conversation with Binita

My lovely friend, Binita!
We were able to chat today on facebook. God has been working in mighty ways!!!!

"Consider it pure joy, when you face trials of many kinds" James 1:2

dream about grandma

I awoke today at 4:48 am from a dream, in which I asked grandma about her dream. She said these words: "When you hold salvation in your hands, do not spurn. Spurn means speaking with discust, like I hate it." I told her about the power of prayer, the prayer chain.

So, I called her and shared that message with her and these were her words: "You lead me on a good path, for I was raised with a different spirit." She mentions herself that she prays for us and that helps me to engae in conversation in which God is moving! Praise God.

So, another prayer request I sent out to 5 people, asking them to pray for grandma about salvation and that her mouth would not speak about it with hate.

God knows the heart

the issue of heart is very significant! The Lord looks first and foremost on the heart. I found the story of Solomon in 1 Kings, whose heart turned away from the Lord and in 2 Kings the story about king Josiah, whose heart turned to the Lord. WOW

dreams of Saturday

For the last two Saturdays, just before the church service the Lord would give me dreams. One was about shaking of a building, but I an dso children went out ok. the next one was about the old days of Solomon and how his painting of life at the end of days was black with a defield woman. Well, the Lord confirmed two those dreams.

imagery

My husband prayed for me today. He saw Jesus lifted off the veil from my face, then a ball of fire twice my size came upon me, while I had my right hand up. As soon as it hardened all around me, the Lord sent rain and it melted everything like dirt.

Praise be to My Savior, Jesus. My Redeemer and Great Shepherd.
I worship You Father.
Thank You for Your grace, touch and deliverance.

Trust in the Lord

Today is Victoria with us. We picked her up last night from Indianapolis. Everybody rested very well, and in teh morning Sam cooked yammy food and we had worship with devotional on the topic of TRUSTING God.
Psalm 37:3 "Trust in the Lord"

Love You Jesus.

Last night, Jesus was explaining the image of His pierced/wounded hands and how He touched my face.

No condemnation in Christ Jesus

  Romans 8:1 There is now therefore no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus"

and John 8:11 "Neither do I condemn you: go and sin no more"
(When the scribes and pharisees brought an adulterous woman to Jesus and tempted Him tos tone her according to the law of Moses. Jesus repliyed to them: Those of you without sin, stone her first. And everybody fromt eh oldest to the youngest left the woman and Jesus. Jesus asked the woman: Where are your accusers, did nobody condmen you? She said, no. And that is where Jesus replies, "Neither do I condemn you." While all of us are sinners, Christ is sinless, yet, even though being without sin, Jesus did not condemn her.)

The lesson is who do I condemn? Do not condemn people. There is no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus.

P.S. As a test, I was challenged with the article that my husband wrote for the class. We did not have enough time to edit and I believe it was submitted not prepared properly. It angered me and I felt condmenation. There is nothing beautiful or right in being condmening someone. If Jesus did not condemn me for my sins and imperfections, so should I extend mercy and grace to others.

Prayer: Dear Jesus and Almighty God,
I come before You in repentance for the feelings of condmenation and anger. Please, remove it from my soul and grant my heart to love and be gracious, like You are, Lord. I love You. May even that paper will serve as a reminded that there is no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus. Amen

Love one another

  After listenning to a panel about global health,

the Lord has placed upon my heart this scripture: "Let Us Love One Another, for Love is of God" (1 John 4:7). I pray that this scripture will reach the hearts of homeless in Bloomington and they learn to love one another and thus to experience the love of God that He lavishes on them in Christ and through the belivers.

Meeting with a poor

 Hello dear readers!

Today I shared 4 slices of pizza with two homeless women and one man. The man was a believer. We talked about our faith and encouraged one another in that. God bless them!!!!!!!

My heart's desire for every poor man in the community to receive a warm knitted sweater or a jacket. 

May the God of our Lord Jesus Christ meet all your needs according to His riches in glory and mercy.

Encouraging the faith

  Today, I had a dream in which few men prophecied over Samuel, that he is going to be well-known. As I was on my knees weeping, the man prophecied something to me, but I do not recall. Then in the bus, I have an encouter with a young girl. I tell her how all of my like I was crying out to God, "Use me. Use me." Today He confirmed that; the girl understood. We both spoke the scripture, Love the Lord your God will all your heart, soul, and mind. In the dream, the girl's mother was a Buddist, so I encouraged little girl to keep her faith.

Then, the morning was very challening. Sam and I reviewed our documents and what other things we need to do for the green card. It totally discouraged my soul and I was fainting. Then, I shared with Sam times of the past, when the situations were difficult for me and I was fainting, yet God helped. Mother was always there to encourage my faith. And as soon as I said about my mother, she called from Russia. And the first things she told us was for Sam to keep going toward His destiny in singing. She encouraged his gift. And to me, she encouraged to recall God's faithfulness and have faith.
God is faithful and He is not a man that He should lie.

Praise be to God, for His strength and help.

Scriptures to look up: Ps 28:7, Is 40:29 and Is 43:2

silver war by Bob Jones

I love listening to Bob Jones. He is the prophet!

I even saw him once in my dream last week. He was in my room.

We bless him in the name of the Lord. May God's goodness and mercy follow him all the days of his life even to eternity. May my love will reach out to him and his wife.


He was speaking on youtube about the silver war. That is happening right now in us, between the gray (mind) and the blue (the spirit/ the consience). Samuel and I have already found that true in our lives. Many times, by listening to the Spirit we were taken to the amazing journeys with fulfillment, and when we did not obey the voice of the Spirit we saw the need that was not fulfilled.
Praying in tounges is a blessing right now, because the Lord reveals the truth deep within us.

We got the Bible for me yesterday in a new store in Bloomington, Family Christian Store. I have been reading Psalms last night and today. Praise be to God for His eternal Word!!!!!

I hope each one of you are growing in the grace of Christ Jesus and His hope. The Lord is our sure rock, refuge and guide.

Lord light my lamp

For the last few days, I have been meditating about the lamp and the light. You see, the scriptures point that in our spirit, we have a lamp. In order of that lamp to shine with light, we need God. The Lord Jesus is the light!!!!

May you be blessed with these scriptures:

Psalm 27:1

The Lord is my light

Psalm 18:28

For You will light my lamp; the Lord my God will enlighten my darkness.

Proverbs 20:27

The spirit of a man is the lamp of the Lord

Proverbs 24:20

The lamp of the wicked will be put out

Revelations 22:5

For the Lord God gives them light

1 John 1:5

God is light and in Him is no darkness at all

John 8:12

Then Jesus spoke to them again, saying, "I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life."

Matthew 4:16 (Isaiah 9:1,2)

The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light, and upon those who sat in the region and shadow of death light has dawned.

Psalm 16:2

O my soul, you have said to the Lord, You are my Lord, my goodness is
nothing apart from you. Psalm 16:2

Bought with a price

Jesus bought us with a price. The price He paid for us was His life. The blood that Jesus shed on the cross purchased us from sin into the kingdom of God.





I heard Jesus speaks this phrase to me- "I have purchased you with the price." For the last few days, I felt drawn back from the true fellowship with the Lord. It was partially due to the movie we watched, it hindered my walk with the Lord because there was a scene of sexual immorality in it. Our spirit is renewed by Christ and we need to allow all of us, heart, soul, mind and body to be truly His. Anything of the world pollutes the holiness of God.



Today, as we were walking, I meditated on the fact that Jesus is a good shepherd. I am like a lost sheep wandered into the side walk, but Jesus' love searched me out and reminded me that I am loved in His sight. HE BROUGHT ME WITH A PRICE.






Prayer:

I honor You, Jesus, the BELOVED. Thank you that You truly died and rose again. You thought it fitting to lay down your very life for me. May my body, mind and spirit be unto Your holy service. May the Holy Spirit continue to do mighty works through Christ Jesus. To the glory of God the Father.


Amen

Part II

1 Peter 1:18-19

For you know that it was not with perishable things such as silver or gold that you were redeemed from the empty way of life handed down to you from your forefathers, but with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb without blemish or defect.

Another Dream- a signet ring

I had a dream few days ago. I was at the store at the jewlery department and wanted to buy a golden ring. The ring was expensive and in my dream I had 320 dollars and it was still not enough. The lady told me she would do a discount, and so I bought the ring, the earrings and perfume. By spending all the money, i did not have one dollar for the bus ride. I prayed to God to send someone to help me. Immediately I see my mother. I appologized to her for purchasing those things, but she blessed me and sent on a way. I decided to open the boxes of purchased items and found that earrings broke off. So, I returned to the store and decided to return everything except the perfume. The lady told I should keep the ring. When I looked at the ring it was exactly as my wedding ring, only it had the green stone right in the center. So i thought that wearing this new golden ring on my right hand. After all, the lady gives me two silver rings in exchange of earrings.

I also see in my room the elderly man with a prophet like Bob Jones/ or an angel. The elderly man is so happy, and the prophet was standing still and there was an awe about him. They talked about something like preparing for the passing into the Kingdom of heaven. After the elderly man left, I came to the prophet and appologetically showed to him my rings.

I would not probably pay attention to this dream, but when Sam returned from his class in the morning, he said of the reading from Haggai. He read that morning "The silver is Mine, and the gold is Mine" (Haggai 2:8) and "I will take you adn will make you like a signet ring, for I have chosen you" (Haggai 2:23).

Dream

Last night I had a dream, it was in a series of events.

First, sam went to work for several hours and I decided to ride a bus in the city, then walked. I see my greandfather (who now is in heaven with the Lord). He says that he can lay hands on me. When he did that, he spoke "light." Then he said Isaiah 31, and said a poetic sentence about coming to the Lord by the blood and leavnign His presence by the Blood.

Then the scence is in teh big hall of a university ( sort of like Indiana University). There, Samual and I are the wedding couple. I could not see my face, but my dress was absolutely gorgeous. Actually, people who were gathered there were sort of rich and everything served and decorated was expensive. At the same time, I did not feel any sense of proud, ont the other hand, I was meak in the dream. The last thing of the night was the wedding dance of a groom and a bride. Samuel was leading the dance and I was folloing him barefoot. It was cute and wonderful. The dance was done in a small, tiny room.

Then to the big hall arrive a group of "workers" who say that everybody must leave the place. I perceive that they are not good and they plan some kind of evil. So, I speak out and say, "We need to tight them." The leader immediately pull out a gun. They wanted money from everybody. The first person they turned to was me. But I told them honestly that I did nto brign any money or purse with me, this is all I have (pointing to this dress). They left me alone. Then the leader choses the president of the university as "sacrifice". The leader speaks in poetic some form mentiong air. Then she (the leader) asks if he would promise to give his all possessions (52 thousand dollars or millions) and everybody will be free to go. The president of that university promises the leader. Now, I see when the leader was moving, the president became hesitant, seeing the gun laying on the table near him. The witnesses observe his hesitancy and I say to him :" Do not take the gun, you promised. And plus, it is better to keep your life."So,t eh president leaves without a gun. And now everybody is leaving the place. At that time the big dog started sniffing me and I was covered with a winter coat. I take off the fury coat and came to one the leaders and hug the lady. The dog could not trace the smell on me. The lady felt my love toward her, but then she saw a wedding ring on my left hand. There stood a test for her, whether she let go of her chase for wealth and choose love. But the lady choose the golden ring. I let go of it, saying that it came from my mother. And thinking about it is ok, because of the kingdom of heaven.

The next part of the dream is a devout rightous man becomes tempted by a woman. I don't know whether it was the president, most likely not, somebody else.



P.S. As a reflection to this dream, I think of the long-time ago dream and the scripture from Proverbs, "It is better to be among the oppressed than to share the plunder with a proud." Continue to think about poverty, famine in the United States.

Prophetic Circle

In the group of prophets, Samuel and I heard the following prophecies:

Prayer over me by a lady from Germany: "peace, freedom... Intimacy with the Lord. Increase of the anointing."
Prayer over Sam by German lady: "Angelic activity in and through . There anre angels, Lord. Send them, Lord."

Prayer over Sam by Danni (a guy with a hand on fire spiritually): " I see you in the full armor of God. White tunic and sandals of gold. Fighting spiritual warfare, take sword against evil. Wow. I did not see that before. Raging, with every stike- lightening. Standing in the ranks of angels right now."

Pop-corn prophecy over Sam:
Big play toy, innocencem child like, gift of joyfullness. Time has no space. Physical we are in a different realm. You live in the heavenly realm more than the earthyl realm.

Spirituality is very deep, you know who you are. So firm about it, no one could sway you. Spirit flow- go deep. Swift and strong like a flood. River of life, flow out on people like a tsunami. Tsunami- life, consumed with life.

So obedient, run and do it right now. He loves that about you, so passionate, so giving. There are times He wants you to wait. He is teaching you. Pause and listen - to display.

Wait- keep looking

Beacon standin gon a mountain side. Let's go to see that glorious light. People will be drawn to you.

Gazing upon this mad- reflection. It's My glory. You were not meant to be on earth- unique. By accident. Stands in teh ranks with the angels.

Zeal of the Lord consumed you. You want to break the religious mindset. Jesus overturned tables. You hate religion that holds people back.

You will bring innocence back to the ones who have lost theirs. People will get untwist from culture/ sex paralises. His presence on you will be doing that.

You are a kindred sprit, with you fellow brothers and stister feel thay've known you forever.

Pure innocence and faith. Analytical part hinders. Innocence, trust, faith.

Pop-corn prophecy over us:

Look where they sit- behind the American flag.
Sending you to the nations. Freedom. You will go with God's Spirit to bring true glory and true honor.You will take His Kingdom of heaven. Holy ambassadors. Extravagant things you'll do. Be prepare for the nations. It will come quickly.

Combat gear- armor, combat boots. You're in chqarge. Standing with authority. standing in dirt all around. Ready for combat. I take this ground, it belongs to God. Reclaim the ground. Feet burning with fire. That is love and passion of the Lord and power. Bodies illuminated with light- salvation, deliverance. Flood of water. Life- washing over dry land. Pool of water, fire and light. Standing on foreign soil. Do you write music? new type of music, new songs - heavenly music. Music- angel. Capture truth in song.

Standing and praying for each other, intensifying, praying in tongues, almost in singing. Covering for each other. You will go out. You are a covering for each other, woven together by the angels, they wre huge. Light fabric, covering you. It doesn't leave. Intertwined, woven by angels- protection, ministry.

Prophecy to Katya:
You are His little girl. (in response to loneliness): pulling on His lap and loving you.
Proverbs 31: 10 and on.
Is it not slow.
Mother of nations.
magnet- people are drawn to you
(Music is important, continue in that, it is a language).

Prophecy to us continuing:

marriage is gonna last forever. You will be talked about for generations. Wedding ordained by God.
Live a long age. Going to the nations.

Sam's metaphors

Today, we received a phone call from Sam's best friend. His friend decided to file papers for divorce. It was really difficutt on Sam throughout the day. But I tried to be there for Sam.

We talked about relationships and Samuel found two great metaphors or examples.

1) People know what cheeseburger is like. Well, what if one is a chiken burger but another person wants that person to be a cheeseburger, in relationship to mothers and daughters, expectations of people. Cheeseburger is an expecation, but a chicken burger is who you are.
2) Every person is an oven. We have control to set the temperature. We can either be cold to others, or warm and allow God to put douch in us to cook and then a sweet aroma of bread comes to others.

Be still

For the last few days, starting Sunday, I felt that this is what I need to come to -BE STILL

Even last night, Samuel read a scripture from Psalms about being still.

Update about the poor:

We delivered some goodwill clothes to my friend today. She was glad to receive it. I need to continue to sow the seeds into the lives of homeless and poor in our community. may the Lord belss them as they try to embrace the coming cold and find their true treasures in heaven as do do I.

Ps. 82:3-4 Defend the poor and fatherless; do justice to the afflicted and needy. Deliver the poor and needy; free them from the hand of the wicked.

Ps. 34:6 The poor man cried out, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out all his troubles.

prayer for Bloomington, IN

Dear Father,

I come to Your throne, Holy One. You are so good to Your people, blessing and extending grace on every good work done in Christ.

May I pray for the city of Bloomington? Holy Spirit, please, utter the words that would touch Your heart, Lord and make a difference in our community here.

Lord, I plead before You the Blood of Jesus upon this city. The rapmant spread of violence, and other wickedness is always before You. Father, please, help the city to arise from the mud and look up to You, the Giver of Life. May Your prophets arise in the city and speak on Your behalf. But also, Daddy, how can You want us to help the poor? Please, enamble us by giving a willing heart to donate and give to the poor, especially knowing that cold days arrived already.

Dear Jesus, You are my Love. I love You so much and cannot live without You. You give life to all. Please, help us to find friends among the poor and be the light to each other through You. I pray for the transformation of our city, Bloomington. Right now it is the number one poorest city in America. Please, Father, help us to change that with Your power and assistance.

We bless the name of the Lord in the city. We pray for justice done in the Indiana University and through the leaders.

In Jesus Name,

Amen

poverty in Bloomington

According to October 2, 2011 census figures show:

• Bloomington is one of the poorest cities in America. (For the second time in four years). Nearly 40 % of Bloomington residents are living in poverty, according to the U.S. Census Bureau, which includes Indiana University students in its Bloomington figures.

• Bloomington is the nation's third poorest city with a population of 65,000 or more. (Only Reading , Pa, with a 41.3 % poverty rate and Flint, Mich, with a rate of 41.2 %). The percentage of Bloomington households that were in poverty in 2010 was 39.9%.

The Lord has been speaking to me about poor. He wants to help the poor through the believers, by generous giving.

"Now you have greater understanding to the degree of willingness i am calling My people in response to poverty. My heart yearns and cries for you and others embrace the willing heart to sow this season to the poor. As you faithfully do this out of obedience to My will, I will do greater things in teh community. Little sown- little effect, but generous gifts will be rewarded especially. I am keeping a record of your giving. you can do it in secret, but remember poor are My possession and I will watch over them and bless those who bless them abundantly. Refuse to stop the giving flow. Think of the sower. Time to sow new seeds for the harvest. Many will come to experience transformation through generous giving. Amen." (October 17, 2011)

Dream

On Saturday, I had a dream of sun being darkened, the fulfillment of prophecy, then church service with youth being active and thirdly the sheep came to me.

On Thursday, teh Day after the feast of Sukkot began, Sam received the gift of speaking in toungues.

Lots of amazing stuff :)

Psalm 88

Dear friends,

Today has been the most difficult day in a long while. I might say that it started out yesterday, but today it had its full course.
You see, Sam left for choir rehearsal from 10 to 1pm, after which he went to the grocery store. Then , he has job from 6 pm to 1 am. That morning and afternoon, I became so fragile emotionally and physically.

We have a neighbor, whom I talked briefly today. She was bored in her room, so she spent hours sitting in the same place. Even when Sam came I felt like a bird, caged in the room, with no where to go and no one to spend time with. It was awfull. I cried on the shoulder of my friend, but I realized that she has been in this condition for years, maybe all her life, that now she needs nobody, only friends occasionally which are hard to find.

She could not help me, not even touch me when I was on her shoulder weeping. Sam then took me to Nashville and we had an adventure in the nature, climbing a hill and getting a sandwich at Mcdonallds. When time reached for Sam to go back to work, I felt the same wave of despair. We even prepared a place for me in a car to sleep, cause he will work till 1 am if not later.

This Psalm 88 is what the Holy Spirit showed, while Sam was changing clothes for work. "You have put away my acquaintances far from me; You have made me an abomination to them; I am shut up, and I cannot get out." (88:8)
"Loved one and friend You have pput far from me, and my acquiantances into darkness." (88:18) That is exactly where I am!

God rejoices doing good

Dear readers,

Here is the list of events that happened to us. Instead of utility bill that came on my name, it actually happened to be the bill check in the ammount of 11 ish dollars. We cound not check the cash anywhere and stopped by Sam's bank and there, the Lord mulitiplied in many ways, returned Sammy 6 dollars from previous charge and provided 5 dollars with direct deposit. It was amazing!!

Here is the scripture that the Lord gave us this evening:

jeremiah 32:37-44.
I will bring them back to this place and let them live in safety. They will be My people, and I will be their God. I will give them singleness of heart and action, so that they will always fear Me for their own good and the good of their children after them. I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will never stop doing good to them, and I will inspire them to fear Me, so that they will never turn away from Me. I will rejoice in doing them good and will assurdly plant them in this land with all my heart and soul.
This is what the Lord says: As I have brought all this great calamity on this people, so I will give them all the prosperity I have promised them. Once more fields will be brought in this lland of which you say, 'It is a desolate waste, without men or animals, for it has been handed over to the Babylonians.' Fields will be brought for silver, and deeds will be signed, sealed and witnessed in the territory..... The next chapter of Jeremiah is amazing too!

Bloomington welcome you!

HI my friends,

It is I, Katya writing from Bloomington Monroe County. God has blessed us with a enw place to live. We love it!!!!! John adn Lytha helped us to move in.

There is huner for God that we both feel and God opened an opportunity to go to the library and find the book "Give Me 40 Days" by Freeda Bowers. We are so excited to do that devotionally.

Love you GOD,



Your daughter

Amazing holy night at 711

samuel and I were awake the whole night in the glory presence of God on 711 High St. The presence of God was so awesome! before it all started we cleaned the kitchen with bleach. Then the Lord led us to Dutch Sheets... Well, from praying to the Lord, the gold and other color sparkles were on the floor and carpet. How awesome! We prayed both priestly and kingly. Just before it was 7 am, we went outside and there on Executive Drive we decreed the revival (according to the dream given on july 13th, 2007).
We love you, Lord Jesus.

Amen

P.S. Prayed for the countries of: Korea (scripture about a crippled at the pool), take us thy mat and walk. Then we prayed for America and the Lord put me on floor as a symbol of humility. we repented for the sins of pride, jealosy and covetness. After that, suddenly we prayed for England. She became like a mother who abandoned her child, (scripture in Isaiah, Can a mother forget her child? yet, I will not forget you and so forth). We prayed for the council, because it seemed that her sin was greater that of America and we could not see what to do. There was a dark cloud over that land because of that sin. However, England has a motherly annointing, Funny, but think about the queens Elizabeth, Dianne and such. Our last one was for China. They were shown like the ones who are dressed and ready for war, yet it was not the time for war. So they looked futile in their attire. The Lord delights to see them like an ordinary workers (sort of ants), but that is not degrading it is their annointing.

P.S. 2 Sam worshipped and in the music realm, he sang a son about the Dwelling of God with men (Revelation). Also, he heard some songs singing "worthy" and other praises to God.

So, As you can see it was the most amazing night. We felt like taking on a roller coaster. WOW


July 12, 2011

New place

Praise to the Almighty God and the Lord Jesus Christ!

Last night (May 2, 2011) I stayed at a new place. it was wonderful!


Thank you God!

Romans 12:10 Devotion to Sam

Memory of the sweetness

I woke up this morning with a scripture from Romans 12:10

Be devoted to one another in brotherly love.

Honor one another above yourselves.

I am reminded of the summer time in Russia, when the Lord gave this scripture to strengthen my love for Sam. At that time I became cool in emotion and passion for him due to the lack of dream and unknown future.

Right now, I need that same encouragment because I became cold in my love and passion for Sam. It was because the emotional stress, depression and other factors that contributed to that.

I feel that the Lord wants to ignite the flame of love toward Sam in my heart.

I was reading the material on the Song of Solomon today and this phrase stood out:

Her awakened love places her priority upon Solomon rather than upon herself

Thank you!

transformation

We are in the midst of TRANSFORMATION.


There were strorms/ tornadoes around, esp. in Alabama.

Luke 9 Transfiguration of Jesus

Sam wrote a letter to Tara, Shelly and Aunt Lisa.


Finishing up the school requirements


Heard the Lord say "trust" and "you will take the Gospel around the world"

hmm

Today, it has been an emotional day. I crired, but Sam tried to comfort the best way he knew how. Also, today was the chapel, the Lord provided a graduation robe and everything with it.

Lord, what shall I do?

Jesus, please, forgive me all my sins, for they are many, so many that there are many people who are concerned.
I need Your help.

If I failed you, Jesus, I know that by Your grace, You are able to restore.
By faith.

In love

In forgiveness

In mercy

In joy

In You alone

need for transformation

Dear Lord,

You have given a truly great day! I woke up in Your joy and purpose. Thanks to all who prayed for me. Received a letter from Ta, that was concerned about our intimacy with Sam before marriage. Indeed, it is not easy.

So, I want and need to go on a fast, maybe even until the end of this month. During this fast, I need to draw to the Word, prayer, and to listen to God's voice. It is so crucial!!!! During this week, I have lots of assignment to turn in. May the Lord help me with that.

Daddy,

it is so good to trust You. Your Son, Jesus Christ, is truly the most loving and comapssioante!!!! Everytime You come in our times of need. THank you for grace, encourament and hope.

I present to you my weak self. May Your mighty spirit take me on a journey of transformation from reproach into vicotry and glory. Things that need to be dealt in the prayer closet, may you reveal and help to get rid of. Things that need to be healed and bind, may your spirit do that. Please, come to my aid. Revive us again: Sam and I unto Yourself.
Amen

Light

Jesus,
I humbly come before You. You are Truth, Light and Love!!!!! Your ways are so awesome. Thank you!!!! Dear Jesus, I love when I happen to read elijahlist and find a confirmation to what You have already been speaking into our hearts. That probably brings you delight too, to know that Your children hear Your lovely voice and want to lsiten to it and understand.

Thank you for the prophetic ears and eyes that You graciously gave Samuel and me. Samueal took me on the journey of John chapters 3 and 1. Then by Your opportunity we led worship at the Prayer Room on campus, where the overall theme of worship was Light. THANK YOU< SWEET SPirit.

I worship You right now. The peace, provision, and Your life coming out upon us. Let Your light shine and draw us nearer to You. We hungry for You. May Your Spirit draw us nearer to Your source of love and wisdom.

Daddy, I love being in Bloomington with Sam. It was so ncie even at the house with Trisha. We were blessed this morning. Thank you for the grace. I am looking forward to talk to Sam and read to him elijahlist.

Knowing time!!!!!

John 3

Sam came last night. We read John chapters 3 and 1.
I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again.

I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit.

baby dream

It was two days ago (just before my bridal shower) the firs tpart of a dream was taken palce at grandma's house. There were many young girls, indluing my sister. But each of them had to leave. For example, Iana traveled to another country and somebody else too. I really wanted to go with them, but they left without me. So, mamochka was there and I cried really hard. It was very painful feeling. Then, the dream still is at grandma's house. Now we are in the living room and I am holding a baby (I think it was mama's boy). He was so small (a book size). I hold him and he grew attached to me. He felt really good in my arms. He even smiled and when I found out he pooped, my mother and I cleaned him in the bathroom. I gave him to my mother. Lord Jesus, I pray for spiritual ears to be opened in order to clearly hear Your words. What are you trying to communicate about a boy/ baby and what is the connection with my mom and me? daddy, I want to thank You for Your constant loving grace. Your love is so strong adn it keeps me steady even when I am weak. Thank you for Your faithfulness. Today at Wellspring Church, during the communion, I stood on the promises of Your word. In Hosea 2, it says that You betroth me forever in righteousness, justice, compassion and so forth. And in John 10, it says that nothing will take me out from teh Father's hand. I saw this correlation that I am bethrothed to Jesus, and God has a ring on his hand that signifies that commitment. How awesome!!!!! I love you, Lord. Be blessed through my lips and in this life You gave. Honor and praise to You. help me to be annointed fro tomorrow's worship. I want to be led by Your Spirit and use that time to draw us closer to Jesus. Amen

way of the cross and dream of course

Hello dear readers, even it is not only me and Samuel. God, I give You praise in the middle of the night for You. thank you. You asked me what will I choose between all beauty of the world and the cross, which way ? Jesus, Son of God, the most radiant of all, chose the cross which was not beatiful. But the glory of God is revealed through that way. Fast: to give up all the beauty of the world for the CROSS Two weeks before Easter. Had a dream at Elisa: Evangelism class (with Dr. Sebastian) at the mall, public place. Then I see my father wandering around the mall; so I tell people, that is my father. Jael recommends me to go to him, so I did. He was with his wife. I join their companies. We talk about something, it leads to talking to some young Russian high school students about what we learn in America (like English and family Science). After that, I walk outside, father is walking with a girl (age 12), she loves him and looks up to him. We get to his car and there I see a small toy in a shape of a car and it moves and flashes like it controlled; there is an immediate danger of a bomb. Father, instantely sends out his big car to drive away the small one. Then his big car was driven into the parking lot, evening, I perceive a very suspicious man, like a maniac. He is awfully dress up, winter time. He was getting ready to his car, with gloves on and winter coat. But then he was behind my fahter and trying to slay him on the back, but my father had a gun and there was a battle. Several shots were given into an awful man. Finally, father won the battle in the middle over a street, intersection. Oh, I remember that when he was just about to drive his car into the parking lot, I started praying to Jesus and saying outloud too that Jesus is the author of life. Father during that time prayed to allah or a prophet muhamed.

Invitations Now being sent

Thanks to our dear friend Becky N. Now, the invitations have been sent to people.

Part of my SOT assignment is to write a WEDDING CEREMONY paper :)

Birth certificate

Birth Certificate Praise the Lord for HIS unfailing goodness. Today the Lord helped to find my birth certificate. It is a necessary document for filing documents after marriage. At first, mamochka and Olegenka looked both in St. Pet and Chel, but nothing there. Then, mama prayed and Iana's encouragement pointing to the St.Pet. The Holy Spirit led her to the drawers. She looked at fist, nothing, but mama trusted the Holy Spirit guidance and then she found it. Praise the LORD Now, our goal is to translate it to English and certified it.

keys

The beginning of the 2011 year, GOD has shown to us KEYS. Literally, Sam and I would see keys everywhere. On elihalist there were so many postings about the keys. Most current is by Theresa Phillips http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=9775 Let me look, maybe I will download other links about Keys. Gary Oates : http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=9547 John Belt: http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=9631

updates and a dream

Thanks be to God!!! Lord has done some miraculous events recently. First of all, an apartment near campus for $285, while all the other places were up to $500. So, I praise God for that. Today we will meet with a landloyer. Secondly, I met a nice girl who has so much in common with me but 10 times better, it seems. I praise God for her. She is a freshman at AU, while I am graduating. It feels like God has led me to see the fruit of my stay at college these years. Thirdly, Olegenka has sold the apartment which is a good thing, now they will be interested in buying 1 bedroom aprt in St.Pet. Fourthly, Samushka has been on a reformation journey. After last week voice lesson, he has changed his style of studying, devoting so much more time to singing. Today is his voice lesson, we are looking forward to hearing from him about that class. Fifth: The Lord opened some friendships with people: Elisa, Christiana. It is so nice to be able to contact and fellowship with them. Sixth: Started searching info about what we need to do after get married. Seventh: Today I had a dream. I saw field surrounded by the fense. I heard the voice of the Lord saying, that in this field one must work perfect. God expects perfect because the ground has been set aside for His purposes; it felt like heaven on earth. In it, I was walking and heard the voice of the Lord again: Before you do any work, stay in My presence." Then I grabbed Bible (brown leather). At work, there was a Bible (brown and leather just like in a dream).

closed heart

At the prayer gathering on Thursday, the Lord spoke to me:

"Katya, you closed your heart from Me."

I asked, "Why did I do that?" He replied, " Because you think I will punish you. But I am Love. I love you."

1 JOHN was read to us that meeting :)

##### God cares about the disengaged hearts ######

Yesterday Mike prophesied over me: Among the greatest intercessors, Change the course of a nation Russia

plans for apartment

God's direction in finding a place to stay for summer in Anderson, IN. Mamochka is plannng to arrive on May 11 till May 31. Sam and I will finish our school by May 7th. So, together we can stay in a two bed room apartment.

Therefore, I can move out with all my stuff in May from the current apartment with Patience N.

Dear God, I thank You for Your ultimate direction and surprises. You know the best for all of us. Thank You for helping us to find the right place and affordable for all of us. :)

I am so at peace about that. Sam found a place for August in Bloomington for $390 (for both of us). That is a good price, considering two people for that amount. Sam paid $400 just for himself.

Lord, if that is the place for us, we calim it in Jesus Name. But if you have a different place in mind, You gladly present our requests before YOU trusting completely for Your direction.

Amen.

Glory be to God in the name of Jesus. Yesterday the enemy tried to put me down again (exactly a week) and made me feel lonely. However, the Holy Spirit whispered in my heart to write "I LOVE YOU." I am on a journey of healing from rejection. Not only the prayers have been lifted about it, but I became more open and do research on it.

Yesterday, we had a great meeting at Wellspring and after Judy and I went to Wendy. Holy Spirit just put upon my heart to go Wendy. There, we met a group of young girls to whom I ministered and she was relieved from a rejected situation. To God be the glory. It was amazing to help someone in the area I experienced.

The encouraging thoughts are God has a future for Sam and I. He has great plans for us, way beyond what we can dream or imagine, that's how much better it will be. Right now, as the process of healing from the rejection, I need to trust Jesus and let the Holy Spirit take charge, believing God's grace and love.

It has been a good journey of recovery so far, I want more freedom in order to be who God wants me to be and prepare for ministry with people.

This morning I thought when is my periods coming and imagine what if I am pregnant. It was funny that mamochka told me of her dream. That I was pregnant, theh mama held a baby and fed it from the bottle. Then it grew up quickly to the age of 4. What does that mean? Over the weekends, the Lord gave joy and strength. The prophet Lori Becker prayed for me. It it so awesome.

Therefore, laying aside all malice, all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and all evil speaking, as newborn babes, desire the pure milk of the word, that you may grow thereby; if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is gracious. 1 Peter 2:1-3

And I , brethren, could not speak to you as to spiritual people but as to carnal, as to babes in Christ. I fed you with milk and not with solid food; for until now you were not able to receive it, and even now you are still not able; for you are still carnal. For where there are envy, strife, and divisions among you, are you not carnal and behaving like mere men? 1 Corinthians 3:1-3

For though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you again the first principles of the oracles of God; and you have come to need milk and not solid food. For everyone who partakes only of milk is unskilled in the word of righteousness, for he is a babe. But solid food belongs to those who are of full age, that is, those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil. Hebrews 5:12-14.

Yesterday, esp. last night, an enemy attacked me really bad through temptation. Sam had a dream in which he battled evil spirits from hell. A church sent out bombs, missels to shot the target, cities, etc.

God the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit,
Shielf us from all powers of evil. Let the Blood of the Lamb be upon us and let Your light shine all around us and in us. Amen.

Persecution in Ethiopia

Today, to my greatest amazement, I found out that the Muslim extremests burned down 59 churches, killed few and injured Christians, around10,000 fled for refuge. Ethiopia, may God come to you for refuge and help in time of need.

You are in my heart.

Ethiopia

What a surprizing turn the converswation with Alyssa on facebook turned.
Ethiopia is located on eastern part of Africa.
So, tomorrow we will do some research about it. She strongly recommended me to go there. She believed that I will go to Africa one day. (So do I)

How amazing that is!!!!
Thank you Lord

Dream about Muslims?

Travelling with a group of ladies and Dr.Hawkins to Eastern Africa. There we see the public place with lots of young Muslim boys. Then, on the bus, I see my cousin who passed away. He was Muslim too :)

We need to reach hose who are outside with Jesus

few visions in the circle of prayer

Last evening, during our Unifeid gathering, the Lord showed to me when we were in a circle, holding hands. First, behind me and Claire I somewhat felt or seen an angel, and then the Holy Spirit filled my mouth with words to pray for campus. After that, I saw a vision, of a person walking with the torch of light. after a while, I saw another person with an open extended hand with a living bread. Light and Bread

Last evening was my second night of partaking communion at home. With that comes more freedom, healing and joy. How wonderful the Lord's blood and body!!!! What grace and price!

With love to my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ

Am I a virgin?

Last night and today, the Lord opened an opportunity to talk to Lytha about that. By her example, she strengthed my heart to wait until marriage, no matter how tempting and difficult it may be.
Elissa asked me today a private question, "Are you a virgin?" Her only desire was to give me a warning that it might hurt on my wedding day; but as a matter of fact, God is communicating to me.

Open door to my life,
no more secrets or private life.
God is my witness,
I want peace.
His mighty presence
Filling all my days.
To those who wished me bad
God turned things right for me
Outpouring blessings
Reassuring greatness,
I am in Him who is light,
in me there is no darkness any more.
By light I walk and love all.

I thank God for this new day. Last night I took a communion, today the Lord extended His blessings through the finances that my parents sent and also a lunch with Hellen. She has been undergoing similar things that I do.
But right now, I want to bring to your attention what I 've noticed God is showing and speaking to us. He is our Healer. He also is the one who knows what we are feeling. The pain we feel is not strange to Jesus, He shared in our humanity and He knows how to pray and help us.

Two close people in my life are having a very painful emotional time. The pain of suffering is bitter, but deliverance of healing is already in our midst. Tommy Tenney came to the Faith Assembly in Anderson, and this man of God preached to us about the feelings and the pain we are going through and about Jesus, the High Priest who know what we feel.
This is a season we're in. I think that God is going to change things: what seemed really big, he is going to heal that pain and we will move closer to GOd.

There is nothing truly most important than our relationship with God. It is a difficult at times becuase the enemy wants us to be distracted, deceived, etc. May Jesus shine brightly in our hearts and May His word reign in our midst.

Needy of Christ!!!!

COLOSSIANS 3:12-14
THEREFORE, AS GOD'S CHOSEN PEOPLE, HOLY AND DEARLY LOVED, CLOTHE YOURSELVES WITH COMPASSION, KINDNESS, HUMILITY, GENTELENESS AND PATIENCE. BEAR WITH EACH OTHER AND FORGIVE WHATEVER GRIEVENCES YOU MAY HAVE AGAINST ONE ANOTHER. FORGIVE AS THE LORD FORGAVE YOU. AND OVER ALL THESE VIRTUES PUT ON LOVE, WHICH BINDS THEM ALL TOGETHER IN PERFECT UNITY.

my reflections

This blogger helps me to review the history and what God has been doing. I am currently in America, came here by the obedience of the Lord, through His choice. Four years of underground and my last third year in seminary, grad school. Throughout my adult life I was surrounded by prophetic words into my life. On the other hand, I feel the most weak, ordinary, strange and the least among the society. There are times when God fuzes my life with His presence so much, teaching His word and let me hear his voice, but in the society that I live I have been struggling to live. It is almost like it is one or the other. SOmetimes I thought why can't I like other girls combine typical social things with God things. I live when I live in God and do His activities. But because of that, I appear akward before people. It is hard because the experience at seminary left me very wounded, but God is truly healing those wounds. Right now I am discovering that God is a healer, Jesus was wounded and by His wound we are healed.

Jesus, no matter what people see in me, help me to be with You. Father, one day, there will be an assignment (a dance) which will be fulfilled through the Holy Spirit.
God, I am longing!
No one is around at the community of SOT. Thank you for the faithful family and Sam, Judy and her community, Vika, Jenny and some others.

It is interesting that one day, God, You will take us to other countries for Your purposes. Jesus, let Your hands touch my heart. Can You rlove fill my weary soul. Jesus, I love you, You have done so much for me and all the people. Thank you for sacrificing Your life. You are great! Jesus, am I wrong or what I do is in Your will? Please, Jesus, stay with me throughout life. I pray.
Amen


ISAIAH 55: 1-3
Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost. Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good, and your soul will delight in the richest of fare. Give ear and come to Me; hear Me, that your soul may live.

I came with a bottle of water, specifically without money but only water.

Native Americans

Hello my dear readers. I great you in the name of Jesus, our Sweet and Faithful Lord.

Yesterday during our Unified meeting at Park Place, the Lord spoke the words to me, since I was really down, sleepy, non functional at all. The men gahtered around me , prayed and prophesied. Mike, for example, isntructed me that the enemy led me into out of allignment. So , we praed for the allighnemnt and balance.
Phil, prophesied to me and mamochka that God will give us homemeal and heal our wounds. AS a matter of fact, we all went to Judy, she made cheese qusadias and we enjoyed fellowship.


That day, in the afternoon, Sam and I shared lunch at Perkins. It is our date place. He looked at my face and adored its features for awhile. Then, he said that God made me in a unique ways, that different nations are represented in my face. He espeacially pointed Native Americans in me. I was so sure that not that, cause they are native to America. However, in the antique store, I bought a tile with an artistic image of a Native woman at the waterfall. And finally in our meeting at Judy's upper room, the Lord instructed to pray forgiveness of sins for both Indians and Americans and bless both too. WOW! WOW! WOW!!!!!!!


Looking forward for a greater understanding and knowledge in this area.
Blessed be the name of the LORD, who is worthy to be praised.

I talked to mamochka and Olegenka on skype. Wonderful!
In mama's dream she talked to Bill Gaither in English.

Jenny emailed me sharing that he likes Ryan.

Here is a new month dawned upon us- March.

I want to express a deep thanksgiving for the previous month -February. It was a small revival in my life during that particular month. Right now, there is a wave of increased responsibilities that want to rob my intimate time with the Lord in prayer.

Last night, I rearranged the room in a more feminine way. The rest was good but the dream was not. Sam arrived in the library during my work hours. He stayed 30 min and went to the church where he is going to have a concert. I am concerned about the pride, btu believe that God will be with Sam during that concert, enabling him to do it very well. Sam has done a lot of prep work and diligently worked on his assignments. Sam will be travelling back to Bloomington, leaving here at 4pm and then on Wednesday evening he will be back until Thursday to rehearse with Dianne, his accompanist.

Another struggle of this world was my worship class. It truly shaked me a little and I continue to trust God to pull me through this class. This Sunday we need to travel to different churches, but also that evening is Sam's concert that starts at 7 till 8 pm. Only the Lord can make it happen, but I cannot miss neither one.

I think Father knows my circumstances an dstill desires me to press in through prayers. Please, dear Holy Spirit help me to do just that- to desire and to know my Lord Jesus and the Father.
I thank you Daddy for the answer with my roommate. Lately, we felt peace and comfort to talk to each other and had several opportunities to bless one another. Rejoice!!!!

This Friday, Tommy Tenney will be speaking at Faith Church. Oh, how I long to attend that meeiting and to be encouraged in the relationship with God. May I learn something new and reminded of something crucial and important.

I bless Your Holy Name, Lord.
Please, forgive my worries, griefs, cares of the world. May there will be peace and the river of joy in my heart. In Jesus Name

prophetic news

Yesterday was such a wonderful prayer meeting ("Night and Day"). Once again, there was a powerful presence of the Lord among us and we all were ministered to and edified. For me, I was reassured about the FATHER. Mike said that I head the Father' s heart and take it very seriously what he says. He mentioned an annointing and blessings. Phil prphesied that God wants to bless me so much, but he knows that it may overwhelm me. God is gentle and will not push me into anything, but there is freedom to go as deep as I would like. He also said a reminder/warning not to gave in to cares of this world (money). That the Lord will bless financially from different sources. The annointing and blessings were repeated. POPCORN, Phil said that those people who will be near me with harden heart will pop like popocorn, whose hearts will become softer.

Judy received a word from the Lord: "I love you and am pleased with you. Do not drive ahead but be led. Symbolism of a dance. God is the best dance partner."

P.S. My roommate received a blessing last night. Praise the Lord.


TODAY, after some hard and unease conversation with my mom, the Lord opened a door to truly connect. She has a deep concern/wound of being used without appreaciated and known for who she is. Somehow, the Holy Spirit called her to attend to the American church in st.pet that I went once. May the Lord give her courage to go and receive healing. Father, may Your love washes all the sorrow and deep wounds from her tender heart. Bless her, Almighty God.


Dear Father, thank you for proving hours to work in the library. I thank you for Your grace and presence. You are ever near and I love you. Thank you for loving us so much. Thank you for Sam. May You guide him in all truth and by Your Holy Spirit. Fill us more with You .


*** A season of pleasure in sin is finished, now is the season of righteousness****


((((( A symbol of a new green sprout.))))))

ethics exam

I had an exam today for ETHICS class. My feelings told me that I was not prepared, but my faith spoke "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Surprisignly, the exam was great. Praise God through Christ who gave me strength.

Our lecture was partly about temptations. It was amazing. We need to pray to die to our own evil desires and to live a new life in Christ Jesus. Temptations reveal what's in us, it is an opportunity to lay them down to the altar.
Thank you Lord Jesus!!!!

P.S. Talked to Vika a little bit.

faith

We traveled to Ohio: Sam's grandma Lois Green passed away and now is with the Lord in heaven. It was such a wonderful time with the family. We talked with many people and shared good time together. Praise the Lord for the answer to our prayers

Reflection on James

testing of your faith produces perseverance

those that are poor in the eyes of the world are rich in faith

no good to claim to have faith without deeds

faith by itself without deeds is dead

show you my faith by what I do

faith without deeds is useless

Abrahams' faith and deeds worked together

faith made complete by deeds

person justified by what he does and not by faith alone

faith wihtout deeds is dead

prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well

Where are we now?

For the last week, there has been so much happening that it is amazing!

The trip to Bloomington on Firday till Saturday, where Xen and Sarah joined us. It was a very stressful and painful event for both Sam and I. WE had to struggle with its resolutions for few days. In a mean time, we draw nearer to God through prayer, becuase He calls us in. I have seen the faithful hand of GOD pursuing his people here on campus. LAst night, Judy and I joined a prayer group at the Prayer room with two Claires. After that, we rejoined a nother group 10:07 for worship. From that evening starting at 11 pm the students agreed to offer 24 hours prayer and intercession. The Lord put into my heart the same purpose, love and goal, so I joined their prayer vigil at 6:45 am to 7:29am, from there I went to work.

The scriptures God gave were Philippians 2 and Malachi 2.

We love You dear LORD, our Father in heaven. Purge us from inner sins of our hearts and lead us in Your path surrounded by Your light.

I pray for peace and instruction to be present in our hearts, so that we may walk faithfully with you and people. I love You, Lord.

waiting

The Holy Spirit is guiding to WAIT on the LORD.

Waiting on Jesus produces an everlasting fruit, perseverance and thus HE prepares us for His service.

What can be so good about waiting, esp. in the culture that we live?
David called himself and his audience to wait upon the Lord, so did Isaiah.
Amazing!!!!

Lamentations 3:24-26

I say to myself, "The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for Him." The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.

Isaiah 30:18 - Blessed are all who wait for Him!

two dreams, prayer

Two dreams: yesterday and today.

Dream 1:
Tara prophesied, "God wants you to have intimate relationship with Him." In the dream this phrase repeated over and over again.


Dream 2:
On the back stage, a person came to Sam and kissed my forehead. Then the person declared, "The Lord said- Kiss her for she is my handywork (or a tool) for the future." On which I replied, 'I am in preparation." Then my time came to do a performance and I dance in the freedom ( almost in the air). it was so freeing and I loved it.

PRAYER!!!!!

Dear Holy Spirit,

I know that You are near. The Holy Scripture declares,

"The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything,

but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with

thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And

the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,

will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

So, may my heart will become a place of worship and

prayer to the Most Holy God through Jesus and

by Your help, Holy Spirit. May the words I offer in prayers

will be in union with Thy Word. May there will be unity

even between me and Sam, as both of us, continue to seek

Your face, Lord. Draw us nearer and nearer to You.

In Christ' name.

Amen.

Eagle and Big Bird

Hello readers,

Few updates: Since Monday, we had an ice storm event. Sam came to visit me on Sunday and is still here due to the weather challenges to travel to Bloomington. It is Friday. I had a dream last night. Before I share about the dream, let me say that yesterday in my mind I was struglling to come to terms with Patience. I worried whether she is upset with me; why she does not talk to me and things like that. I tried not to think negatively toward her, but it was hard. Even int eh evening, I found a Candle holder put in my room from the living room, since Patience did not like it there. I don't mind so much that, but that's just waht it is. It is probably the same thing: Sam is staying with me since Sunday (she arrived on Monday), and she does not know how long will he stay here. Knowing that it is the Lord who blessed Sam's coming, I believe He will help to figure it out. What concerns me is that she does not talk to Sam or me, but just hi. I might be wrong about all of that. Let me share the dream



Sam and I stood outside of my grandma's apartment in Kopeysk. She is looking down on us, we run to the neighbor's apratment from her. She is after us, we are up the stairs, opened the door (looked like my blue and white plate). In it, there were two girls, (like 9 or 10 years old). I was reminded of myself playign with my girlfriend. They did not mind us being there. We go outside, there is their father (nice person). Soon, Patience comes in. Now, she is after me and I am running from her. The place was surrouned by fence, so I could not get out but, the white dog was chasing me. It jumped behind the fense, while I remained inside. In returning to the house, I greeted Patience and and we all went inside. Patience came with her girlfriends, I sat by Patience and she shared her opinion about Jesus' coming soon. I understood her, whereas others did not.

Extra part in the dream:
Sam and I were walking and saw a huge bird flying with her big wings. There were three birds. They landed 1 feet from us on a bush. We went walking and the two birds were up in the air. The big bird was motionlessly stll, while Eagle was sitting on the big bird's tail and flying forward.

Deuteronomy 28:13 The Lord will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attentin to the commands of the Lord your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom.

First gathering at Park Place and the movie

I watched a very interesting movie, called Children on Their Birthdays.
It teaches about respect, friendship, romance, compassion, feminine role, Christian love and much more. I would like to see it again, or read a book.

Last night was a first prayer/worship meeting this year. We gathered at Park Place Church of God. Three women and four men. God has been with us in Glory! We were encouraged to be COURAGEOUS, not timid.

Jesus reminded me that He laid down his life for us, so are we to lay down our lives for others. It means to be the sacrifice.

Bless the Lord, oh my soul.

Phil prayed over us as well, intercedeing for peace, healing, mantle of authority, and others.

THANK YOU!