Shawn called and asked to bless the house. When I came to her, I was introduced to Garry, her neighbour. Praise God, we prayed together and he showed his interest in attending church. Praying and blessing the house went well, Shawn got rid of a statute of a man looked like Jesus. But she said, "Demons told me to buy this one." I prayed over it (feeling sudden cold over me), and looked on the back of a figure was the name of a saint. It was not Jesus! In addition, I said, "We have the Living Christ."

Then I asked her about the frogs. She told me that it stands for "Fully Rely on God" and that is ok. I was still unsettled about it and spent some time on computer afterward to figure out.


There was a negative feeling and emotion in me toward Sam. No particular heavy reason, just dissatisfaction of unfulfilled needs. Helled suggested to reply on the text message no matter what. Sam then texted back (after a long while) that he is a little stressed about a lot of work to be done and would like to spend some time later. Even though I have a class this evening, I am thankful that he wanted to spend some time together.

So, as I could see those little things that try to steal my joy our not worth. It is better to pray and not fret about anything.

Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus, I ask You to help Sam in his projects. You alone can give him briliant thoughts and strength to complete all assignments. I believe that You will supoort and help him. Father, continue to nourish Shawn's faith. Keep me in line with Your will, I pray.

Blessings and honor to You, God the Father, Son and the Holy SPirit.

Dreams

I think God's revelation in coming... I had a dream one day ago with three significant imageries.

The context for the dream was some sexual perversion (through videos, magazines and a man). However, the desire/ lust for those things dimished greatly.

But what I found significant is that I was given bright yellow flowers. They were exactly what I wanted. SInce the flowers were given by a lady, her husband wanted to give me tools. I did not undertand why I needed those tools, so I did not take them. But there were two of them (big and small) as to work in the garden or for the harvest.

Finally, I was travelling in the air on a certain machine. The ground of that city was filled with trash, yet all our attention was given to the high buildings. The man jumped out of the vehicle and said, "Whenever you see the building with number 7, push "Stop"". I was given a controller with a button "Stop." I was looking desperately in a new environment the building with number seven. There were so many numbers and I felt confuzed, so I stopped. Then I saw a lday adn she spoke to me in Russian. I asked her about the building with number 7, she gave me direction and suggestion not to go there (kind of far and difficult). So, we did not go.

What concern me in this dream that I did not take the tools and we did not go to that house with number 7.
maybe it shows that the time is near but not has fully come.

Lord, I pray for Your wisdom and discernment to step into the new and the harvest. Let me eat, drink and do it all for the praise and worship of You. I also ask You to remove any false ground of sexual immorality from my life and thsoe around me. Saturate me in Your holiness.


Today's dream is not that significant to me but I found it interesting that Sam spoke to me these words,"You will work in the firm and be a light." He asked me that question, " So What is your goal in life?" I knew that there is no particular answer in me, so that is when he said that about being a light in a firm. Then I saw us many years pass, he came on a red car to pick me up from job and kissed. I had curly hair and he was skinny...

So, that's it for right now.
Let' s wait until the Lord reveals His will in more details.

Praise be to God ALmighty for His strength and power.

Last night I read "But those who harvest it will eat it and praise the Lord, and those who gather the grapes will drink it in the courts of My sanctuary." Isaiah 62:9

I slept very well and this morning I am singing and rejoicing for My Lord has given favor.

Praise to GOD in the sanctuary and in my life.


Father, Send Your grace and favor to give love to hurting people. Shower them with graces from ABOVE. You are Everlasting God with Unfailing LOVE.

Lord, I am ready to step into the new You have for me. Let Your will guide and your good Spirit lead on level ground. Praises to You, Jesus!

In the blood of my Savior I found peace and redemption,
He has granted forgiveness and acceptance with freedom,
promising Spirit has filled me ....

Just prayer when I am thirsty

It is evening, the day went so fast.

I feel like a person who is searching for the pearl or a treasure. All that there is seems so dim compared to the hidden yet close work and the presence of the Holy Spirit. I know that this dry moment will not last long but that JEsus promised to give His water to anyone who thrist.

Samuel cannot satisfy that hunger. Food will never satisfy that thirst. Idleness wil never satisfy. SO, I say, "Come Holy Spirit, or I perish without You. Let me taste the joy of Your presence. Let me stay in Your wings and abide in Your shadow. Holy Spirit, introduce me to the work of Christ. Can You tell me that you love me. I need to hear the words of affirmation from the Father's throne. Lord, my prayers are so shallow, but teach me to do You will, for You are my God. Infuse in my inner being the joy and the power of You. You are!!!! You are is what i missing and longing for. You are and no one else can fill me with love like You do. You are my hope, joy and true life.

Thank YOu, Jesus, For the Cross and the Blood. Thank You for your obedience to the will of Your father. Thank You for Your truth.


Jesus, come into my heart and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
POur out the rain of Your SPirit.
Qunech the thirst with streams of living water.
Do not look for my mistakes or sins, have mercy and love on the one YOu created.

Father, in all these things and words, Glory be to You. May Your kingdom come adn Your son be glorified on earth as HE is in heaven.
Lublu Tebya Naveki.

Katya

I am reminded today of the word the Holy Spirit taught me. It was a question, "Do you wanna be used by God or have authority and honor from men?" He explained that Jesus submitted to the will of God. The authority did not approve him, yet Jesus did the will of God.

Matthew26:39, 42

• My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. yet not as I will, but as You will.
• My Father, if it not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may Your will be done.

Then I read in Matthew that the chief priest, the elders of the people and the high priest were the one who stood against Jesus Christ. Those who were in authority and had honor from people, could not give that authority and honor to Jesus Christ. "Early in the morning, all the chief priests and the elders of the people came to the decision to put Jesus to death. They bound him, led him away and handed him over to Pilate, the governor." Matthew 27:1-2.

Jesus was accused by the chief priests and the elders.

Heavenly Father, I have been praying to You to submit my will to Yours. SInce I have prayed that, I am expecting that there is not going to be authority and honor from men to me. Therefore, I ask you, according to Ephesians 3:16: I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen me with power through His Spirit in my inner being.

Lord, it is a wonderful season, THANK YOU!!!!!

I am in that mindset of fasting. What I mean is that during these 7 or even 10 days, God is going to do something awesome with me.

He let me pray the prayers of surrender; exchanging my will to His will.

He continues to pour out grace to memorize the scriptures. Such as Hebrew 11:6 "ANd without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him." Psalm 143:10 "Teach me to do your will; fo rYou are my God; may Your good Spirit lead me on level ground." 1 Corinthians 2:4-5 "My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the SPirit's power, so that your faith might not rest on men's wisdom, but on GOd's power."

Lord, would You teach Your servant to pray Your will, to will and act in accordance to Your pleasure. Lord, display Your power of the Holy Spirit in my life and through me to this city adn to Your people. Jesus, cover with Your redeeming love and blood and stick closer to me than a brother. I love You,

I wait expectanly for You and Your mighty power.

Come, Holy Spirit,
My body and my soul clings to You.

Love,

Katya

Prayer for an alcoholic

The Book: Breaking the Power

"I prayed for twenty years that an alcoholic friend would lose his taste for alcohol after decades of drinking. Nothing happened. Then I began to pray binding and loosing prayers fr him, and within a few weeks, this man declared that alcohol didn't taste good anymore.

I then realized that for twenty years I had prayed against a syndrome- the taste for alcohol. Nothing "happened" until I began binding this man's will to God's will and loosing the strongholds protecting the source or reasn that he drank- then God delivered him.

Breaking the Power by Liberty Savard

Chapther: So Where Do You Begin?

One of the first things God taught me was to bind my will to His will. When I questioned Him as to whether I could really bind my unruly, rascally, rebellious, "free" will to His will, I recieved the impression of these words: "Like it had magnets!" Binding my will to God's will produced an incredible steadiness in my spiritual walk. Suddenly, I had a sense of balance, a stability in my steps that I had never had.

Then He said to bind my mind to the mind of Christ. "

Then He told me to bind myself to an awareness of the blood of Jesus Christ because I often forgot what the power of His blood had done for me.

Then He had me bind my feet to the paths He had always ordained for me to walk.

He told me to bind my hands to the work He had always meant for me to do in order to prosper His will in the Kingdom, and I did.

He said to bind myself to the work of the Cross, because that was where the power, the authority, th elove, the forgiveness, the mercy, and the grace would flow into my life.

Thanks be to God!

I am happy to pronounce that the Lord is good. He did great works by His mercy and love.
I shared with you here about my misconduct and the prayer to trust God in the matter of work.

The Lord arranged things the most wornderful way! Linda smiled to me today, touched me and everything was fine!

Only the Lord could something like that. I give Him praise.


My prayer, Lord, help me to continue with the fast. Help me not to give up to pursue You this seven days. Put Your Holy Spirit's will and guidance in all that I do.
Let everything be done in the name of Jesus.

Thank you for Judy and the way we talked today. Thank you for Lisa Pay who invited me for lunch and fellowship in May or June.

Thank You, Father, for Sam. Please, nurture him and guide him by Your Spirit. Teach him through Your word and use him for Your purposes.

Thank You, Lord, for friendship with Hellen. For the spritual discernment that you gave her and the discipline that she lives in.

Thank You for Shawn and the rewards You are going to bless her with, because she belives in You and seeks You earnestly.

Thank You for the ability to memorize scriptures. Let it always serve for good purposes. Use us for Your Kingdom, dear Father.


With love

Titus 2:11-12

Thanks be to God for His Word that brings to light my issues and sins. I rather choose to be corrected by the Lord than to dwell in the land of wickedness. Right now, I have not been successful in saying "no" to ungodliness and especially worldly lusts. Sam and I have been engaged in improper conduct. It is worldly lusts that try to entangle us.

Today, I have been late to work for the whole 15 minutes. The problem is that I have failed a lot of times before and Linda was upset with me. So, I do not know what is going to happen with my work, but I will continue to trust and learn through all trials.

Father, in the name of Jesus, Your Beloved Son,
help me to renounce and deny to wordly lusts.
Teach me to say 'no" and help to get victory by Your grace.

Use this day to make me clean and set apart.

Thank You so much.

"For the grace of God- His unmerited favor and blessing-has come forward (appeared_ for the deliverance from sin and the eternal salvation for all mankind. It has trained us to reject and renounce all ungodliness (irreligion) and wordly (passionate) desires, to live discreet (temperate, self-controlled), upright, devout (spiritually0whole) lives in this present world..."

I am writing this because I desire to see a change and greater works of the Holy Spirit in personal life and the lives of those around.

Father, in the Name of Jesus, your Holy Son, I come to You to seek guidance and favor in time of need. Father, Daddy, I want to repent in my heart before Your thorne for the stealing. Stealing is much more than just taking an object that belongs to another, it may involve taking away somthing that belongs to other such as sexual privacy. Father, I repent before you for the committed act between myself and Sam. I repent on my part fro the stealing of th eprecious heritage that you had placed inside of him. Father, I ask you to remove the stealing effect from his life, but rather bless him in Your ways. Forgive me my sins, in Jesus name.

Lord, I glorify Your name for the work You are doing in Shawn's life. Father, I want to ask You to pour inside of me Your authority to "destroy the work of the devil". I pray that You will give compassion adn Your power to cast it out and cleanse Shawn from inside out. Daddy, I put my trust that the work that You started in her, You will bring in completion through the victory in Christ. I praise the Holy Spirit fro an amazing effect of purging us from any devil schemes.

Lord, I pray that You will set me free from any slumbering and seducing spirits. I command my spirit to follow the lead of the Holy Spirit. I belong to Christ and "this is how I know that He (Jesus) lives in us. We know it by the Spirit He gave us." (1 John 4:24). Thank You for doing these marvelous acts of mercy and love.

cite the scripture

It has been an interesting day.

When I woke up, I was so disinetersted in doing things. The atmosphere was so sleepy and drowsy. After taking shower, things started happening.

Even in my thoughts, there were two ideas: I wish Shawn and I would go for a walk; and that Shawn would take a shower to be awaken and refreshed. Well, those two things Shawn fulfilled even without me asking. It might seems insignificant, but I found great joy to walk with Shawn, get some coffee at Mocha and knowing that she woudl go to pray at Park Place.

Another siginifcant piece of the early morning and afternoon: in my converstaion with mom, I felt so drowsy and sleepy, but I decided to cite a scripture to her by memory. She said to me that as soon as I spoke the scripture my emotions changed and the voice became happier and lighter. Praise the Lord!!!

My mom and Hellen both encouraged in the Lord.

I shall continue to be in the Word and cite it with my mouth.

be ready with Word

1). Yesterday I had an intense attack from the enemy. The evil one had planned a day before to make a scheme for its evil trap. The reason for an attack is obvious. First of all, on Sunday *Easter* at Judy's house we held the Bible study "Facing Your Giants", after which Shawn voiced her concern that the demons are bothering her with my presence in the apartment. So we had a prayer and that evening at the house, we both prayed over the apartment with Anointin goil, the blood of Jesus and the Lord's Prayer in our lips, and with the Word Bible. Shawn got rid off some ocultic jewelry that she had from a Muslim man. That night she said that demons wanted to do something bad to me the next day. I did not take it seriously because I believe in teh victory of the Lord!!!! However, the enemy attacked Sam's car that was broken several tiems throughout the day. In addition, because of the car situation and some other reasons, we stayed together at Shawn's place. We were given to the intimacy that lasted five hours. It is not appropriate for our friendship and relationship, yet we were given to the temptation and desires of our flesh. I do not condemn neither myself nor Samuel, because I know the root fo problem behind it. But as a result, the Lord put on my heart a word of encourgament: that I need to speak His Word!!!!

2) Chuck Pierce's prophetic word is on "Be Ready!" It speaks about the strategy we need in this season when deliverance is coming.

• Know and rehearse my Word
• Move in the dark structure around you with My Word
• Be ready with my Word
• Sanctify yourself
• My Word is very near to your mouth
• My Word is coming alive again
• I sent My Word and healed them
• My Word is very near to you
• Your deliverance is near
• The next 5 months will be intense! Ready yourself with the Word at all times.

These are the few scriptures I started to meditate on...

1 John 2:14 "You are strong, and the word of God lives in you, and you have overcome the evil one."

Ephesians 6:17 "Take... the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God."

Ephesians 5:25-27 "Christ loved the church adn gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless."

Abraham into a new place

Genesis 12:1-3

12:1 Now the Lord said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father's house to the land that I will show you. 2 And I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing. 3 I will bless those who bless you, and him who dishonors you I will curse, and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.”

My dear Holy Spirit guided me to live with Shawn for the rest of the month April. I see it as a very significant event. I wish I moved in today, but Sam will take me tomorrow.

Father, I agree with Your word concerning Your desire for me (like Abraham) to move to a new place. I pray that Your provision and blessing will spread around many people. Bless others through me, I pray... Let Your communication adn Your presence be strong with us there.

In addition to that, let us see what the prophetic word says in Elijahlist.

"Living in the Blessing Zone! We are Called to Live in the Fullness of Covenant Blessings"

In the beginning, God created man in His own image and likeness, and He blessed them (see Genesis 1:26–29). We were created for blessing and, as a result, we have expectation for it. Through Christ's finished work on the Cross, the effects of sin have been removed so that we can once again live in the fullness of all the blessings of God. We, like Abraham, are called to be blessed and to be a blessing.

We have been blessed "with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ" (Ephesians 1:3). We are called to live in the blessings of God's exceeding great and precious promises.

We do not live by mammon! Believers in Christ do not live by mammon (or money). We live by blessings. We live in our inheritance. We were never called to live by mammon but by every word (promise) that proceeds from the mouth of God. When we posture ourselves to live by every promise, then money will follow us. "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you" (Matthew 6:33).

We are called to live in the blessing zone! While in prayer a number of years ago, the Lord showed me that we, His children, have been called to live in a blessing zone – an environment of blessings. He instructed me to only receive blessings. If a circumstance came into my life that didn't appear to be a blessing, I was to command it to turn into a blessing. Even the worst of circumstances were eventually to be turned into that which would bless me.

When Job was assaulted with adverse circumstances, he kept his focus on God and did not turn from Him. He kept the faith. As a result, when the trial was over, Job was more blessed than ever before.
This is how we are to live in these days. Lock in to the promises of God by faith, and do not waver. Trust the Lord in these times, no matter what your circumstances look like. Choose to live in the blessing zone!

A Prophetic Word of Encouragement for You - Live in the Blessing Zone
"Child, do not fear! You are called to live in the inheritance that I have prepared for you in My Son. You are called to live in the blessings of your inheritance now, for you have truly been blessed with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ. I have freely given you all things. I have chosen gladly to give you the Kingdom. Live in the reality of My Kingdom.
"Know that you are blessed. Blessings shall come upon you and overtake you. Blessings will look for you and find you if you only believe. Do not fear the shakings in the world around you for, though you live in the world, you are not of the world. You belong to My heavenly Kingdom and you live under My rule and by My economy!
"Expect blessings each and every day and you will attract blessings. Call forth My blessings and they will come to you. My goodness and mercy shall follow you all the days of your life as you trust in Me. Do not look to the right or to the left. Live in the blessing of My faithful promises, for I have withheld nothing from you.
"You are blessed when you come in and you are blessed when you go out. You are blessed in your home and blessed in your workplace. You are blessed when you shop and you are blessed in every place you go. You are blessed when you pay your bills and when you make bank deposits.
"You are blessed in relationships and you are blessed in health and strength. You are blessed with wisdom, insight, and knowledge of witty inventions. You are blessed in all that you put your hands to do. Everything pertaining to your life is blessed.
"When you see circumstances that do not look like a blessing, command them to turn into a blessing. Do not lose sight of this. Endure in the truth and even what looks like devastation to you will turn into a testimony of blessing.
"I am good. You are created to know My goodness. Explore My goodness. I have called you to be extremely blessed. I have called you to be an extreme blessing in these extreme times. Live in the blessing zone!"
Patricia King

set me in a large place

Last night I stayed awake and read the book "Rees Howells Intercessor" by Norman Grubb. The Lord taught me through it and the Holy Spirit gave also directions to what I need to do.

Right now I would like to come back to the dream and the Bible verse from Psalm 118.
In that dream, after intercession, we were taken into a different city (larger) and also were inside of a secure large house.
The prophet Sandie Freed from the Elijahlist, speaks about it.

"Pressing Through! Do Not Allow Your Vision or Hope to be Stuck in the Narrow Place"

The Narrow Place
"Out of my distress I called upon the Lord; the Lord answered me and set me free and in a large place."-Psalm 118:5

The word distress comes from a Hebrew word, metsar and means "something tight (narrow), trouble, pain and strait (like a narrow place)" (Strong's #4712). In the narrow place, David experienced pain and bondage, just as many of us do—therefore we cry out to God for deliverance.

I use the narrow place as a point of reference when I refer to the birth canal. When a baby is birthed, it passes through a very narrow place before it is birthed into enlargement. It is the same spiritually when we are pregnant with purpose, potential and vision—all of it has to first pass through the narrow place.

The word narrow in this passage is similar to the Old Testament usage. It is the Greek word thlibo, which also means narrow, trouble and affliction of some type. Used as an adjective, Jesus used this word to describe the entrance or gateway to eternal life. He described it as a way to receive life. However, when thlibo is used as a verb, it means to press. This is referring to one having to press into the narrow place so that one may pass through the constricted place.

When studying the meaning of the narrow place, we also realize that it represents a place of trauma (Strong's #2346, 5147).

The narrow place is:
• A place of distress

• A place of stress

• A place to press and endure pressure

• A place of trauma

And if we cry out to God, He promises to:
• Deliver us from trauma, distress and affliction

• Set us free

• Place us in an enlarged place of freedom and increase!

Therefore any new revelation God speaks needs to be received by our hearts.
As we seek His Kingdom revelation, we must press into it! Luke 16:16 says this: "The law and the prophets were until John. Since that time the Kingdom of God has been preached, and everyone is pressing into it." Therefore we realize that the revelation that John had concerning the Good News and his fresh revelation of the Kingdom must all be "pressed into." We cannot receive present truth revelation without enduring the press.

I know I'm pounding this in a bit, but I need for you to understand that the lying, seductive snake sits at the threshold of your breakthrough. Its plan is to apply so much pressure that you are pressed, stressed, depressed and at the point of giving up.

Samson was pressed by his wife for seven days until he finally told her the riddle concerning the lion and honey. His wife used her seductive words to pry out Samson's secrets. Delilah did the same. Scripture says that Delilah "pressed him daily" for his secret. Samson gave in to the wiles of the enemy.

At your threshold, apply the Blood of Jesus and break forth into enlargement. Remember your covenant promises, and go through the gate of increase!

Prophetic Word and Prayer
I hear the Lord say to you that, "This is your month to receive great faith. Do not focus on the darkness about you, nor on the narrow place. I am revealing mysteries in this hour. These mysteries and revelations will challenge your mindsets and your thinking processes. Your heart will be challenged during this season. Do not allow your hearts to become hardened. Do not be confused and question My desires. I will empower you to keep pressing for victory and for your future. I am your Redeemer and I desire to redeem you from your past. Do not allow your vision or hope to be stuck in the narrow place. Press through and you will find yourself in a place of enlargement and great fulfillment."
Allow me to pray for you: Father, I pray for each reader today. I know that it is Your will to bring Heaven to Earth. As Heaven gets closer and miracles become more tangible, the devil gets angrier. I bind the seductive plans of the enemy from every reader. I take authority over his evil words and plans. I bind distress, stress, trauma and pressure which would attempt to hold His children captive. I come into agreement with every Believer and agree that Jezebel, Athaliah and Delilah will not be able to press them out of their destiny. I loose each person into joy and enlargement. In the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.
Sandie Freed

satan is defeated by the name of the Lord and our prayers.

The Lord is Good! Blessed be the Name of the Lord!!! He is the Lord above all! His name is examleted over every name. Jesus Christ- the Living Word!!!!

I exalt His name today for He is worthy!!!

Praise be to His Name. Let every house say, "Blessed be the Name of the Lord."

Psalm 118:

I will look in triumph on my enemies.

They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them off.

They swarmed around me like bees, but they died out as quickly as burning thorns;

in the name of the Lord I cut them off.

Shouts of joy and victory resound in teh tents of the righteous.

Today I had a dream.

I was with a young boy, we were riding bycicle. However, something happened that we bothered satan. So he decided to attend us in a coming time- Easter. There was like an assigned paper of sending satan troops against us (particularly that boy).

In our camp (the house) I talked to Mary Lou and said about the plan of satan to attend us. Becuase that city was a place where satan lived, I asked Mary Lou to talk to the boy (intercede) and encourage him to go to another city for refuge. So we went.

Being inside a house in another city... It was a big house. There were big windows that were secure. I started to close the blinds so the enemy would not know about us. The people that were with us were planning to leave. I prayed that God would protect us and that the enemy not even come close to this place. I pondered about whether the enemy will plan to come or they will be left ignorant where we went.

As I woke up, I shared that dream with my mom. Then we read Psalm 118. This morning I was emotionally down and unpleasant. But praise be to God, I Believe In His victory.

In Elijah list, I found a prophetic word about "Future Battle- Victory Belongs to the Lord!". I have been encouraged.

Gina Shaner wrote a letter that alsoe encouraged me. At this time prior to satanic invasion, we need to shield ourselves with prayers and intercession.

Blessed be the Name of the Lord,

Blessed is He for the Victory!

to Sam

I just want to express my thoughts and write something to Sam. What my thoughts are, so am I... What are my thoughts about Sam? How do I think about our relationship? Where would I like to be and what ways should I think?

Samuel L. Green is a person who likes to work hard and wholehearted. He puts his whole concentration on the subject and especially in the area of his interest.

He appreciates cursiosity that has always been with him. He likes to learn new things and seeks something to learn daily.
His grandpa and grandma were people who left an amazing impact on him. His grandpa Lewis was an achiever with excellent grades. His grandma put a passion in him to love music. It was her that thaught Sam "Holy Night" in black keys when he was a child.
His mother is another person of great influence in his life. He remembers countless times of her teaching and instruction in the ways of the Lord. She would make sure that her children follow the Lord. SHe would have Bible studies, prayers daily.

Sam loves people and likes to be around them. In his childhood and growing years, he was the quiet boy. He spent times playing with his borthers and sisters.
He has a best friend Nathan.
He loves his cousin Cherekey.

He loves food: to eat and to cook.

He remembers very well his teachers and friends.

He has an excellent memory of the events from the past.

His style of playing the piano is very melodic and reflective.

He worshippes the Lord through guitar and songs.

He lets people to be his friends easily.

He treats people with repsect.

He is really funny.

I just love to observe him and listen when he speaks from his heart.
I love to see how handsome he is. I love to look at his eyes and his face, his shoulders, his arms, his hair.

I appreaciate that he gave me gifts and tok me places.

I appreaciate that he calls and writes messages.

I appreciate that he trusts the Lord and prays at all times.

I am thankful that he does not speak negative to me or other people, his speach is seasoned with salt and grace.

I love that he has creativity.

He is a planner!!!! But he accepts spontaneuty with dignity.

He walks and meditates.

He notices the nature around and glorifies God for its beauty.

One of my favorite memories with him:

Dancing... During the summer of 2008, we danced on the street just across our house on west 6th. We danced and expected Rhyse to come with her parents. My mom took some picture. We both look so elegant and happy.

We also danced in his room and at Nate's house.

I love to sit on the couch and have conversations with him.

Beside his ability to share the stories, his posture is so calm and inviting for converstaion.

I love to the very end the way he holds or plays with my hands.

He is a fan of hands. He likes to draw hands and look at them.

I love to see other people who were deply touched by Sam.

You cannot notice what a positive impact he has on other people.

I thank the Lord for that.

I love to be the one who can hold him and just be near.

Coming back to my description of him:

He is mature. I mean his image and the way he speaks.

He is a child. You should see how innocent and beautiful his smile becomes when he laughs and enjoys the moment.

He is romantic. Music, the stars, letters, prayers, walks, etc ...

He is responsible. Responsible in how he spends money, in his attendance of classes and work. Responsible to the commitments with people.

He can be honest with his thoughts and feelings if you provide an environment, otherwise his thoughts (though an honest or any other) maybe laid deep inside of him.

P.S. Today is a significant day for him. He receives an honor from the Music AWard in excellent achievement in voice performance. My mom is present at Park Place and she would see that. I, on the other hand, is working in the library, but my heart has been rejoicing for him during several days. Blessings to the man after God's heart.

In Jesus