Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Dream































Last night I had a dream, it was in a series of events.

First, sam went to work for several hours and I decided to ride a bus in the city, then walked. I see my greandfather (who now is in heaven with the Lord). He says that he can lay hands on me. When he did that, he spoke "light." Then he said Isaiah 31, and said a poetic sentence about coming to the Lord by the blood and leavnign His presence by the Blood.

Then the scence is in teh big hall of a university ( sort of like Indiana University). There, Samual and I are the wedding couple. I could not see my face, but my dress was absolutely gorgeous. Actually, people who were gathered there were sort of rich and everything served and decorated was expensive. At the same time, I did not feel any sense of proud, ont the other hand, I was meak in the dream. The last thing of the night was the wedding dance of a groom and a bride. Samuel was leading the dance and I was folloing him barefoot. It was cute and wonderful. The dance was done in a small, tiny room.

Then to the big hall arrive a group of "workers" who say that everybody must leave the place. I perceive that they are not good and they plan some kind of evil. So, I speak out and say, "We need to tight them." The leader immediately pull out a gun. They wanted money from everybody. The first person they turned to was me. But I told them honestly that I did nto brign any money or purse with me, this is all I have (pointing to this dress). They left me alone. Then the leader choses the president of the university as "sacrifice". The leader speaks in poetic some form mentiong air. Then she (the leader) asks if he would promise to give his all possessions (52 thousand dollars or millions) and everybody will be free to go. The president of that university promises the leader. Now, I see when the leader was moving, the president became hesitant, seeing the gun laying on the table near him. The witnesses observe his hesitancy and I say to him :" Do not take the gun, you promised. And plus, it is better to keep your life."So,t eh president leaves without a gun. And now everybody is leaving the place. At that time the big dog started sniffing me and I was covered with a winter coat. I take off the fury coat and came to one the leaders and hug the lady. The dog could not trace the smell on me. The lady felt my love toward her, but then she saw a wedding ring on my left hand. There stood a test for her, whether she let go of her chase for wealth and choose love. But the lady choose the golden ring. I let go of it, saying that it came from my mother. And thinking about it is ok, because of the kingdom of heaven.

The next part of the dream is a devout rightous man becomes tempted by a woman. I don't know whether it was the president, most likely not, somebody else.



P.S. As a reflection to this dream, I think of the long-time ago dream and the scripture from Proverbs, "It is better to be among the oppressed than to share the plunder with a proud." Continue to think about poverty, famine in the United States.

Prophetic Circle

In the group of prophets, Samuel and I heard the following prophecies:

Prayer over me by a lady from Germany: "peace, freedom... Intimacy with the Lord. Increase of the anointing."
Prayer over Sam by German lady: "Angelic activity in and through . There anre angels, Lord. Send them, Lord."

Prayer over Sam by Danni (a guy with a hand on fire spiritually): " I see you in the full armor of God. White tunic and sandals of gold. Fighting spiritual warfare, take sword against evil. Wow. I did not see that before. Raging, with every stike- lightening. Standing in the ranks of angels right now."

Pop-corn prophecy over Sam:
Big play toy, innocencem child like, gift of joyfullness. Time has no space. Physical we are in a different realm. You live in the heavenly realm more than the earthyl realm.

Spirituality is very deep, you know who you are. So firm about it, no one could sway you. Spirit flow- go deep. Swift and strong like a flood. River of life, flow out on people like a tsunami. Tsunami- life, consumed with life.

So obedient, run and do it right now. He loves that about you, so passionate, so giving. There are times He wants you to wait. He is teaching you. Pause and listen - to display.

Wait- keep looking

Beacon standin gon a mountain side. Let's go to see that glorious light. People will be drawn to you.

Gazing upon this mad- reflection. It's My glory. You were not meant to be on earth- unique. By accident. Stands in teh ranks with the angels.

Zeal of the Lord consumed you. You want to break the religious mindset. Jesus overturned tables. You hate religion that holds people back.

You will bring innocence back to the ones who have lost theirs. People will get untwist from culture/ sex paralises. His presence on you will be doing that.

You are a kindred sprit, with you fellow brothers and stister feel thay've known you forever.

Pure innocence and faith. Analytical part hinders. Innocence, trust, faith.

Pop-corn prophecy over us:

Look where they sit- behind the American flag.
Sending you to the nations. Freedom. You will go with God's Spirit to bring true glory and true honor.You will take His Kingdom of heaven. Holy ambassadors. Extravagant things you'll do. Be prepare for the nations. It will come quickly.

Combat gear- armor, combat boots. You're in chqarge. Standing with authority. standing in dirt all around. Ready for combat. I take this ground, it belongs to God. Reclaim the ground. Feet burning with fire. That is love and passion of the Lord and power. Bodies illuminated with light- salvation, deliverance. Flood of water. Life- washing over dry land. Pool of water, fire and light. Standing on foreign soil. Do you write music? new type of music, new songs - heavenly music. Music- angel. Capture truth in song.

Standing and praying for each other, intensifying, praying in tongues, almost in singing. Covering for each other. You will go out. You are a covering for each other, woven together by the angels, they wre huge. Light fabric, covering you. It doesn't leave. Intertwined, woven by angels- protection, ministry.

Prophecy to Katya:
You are His little girl. (in response to loneliness): pulling on His lap and loving you.
Proverbs 31: 10 and on.
Is it not slow.
Mother of nations.
magnet- people are drawn to you
(Music is important, continue in that, it is a language).

Prophecy to us continuing:

marriage is gonna last forever. You will be talked about for generations. Wedding ordained by God.
Live a long age. Going to the nations.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Sam's metaphors

Today, we received a phone call from Sam's best friend. His friend decided to file papers for divorce. It was really difficutt on Sam throughout the day. But I tried to be there for Sam.

We talked about relationships and Samuel found two great metaphors or examples.

1) People know what cheeseburger is like. Well, what if one is a chiken burger but another person wants that person to be a cheeseburger, in relationship to mothers and daughters, expectations of people. Cheeseburger is an expecation, but a chicken burger is who you are.
2) Every person is an oven. We have control to set the temperature. We can either be cold to others, or warm and allow God to put douch in us to cook and then a sweet aroma of bread comes to others.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Be still





For the last few days, starting Sunday, I felt that this is what I need to come to -BE STILL



Even last night, Samuel read a scripture from Psalms about being still.


Update about the poor:



We delivered some goodwill clothes to my friend today. She was glad to receive it. I need to continue to sow the seeds into the lives of homeless and poor in our community. may the Lord belss them as they try to embrace the coming cold and find their true treasures in heaven as do do I.



Ps. 82:3-4 Defend the poor and fatherless; do justice to the afflicted and needy. Deliver the poor and needy; free them from the hand of the wicked.


Ps. 34:6 The poor man cried out, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out all his troubles.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

prayer for Bloomington, IN




Dear Father,




I come to Your throne, Holy One. You are so good to Your people, blessing and extending grace on every good work done in Christ.




May I pray for the city of Bloomington? Holy Spirit, please, utter the words that would touch Your heart, Lord and make a difference in our community here.




Lord, I plead before You the Blood of Jesus upon this city. The rapmant spread of violence, and other wickedness is always before You. Father, please, help the city to arise from the mud and look up to You, the Giver of Life. May Your prophets arise in the city and speak on Your behalf. But also, Daddy, how can You want us to help the poor? Please, enamble us by giving a willing heart to donate and give to the poor, especially knowing that cold days arrived already.




Dear Jesus, You are my Love. I love You so much and cannot live without You. You give life to all. Please, help us to find friends among the poor and be the light to each other through You. I pray for the transformation of our city, Bloomington. Right now it is the number one poorest city in America. Please, Father, help us to change that with Your power and assistance.



We bless the name of the Lord in the city. We pray for justice done in the Indiana University and through the leaders.




In Jesus Name,



Amen

poverty in Bloomington

According to October 2, 2011 census figures show:


  • Bloomington is one of the poorest cities in America. (For the second time in four years). Nearly 40 % of Bloomington residents are living in poverty, according to the U.S. Census Bureau, which includes Indiana University students in its Bloomington figures.



  • Bloomington is the nation's third poorest city with a population of 65,000 or more. (Only Reading , Pa, with a 41.3 % poverty rate and Flint, Mich, with a rate of 41.2 %). The percentage of Bloomington households that were in poverty in 2010 was 39.9%.

The Lord has been speaking to me about poor. He wants to help the poor through the believers, by generous giving.

"Now you have greater understanding to the degree of willingness i am calling My people in response to poverty. My heart yearns and cries for you and others embrace the willing heart to sow this season to the poor. As you faithfully do this out of obedience to My will, I will do greater things in teh community. Little sown- little effect, but generous gifts will be rewarded especially. I am keeping a record of your giving. you can do it in secret, but remember poor are My possession and I will watch over them and bless those who bless them abundantly. Refuse to stop the giving flow. Think of the sower. Time to sow new seeds for the harvest. Many will come to experience transformation through generous giving. Amen." (October 17, 2011)

Dream

On Saturday, I had a dream of sun being darkened, the fulfillment of prophecy, then church service with youth being active and thirdly the sheep came to me.

On Thursday, teh Day after the feast of Sukkot began, Sam received the gift of speaking in toungues.

Lots of amazing stuff :)

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Psalm 88

Dear friends,

Today has been the most difficult day in a long while. I might say that it started out yesterday, but today it had its full course.
You see, Sam left for choir rehearsal from 10 to 1pm, after which he went to the grocery store. Then , he has job from 6 pm to 1 am. That morning and afternoon, I became so fragile emotionally and physically.

We have a neighbor, whom I talked briefly today. She was bored in her room, so she spent hours sitting in the same place. Even when Sam came I felt like a bird, caged in the room, with no where to go and no one to spend time with. It was awfull. I cried on the shoulder of my friend, but I realized that she has been in this condition for years, maybe all her life, that now she needs nobody, only friends occasionally which are hard to find.

She could not help me, not even touch me when I was on her shoulder weeping. Sam then took me to Nashville and we had an adventure in the nature, climbing a hill and getting a sandwich at Mcdonallds. When time reached for Sam to go back to work, I felt the same wave of despair. We even prepared a place for me in a car to sleep, cause he will work till 1 am if not later.

This Psalm 88 is what the Holy Spirit showed, while Sam was changing clothes for work. "You have put away my acquaintances far from me; You have made me an abomination to them; I am shut up, and I cannot get out." (88:8)
"Loved one and friend You have pput far from me, and my acquiantances into darkness." (88:18) That is exactly where I am!