christ I am righteous, holy and honored before God.

I seek the Lord and I long for Him. He is the sourse of my joy and He is my provider. Amen.

I love you all, who had a chance to read this and know the Lord personally. Blessings to each one of you. To God be all the glory!

Russia- America

I was in Russia during my winter holliday. It was an experience to learn of the importance to know God personally. The fire that the Lord has told me passed through very near. There were many trials through which we learned to trust in God. I had a dream where I saw that fire caught up the environment around, we started to run away and when I looked back I saw my sister. Suddenly the fire from above fell on her right hand first and burned and then disapeared leaving some marks on her hand. The same thing happened with the left hand. So, God has been teaching me step by step about the fire. My friend gave me a candle and the lightener that I would remeber that God puts us in the fire of trials to make us pure, holy and the way He wanted us to be. Praise the LORD.
The second thing God has captured my attention was hearing! Hearing His voice! Look Revelation especially! That day I tried not to say a word but just listen. Ohh! My mood went down and I saw the many things in me that I wish would not be there.
And when I came back to America which is also very interesting brought me a new topic to learn about- faith.

My continuous presence in Russia made me think of stying there and not coming back to America, at least on a half a year. My stepfather did not approve this idea, but the thought did not leave me a while. One day walking to the church, I prayed to God and told him that the pastor( teacher) has a prophetic gift. I was longing that God would say the wrd to me. So, what happened was that during that lecture, God spoke to me a word: "Go! I has called you! I will prune you as a stone!" After this word, I realized that GOd wants me to come back to America. Very soon, I received my renewed visa and was on my way to America.

Now, I enjoy being here very much. There are still many things to do and the only thing I need to do daily is seek the Lord, walk in His Spirit, pray and abide in the Word.
I have many ideas about the future relating to job and profession and it seemes to me that it is the time to be equiped and not being afraid of the goals and tasks the Lord has called me to do.
I enjoy being here again and praise the Lord who has a plan and a purpose for my life.