Dear Lord Jesus,

You are so wonderful! Today we celebrated your birthday!!! You know that many of us enjoyed every moment, but some were filled with grief and sorrow. So I pray that You help those who feel lonely and tired.

Jesus, I have amazing things to tell you: You are awesome in that You laid down Your life for us. WIthout You, we would never enter Your kingdom and the life everlasting. So, thank You so much! You are wonderful!

Thank You for the phone call from mother, thank You for minsitering to me through Sammy and much more. We are overcomers with You. You are awesome!!!! How lovely and majestic is Your name!!!

I love you.

Blessings on William Green, Amanda, Mindy, Shannon and the kids.
Father, be with us tomorrow. Provide for our needs and fun! May we all have an awesome time together! Cover us all with Your divine evertrue love. Please, be comfort to uncle Chuck and William. They need You! Today, uncle Chuck asked for prayers several times. So, would You meet Him where he is at, just like the Psalm 139 says that Your spirit can reach us everywhere and You hem us behind and infront.
Dear Jesus, may Your blood be upon us. With love,

Katya. Your daughter, chosen in Christ for great purpose. Father, help us to be used by Your majesty. Please, provide an opportunity to serve You and Your people in love.

Amen

he was looking for...

1. Love the Lord with all her heart; seek Him...


2. Fit him (around the arm pit)


3. Smile


4. Librarian


5. Musical


6. Soft voice


7. Like his dear grandma

That is what Sam was looking in the woman. He found me... I am so thankful!

first snow

Today is the first snow in Anderson this year (2009). It looks beautiful on the ground!!!

Today I need to complete the exegesis paper on Luke, praise the LORD!!!! We are able to do it with God's mighty help! I believe it!

Father, may Your glory cover Samuel today. Guide him and speak to his heart. Open his ears to listen to You. I pray that You will keep his family protected and in complete healing. Father, have mercy on every member of his family. Lord, I pray that You will give us patience and grace to endure the waiting period. May we accomplish all that we need to do during this time. Father, grant Your Spirit in a greater way. Fill us anew, we pray.

Love You dearly, my Heavenly Father. In the precious name of Jesus.

Father, while I have a moment of rest and a break from writing the paper on Luke 1:13-17, let me raise a prayer to Your heaven, where Your Glory dwells. Father, we need you each day. Sometimes we forget to pray and rely on Your mercies, but over and over we are reminded that You are our Lord day by day.

Daddy, I am always surprised how You come in power and anointing during the worship service. Who can see my limitations even before the service starts? Yet, You turn them and use by the power of Your Holy Spirit. Thank You very much. It is not a place for me to glory, but for You to be wroshipped and exalted. You asked me today before the service: "If you are to come to service, what will you expect?" I told him to have worship and opportunity to praise You. Then He said, 'Why do you want to take away that opportunity from these people?" the Lord knew that I felt unprepared, limited in my abiblites to bring praise and worhsip to God and before the church. But, I thought of them, coming to the church to wroship, and my heart was ready to sing and praise the Lord anyway.

I am amazed that He breathed His spirit on worship. Connie went to me afterwords and thanked for the worship. All the glory to God, I know it well. Without him, I am incapable. But God is strong in my weeknesses.

Secondly, I raise a prayer to You, Father, for the Full Gospel Assembly. I ask You to release and send Your angels to our church. Please, revive it in many ways. We need Your fresh touch and anointing to become one and to grow as a body. Father, send Your angles to the congregation to minister. Thank You!!! Please, darw people to the church, especially youth.

Daddy, I thank You for Your love. It is countless and bountiful!!! It is faithful and everlasting!!!
It is worth praising and rejoicing!!!!

I LOVE YOU

Today in my dream I called Sam "my husband." I was a little bit surprised, then corrected myself and said "boyfriend."
Sam said that in his dream the pillows were in my honor.

Sometimes dreams are so hard to understand, but
other times it is great!

I need You

Father, You know everything!!!! How I love You. Thank YOu so much for Your love. You amaze me how faithful You are!!!!

Daddy, today I fast this evening because help me to come into the Spirit. I want to be one with you and be thankful for who You are.

I have been wrong and selfish in many ways. That is why, only You can do something about that through Christ. Have Your way, Daddy!!!!!!!

Father, thank you for speaking and showing Your love over and over. I am not tired of seeing Your love each day. Thank You for the grace and life.

Daddy, please, guide me in homeworks. Let it all be for Your glory. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Jesus, be near!!!!!! Jesus, I need You. You are the One who saves and forgives. I am in need of Your love and compassion.

Daddy, thank you for teaching Your word. Did I love others today as You desired? Forgive me Father, for hardenning heart or any other conditions of my heart that block You from moving. Please, use even this evening as an opportunity to reconcile us to You. "Taste and See that the Lord is good!"

Father, help me to carry Your presence everywhere I go. Please, make level my paths. Choose the road for me. I need YOU, JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

prayer to Jesus

Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

It has been a wonderful day!!!! Even though I have been wrong with certain things in relationship with Elisa: made her uncomfortable wiht my mom being there and Sam staying overnight few times. You made something painful and beautiful this night!!!! I could not describe, I only see the LIGHT of YOUR LOVE FOR US ALL.

Make this day be a testimony to us all that You are good and loving.

Please, remove any scars from our hearts and fill them with supernatural love of God.

I bless you, my sister friend.
May nothing makes you stumble.
Be an overcomer through it all.

In Jesus Sweet and Holy Name.

I forgive all who heard and participated in my relationship with Elisa. May You give us all peace and reconciliation.

It has been such a difficult week, but TODAY You made something glorious. Blessed be Your name.

I received a hundred dollars today.

Forgive me again Lord Jesus. Cover with Your pure and divine Blood, that overcomes an enemy.
THANK YOU!
I rest in Your love for me.

Katya

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you so much for speaking and teaching me throughout a long time. I wish we were able to keep Your words in our hearts, to remember Yur testimonies and to live in accordance with Your word.

Papa, I have to do a major paper for Biblical Foundation for Mission. There are two themes that are so connected, that I would like to write about: God's Faithfulness and His promises. I ask You to give me words and knowledge to write. May it be for Your glory!!!!

Daddy,
LOVE YOU and THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE!!!

thank you for Sam and Olga

I love the Lord Jesus Christ, such a LOVE, ASSURANCE AND FAITH in Him.
He is all that everybody needs. WIthout Him, life is meaningless and empty. He fills the life with true love and knowledge. I love Him dearly.

Thank you Father in heaven, for Samuel L. Green. It is him that You desired to unite and make us friends and lovers in truth. Thank you that yesterday, when the enemy tried to hinder my trust toward Sam, Samuel was so loving and supporting. I thank you for the love that is in his heart. Love you Sammy!!!!

Thank you dear Jesus, for my mom- Olga. There is no better mom like mine. She has been support and love to me and others. Today, I sat on her laps like a baby quietly. She spoke kindly and reassuring to me as well, because the enemy tried to hinder me by accusing of false things. I love you Lord, that You show Your love faithfully through others. May You bless her today in Jesus Name.

Thank you

MY ROOMMATE TALKED TO ME THIS MORNING THAT SHE WILL BE MOVING OUT TO A SINGLE ROOM APARTMENT. SECONDLY, I TALKED TO A FRIEND OF MINE WHO IS INTERESTED IN THE BOOKS ABOUT MISSION, SO I AM GOING TO GIVE THEM AWAY TO HER. I AM JUST GOING TO BE OBEDIENT IN GIVING THINGS AWAY SO THAT I COULD BE READY TO MOVE WHENEVER THE LORD WANTS.

Better...

Better to be a nobody and yet have a servant than pretend to be somebody and have no food. (Proverbs 12:9)

Better a little with the fear of the Lord than great wealth with turmoil. (Proverbs 15:16)

Better a meal of vegetables where there is love than a fattened calf with hatred. (Proverbs 15:17)

Better a little with righteousness than much gain with injustice. (Proverbs 16:8)

Better to be lowly in spirit and among the oppressed than to share plunder with the proud. (Proverbs 16:19)

Better a patient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city. (Proverbs 16:32)

Better a dry crust with peace and quiet than a house full of feasting with strife. (Proverbs 17:1)

Better to meet a bear robber of her cubs than a fool in his folly. (Proverbs 17:12)

Better a poor man whose walk is blameless than a fool whose lips are perverse. (Proverbs 19:1)

Better to live on a croner of the roof than share a house with a quarrelsome wife. (Proverbs 21:9)

Better to live in a desert than with a quarrelsome and ill-tempered wife. (Proverbs 21:19)

Better to live on a corner of the roof than share a house with a quarrelsome wife. 9Proverbs 25:24)

Better is open rebuke than hidden love. (Proverbs 27:5)

Better a poor man whose walk is blameless than a rich man whose ways are perverse. (Proverbs 28:6)

Сегодня Мне, Отцу, хочется говорить с тобой. Я созвал совет праведников и мы решили, что тебе нужно двигаться не широким путем, а узким. Часто мнохие думают, что они могут достичь людей ин огромных масштабах, забывая, всё, что они могут делать это делиться Евангелием, а остальная работа принадлежит Духу, Который всему советник.
Итак, ме решили, что тебя надо отградить от лишнего, чтобы твоя жизнь была посвящена узкой дороге к Господу. Люди будут следовать за тобой, но не так, как за известным лидером, а как за странником с доброй вестью. Там будут люди, которые уже познали узкий путь. Они будут с тобой!
Канал для родов узкий.Река течет узкой из глубины и широты водных озер.Слово, скаанное в двух словах намного драгоценнее, чем сто слов.
Научись жить жизнью в рамках узкой дороги! Тебе не нужны две кровати, три сумки и т.д. Чем меньше ты имеешь, тем лучше для души, иначе душа начинает чувствовать удовольство и позволяет себе все роскошество и избыток.
Ограничивай себя во сне, потому что лучше отдать свой сон ГОсподу, чем пронежиться в постели без бодрствования Духа.
Мне хочестя, чтобы Мой сосуд был совершенен, ко всякому доброму делу приготовлен. Когда люди посмотрют как ты живешь в маленьком избытке, они удивяться той радостью и верой, которые ты будешь преобладать, что многие последуют за тобой, отвергнув избытокй и довольство изобилия.
Я призвал тебя отдавать нуждающему, поэтому ты столько видела подарков в своей жизни. Не останавливайся в даяние! Мне даже не надо говорить что кому отдать, пусть твое сердве всегда будет готово отдать, лишая саму себя.
Если бы Мои люди жили таким образом, то они были более дружными, радостными и довольными друг другом.Не скудись ни в чем, касаемое даяния. Бог усмотрит твои нужды, тебе не надо волноваться и нести эти нужды. Доверь их первоначально Господу!

forest and flowers

Yesterday the Lord was amazing!!!!

The beginning of the story can go two days ago: I wished that someone would bring me flowers. That evening the Lord Jesus spoke to me saying that He wants to take me to the forest.

Well, yesterday my mom brought lots of flowers!!!! So many that I had an opportunity to leave two flowers in the library, give one to Elisa and still have a great bouequet. Great is our God!!!

Secondly, Samushka called last night sharing the dreams that he had. We were in the forest. There were lightenings of thunder, so he took me to a big tree, then to the house with metal doors. Inside the house, it was very couzy and warm. We laughed and enjoed our time. He made me a bed, Xen was with us lughing and sitting on the couch. But when we were still in the forest Sam cried out to God: "Send your angels! Send Your angels!!!" The lightening struck just 2 feet away from me but I jumped.

Today is a new day: His mercies are new every morning. My mom and I held a fast since last evening. Lord, You are the ruler!!! I worship You! May Your spirit and presence of love indwell the hearts of your people. Father, I pray that TODAY You will show us where my mom will live and we will move her there successfully. Father, may You spend Great time with Your son Sam, teach him Your precious word, may he be an encouragement to others and protect him from evil. love YOU

Praise the LORD! Praise and Honor to His Holy Name!

I rejoice today, because His joy gave me strength! I am no longer overwhelmed with the load of work and responsibilities; I laught at them!!!! God is able and He is my help.


Tomorrow, I need to go on a fast.
The enemy hates the fast, becuase the Christians receive a spiritual wepaon as they do against the devil's work. Two students approached me about fasting together. Until they decide on the day, Lord help me to fast.

Love you Lord!!

I want to spend more time with You and tell you about the love!!!!
It is so awesome to seek You and spend time in Your presence.

Help us to draw nearer to You and seek You with all our hearts and strength!!!!

Indwell us with Your presence.
Thank you so much.
I love you, Lord!!!!

Creative studying and homework. How to do it?

Hello and good afternoon!!!

I really like when the studying of material stimulates the creative work. It is a joy to read an article "Popular Notions of the Missionary Task in a Post-Missionary Era" by Matthew Price, who tries to find an aswer to the question whether missionaries destory or preserve culture. In order to do so, Price looked at three well-known novels of the twentieth century. As I am reading this material, I am fascinating with the sense of discovery, larning something new, and drive for creativity. Praise the Lord.
I wish that all my teaching and learning experiences were like that: filled with information that enhances creativity.

How can a teacher or a professor make his or her class more creative? It is not what book to read, but about connecting the information with an act of creativity. For example, find a song of a specific time period or genre that would depict this theme more clearly... How are theologians portrayed in the movies, books, etc? Find a bibliography of a person (history) that you find similar experience in your life. What an event is it?

We watched the movie "Luther" for Church history and are obligated to write a paper about 95 Thesis. Everyone really enjoyed the movie. But how are we going to write the assignment that will convey the sense of appreaciation, discoveries and interest in what Luther had accmplished by the 95 Thesis? I ask the Holy Spirit to give us, students, a new fresh insight and understaninding, filled with the creative work and patience to bring this paper into a more art work that just an academic paper. (Maybe we could concentrate on the usage of words: intentioanlly, to bring about the certain words and expressions...or maybe we could ask ourselves who else in the history wrote something public that tranformed the culture and the society of that period?)

The discoveries were usually made when a person tried to look on a problem from so many directions and connect the pieces were otherwise seemed unconnectable. So, get excited and prepared to create something really great

May God be with you. May the Lord Jesus Christ give you grace and favor for your tasks.

Time has come?

I had an interesting dream. In it, I received a phone call from Sam. He said that time has come (meaning for an engagement). He said it two times. I felt very happy and thought of it in the morning hour. When will it happen? The Lord knows and He will guide Sam in the time that is best. I am just going to dream and wait, trusting the Lord.

LISTEN

James 1:19

My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry.

This is what I wrote during the class: "I just appreciating listenning to people- they are searching hearts, reflective thinkers, relational beings."

reading a lot

Praise the LORD!!!

I believe that Samushka will receive mercy and help in times of need, concerning his academic achievements.

For the last two weeks I have been studying a lot. It is rewarding after some time. Beside the reading of school material, I read Leo Tolstoy' s Confession. It was really awesome to read his journey to faith. Lord, may You use all things for Your glory, including the time spend in reading and studying. Be glorified, Jesus Christ.
There is none like You.

thank you Father

I want to write a letter/ prayer to the Father, the maker of heaven and earth.

Father,
you have been so good to me through all these years. My appreciation and gratitude fall in the areas of multiple lessons and revelations You graciously gave to me. I am thankful for Your love through Jesus Christ. It is through His name I receieved help from the enemy. He rescued me from destruction, fears, accusations and things like that. Father, You also gave me the best boyfriend I could ever have. Thank You so much! Thank you for the love that Jesus put in my heart and a desire to live for the gospel. I have been ignorant for a long time, yet Jesus came to me and started taching His words and Your ways. I love you so much. Thank You that You have been so patient with me. How many times I went astray and turned to a wrong direction, followin gmy ways and desires. But Father, You by Your love and grace, called me back. And now, I want to be more committed to You than ever before. I cvhoose to live for You and Your kingdom. Thank you also for the fact that You are using me as an instrument to touch other people and bring them to You. I love the joy and peace of the Holy spirit in my life. Thank You for bringing me to America because of Your calling in my life. THank you for all those people who prayed, minsitered and loved me.
SO THANK YOU!
To You, Father all the glory and domion today and forevermore.

Blessings to Your name and to Your people.

morning thoughts and deeds

1. I am having a good day: early in the morning Ali brought a book for me. Throught that day I am reading it and making notes.
2. On the sides, during the breaks, I watched Billie Brim about the value of speech over the whole body. (Proverbs 16:24)
3. The Holy Spirit showed me that people will be lovers of themselves. (2 Timothy 3:1-5).

Praise be to God Almighty, who Was and Is and Is to come. Glory to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords! Blessings to those who follow the Lord Jesus with whole heart and have not loved their lives. We are to seek God's kingdom and love people.

Love you

dance and fast

Few days back, i prayed to the Father about the dance on November 1. I asked Him to release visions to the church members as soon as we start dancing. I put my faith into the awesome glorious things happening to the church because of the dance. I heard the Holy Spirit say I need to fast for those mighty things to come (and keep it secret).

The reason I am writing about it, because to remember and to expect His glory upon the Park Place Church of God.

lesson

Let me share with you a great experientual lesson:

I am working in the library today. Around 10 am, a male student comes and pickes up a cart to bring the new newspapers and magazines. I ususally do not talk to him or smile, etc. Today, the Holy Spirit said that I need to greet him. Surprisingly, he also asked me how was my break. I asked him too, and so, we had a small conversation.

Around 11 am, I received a text message from a student/ co-worker. She asked if there is anyone who wants to work for her from 12 to 1 pm. Inside of me was no desire to work for her, because many times I substituted for her and she never could do that for me when I needed. But I prayed, telling Jesus abou that. Then the Holy Spirit asked me, "Are you gonna do good only to those who love you?" Immediately, I texted her and told, " I will work for you."

Listen and read this important scripture from Matthew 5:46-48

If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the
tax colletors doing that? And if you greet only your brothers, what are you
doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as
your heavenly Father is perfect.

Saturday

Today is Saturday October 17, 2009

I have joy and anticipation for what the Lord is about to do today and tommorow! Do you know that the more God is about to do, the greater of increase of the enemy attacks?

This week I have endured some sickness. (Stand on the faith in complete healing).
Starting last night till today, I encountered some seducing thoughts, that I had to rebuke in the name of Jesus. Brothers and sisters, we are not to give in to the lies of the enemy, hold onto the WORD OF GOD and speak the name of Jesus when they enemy crawls around like a lion.
Sometimes, enemy hides himself as nothing really big and serious, a small lie or deceit. However, do not trust the work of devil, rather expose it!

Arm yourself with prayers, fasting and perseverance.

Enemy will have to flee as we all gather together and support each other with heavenly armor.

I love you all, my dear borhters and sisters in Christ. What a joy that we are called according to God's grace and can spread the ligth of Christ in the darkness of this age.

This night is going to be a night prayer with Judy at the cabins. We held the night prayer a week ago. The Lord put upon my heart two scriptures:
Ephesians 6:18 and Luke 6:12.

God bless you all.
Keep praying for me:)

Wednesday

I found an interesting fact that on Wednesdays I feel spiritual struggle, as if Thursday is the day of God's mighty acts. I could be wrong in my observations, but it is better anyhow to TRUST GOD AND IN THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST.

I LOVE YOU LOVE, MY FAITHFUL GOD.
I PRAY THAT YOUR SUPERNATURAL HAND OF PROTECTION MAY REST UPON ME.
PRAISE AND HONOR TO YOUR HOLY NAME, FATHER.

p.s. Reveal to me concerning Wednesdays. Are my observations correct? What shall I do in order to be prepared and stand in the evil day? Love you, Lord. You are aweseome and above all else.

fight with the evil one

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ,

I greet you with love of God and in the Holy Spirit.

Let me share with you on experience I had in a dream. It was Wednesday night. I laid down to sleep. I was praying and felt fire upon my feet. Then I heard a word, "This is the Gospel of peace." The Holy Spirit instructed me to walk around campus and pray for every person I see or encounter. Then I fell asleep and in my dream an enemy came. It felt like my body was paralyzed, the light in the apartment could not be turned. In the dream, in the next room, there was Tara with Phil. She was talking on the phone and edified with words, "Faith. Believe. Believe." Since the enemy silenced my mouth to speak the name of Jesus outloud, I was proclaiming Jesus name inside. Then I woke up. Fear still was there, so I opened the Word (praise the Lord) and the peace, joy came over. There came a feeling of Victory! I called Sam and we talked on the phone for two hours. The very next day, I went around campus first singing, then praying for people inwardly applying the Blood of Jesus and the blessings on their lives. That day I shared a Gospel with one student and he prayed to accept Jesus in his heart. WIth another student, intercessor, prayer warrior, we had an assignment to witness the Lord Jesus to two young male students. Praise the Lord.

In the book "Heaven is empty, Hell is full" by Asfaw D. Berhane, I found the similar story:

The next fight with Satan was the longest fight I have ever had with him in my ministry. It happened while I was taking a little nap on my couch. I felt a hand grab my neck and a heaviness come over my body. I tried to get up, but I was pressed harder into the couch. The weight was heavy to the point that I could not breathe. Finally, I managed to raise my arm and push him off of me. It felt as if I was pushing a resistant force of wind. I could see his dark body. At first it see,ed he was winning the fight. I tried to call upon the name of Jesus, but my tongue would not move, like it was frozen. I felt helpless. THen I heard the still small voice saying, "Why don't you call My name in your heart?" When i said "Jesus" in my heart I saw the devil vanish. Throught that faight the Lord taught me that heart-to-heart communication is more effective than verbal.
(p. 79).

Understanding

Today, praise the Lord God Almighty, I am studying and learning!

God is my source of help with that.

He also started to point the importance of undertanding!!!

Paul Anderson-Walsh said, "It is not the text, it is the commentary that counts. Not simply knowing what the Bible says, but understanding what it means."

David prayed for understanding (Read Psalm 119). He meditated on the things the Lord revealed, said or explained to him.

If you are to ask me today what is better memory or understanding, I would reply: understanding!!!!! The Bible does not say, "Get memory, Memorize everything!!!" But it does teaches us to "get wisdom, get understanding." (Read Proverbs, esp. chapters 3 and 4).

Matthew 13:19 and 23

When anyone hears the message about the kingdom and does not understand it,

the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in his heart.

But the one who received the seed that fell on good soil is the man who

hears the word and understands it. He produces the crop, yielding

a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown.

Praise

A person accepted the Lord Jesus Christ right on the steps of our library. Praise God!!!!

Enemy, you are defeated!!!! But thanks be to God, because He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. 1 Cor. 15:58.

Just for the record.

God is moving with Great power right now.

He has done a work in my heart to the point that the Heaven and Hell are true realities. He has willed to let me know that I am a burning bush on campus, a leader and a prophet. The Lord enables to have compassion for the lost.

My eyes are more open to see the darkness around the campus in order to pray.
I love the Lord,


Blessed be His Holy Name.

Muslims

The Lord is good and His love endures forever. Amen.

Early in the morning I had two disturbing dreams. They are not from the Lord, yet they protrayed an enemy work against godly people.

In the first dream I was in a waiting position (summer) in a quiet place. Then I observed a big red truck came (strange men inside). for the longest part I did not see him and continued to enjoy my waiting period in the sun. Then from the left turn come another vehicle with more people and their faces looked terrible. I realized they were easy to kill. So here it ws winter and I am running away from them. In my dream I found a safe place that I was heading to (the room in the apartment). I thought that people should lock their doors.

My next dream involved Sam and a young girl. I came to a house to see Sam. I sensed the awful satanic presence in that house. That I did not even want to step in. So told one or two people to tell Sam that I am here to see him. While they left to tell Sam, I was with a young girl. At first she seemed religious, but then I understood some occultic and evil presence in her. So I spoke into her: "I rebuke you in the name of Jesus becuase I wan to speak truth to you." I prayed for her that she would repent. Then she left, but Sam did not come out (I thought maybe those guys tried to kill him).

So, as you could see the dreams were disturbing. Then I realized that today in Washington D.C., there is a Muslim march. They are praying and fasting.

In the name of Jesus, I pray that those people who are captured in their mind by Muslim religion, I pray that you would lead them to repentance today. Lord, may young and old turn their hearts to hear the truth. Father, I pray fr divince protection and refuge upon Your beloved people accross the United States. May peace and righteousness cover this earth.

Seducing spirit in the dream

I have not slept this night (maybe the coffee effect). However, sometimes in the early morning/night I dreamed of me trying to look on the internet sexual content material. I could not find any but there was an evil desire. When I awoke, I immediately prayed, "Holy Spirit, forgive me. I ask the blood of Jesus cover me." I was reminded of the scripture that the pure in heart will see God and I do want to see and be with God. He is awesome! I relaized that it was an enemy attack on me, seducing spirit. Well, before I arose from the bed at 6:30, the Holy Spirit said that I have to be careful, the satan is like a lion seeking whom he may devour (1 Peter). I read two letters of Peter. Then I came to work and received a note from N. Harrison saying that he is leaving to S. Carolina in October and he wants to talk to me. Of course, I refuzed his invitation to be friends on facebook.

Oh, now I understand.
My dream has to do with computer and seducing spirit. Well, it was a note on Facebook from N.Harrison who has a seducing spirit.

Thank You , Dear Lord for warning me.

Be with me 24/7 by Your lovely Holy Spirit.

Yesterday I talked to Sam on the phone. I shared with him an interesting conversation I had at church. This elderly men asked me, "Where is your husband?" I told him, "My boyfriend is in Indiana University." He continued, "I thought you told me he was your husband."
Well, Sam shared his story too. He said, "The other day I was talking to Jeff (his roommate) and I said, "My fiance."

We were both happy and surprized!!!

God is good.

He plans to come in October.

Psychics versus prophets

Last night I was listenning some teaching by Bill Johnson. He was speaking concerning the psychics versus God's prophets. It was interesting to hear his arguments that God has revelation (future), but psyhics know only knowledge (past and present). The demonds do not know future, but they operate on the soul knowledge of past and present.

I would not write about this unless today in the Herald Bulletin I read the artice "Spirit Festival draws psychics to Chesterfield." Well, pretty incredible. The psychics are popular but I pray that people will be drawn to the wisdom of God, not of men and devils.

There we go...

ASKING

Yesterday (Sept. 18) I made a list of scriptures on ASKING.
Today (Sept 19), Chuck Pierce has a prophetic word on ASKING (Go to www.elijahlist.com)
In addition, Sam sent me a text that was corresponding that prophetic word right in the midst of my reading. "Knock Knock. Who is this? Love you. Studying music history."

So, it is all connected and amazing!
God is good all the time!

Sammy and me

Moreblessing asked me how is Sam. She was wondering when was the last time we saw each other. I told her that it was just lst Sunday (three days ago). She was really happy about that. I told her I cried a lot when we were togehter. She asked me, "What did he do?" I said, "He kissed my teary eyes. Oh, Sam is sweet!"
Then she said, "You shoudl get marry! I want to come to your wedding." I said, "You do?" She answered, "I want to give you the gift DVD "Marriage by Design." Then Moreblessing encouraged that we should speak by faith about marriage, our future husband. Oh, it was so sweet to hear that! Now, I just recieved a message from my Samushka: "I will pray. Good to hear about your day. Mine went well. I got a few things done. paid my rent. I love you. Enjoy your evening too my darling."

This is how sweet our Lord Jesus! Thank You Daddy for Sammy and our relationship! Your goodness speaks better than words, becuase we see Your hands and love each day.

Yours faithfully,
Katya

Let me update you on what's happening now.

Lots of challenges with accusation, separation, abandonment and so forth. Even the enemy used me to create a disturbance in the relationships. It has been challengening, just as I said.

On the other hand, the Spirit of God is present and He is working mightily. Praise the Lord. He is teaching to trust the Lord and not to rely on the people for favor and acceptance.

Thirdly, my mom returned from the trip to the Ukraine. Papa Oleg said that she is sick right now. I know that my mom will fight that disease in the name of Jesus Christ and it will be gone!!!! The enemy will have no place! He may try to create some circumstances, but just like Paul she will learn to be content and persevere. I am with her and love her. Bless you , my dear mother. We will pray for you.

I thought of sending her a package without even knowing what she is experiencing right now. May the Lord give wisdom and knowledge what to send that will be a blessing to her spirit, soul and mind. May Your love surround her every moment. No accusations!!!!!! Just love at all times.

I pray for the studies to grow and learn as much as I can. Lord, enable your servant to be successful in the studies at Seminary.

Yours Jesus,

Katya

Hallelujah, the Lord is worthy!

He has been showing so much of His love. The intimacy with Him is sweeter than honey or other delicious things. Yesterday on Sunday 13, I went to see Sam at Bloomington. We spent at least 2 hours together. There was also our first time of worship at Full Gospel Assembly.

This week I hope to be indwelled by the SPIRIT of God. May the Spirit be my Strengthener, Counselor, Comforter, Guide, etc. Come, Holy Spirit in a new fresh way. May You increase and I decrease. Love you wholly and submissively

Psalm 91

Thank You Father,

Even though it is a blogger, but I come to You through the writing. Lord, may Your rest cover me tonight. I thought that my prayers and words to Elisa were a blessing, yet she left the apartment. Lord, I feel some guilt, but why???? Father, I choose to rest in You and trust that You will deal with us and bring the peace to our house and our relationship.

In the blood of Jesus, cover us.
In Your name, heal us.

Forgive my wrongdoings and shortcomings. If I sinned in any way, have mercy.


Cover me, daddy with Your protection. Becuase the enemy wants to rob my joy and peace. Father, I want to abide in Your shelter. Daddy, You are mighty and powerful! your ways are true and righteous! You are good! You are beloved!!! you love us so much!!!! I do love Elisa with my heart and am thankful for her presence.

Comfort and strengthen your servant in Jesus' mighty name.

Blessings.
I choose to rest in You today.

Daddy, You reign and I will just abide under Your wings. You reign, Oh Lord above my enemies and foes. Display Your kindess, mercy and greatness.

Who is there like You? you deserve praise and honor.

Daddy, thank you and in faith I confess and believe that you will be with me.
Your right hand upholds mine. Your word is my shield. remember, it is Your shield is faithfulness. "His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart" (Psalm 91:4)
Rampart is a broad elevation raised as a fortification.

I already started to feel Your strength, Lord. The enemy will be silent by Your presence. Satan, You are defeated foe because of Christ's victory!!!! Halleluja!


I Love You Lord,
Mighty God.

Psalm 27

Priase God! There has been a lot of things, activities that happened during these time!

A wonderful dream of Angelic visiation and a warfare with a thief.
A delivery or encounter with Robin (Earth Ten commandments).
An invitation about singing at church. The following prayers and finding the team.

I am amazed at the glorious Lord and His ways.
I am thankful for the worship team that is raising up right now. May the Spirit of God be upon each of us. May we be used for God's purposes and at His time.

With Love,
Katya.

PSALM 27!!!!

Rivers of living water

Last night (after drinking strong coffee around 9 pm) you can imagine how awake I was!!!! I could not got asleep until 3 30 in the morning. But Sometimes after 11 pm, the Holy Spirit spoke this scripture to my heart. And it got me thinking and searching for understanding.

John 7:37-39
Jesus stood and said in a loud voice, "If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as[a] the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him." By this he meant the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were later to receive.

You know I always thought that it spoke of the words of the Spirit coming out of the believers, but last night I stepped into an understanding that it could also mean the gifts of the Spirit (that ministers to other people).

But what amazing is that today on Elijahlist.com, there is an article called
"Wisdom and a Fresh Anointing of the Holy Spirit for New Seasons and New Beginnings" by Keith Miller.

He says,
A River of Wisdom is different. When I say a River, I'm talking about the perpetual flow of the Holy Spirit in the area of wisdom. O dear friends, how we need this now. My heart is to see God's precious people living out of the deepest part of the blessing of the Lord...to flow with all that He is in you. As you read this article, ask Him to fill you with all wisdom and understanding, for His ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts are higher than our thoughts.
The Bible in John 7:37-38 declares that out of your heart or belly will flow rivers of living water! Notice it declares rivers of living water. One of those rivers is the River of Wisdom! Let the River of Wisdom flow!

How cool is that!!!

As I am reflecting on the last dreams that I had- majority of them were filled with running from bad people, killing and hurting others. Especially today, there was a cruel man who killed every one (from child to women). I was hiding in the clean waters of a sea or an ocean. He was looking for me. Then I escaped somehow.

Despite the dreams being so disturbing,

tomorrow I would like to have a communion and use the name of Jesus! It is in HIs name and in the power of His blood that I need protection, covering and refuge.

Katya

Beautitudes and mnemonics

August 28, 2009= 24 years old!!!!

I discovered by the grace of God, of course, the wonderful website: www.thepsychfiles.com and based on the learned information, I memorized the Beatitudes using mnemonics.

(Matthew 5:3-10)
Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called sons of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted,
because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

P.S. I used the imagery association beweet spirits flying in heaven, but those who are ont he earth they mourn. But they are comforted by the meek, because meek are the missionaries who inherit the earth. I thought of animals because they hunger and thirst, they are filled by the merciful. Then I pictured the sequence of see and then do. (pure in heart see God and peacemakers). The persecuted are the sect that Orthodox calls Protestants, even though protestants are right.

That's really cool! ENJOY!
Thanks Michael for his great website.

Is God happy about me?

Another thought I had in prayer is that God is joyful and happy about us.

There are so many (including me) who think of God as sad and often angry. But, last night, I glimpsed on the reality that God rejoyces when we do something good, actions that gloriftying Him.

Is God happy?
Is God sad?
Is God angry?
What do you think?

To be One

Last night around 9 pm I went to pray. One moment I heard the Lord, "What is one thing you want me to do for you?" Immediately, I cried out from my inmost being- to be one with Judy's community. I wanted to be one with them because I love each of them. It is ok with me to be humbly among them just like they are. Well, then the Lord pointed out that Jesus asked the same thing in John 17.

Even before that I read from Micah 4:6-7

"I will gather the lame, and assamble the outcast, and her whom I have afflicted.
And I will make the lame a remnant; and the sick, a strong nation..."

John 17:9,12,21, 23.

I have a request to make for them. I make no request for the world, but only for those whom you have given me, for they are yours-...so that they may be one just as we are.

Let them all be one. Just as you, Father, are in union with me and I am with you, let them be in union with us.... so that they may be one just as we are, I in union with them and you with me, so that they may be perfectly united.

Trip to Russia? When?

Dear God,

I come before you this afternoon, saying "THANK YOU" for sending Hellen to talk to me. She spoke of the wisdom concerning the trip to Russia. She advised to wait, get married and after some months, go to Russia with Sam. For me to go after one year is not safe, because there is uncertainty with visa. So, Lord, I do come before You repenting, first of all, that I put it so high like it had to be done the eay I want. Secondly, I say, Lord, be Thy Way and In your Time. May You also give wisdom to Sam that our trip to Russia will be both good and best for both of us.


Katya
P.S. Joyce Meyer spoke on the issue of wanting something that we cannot imagine living without it. It is a lust. God gives freely His blessings and He is the one who opens the doors and the ways for His righteous people.

Orientation

Today was the first day of orientation for the incoming students at Anderson School of Theology. MaryAnn, Xen, Timmy, Nick and I led the worship this morning. I read a scripture from Acts 2: 17-19, 21. I would like to write down some notes I took during President James Edwards's speech.

We begin with the end in mind.

Lord will equip us with the resurrected power.

Choseness- pay the price day after day.

Blessed choseness by commitment.

Are you willing to go? Do you love Jesus?

You must protect choseness.

Consider that what is difficult.

photography

For work assignment I watched two documentary videos.

Here are the quotes I liked:

Photography - a front seat history

Still picture in front of you all the time

I woke this Monday morning and then I hear how the Holy Spirit calls me a virgin. He insturcted me to identify myself with a virgin. It is indeed so surprizing and it would not come to me on my own. I am happy to know that God desires to restore and ffinds a significance in a state of virginity for His purposes.

I also gave/ hid my Bible for one week. it is great, becuase then I will rediscover His word and will read with passion and greater understanding.

That's it for right now.

praise the Lord and lead not on your own understanding,
trust in the Lord at all times. He is reater than our thoughts and ways, He is above all.

Holy Spirit

I woke up this morning with a prayer on my lips:

Annoint me with the Holy Spirit.

Throughout the day I thought about the Holy Spirit. At lunch hour, I said a prayer before the meal and when I uttered the words: Fill me with the Holy Spirit I felt a strong presence of the Lord.

And now as I sit in the library working on the project and listenning to TD. Jakes "Sacred Love Songs", I prayed: Let me think about You, Holy Spirit.

Father, Thank You for Your gift of the Holy Spirit. Help me to be filled and to overflow with His presence. Today Lord, extend Your hand and grant the Presence of the Holy Spirit into my life.

Renew and refresh through the annoing of the Holy Spirit.

Amen

Reflect

I just want to write the things I percieved when Tara prayed for me on Sunday.

Jesus held the jar with oil and He let me drink from it. It was the balm of Gilead, anointing oil.

Then I saw that I used to threw the robe to another person (as if sharing the gospel) but then I threw the robe after their held it. But the Father instructed me to hold their hands, just as He holds mine all the time.

I don't fully remeber but there was the moment when my fingers were given teh poer to do miracles. I was surprized and decided to study it more and believe too. How can miracles be through me? The work of God can !!!!!

Goals to accomplish

Work... Linda talked to me about the need and importance of taking driving license.

Lord, this is the goals I need to accomplish:
driving license
renew my passport and visa.

Love You, Lord.

Katya

Healing and Deliverance

Hello,

on Sunday Sam and I went to the Full Gospel Assembly for an evening service.

The preacher spoke on the word of God. The Lord reminded Sam two dreams/visions that he had before. There was also a time of praying where Sam prayed for me and I prayed for the vision and that there would be no evil, bitter root in me.

As we were driving back, Sam shared a powerful message of the vision. He was protecting a girl and thus batteling four demons. One demon stacked him with a knife on a back, but Sam overcomed them all anyway.

We stopped by Phil and Tara. There we had communion. Wonderful time! Shared visions, dreams. I told them about the physical state I was in lately and then we prayed. That night the Lord delivered me from four demons: spirit of abandonment, fear, control and idolatry. It was a battle. Tara kept saying a" Complete Work in Christ". The strongest root was idolatry related to the Koran and the prayers over me with those words. Then there was an outburst of a longing for the word of God.

All for the Word of God!!!!!!!! We stayed talking till the morning hours.

It was a healing.

However, on Monday Sam and I encountered some struggle. I felt like something I was supposed to do was not done and we overstepped our boundaries. WE also had a time of converstaions!!! I shared with him about Son Gun and Nick. He held me like a baby and gave his love in return.

But, the point is that there is a task- to be filled with the word of God and to withstand and overcome any attempt of the enemy to return or bring over spirits.The Goliath is dead!!!!! The root is taking out, the Lord You fill it with Your divine , precisous Word.

Prayer + Vision

Yesterday was a good day. I worked in the library, then helped Xen to water flowers, then Judy called and we went to have free dinner. After that we went to the Mall, prayed a little and Judy received a gift. We met Jamy and Phil there and agreed to meet at my place for prayer.

We started out so dry. Just in obedience and perseverance continued praying. At one moment Jamy and I began praying in toungues and then I saw a vision.

I felt the emotions of a person who looked on a vast desert. There was such desperation, hopelesnes, despair...I knew that the Lord's presence was there but the person whom I felt did not know that. Then in tears I continued pray in tongues. I shared that with people.

Then there was a continuation.

I saw from above a procession of people through the desert. There were dressed in white and glorious clothes; that immediately got me thinking their clothes are not for the desert. They had joy and in unity they walked through that desert. That person whom I felt at first was surprised and had lots of questions. The people who walked : in front I saw a woman dressed in white dress. I shared that vision with people.

We read Isaiah 35 and Isaiah 40.

Prayer Walk and International Prayer

Dear Heavenly Lord, How Awesome and Amazing You are.

Today we did a prayer walk in Jakson Park (a Black community). There we prayed for young boys (10 and 11 years old), saw a sign of a T-shirt that represented Holy Spirit, Hands in Prayer and the Chains/ Shakels loosed from them. The whole trip was wonderful; Jamy visited his dad and other friends; I spent time with Klayton (Karen's boy), etc. As soon as we came back, Moreblessing and I met for prayer. It was our first prayer on Thursday at 8 pm. It was so great: His presence was there!!!! We cried, thanked Him, repented, read the Word about giving even in our extreme poverty (2 Corinthians 8 and Mark 12: 41). Glory to God for His wonderful works.

Lord, I Long to see more of You and dwell and move with Your Spirit. May Your word fill us richly. Bring all of us together in love and in persistancy for Your gospel.

Love You, Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit

Dear Lord, Most High!
Let me exalt Your Holy Name and Worship You! Thank You so mcuh that You rebuked and discipline Sam and me. We have sinned against You , O Lord, with the evil seed of sexual immorality. Now, I repent and search for the Fear of the Lord. You Alone were able to impart the truth and the fear of the Lor din our hearts. Let me give You thanks for that! Your discipline always brings joy and holiness afterwards, even though we mourn and grieve in the process.

Father, have mercy to us and help us to accomplish Your purposes, in Jesus Name.
Father, rebuke the poverty mentality and shortcomings in our lives, help us to live in You and with You totally in faith and trust, love and surrender.

I pray blessings on Your people. May they share Your holiness and glory as they live each new day. Father, gather us together as Your Bride. Be glorified.

Arrange this afternoon and evening so that my heart will draw near to You and You come near to me. I pray this in Your name,

Amen.

Hello Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,

I greet you with the Joyful and Mighty name of Jesus!

Yesterday, Sam and I cleaned the apartment and in the evening invited Xen to pray. The Lord spoke to Sam that the living room was meant for God's purposes and not his. Therefore, that living room was for the prayer and the fellowship with Christians.

We read 2 Chronicles 6 and 7.

Today, in the morning, we invited Xen again for the breakfast. After that, both of us took and hour nap. Sam had a dream within a dream. Two boys: singing and fishing/stones. Sam came to that and asked, "What are you doing?" they replied, "having fun." Then Sam asked for the piece and paper to write the word. Then he woke up in the dream and shared the word with friends around the table. He held the book with his things in there. The words were: "About creations, fields, clay... I will make you a disciple of many nations. I will take you to the f.... land (an adjective that portrays poverty and hunger). " It was awesome. Then Sam returned to his dream and saw those two boys. They told him that they remembered him. Then Sam sand a tune to the African- American boy, and that fellow replied, "Wow. You can sing! And I see RED in you." Sam knew exactly what "red" meant: Jesus' sacrifice.

For me personally,

I am studying and meditating about sacrifice and love. God has been so powerful and mighty before my very eyes. His presence is very strong. For example, we were going to the Pay Less yesterday (July 29, 2009). sam put a worship CD, and I prayed inside. I felt that Jesus was in me and looking to the streets. The scripture, "It is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me." galatians 2:20. The Lord's presence filled the car, that Sam was shaking and shouting, I was in tears. Then, I felt a gentle thought: that Jesus desires to bring His presence to all nations. I knew that moment that as we go in the store, Jesus will walk among us and do His miracles.

I told Sam that he needs to take care of food and I will walk and pray. Mostly, my prayers were in tongues. I also helped Sam to choose the products. And standing in the line, Sam asked me to return the cart. I told him, "I will meet you on the other side. We will meet on the other side. Then I spoke louder: Jesus and disciples." The person standing behind us was surprised. Then coming to the pay area on the other side, Sam and I became very silly like children. The lady said, "You are having too much fun." Well, I told her, "You can join." She smiled and joined the game of throwing the ball. people were gathered at that place and everybody was smiling and rejoycing. The Lord has done great things.

Praise His holy name.

Пост

Hello dear borthers and sisters,

Yesterday I was rebuked by th eman of God right from the stage. THe voice of the Lord spoke, "I know that there is a person who sang, worshipped, danced, even shed tears. But after today, they will go and be intimate with somebodyt they are not married." I knew it was me! Of course, I need to chagng it, so I declared the fast.

The next day, there was an afternoon time when I had a craving for sexual intimacy. It was difficult.

But I continued to fast because I know that fasting reveals what is hidded sin inside of us.
Praise God for this supernatural grace of fasting and His power of the Spirit.

• Secondly, in my study on the fasting, I prayed to God, "Lord, I always used only one item when fasted according to Isaiah 58, but Lord I pray that all the items will be fullfilled through this fast. In faith, He responded to me through Mike Bickle who said, that "WE ourselves actually determine some of the measure of spiritual blessing He will give us, as well as some of the measure of our greatness in the age to come. Believing for too small a measure will lead to just that.
  What will we claim as our inheritance? Mark 4:24 Consider carefully what you hear. With the measure you use, it will be measured to you- and even more. WHoever has will be given more; whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him."

Now I stand on this promise that every item from Isaiah 58, will be fullfileed through this fast.

1)to loosen the bonds of wickedness

2) undo heavy burdens in the lives of others

3) set oppressed free as we minister by the anointing of the Spirit

4) break every yoke of the religious spirit

5) give bread to the hungry and provide the poor with housing

6)revelation of God's word

7) emotional and physical health to speedily spring forth

8) righteousness breaks forth in the places we struggle

9) cause the glory and power of the Lord to operate in our ministries.

elderly in China

China:

I just read an article " Gone, And Forgotten" about an elederly woman who died in her apartment and was found later by a plummer. It made me to think that caring for the elderly is crucial. If I were to be in China, we need to help the elderly generation there, makin gsure they are cared, recognized, supported and not lonely.

Turn of events for the future

Praise the Lord,

My body feels week and exhausted, yet I do not loose hope knwoing that God is good and faithful. We will seek the Lord and He will be near us comforting His divine presence. For the last several days there have been grandiouse changes and movement. There is a feelign that the Lord opened a way to the future.

Sam had two dreams yesterday. The first one was at the dirty dusty subway of a big city. There were four levels and Sam could see lots of drug addicts, homeless and so forth. He told them, "You cannot stay here any more. I bought this place! But if you wait one month, you can come back and it will be fixed and you will live with me.

The second dream was surrounded by five demons. They were shouting angry words and looked awful. Sam battled them. One of them stubbed Sam on a back, the tool stuck in the back. But Sam continued to fight. THey asked him, "Who Are You?" Sudenly, Sam spurred the word like a roar of lion. It was angelical name, "Melchizedek." They told him, "You are not a human, you are a spirit." Sam woke rejuvenied.


Papa Phil had a dream about Sam too. He saw Sam blue and then Micke Bickle was dead. Tara explained it like this: Until you die to your flesh, then you will be able to have Davidic call and ministry. The very day they told us that, we drove around in the car worshipping and rejoicing in God. Sam and I stayed late looking at the stars an dafter which he had those two dreams.

Lord, as about me and us... Help us to know You Jesus and in Your name do what you want us to do.

На ристалище бегут все

Доброе утро товарищи и друзья,

Господь дал классный сон.

Группа людей находились на поле и старались поставить контейнеры с водой на землю. Часто из-за горок в земле нам приходилась искать более устойчивое основание. Затем мы все отправились куда-то. Мой мальчик (boyfriend) быстро побежал вперед и уже шел вме те с тетенькой. Оказалось, что все шли впереди меня. И вот я решила бежать. Моя обувь была большого размера и я не пробежала впереди их, они меня заметили и вдруг одна обувь слетела. Я увидела, что люди не ждут, они продолжают идти и некому поднять моя обувь. Итак мне приходится быть позади всех и подобрать обувь. Когда я была в конце, то я обратила внимание, что две подружки свернули с той дорогт, по который мы все шли . Они бежали со своей собакой. Мне было больно, что люди, та толпа людей не ждали и их. Итак я пщдщбрала свою светло -белую и желтоватую обувь, как вдруг увиделя знакомую девочку. Она мне сказала, что Бог ей откыл о том, что она будет проповедывать. Мы порадавались и я начала снова бежать. Так как обувь все еше была большого размера, я рештила их снять и бежать в носках, потому что надо было бежать и бежала я вперед.

СИЕ ЖЕ ДЕЛАЮ ДЛЯ ЕВАНГЕЛИЯ, ЧТОБЫ БЫТЬ СОУЧАСТНИКОМ ЕГО.
НЕ ЗНАЕТЕ ЛИ, ЧТО БЕГУШИЕ НА РИСТАЛИЩЕ БЕГУТ ВСЕ, НО ОДИН ПОЛУЧАЕТ НАГРАДУ? ТАК БЕГИТЕ, ЧТОБЫ ПОЛУЧИТЬ.
ВСЕ ПОДВИЖНИКИ ВОЗДЕРЖИВАЮТСЯ ОТ ВСЕГО: ТЕ ДЛЯ ПОЛУЧЕНИЯ ВЕНЦА ТЛЕННОГО, А МЫ- НЕТЛЕННОГО.
И ПОТОМУ Я БЕГУ НЕ ТАК, КАК НА НЕВЕРНОЕ, БЬЮСЬ НЕ ТАК, ЧТОБЫ ТОЛЬКО БИТЬ ВОЗДУХ, НО УСМИРЯЮ И ПОРАБОЩАЮ ТЕЛО МОЕ, ДАБЫ, ПРОПОВЕДУЯ ДРУГИМ, САМОМУ НЕ ОСТАТЬСЯ НЕДОСТОЙНЫМ.

1 КОРИНФЯНАМ 9:23-27


И ОБУВ НОГИ В ГОТОВНОСТЬ БЛАГОВЕСТВОВАТЬ МИР. ЕФЕСЯНАМ 6:15

Amazing Day

Amazing Day it was!!!! Now, let me tell you that both my mom, my dad Oleg and myself had the most difficult day in a long time. Everything went either wrong or gave us a lot of discouragement. Then you wonder, why did I call this day AMAZING!

In the evening when I came to Judy, the prayer was already at all its might and came to the end. Then Judy asked if I need a prayer just as everybody got th eprayer ( except KAren). I said "Yes." I told them it was a difficult day and Gina gave a hug and I remained siting with her. Then the conversation was moving from one direction to another, so I was vulnerable if they will ever pray for me. The lady was faithful and persistent, She was the one who prayed.


Now, I told you all about the day and people, now is the amaZING PART- His Voice.
He assured and encouraged me that I love Him. He wants me to send to all nations to share the Gospel. Blessed are the feet who bring goood news." It is all that I already knew and received from Him, that is why I cried adn listen to His voice.

How exciting to know that Jesus and I and others will be travelling in other nations and share teh Gospel. God knows how I do not like missionaries, but He is making me one. How funny!
But it is all about love and faith in Jesus.

Please, keep me in Your dear prayers, that everymoring God will give me passion and enthusiasm to declare and share teh Gospel. AMen

Notes about Korea and Balance

I dreamed of Jenny and John ( my Korean friends). Even though the dream did not look significant neither do I remember it all, but what surprized me was Elijahlist posted a prophecy today about Korea. It says that North and South will join and become united.

Lord, I know that this was the prayer of another Korean friend of mine for many years. I pray that in Your timing and in Your will two countries become one. May Communism fall and Christianity come to the surface.

Another interesting moment. I was reading Ecclesiastes and there was one verse translated in NIV as "The man who fears God will avoid all extremes." (7:18). It seems like the author speaks of balance. In addition, the prophecy on Elijahlist encourages that "in everything there must be balance." It is true that in Christianity we think of total surrender, total abandonment, total love, etc. We hardly hear about balance. What does it mean for a bleiver to be in balance. The artice talked about the balance between Heaven and Earth touching each other. Balance!!!

at the church

1. Yesterday Judy invited to the Allethia church to hear a speaker.

He prayed and spoke this phrase to me:

You will get what you want. You will get what you want. Do you want evil or God? God? Then you will get.

This word still surprises me and I hold unto this word and meditate.

Hate what is evil and cling to what is good- Romans 12:9

1. Also, there was a wonderful worship at the church. Diane has blessed me so much through her singing and praising God. We prayed together!

During the worship I looked at Rhonda in front of me, she was worshipping God with all her strength and might. Then I heard this words: Didn't I heal the handicapped and they worshiped Me? I found in the scriptures that after the healing that Jesus perfomed, people praised outload. They praised and worshiped God!!!! That is a good lesson- to praise and give thanks for what He does in our lives.

Believe

This is something for my memo:
As I was feeling anxious because of not hearing from Sam. I prayed to God and also texted to Sam. Then, I felt the Holy Spirit poured or downloaded this phrase into me- believe beyond the natural. So, with joy I put a picture of us on my cellphone and he texted me back. Our conversation brought peace, love and assurance to both parties. It was totally amazing.

I was reminded in that moment of Abraham who believed God and did not waver at the promise. Read Romans 4.

So, God I praise You today for Your help and assurance. Thank You for the Spirit that is with us teaching and guiding. May Your truth be our shield and protection.

Love

The Lord has blessed me this evening tremendous way!!!! I was on my way to type something about faith, when I met a person!!! She called me "you after my heart". We met on a pedestrian bridge...I was trying to take a picture of a sunset and she approached me. In a minute she shared her pictures of sky. Then we carried on the conversation about trees, stones of hearts, funny moments etc. We exchanged emails and good words to each other. It was like an angelic visitation; love, joy, peace. How great!!!!!!!!!!

I Love prayers

father has been so good to me.

Even when I woke up, there was grace to pray and seek His face. The time at work were so happy and energized, praised the Lord.

Father, thank you so much! But remember I still need our team efforts to keep praying and seeking your face.

LOVE YOU.

Transform my prayer life

Father, You Heard my cry to transform the prayer life. I already see that You started the actions. Now I am coming to You for the grace to see it through faithfully. My goal is to pray by the pattern We created for the two weaks. Then after achieving that, I pray that you will increase it and strengthen it so that I could do it for two years. Lord, there is nothing impossible to you. It will be great that after doing that in the secret that You would bring others along to do it together inorder to be more effective.

Blessings,

yours Katya

In the Tent

Last night we have experienced something amazing. Well, let me tell you that both of us fell into passion which afterwards led ut to an honest conversation. I listened to his story of life growth. Then I prayed and the presence of God was so near and strong. My right arm was shaking and tears rolling from our eyes.

He also prayed for me too that fear will no longer have place. It used to grasp my mouth to speak the words of God. Thanks to the power of God and His greatness.

Now, we are in the library in Dover, Ohio. He is doing crosswords and I read Sergey Shidlovskiy.

Lord, I pray that Your Holy Spirit guide us today. Help us to be alive in You and be creative in the spirit. Help us to crucify and nulify the desires of flesh, so that we could live freely in Your presence.

Blessings to Your Holy Name.

AT Ohio

It has been two weeks at Ohio with Sam. We have travelled to his father's house and to his mother LaJoya. I am amazed at the talents and the memories these people share. They welcomed me with love, accepatance, hospitality.

We visited mane places of historical value. We have learned a lot of great facts about their lives.

Iam happy for the trip.

Today, I found myself longing to be loived by my own family. So, I wait till we talk on the phone.

One of the greatest experiences were to meet two ladies; Jane and Nancy. And Alsi a family at the camp. I just loved to hear their testimonies about God.


Lord, I pray that You will open my heart and fill me with your word.

Renew and create an atmopstphere of worship and adoration for you.

Thank you for love and what you haev done on our behalf.

Blessings.

Nations

Let me briefly write down that the Lord is concern for all the nations!!!!!

He sees that soem Christian leaders emphasize certain countries but reject the others (it could be only one). As He was putting in my heart the call to "love your enemies", He encouraged to love all the nations!

I tried to justify why some leaders do not love certain countries. I said, "maybe because they do bad." But He said, "Didn't I say 'love your enemies'?.

Then He reminded me a dream that I had long time ago, the Earth that I saw meant that He will take around the world to the nations. And He wants me to love them all, to pray for their good.


He made me think. If we would love our neighbors, other nations..., we would act differently when we would hear their bad news. We would be compelled to act on their behalf.

So, it is still a smal fresh revelation that I am going to wait upon.


by the way, before this revelation came, I just spent time worshipping the Lord. I knew something big was going to happen, but I continued to worship. And He spoek in a still voice, that tears or repetance and plead were in my eyes. Since that evening He wakes me up early in the morning, like 3 something am.

Father, let me hear what You want to say and let me not judge ahead of time. Let Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Let Your love fills us all!!!!

dreams

I had a dream today that even while I was sleeping, I tried to tell it somebody else...

It was my father's parents house. A girl adn I went into a kitchen (place of fellowship) but young people sitting at the table ignored and looked down on the girl with me. She stepped outside the kitchen crying and I folloowed her to comfort. I said, "I am sorry." Then we went into a living room (main room) and I offered a prayer. At first I prayed in tounges probably, but then I said: "In the name of Jesus come out, leave!" Suddenly, the quit cat became vicious and ran wild around the room. I kept praying in the name of Jesus, knwoing that I am dealing with demonic. The girl sat next to me, all the attention was on the cat and finally it ran outside the room. Cat can represent unclean spirit, danger lying in wait, crafty, witchcraft) I tend to think that it was unclean spirit of witchcraft connected to the emotional rejection.

The problem with that girl was not accepting her into the fellowship.


Context: Yesterday I met Samuel's father. We spent some time together in fellowship, but still I was so cautios and unaccepting him totally. Father, forgive me. Maybe I was sensing some demonic activities that affecting me and him. The thing that got my attention was in his car there was a thing hanging from the mirror. It was exactly what we threw away from Shawn's apartment; it is an occulting thing (something with dream catcher). He said that he is spiritual but does not go to church. He gre up in the church and sang in a group at the churches. Lord, please, remove the sting of whatever pain connected to his experience with the church. Release forgiveness and fellowhsip. Bless him abundantly! Shower him with deliverance and Your presence. As a fact, there were certain small activites that would be hinder our activites: CD not recording that was made aspecially for Sam's dad; my lamp light broke when they visited the room; I spilled the food on the floor; etc. I bind the hindering spirits, and I plead the blood of Jesus and His pretection over us. Please, be merciful to us and cover us with Your wings, so we could be in Your shelter.


The continuation of the dream. I was in the bus (large group ministry) and Judy was there (prayer warrior who ministers to people) and a lot of "marginalized people." Well, I usually love them unconditionally but in that dream, I prayed for one guy and understood the problem was pornography, so I said: "In the name of Jesus, I command you to leave." He stood up in obedience, and I surprized that he obeyed instantly said, "Yes, I command you to leave!" Then he and all the rest just went outside the bus. The only problem was I saw Shawn among them and I did not want her to leave. She looked at me the last.

Lord, whatever I am dealing with, please be with me and guide in Your Spirit. Protect from demonic influences and set them free as well.

An Art Evening

I spent few hours with a friend Danny. She is such an optimistic and energetic person!!!! We sold some of our clothes at Plaza. I asked her a lot of questions, since she is getting married this summer. After the visit, I was inspired to draw (By the way, an art evening was during my work time :))

Daniel F. Gerhartz has been my inspiration today. His drawings are so feminine and genlte; He reflects the Lord's beauty and glory.

Here are some of his wonderful works:

Memorize God's word

On May 1, 2009 the Spirit of the Lord spoke to me...

For every memorized scripture,

I will give extra blessing.

For every written word

that you put in your heart,

I will give abundance.

Every word that will come into your heart

will bring harvest- abundance and blessing.

Child, the planted word produces crop, harvest.

Thank you for the summer job

Father in Heaven, thank you so much for the favor with work. This morning Hellen asked me in the library: "Have you found a job?" I told her my concerns and difficulty in finding a job. But as soon as I returned to the computer lab, I saw an email from Jackie. She asked me if I am interested to work for her during the summer. The funny thing I told Hellen was that I am going to miss working in the library. So, it is indeed a great blessing that jackie asked to work for her. She said that for the month of May I can work 40 hours, but fro the months of June to August 20 hours a week.


Thank You Heavenly Father for Your divine favor.

I bless Your name.

Pour out Your blessings on Samushka and grant Him Your favor today.

Blessings upon Hellen for her concern and care about me. May this summer will be a rich blessing.

You are great! Great are Your testimonies!!!!!!

Daddy

Praise the Lord and thanks for all His benefits and blessings.

I am thankful that the Lord is on the Throne and that He has the power to deliver His people from the enemy and the effect of sin.

Father, glorious and mighty, pour Your creative power in Jenny. Restore to her the intimate fellowship with You. Please, help her to submit to Your will and give all her desires on the Cross to be cruicified.

Father, I ask you to find a place for John to stay. Send your wind of favor and blessings.

Daddy, please be kind and merciful to Samushka. Help him to lay down his worries and concern about the car. Father, let Your goodness follow Sam all the day long. Please, provide a safe travel to his relatives and give them a wonderful time together. Father, find a way for us to travel to Ohio. Prepare the way in Jesus Name.

Lord, i bind myself to Your will and thank you for the life in the Holy Spirit.

I love you Daddy,

help me to be an encourager, a teacher and anything you want to live in love and in Your word.

Give me ears to hear Your voice and please let Your sweet presence come to me tonight. I long for Your word and Your wisdom. Dwell in me through faith in Christ Jesus.

Song of Song

My lover spoke and said to me,

"Arise, my darling,

my beautiful one, and come with me.

See! The winter is past;

the rains are over and gone.

Flowers appear on the earth;

the season of singing has come,

the cooing of doves

is heard in our land.

The fig tree forms its early fruit;

the blossoming vines spread their

fragrance.

Arise, come, my darling;

my beautiful one, come with me."

Song of Songs 2:10-13

May- belongs to Sam and his family

This month May I am dedicating to celebrate our relationship with Samuel L.Green and to develop great love for his whole family.

Father, in the name of JESUS, I ask Your grace and anointing to meet this need. May this season bring You greater glory than I ever thought. May You pour out Your capacity to love into our lives, because You said, "By this they will know that you are My disciples if you love one another."

Father, thank You for the family that raised Samushka. I am so thankful to know him and live in love and friendship. It has been truly Your best gift to me.

I LOVE YOU,

Katerinka