Yesterday Mike prophesied over me: Among the greatest intercessors, Change the course of a nation Russia

plans for apartment

God's direction in finding a place to stay for summer in Anderson, IN. Mamochka is plannng to arrive on May 11 till May 31. Sam and I will finish our school by May 7th. So, together we can stay in a two bed room apartment.

Therefore, I can move out with all my stuff in May from the current apartment with Patience N.

Dear God, I thank You for Your ultimate direction and surprises. You know the best for all of us. Thank You for helping us to find the right place and affordable for all of us. :)

I am so at peace about that. Sam found a place for August in Bloomington for $390 (for both of us). That is a good price, considering two people for that amount. Sam paid $400 just for himself.

Lord, if that is the place for us, we calim it in Jesus Name. But if you have a different place in mind, You gladly present our requests before YOU trusting completely for Your direction.

Amen.

Glory be to God in the name of Jesus. Yesterday the enemy tried to put me down again (exactly a week) and made me feel lonely. However, the Holy Spirit whispered in my heart to write "I LOVE YOU." I am on a journey of healing from rejection. Not only the prayers have been lifted about it, but I became more open and do research on it.

Yesterday, we had a great meeting at Wellspring and after Judy and I went to Wendy. Holy Spirit just put upon my heart to go Wendy. There, we met a group of young girls to whom I ministered and she was relieved from a rejected situation. To God be the glory. It was amazing to help someone in the area I experienced.

The encouraging thoughts are God has a future for Sam and I. He has great plans for us, way beyond what we can dream or imagine, that's how much better it will be. Right now, as the process of healing from the rejection, I need to trust Jesus and let the Holy Spirit take charge, believing God's grace and love.

It has been a good journey of recovery so far, I want more freedom in order to be who God wants me to be and prepare for ministry with people.

This morning I thought when is my periods coming and imagine what if I am pregnant. It was funny that mamochka told me of her dream. That I was pregnant, theh mama held a baby and fed it from the bottle. Then it grew up quickly to the age of 4. What does that mean? Over the weekends, the Lord gave joy and strength. The prophet Lori Becker prayed for me. It it so awesome.

Therefore, laying aside all malice, all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and all evil speaking, as newborn babes, desire the pure milk of the word, that you may grow thereby; if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is gracious. 1 Peter 2:1-3

And I , brethren, could not speak to you as to spiritual people but as to carnal, as to babes in Christ. I fed you with milk and not with solid food; for until now you were not able to receive it, and even now you are still not able; for you are still carnal. For where there are envy, strife, and divisions among you, are you not carnal and behaving like mere men? 1 Corinthians 3:1-3

For though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you again the first principles of the oracles of God; and you have come to need milk and not solid food. For everyone who partakes only of milk is unskilled in the word of righteousness, for he is a babe. But solid food belongs to those who are of full age, that is, those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil. Hebrews 5:12-14.

Yesterday, esp. last night, an enemy attacked me really bad through temptation. Sam had a dream in which he battled evil spirits from hell. A church sent out bombs, missels to shot the target, cities, etc.

God the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit,
Shielf us from all powers of evil. Let the Blood of the Lamb be upon us and let Your light shine all around us and in us. Amen.

Persecution in Ethiopia

Today, to my greatest amazement, I found out that the Muslim extremests burned down 59 churches, killed few and injured Christians, around10,000 fled for refuge. Ethiopia, may God come to you for refuge and help in time of need.

You are in my heart.

Ethiopia

What a surprizing turn the converswation with Alyssa on facebook turned.
Ethiopia is located on eastern part of Africa.
So, tomorrow we will do some research about it. She strongly recommended me to go there. She believed that I will go to Africa one day. (So do I)

How amazing that is!!!!
Thank you Lord

Dream about Muslims?

Travelling with a group of ladies and Dr.Hawkins to Eastern Africa. There we see the public place with lots of young Muslim boys. Then, on the bus, I see my cousin who passed away. He was Muslim too :)

We need to reach hose who are outside with Jesus

few visions in the circle of prayer

Last evening, during our Unifeid gathering, the Lord showed to me when we were in a circle, holding hands. First, behind me and Claire I somewhat felt or seen an angel, and then the Holy Spirit filled my mouth with words to pray for campus. After that, I saw a vision, of a person walking with the torch of light. after a while, I saw another person with an open extended hand with a living bread. Light and Bread

Last evening was my second night of partaking communion at home. With that comes more freedom, healing and joy. How wonderful the Lord's blood and body!!!! What grace and price!

With love to my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ

Am I a virgin?

Last night and today, the Lord opened an opportunity to talk to Lytha about that. By her example, she strengthed my heart to wait until marriage, no matter how tempting and difficult it may be.
Elissa asked me today a private question, "Are you a virgin?" Her only desire was to give me a warning that it might hurt on my wedding day; but as a matter of fact, God is communicating to me.

Open door to my life,
no more secrets or private life.
God is my witness,
I want peace.
His mighty presence
Filling all my days.
To those who wished me bad
God turned things right for me
Outpouring blessings
Reassuring greatness,
I am in Him who is light,
in me there is no darkness any more.
By light I walk and love all.

I thank God for this new day. Last night I took a communion, today the Lord extended His blessings through the finances that my parents sent and also a lunch with Hellen. She has been undergoing similar things that I do.
But right now, I want to bring to your attention what I 've noticed God is showing and speaking to us. He is our Healer. He also is the one who knows what we are feeling. The pain we feel is not strange to Jesus, He shared in our humanity and He knows how to pray and help us.

Two close people in my life are having a very painful emotional time. The pain of suffering is bitter, but deliverance of healing is already in our midst. Tommy Tenney came to the Faith Assembly in Anderson, and this man of God preached to us about the feelings and the pain we are going through and about Jesus, the High Priest who know what we feel.
This is a season we're in. I think that God is going to change things: what seemed really big, he is going to heal that pain and we will move closer to GOd.

There is nothing truly most important than our relationship with God. It is a difficult at times becuase the enemy wants us to be distracted, deceived, etc. May Jesus shine brightly in our hearts and May His word reign in our midst.

Needy of Christ!!!!

COLOSSIANS 3:12-14
THEREFORE, AS GOD'S CHOSEN PEOPLE, HOLY AND DEARLY LOVED, CLOTHE YOURSELVES WITH COMPASSION, KINDNESS, HUMILITY, GENTELENESS AND PATIENCE. BEAR WITH EACH OTHER AND FORGIVE WHATEVER GRIEVENCES YOU MAY HAVE AGAINST ONE ANOTHER. FORGIVE AS THE LORD FORGAVE YOU. AND OVER ALL THESE VIRTUES PUT ON LOVE, WHICH BINDS THEM ALL TOGETHER IN PERFECT UNITY.

my reflections

This blogger helps me to review the history and what God has been doing. I am currently in America, came here by the obedience of the Lord, through His choice. Four years of underground and my last third year in seminary, grad school. Throughout my adult life I was surrounded by prophetic words into my life. On the other hand, I feel the most weak, ordinary, strange and the least among the society. There are times when God fuzes my life with His presence so much, teaching His word and let me hear his voice, but in the society that I live I have been struggling to live. It is almost like it is one or the other. SOmetimes I thought why can't I like other girls combine typical social things with God things. I live when I live in God and do His activities. But because of that, I appear akward before people. It is hard because the experience at seminary left me very wounded, but God is truly healing those wounds. Right now I am discovering that God is a healer, Jesus was wounded and by His wound we are healed.

Jesus, no matter what people see in me, help me to be with You. Father, one day, there will be an assignment (a dance) which will be fulfilled through the Holy Spirit.
God, I am longing!
No one is around at the community of SOT. Thank you for the faithful family and Sam, Judy and her community, Vika, Jenny and some others.

It is interesting that one day, God, You will take us to other countries for Your purposes. Jesus, let Your hands touch my heart. Can You rlove fill my weary soul. Jesus, I love you, You have done so much for me and all the people. Thank you for sacrificing Your life. You are great! Jesus, am I wrong or what I do is in Your will? Please, Jesus, stay with me throughout life. I pray.
Amen


ISAIAH 55: 1-3
Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost. Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good, and your soul will delight in the richest of fare. Give ear and come to Me; hear Me, that your soul may live.

I came with a bottle of water, specifically without money but only water.

Native Americans

Hello my dear readers. I great you in the name of Jesus, our Sweet and Faithful Lord.

Yesterday during our Unified meeting at Park Place, the Lord spoke the words to me, since I was really down, sleepy, non functional at all. The men gahtered around me , prayed and prophesied. Mike, for example, isntructed me that the enemy led me into out of allignment. So , we praed for the allighnemnt and balance.
Phil, prophesied to me and mamochka that God will give us homemeal and heal our wounds. AS a matter of fact, we all went to Judy, she made cheese qusadias and we enjoyed fellowship.


That day, in the afternoon, Sam and I shared lunch at Perkins. It is our date place. He looked at my face and adored its features for awhile. Then, he said that God made me in a unique ways, that different nations are represented in my face. He espeacially pointed Native Americans in me. I was so sure that not that, cause they are native to America. However, in the antique store, I bought a tile with an artistic image of a Native woman at the waterfall. And finally in our meeting at Judy's upper room, the Lord instructed to pray forgiveness of sins for both Indians and Americans and bless both too. WOW! WOW! WOW!!!!!!!


Looking forward for a greater understanding and knowledge in this area.
Blessed be the name of the LORD, who is worthy to be praised.

I talked to mamochka and Olegenka on skype. Wonderful!
In mama's dream she talked to Bill Gaither in English.

Jenny emailed me sharing that he likes Ryan.

Here is a new month dawned upon us- March.

I want to express a deep thanksgiving for the previous month -February. It was a small revival in my life during that particular month. Right now, there is a wave of increased responsibilities that want to rob my intimate time with the Lord in prayer.

Last night, I rearranged the room in a more feminine way. The rest was good but the dream was not. Sam arrived in the library during my work hours. He stayed 30 min and went to the church where he is going to have a concert. I am concerned about the pride, btu believe that God will be with Sam during that concert, enabling him to do it very well. Sam has done a lot of prep work and diligently worked on his assignments. Sam will be travelling back to Bloomington, leaving here at 4pm and then on Wednesday evening he will be back until Thursday to rehearse with Dianne, his accompanist.

Another struggle of this world was my worship class. It truly shaked me a little and I continue to trust God to pull me through this class. This Sunday we need to travel to different churches, but also that evening is Sam's concert that starts at 7 till 8 pm. Only the Lord can make it happen, but I cannot miss neither one.

I think Father knows my circumstances an dstill desires me to press in through prayers. Please, dear Holy Spirit help me to do just that- to desire and to know my Lord Jesus and the Father.
I thank you Daddy for the answer with my roommate. Lately, we felt peace and comfort to talk to each other and had several opportunities to bless one another. Rejoice!!!!

This Friday, Tommy Tenney will be speaking at Faith Church. Oh, how I long to attend that meeiting and to be encouraged in the relationship with God. May I learn something new and reminded of something crucial and important.

I bless Your Holy Name, Lord.
Please, forgive my worries, griefs, cares of the world. May there will be peace and the river of joy in my heart. In Jesus Name

prophetic news

Yesterday was such a wonderful prayer meeting ("Night and Day"). Once again, there was a powerful presence of the Lord among us and we all were ministered to and edified. For me, I was reassured about the FATHER. Mike said that I head the Father' s heart and take it very seriously what he says. He mentioned an annointing and blessings. Phil prphesied that God wants to bless me so much, but he knows that it may overwhelm me. God is gentle and will not push me into anything, but there is freedom to go as deep as I would like. He also said a reminder/warning not to gave in to cares of this world (money). That the Lord will bless financially from different sources. The annointing and blessings were repeated. POPCORN, Phil said that those people who will be near me with harden heart will pop like popocorn, whose hearts will become softer.

Judy received a word from the Lord: "I love you and am pleased with you. Do not drive ahead but be led. Symbolism of a dance. God is the best dance partner."

P.S. My roommate received a blessing last night. Praise the Lord.


TODAY, after some hard and unease conversation with my mom, the Lord opened a door to truly connect. She has a deep concern/wound of being used without appreaciated and known for who she is. Somehow, the Holy Spirit called her to attend to the American church in st.pet that I went once. May the Lord give her courage to go and receive healing. Father, may Your love washes all the sorrow and deep wounds from her tender heart. Bless her, Almighty God.


Dear Father, thank you for proving hours to work in the library. I thank you for Your grace and presence. You are ever near and I love you. Thank you for loving us so much. Thank you for Sam. May You guide him in all truth and by Your Holy Spirit. Fill us more with You .


*** A season of pleasure in sin is finished, now is the season of righteousness****


((((( A symbol of a new green sprout.))))))

ethics exam

I had an exam today for ETHICS class. My feelings told me that I was not prepared, but my faith spoke "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Surprisignly, the exam was great. Praise God through Christ who gave me strength.

Our lecture was partly about temptations. It was amazing. We need to pray to die to our own evil desires and to live a new life in Christ Jesus. Temptations reveal what's in us, it is an opportunity to lay them down to the altar.
Thank you Lord Jesus!!!!

P.S. Talked to Vika a little bit.

faith

We traveled to Ohio: Sam's grandma Lois Green passed away and now is with the Lord in heaven. It was such a wonderful time with the family. We talked with many people and shared good time together. Praise the Lord for the answer to our prayers

Reflection on James

testing of your faith produces perseverance

those that are poor in the eyes of the world are rich in faith

no good to claim to have faith without deeds

faith by itself without deeds is dead

show you my faith by what I do

faith without deeds is useless

Abrahams' faith and deeds worked together

faith made complete by deeds

person justified by what he does and not by faith alone

faith wihtout deeds is dead

prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well

Where are we now?

For the last week, there has been so much happening that it is amazing!

The trip to Bloomington on Firday till Saturday, where Xen and Sarah joined us. It was a very stressful and painful event for both Sam and I. WE had to struggle with its resolutions for few days. In a mean time, we draw nearer to God through prayer, becuase He calls us in. I have seen the faithful hand of GOD pursuing his people here on campus. LAst night, Judy and I joined a prayer group at the Prayer room with two Claires. After that, we rejoined a nother group 10:07 for worship. From that evening starting at 11 pm the students agreed to offer 24 hours prayer and intercession. The Lord put into my heart the same purpose, love and goal, so I joined their prayer vigil at 6:45 am to 7:29am, from there I went to work.

The scriptures God gave were Philippians 2 and Malachi 2.

We love You dear LORD, our Father in heaven. Purge us from inner sins of our hearts and lead us in Your path surrounded by Your light.

I pray for peace and instruction to be present in our hearts, so that we may walk faithfully with you and people. I love You, Lord.

waiting

The Holy Spirit is guiding to WAIT on the LORD.

Waiting on Jesus produces an everlasting fruit, perseverance and thus HE prepares us for His service.

What can be so good about waiting, esp. in the culture that we live?
David called himself and his audience to wait upon the Lord, so did Isaiah.
Amazing!!!!

Lamentations 3:24-26

I say to myself, "The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for Him." The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.

Isaiah 30:18 - Blessed are all who wait for Him!

two dreams, prayer

Two dreams: yesterday and today.

Dream 1:
Tara prophesied, "God wants you to have intimate relationship with Him." In the dream this phrase repeated over and over again.


Dream 2:
On the back stage, a person came to Sam and kissed my forehead. Then the person declared, "The Lord said- Kiss her for she is my handywork (or a tool) for the future." On which I replied, 'I am in preparation." Then my time came to do a performance and I dance in the freedom ( almost in the air). it was so freeing and I loved it.

PRAYER!!!!!

Dear Holy Spirit,

I know that You are near. The Holy Scripture declares,

"The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything,

but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with

thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And

the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,

will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

So, may my heart will become a place of worship and

prayer to the Most Holy God through Jesus and

by Your help, Holy Spirit. May the words I offer in prayers

will be in union with Thy Word. May there will be unity

even between me and Sam, as both of us, continue to seek

Your face, Lord. Draw us nearer and nearer to You.

In Christ' name.

Amen.

Eagle and Big Bird

Hello readers,

Few updates: Since Monday, we had an ice storm event. Sam came to visit me on Sunday and is still here due to the weather challenges to travel to Bloomington. It is Friday. I had a dream last night. Before I share about the dream, let me say that yesterday in my mind I was struglling to come to terms with Patience. I worried whether she is upset with me; why she does not talk to me and things like that. I tried not to think negatively toward her, but it was hard. Even int eh evening, I found a Candle holder put in my room from the living room, since Patience did not like it there. I don't mind so much that, but that's just waht it is. It is probably the same thing: Sam is staying with me since Sunday (she arrived on Monday), and she does not know how long will he stay here. Knowing that it is the Lord who blessed Sam's coming, I believe He will help to figure it out. What concerns me is that she does not talk to Sam or me, but just hi. I might be wrong about all of that. Let me share the dream



Sam and I stood outside of my grandma's apartment in Kopeysk. She is looking down on us, we run to the neighbor's apratment from her. She is after us, we are up the stairs, opened the door (looked like my blue and white plate). In it, there were two girls, (like 9 or 10 years old). I was reminded of myself playign with my girlfriend. They did not mind us being there. We go outside, there is their father (nice person). Soon, Patience comes in. Now, she is after me and I am running from her. The place was surrouned by fence, so I could not get out but, the white dog was chasing me. It jumped behind the fense, while I remained inside. In returning to the house, I greeted Patience and and we all went inside. Patience came with her girlfriends, I sat by Patience and she shared her opinion about Jesus' coming soon. I understood her, whereas others did not.

Extra part in the dream:
Sam and I were walking and saw a huge bird flying with her big wings. There were three birds. They landed 1 feet from us on a bush. We went walking and the two birds were up in the air. The big bird was motionlessly stll, while Eagle was sitting on the big bird's tail and flying forward.

Deuteronomy 28:13 The Lord will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attentin to the commands of the Lord your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom.

First gathering at Park Place and the movie

I watched a very interesting movie, called Children on Their Birthdays.
It teaches about respect, friendship, romance, compassion, feminine role, Christian love and much more. I would like to see it again, or read a book.

Last night was a first prayer/worship meeting this year. We gathered at Park Place Church of God. Three women and four men. God has been with us in Glory! We were encouraged to be COURAGEOUS, not timid.

Jesus reminded me that He laid down his life for us, so are we to lay down our lives for others. It means to be the sacrifice.

Bless the Lord, oh my soul.

Phil prayed over us as well, intercedeing for peace, healing, mantle of authority, and others.

THANK YOU!

great weekend at Bloomington, freedom from hurt

What a great weekend Sam and I celebrated in Bloomington and in Anderson. We both felt encouraged, uplifted, nourished in our soul and spirit. The Lord worked in mighty ways. Walk around the IU campus on Saturday morning, when stillness and sun created a wonderful experience; stopping by the Cafe that was Christian. We felt greatly blessed by being there that Saturday morning; visiting an Art store and chatting with workers, who were so helpful in finding ways to let Sam to have an ART show.

On Sunday morning, I experienced a very negative, dramatic feeling in relation to being at church. What seemed to be an issue of all inclusiveness, tolerance to the point of excaping the name of God, after an honest conversation with Sam at the food place, I was able to look into the situation with more imput. Sam shared how he views people from the Temple point of view. Jewish understanding of the Temple descibed in the Holy Scriptures as having three parts: the Court, the Holy and the Holy of Holies. People are on the different stages in their lives, and Sam allows to interact with them accordingly, whereas I preferred to connect only on the Holy and Holy of Holies level (meaning let's just focus on the glory of God, who awesoem our Jesus is). In the court, there are issues that may or may not be related to God necessarily (earthly things, so to say).
But God worked even deeper into my soul and understanding concerning that situation. He helped me to see the HURT within my temle, an area where I have been wounded so bad by a certain Christian community, that left a bitter root of betrayal, distrust to a Christian community. And there are many people who are in that place still. However, in teh bathroom of the Theater, I approached the Cross where Jesus Died in my prayer and laid that hurt and asked Jesus to wash it off, so that I could love and forgive. Immediately I saw a huge difference to people around me and that particular community of faith. People do say, "We hurt others, when we are hurt."

So, glory to God for the liberting power of the Cross.

In my dream tonight, I verbally spoke the words to somebody, "You (we all) have our own will. But Jesus prayed, not my will be done, but Yours." Sam lifted a prayer on my behalf using the same words, "Let Your will be done."
In the worship class, we looked into the Temple and Jesus. Oh, it was so engaging. Jesus is the Temple!!!!

strange dream

First, there was drowning, and an empty building where people were hiding from the danger and war. Then, we came down from the bus and met the main guy. The very first thing that he said, was "since you lost the war, all of you must die." I was an intercessor, pleading with the main guy that he would change the verdict. He was reluctant to change anything. A group of youth ran away while hte main guy talked to a girl, when he came back there were flowers planted by the cafeteria, he wondered why they did that. I said, it is in memory of htem. What if you were killed and there was your flower there. He rebuked me. then I said, I do not understand; he replied, You are cute. I'll make sure you'll get the flower.

Then some parents wanted to die with their children. So I saw a line of women (lined in front of Market Place valley). They took a gun and shot. A first lady fell down and most of them fell. But then nobody died, but were only injured. They could even walk. So They all lined up and headed toward Reardon. I walked beside a young girl, extending my hand, so she could lean on it. Sh asked me, where are we going? I told her, probably to the dorms. (I thought that since they did not die, the turture had finished). We turned from them and started to walk away, but the girl insisted to follow. So we walked. Came to a shakkel house. There we met a multitude of people dressed in shining white. The group of women (esp. young) that came, were taking off from themselves jelwery and other things. I was inside looking and supervising a little what to put away from their stuff. Then I decided to speak. I had a sense of joy, hope and faith. I told them about the Father who loves them and Jesus who is crazy about them. I told them how sometimes I think about heaven. (I have not seen how they were killed, but kind of new that they were hanged).
The guard had a gun and a huge dog. The dog was the meanest creature, with sharp teeth and super big anger. So I stayed inside, protected from that dog.

new haircut

Hello my dear friends!!!!!!

I am happy to announce that since yesterday I have a new hairstyle. It took me some research to do before I decided on shpe and form. Apparently, I have diamond-trangle face (with wider cheakbones), therefore, the bang created a nice oval face and made it look really pretty.

My roommate like it (since she was the first one), the next day three people complimented me on a hairstyle (Ethleen-housekeeper, JAckie-my boss, and Becky- librarian).

Thank you dear Lord,

for allowing your daughter to be beautiful and feel happy about it.

Sincerely,

Katya

KNOW your BIBLE

A clear warning and appeal to read the BIBLE. Dennis Cramer wrote an article on ELIJAHLIST.com that I found so true. He spoke about the Church that is biblically ignorant; our Biblies are dust-covered and unused.

This morning, the Holy Spirit guided me to take the Bible to work and there he spore, "You study My Word and I will bless you."

We need Bible classes and seminars, where we read the Bible and not the books about the Bible with different theologies and interpretation in it. The danger of deception!

Thank you Lord.!

Now, we are to put it into practice by reading the Word!

2011

KEYS

SABBATH, DAY OF REST

But the Lord answered, "To say you are too busy to rest on the Sabbath is like saying you are too poot to tithe. It means you have not learned My ability to provide. If I tell you to rest, you CAN rest."
Wayne Muller described Sabbath activity as "Time consecrated to enjoy and celebrate what it beautiful and good- time to light candles, sing songs, worship, tell stories, bless our children and loved ones, give thanks, share meals, nap, walk, and even make love. It is a time to be nourished and refreshed as we let our work, our chors and our important projects lie fallow, trusting that there are larger forces at work taking care of the world when we are at rest."

You wisper a prayer in the child's ear while gently holding his head.

May the Lord make you like Sarah, Rebecca, Rachel, and Lean; like Ephraim and Menasseh.

May the Lord bless you and watch over you.

May the Lord cause the Divine face to shine upon you and be gracious to you.

May the Lord lift up the Divine face toward you and bring you peace. Amen.

Amazing GOD, our Lord Jesus is wonderful!!!!

Yesterday, He gave me an opportunity to pray and out of it I had a vision and a yearning to draw a picture of the wave coming to the shore. He blessed the drawing that I know, but today He showed that there is a prophetic meaning to the painting.
God calls un in 2011 not to be like Peter who looked into the waves, but to look into the eyes of Jesus.

song and dance

Jeremiah 31:13

Then maidens will dance and be glad, young men and old as well.

I will turn their mourning into gladness.

I will give them comfort and joy instead of sorrow.

Wonderful affirmation of joy before we danced at Park Place Church of God.

Samuel wrote a song in German called "Lazy Town" about a woman/snow from heaven.

With thankfulness at heart,

Katya

My dear friends,

It is wonderful to share what it in my heart. First of all, I plead the blood of Jesus over the words and attituted of my heart. If there is anything that I wanted to say that contradicts the desires of Your Holy Spirit, I pray that you will correct me.

I had a longing for studying lately. It could be a challenge that distracts my focus from loving the Lord Jesus. However, I am thankful for this opportunity to learn.

Secondly, my prayers to Jesus have been few. It is silent and lays still under the storm of worries, studies and other activities. Jesus once said to Martha, if only she just sat down to his feet and listen to the word like Mary did.

My emotions have been in turmoil lately: loneliness, sadness... I count for the days Samushka will come. I detach myself sometimes from people, and then it is hard to get connected to them. Judy has been a blessing as usual. I am continually amazed at her servant-like heart. She lives daily to bless the lives of others. She rejoices in her state and as she looks her eyes on Jesus.

My mamochka is learning to be caring mom I did not know before. She cooks and cleans and does everything for the house. It is a transformation, glory to God. She prays and reads the Word in secret, for which I am thankful. She is strong and persevering, giving joy to Patience and others. She bears my weaknesses and loves me.

Dear Lord, one prophetess notices of my emotions, how lonely and difficult I feel at times. Forgive me Jesus for any action and attitude of my heart that displeased you. I am weak Lord, and need you very much.
Thank you for the semester! It was a good academic semester. You relieved me from taking classes with a professor that I struggled with. Thank you.

Dear Jesus, do you love me? Do you still love me just as much as loved from the beginning? Do I love You, JEsus? Do I love you just as much as from the beginning?
Jesus, I am weary and in need of Your presence, forgivenss, power, healing.
I rebuke any pride and desire for recogntion. May your servant be there where you call her to be among lowly and oppressed. I thank you for the small joys You give, You provide so many times. THank you! You fulfill the desires of our hearts. Thank you!
You are constantly faithful! You are not like men!!! Glory to God!!!! You are not human men!!!!!
There is none like you!!!!! Your word is true, Your love is undeserving. Your faitfulness is unshakable. You are LOVE!!!!!!!!

I love you and long for You. Take me into Your divine, mighty hands. Deliver us from any opporession of the enemy and grant us peace. In Jesus name

Common now

I have a sweet expecation about this Christmas! Sam and I decorated our first Christmas tree. We made and got each other presents: )
Our mamochka is with us, which makes it even better!

Reading of the Matthew...

Thankful for this wonderful semester: internship at Dove Harbor, taking an independent class on History of Mission, and actual class of Evangelism.

Prophesy: about nations, big visions, leader, not get disctracted on men, but focus...

Tim is in the hospital, Olegenka is undergoing a trial with health, Ianachoka is pregnant with a baby, Amanda (Sam's sitster) is engaged to Mike, yay!

love

Great Thanksgiving weekend and holiday! Celebrated mamochka's birthday and much more.

Last night, being at Judy with Mike, Sam, and others were amazing. We worshipped and worshipped, prayed and staff like that. The Lord revealed to me that HE IS LOVE. He acts and responds in love. He is the most loving person.!

On elijahlist today there was an article about love. Here is the link:
http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word/9364
Love you

why?

Good morning! Readers, today I spent over an hour looking over the blog in search for any reason why I feel pain and frustration with my relationship with mom. I could not find anything particular, but the issue is still there.

I feel so disconnected from her. She is great! She does so much for the wellbeing of my life. But I just act in so strange manners...
Holy Spirit, I know that forgiveness is the way, but help me to be sincere in that.

What's going on?
Can You help us?

Digging wells!!!!
We have been thinking about thsi phenomenn of digging the wells of salvation here in Anderson. Today in Herald's Bulletin (Nov. 15), there was a front artickle abut East Side Church of God collecting pennies for digging of the wells in third world countries.

Awesome!

Sam mentioned about the dream that it is ancient battle. It is an ancient way to cut off the enemy's head.
I was reminded of David and Goliath.

This weekend Sam and I spent such a great time! He performed in the opera "Die Fledermaus" at IU Jacob School of Music. Lots of great activites and experiences we had!

We returned to Anderson on Sunday evening. I had a dream.

Out of the window I see Nick. He was calling me from New York (but I could see and hear him very near). In the room where I was there were children. Somebody ( like Lytha) did disciplining and correcting them. Then I was outside, sitting . He commented on the wedding ring he got. it was made of gold with green stones. He wanted me to look at it (but I knew in teh spirit of the power of touch) so I refused to take it into my hands. Then I decided to walk away from him and then run into the bus till the next stop. (I had twenty rubles, they gave me 5 and coins back). From there I rode a bike around the neighborhood. I went into the kindergarten and military camp. AS soon as I got out safely out of the military place. I was in the open area in the city, seeing two guy friends. So I was just about to tell them about N. and here appears. Then I told my friends that they will be my witnesses. He was drunk and holding the wine bottle drinking from it. I made a sign of throwing up in disgust. He became angry and chased after me but I cried out to protect me and two guy friends stepped into the scence. They were pushed back at first. THEN in a very slow motion picture (like in the movies) I see my friend gettin gup from the ground, hitting the glass, taking a peace and completely cutting N.'s head off. I woke up.

For the last few days, my mom spent in America. We have talked a lot, went shopping and thing like that. I feel pain and frustration lots of times... It feels like the battle is against me this season. On the other hand, I feel an immense breakthrough toward a new authority in Christ for the lost and for the endurance.
I am sorry if I am itchy or impolite to you this season,
Forgive my shortcomings but help me to go through this door into God's destiny.

Blessings all over you and Sammy!!!

Katya

P.S. Today, at church lady prayed for me to have soul-burden for the lost every day, even in the middle of the night. God has permission to do what He wills.

Jesus, help me to not loose heart and not to give up.

Your, Katya

Yesterday during worship on Wednesday Unified, I was prayed for endurance by JT and Claire. Even in my reading, McPherson wrote: "I will not quit, becuase He did not quit." I spoke this words overy myself.

This is a battle for endurance and not to give up.

Lord Jesus, I thank You that You listened to the prayer of your people. I need to endure and not to give up, therefore the spiritual battle or contention is going on right now. I praise You for that! Teach me by Your Divine Holy Spirit.

Love, Katya

prophetic word on November 2

Matt Sorger:
Overcoming Your Goliath: Contending For the Next Level of Breakthrough and Authority

God is about to promote people to their next level of authority, influence and power. There is going to be a great need in the days ahead for godly leadership to lead the Body of Christ. God wants us to know and understand not only how to break through to the next level but also how to sustain the increase He gives. It's one thing to get a breakthrough. It's another thing to keep your breakthrough.

Passing Through the Place of Contention

God is bringing people into a higher realm of authority, but one thing we must be aware of is that this is not coming without a fight. of authority, he haBefore David could receive his royal crown d to first face Goliath. He had already been anointed king, but before he could step into his destiny and into the next level of authority, he had to face Goliath. The increase and promotion was not going to come without a fight.
1 Samuel 17:23-26 Philistine ranks and spoke the same words as before, and David heard him. And all the men of Israel, when they saw the man As they talked, behold, Goliath, the champion, the Philistine of Gath, came forth from the , fled from him, terrified. And the Israelites said, "Have you seen this man who has come out? Surely he has come out to defy Israel; and the man who kills him the king will enrich with great riches, and will give him his daughter and make his father's house free (from taxes and service) in Israel." And David said to the men standing by him, "What shall be done for the man who kills this Philistine and takes away the reproach from Israel? For who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?"
Before you step into the next level God has for you, you will have to face your Goliath head on and take it down. Your next level will not come without a fight. Understand this about your giant: It will speak to you. It will try to intimidate, limit and constrain you from possessing what is yours in God. It will speak to you with words like, "Who do you think you are? You think God has a destiny for you? You think God will ever use you?" The words you hear will be in relation to the area of battle you are facing. "You think you will be free? You think things will change? Things are never going to change. You are going to keep going around this mountain. You are nothing. Just give up and quit!"

A Sustainable Anointing and Breakthrough

Those that will move to a higher realm of authority need to understand that a sustainable anointing and mantle is not possible without testing and trial. Anointing without testing is not sustainable. God doesn't want to just give us a temporary anointing or a momentary breakthrough. He wants us to be able to sustain it. The sustainability factor is crucial in this hour. We must contend for increase and sustain it.
Before promotion, you must walk through a place of contention. You must contend with your giant and gain victory over it before the anointing is released to manifest in a greater measure of authority. God anointed what was tested in David's life.
1 Samuel 17:36-39 "Your servant killed both the lion and the bear; and this uncircumcised Philistine shall be like one of them, for he has defied the armies of the living God!" David said, "The Lord Who delivered me out of the paw of the lion and out of the paw of the bear, He will deliver me out of the hand of this Philistine." And Saul said to David, "Go, and the Lord be with you!" Then Saul clothed David with his armor; he put a bronze helmet on his head and clothed him with a coat of mail. And David girded his sword over his armor. Then he tried to go, but could not, for he was not used to it. And David said to Saul, "I cannot go with these, for I am not used to them." And David took them off.

God anoints what's been tested in your life. God anointed David's sling shot, not Saul's armor. David couldn't win the battle in Saul's armor. It hadn't been tested in his life. David wrestled the lion and the bear. He had used his sling and stone out in the wilderness. God anointed what had been tested.
Promotion will come out of your testings and battles. Smaller battles will make you skillful in winning larger battles. Get happy! Because the areas of your greatest testings are about to become the areas of your greatest anointing! The very assignments the adversary had against your life are about to be turned around against him. God is going to release the deepest anointing and glory where you have had the deepest level of warfare and contending.
As Isaac was entering into his land of inheritance in Genesis 26, we see that his land started in a place of barrenness. As he planted and sowed seed in that land, he became very prosperous and fruitful. God accelerated his harvest and in the same year reaped one hundred fold. But God still had more increase for him.
The Philistines envied him and began to bury the wells of Abraham. In order for Isaac to break through to a higher level of fruitfulness in his inheritance, he had to contend with the Philistines. As he dug wells, the first one was called Esek, meaning contention. The next well was called Sitnah meaning enmity. The third well was called Rehoboth meaning room. As Isaac persevered and endured, God made room for him to be fruitful in the land.
The key for Isaac's breakthrough was endurance. As we endure through a place of contention, God will make room for us and will cause us to be fruitful in our land of inheritance. Increase and promotion are coming, but not without a fight. In order to win this battle we must endure to the end.

We are in a time where many are facing their Goliaths. They are in a time of spiritual pressure and resistance. Depending on what they do in this battle will determine their next season. Either they will sustain what God has given them and experience an increase or they could lose what has been entrusted to them.
Usually the greatest fight is right before the greatest breakthrough. This is usually when people give up. They are right on the edge of moving to the next level when they get weary and tired. As long as you refuse to give up, God will make sure you excel to your next level of inheritance. So get happy when you see spiritual contention in your life! It means you are on the verge of breakthrough and promotion. But we have to make the right choices and pray through to victory.

Prayer
Wait on the Lord and allow Him to break you through every area of battle in your life. Pray the Word. Spend time in worship. Make godly choices and purge all sin and compromise out of your life. Pray this prayer with me.
Lord, I submit and surrender every area of my life to You. I make the choice to live in a way that pleases You. Forgive me of all my sin and transgression. Show me any areas of my life that have grieved You. Release a godly sorrow and brokenness in my heart. May I care most about what You feel. Give me the strength to endure and the godly brokenness I need to sustain Your increase in my life. Lord, may the adversary have nothing in me. In Jesus' name, I take authority over every Goliath in my life that is trying to intimidate me and hold me back. I command it to come down now in Jesus' name. Amen.
Matt Sorger

dream

Prophetic word for Anderson: dig the wells of salvation and revival.
(2 thousand souls saved)

Strange dream tonight:

It started out in my room (here in Anderson, America). A teenage boy standing by the window said, "I do not want the spirit of salvation here." Because he said that in my room, I spoke, "Jesus Christ died on the cross and rose again on the third day." (I was intentionally telling the Gospel). Then he was sitting in front of me and I saw a vision (in the spirit) of a white hand reaching toward me. I interpreted in the dream as this person is open for the Gospel, so I prayed with him.

Second part of the dream took place in my stepfather's house, in the living room. There was a guy (who looked attractive and reminded me of Nick). He was very affectionate toward me. Then I told him, "I am engaged and I love him." The boy showed signs of regret to hear that and he laid on the couch thinking how to win me. Then my mother and my sister came to the room. He openly stated of his attention to marry me (my sister was in favor of that). We were sitting (me and him on my left, Iana in the opposite) and my mom took the anointing oil and put it upon our hands and feet. We were barefoot, but he had nice black shoes that he did not want to take off. I provided three kinds of soft shoes.

Third part of the dream took place in his house. It was a little bit dim and reminded a foreing cave. He was standing by the stove, trying to fix rice. But the stove would be getting on fire. SO I came closer and with my help we were able to put down the fire and then I ordered to bring water and pan, the rice was cooking normally. Then we were in his living room, he was standing with his back toward me and being very busy with something. He mentioned that he has good job from his father an dhas good money. (I thought it was good). He turned and spoke about our engagement. He said that he wants to take me to Africa to do BIble study there in their language. I was totally happy and excited to hear that. My thoughts run at that moment: Sam does the opera but this guy wants to do Bible studies in Africa. Then he said, "Talk to Chester and aks him how to say "Hi. How are you in Italian." Chester is Sam's younger brother who is Italian. That guy also mentioned about the border between Stockholm and another place with a strange language. Then, I saw huge denosaurs outside the house. I said, "I am afraid." I was running to another room , but the unseen monsters were grabbing me. I heard the boy's voice, "Try to be calm. Don't move." I obeyed and they stilled their motions except one. I felt and unpleasant lick by monster. As I was laying there feeling this awful touch, I believed that the boy will resque me and he did. I woke up!


Dear Lord, Shelly thought it was a warning dream. Holy SPirit guide me not only in interpretation but also in prevention of the enemy strategy against me or Sam.
Blessings,

word from the Lord

Katya, I have put so much into you, it needs perfection and maturity on your part. My seeds have been choked by worry and leisure time. Take up the time to study My Law, My Grace, My Obedience. I will make your shoes walk in total freedom of My Spirit. I may close the well for a season, but do not get weary, there is a true well of life. His name is Jesus, drink from Him and you will not be thirsty.
Bless you, My child.

Scriptures:Galatians5:3-4, Romans 6:14, 5:20-21, Deuteronomy 27:10, 1 Samuel 15:22, 1 Peter 1:14, Romans 6:15-17

wedding preparations are moving forward

The Lord blessed us with preparations for the wedding!

Sam made SAVE THE DATES and printed 20 of them, less than $20.00

We have a friend George who agreed to be DJ at our wedding for $25.00.

Cindy Crume will be responsible for getting flowers for the tables. I need to give her details and money of course (plan to spend $50.00).

MEET THE NEED

Praise God for the wonderful weekend! Yesterday I mostly stayed home, did some cleaning, cooking and spending time with Patience.

Today, I feel energy to prepare for the time with Samuel! It is my joy to plan activities and ideas so that Samushka will feel totally loved!



Here is the thought that is on my heart: IS THERE A NEED?

WHAT CAN I/WE DO TO MEET THAT NEED!

Isaiah 58: 10-11 says,

...Spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry and satisfy the needs of the oppresses...

then... the Lord will satisfy your needs...

PHILLIPIANS 4:16,19

You sent me aid again and again when I was in need.

....And my God will meet all your needs according to His glorious riches in Christ Jesus.

My mom had a vision of me this morning: I lifted my hands, joined them like holding a candle and then started spinning in a dance. She thought that it almost lifted me up.

Great time of ministry!

Warfare, spiritual battle

Joy and praise

Desire to study

Praise for the paper analysis (50/50)

my momchka will be coming soon in November 4th!

ask, seek and knock

Yesterday, after Dove Harbor, we had a life group meeting at Judy's house. Joel led the worship and the presence of GOD just entered in so strong, that I hardly kept mysel ffrom going on my knees. Tears, adoration, and whispers of prayers were flowing. It was wonderful! The Lord even provided some food afterwords and gave me an opportunity to be a blessing to Sally.

I had a great rest last night even though it was only 6 hours. The Lord was able to give me rest fully! There was a sweet and engaging dream today, but I do not recall it now.

THE Scripture, heavenly breathed is from Matthew 7:7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."

Spirit gives life

Hello dear readers! I am astonished and amazed at God's work!!!!! This morning He is revealing much more about pleasing the Holy Spirit rather than our sinful nature. He showed through His word that Spirit gives life (John 6:63 and 2 Corinthians 3:6).

Live to please God in the Spirit : read Romans 8:6-8 and Galatians 6:7-8.

God is doing a teaching unto my inner man!!!! How awesome!!!

Park Place

This morning Sam travelled back to Bloomington; I continued to sleep until 9:30 am. The service at Park Place Church starts at 10:30. On my way to church, I found myself pondering: who am I going to church for? Am I going there because of the people or because I want to seek God? It is a hard and honest question. Most likely people played a major role, but I really desired for God to be the reason to go to Park Place Church of God.

This question: Am I a people pleaser or God pleaser? is on my mind for several days. The search for that dilemma is in the present moment.

The service at Park Place was really wonderful, blessed and great! Several times I lifted my hands in worship to Jesus. The song "Sweet, sweet Spirit" reminded of my mother and connected in worship to God. The sermon by David Markle was amazing! He preached from 2 Corinthians 5 about the fact that in Christ God creates new! I felt and heard Jesus Christ being exalted in this morning worship service. I usuallly watch for any indiciation to our Lord Jesus Christ! After the service, for some good reason, I greeted and was welcomed by many people. One person told me thanks for leading worship on Tuesday chapel, another asks about singing at church, and with others we chatted on other great subjects. The people in the congregation did not look strange or distant to me, but rather as a unite of humanity.

When I came home, through listenning to the sermong about whether we walk before God or people, I was in deep reflection about that. Lord, open my heart and ears to hear what Your Spirit is saying to me individually and corporately. Help me to choose to please and walk before You! I repent for any reasons other than to come to worship You in the house of the church.
Blessings to You, Father in heaven and glory!

reserve sanctuary

We need to reserve sanctuary for our wedding on May 28th, 2011. In order to do that, we need to go to Parl Place, fill out some papers and put a downpayment.

this week in Anderson

I am back in Anderson and the Lord restored the joy in my heart! Praise the LORD! With the help of God and four good firned, I led the worship service on Tuesday morning during chappel. We sang, 'Agnes Dei", "Oh Praise Him", "Be Unto Your Name", and Alleluia.

I thank dear JESUS for also meeting pastor from South Africa, his name is Solomon. It was an amazing powerful evening at Jo and Dee's house! We had a great time talking too with Karen, Hellen and Moreblessing. God bless them all!

Last night, Sam and I chatted on the phone, it was great. THank You Lord! He is planning to come for this weekend. Judy Doty and Tim Johnson are going on a trip to Kansas City. Judy wanted me to go with them so much, but I could not :(

Glad and happy in Jesus!

I am in Bloomington with Sam. It was a challenge to be here, honestly. First of all, I did not knwo the rules and hospitality etiquete to engage with the family. But, they were so great, serving with the gift they have, such as cooking. I am thankful for that.

Sammy and I have an awkward silence, maybe due to tiredness.

So, here is my cry heart. Lord, clothe us with Your Son Jesus, with compassion, humility, strength, joy and like that.

We need you!

P.S. I had a dream last night after 4am. In it, I was going through a deliverance with a man from the spirit of abandonment. We have to forgive every family member, and to tell them we love them in our minds. Even thouh it was a man, like foreigner, I feel like it has to do with me feeling weird.

So, if the spirit is attacking me, may Jesus be victorious today and forever.

Katya

save the date

I was blessed today by creating this card. I hope you like it!

A friend of mine, Caroline, said that she would liek to help with the wedding. I need to think what things she could do for us. :) Thank you dear Lord for friends and families who want to be involved in our wedding. Cindy (our international director) said that she would like to help in whatever ways.